The night went well. Nathan slept on my lap. I carried to our room put him in bed. I strip to my boxer and crawl into bed with Nathan. I kissed him on the forehead and went to sleep. Whatever happened I can't forget the kiss. I fell in love with a boy for the second time in my life.
A/N: The words in italic are mind conversation in Jay's brain. He has a very active mind activity, so he imagines his thoughts as person whom he calls Junior Jay.
Jay's POV
I still can't believe that Luke just kissed me. Not once but twice. If he did it by mistake or by any kind of confusion, he wouldn't have kissed me twice. His lips brush mine. Not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. I want to pull away before I lose myself but I can't seem to...In that moment, my senses have been seduced and I can no longer think straight.
You can't think straight idiot. You're gay remember? said Jr. Jay
Yes, I know I know that Dumbass.
Well I'm your loving dumbass. ;)
What? Are you flirting with me J.J?
Maybe..
I'm really sick of J.J. He is driving me crazy. He suppose be to help me not criticize my actions or thoughts. I am quite angry on Evan for punching Luke in the face. But I was really shocked from the kiss. I didn't expect a soft teenage boy punches one of the school jock in the face. I really need to apologise to Luke. Now, I was sitting on my bed not able to fall sleep. My mom was not at home. She went out with her office friends.
I don't know what is going to be my next move. I terrified to make a sudden move which will make me regret later. There was a loud knock on my door.
"Come In!" I spoke softly. Evan came inside with a book in his hand.
"Jay, do you think you can help me with my Maths Homework. Mrs Dwarn is being a bitch by giving a lot of home works." I glared at Evan for insulting one of my favourite teacher in that school.
"What type of questions is that?"
"Algebra."
"Try checking the notes I gave you last month."
"Oh yeah. Thanks Jay and I'm sorry for the incident. I know you have a crush on him but he is just trying to break your heart."
"Will you shut your mouth and go to your room Evan." I shouted angrily.
"I'm sorry Jay" He mumbled and went out of my room.
I let my eyes shut and go to sleep.
I was waked up by my alarm as usual. I hurried to the bathroom. Took a quick shower and went down to make breakfast. After 10 minutes, Evan came down to kitchen. "I'm going to school with Mason's mom." He told and rushed out of the house. I ate my breakfast and packed two extra for Harry and Evan. I grabbed my car key and went to my car. I started driving to Harry's house. When I pulled into his driveway, I saw a dull Harry. He is always not a morning person like me. He got in the car. We were talking stupid things as usual while he ate the sandwich I made. By the time we pulled into the school parking lot, I got back my super Hyper Harry. I went to Evan's locker and opened it. (I know his combination) I placed the breakfast I made inside and went to my locker. I grabbed my first period book which is Chemistry. The rest of the school went well. I didn't meet Luke. Lunch was surprisingly boring for me because Harry got himself detention by not finishing his Geography Assignment. The final bell rang and I exited my Economics class. I went to my car and waited for Evan and Harry. Evan came and followed by Harry. The car ride was silent. I picked up some snacks and some horror movie for tonight's Horror Movie marathon. When we reached home Evan went to his room without saying a word. Harry gave me a confused mixed apologetic look. "He is having a hard time today. He was in detention during break too." "What?" "Yeah. I heard he was not paying attention in class and not doing is work. So Mrs Dwarn gave him detention." "I need to talk to him." I told Harry and went to Evan's room. I knocked on his door. "The door is open" He told from the other side of the door. I went in. "Evan can I talk to you?" He nodded. "I'm sorry for shouting at you yesterday. I heard you got detention from Mrs Dwarn. Why weren't you paying attention?" "It doesn't have anything to do with you?" "Evan, I am your big brother. I have all the rights to question you." "Fuck Off!" He whispered so I can't hear it and turned his body so he can't see my face. I was done with his crap. I walked up to him and tapped his shoulder. When he turned to look at me I connected my hand with his cheek. A few minutes passed by and Harry came in the room. Harry had shocked face while looking at Evan. Oh damn, I looked at Evan who had a mark on his face from the impact. I moved and lifted his face. His eyes were filled with tears. "Don't touch me," he said walking past me, almost making me trip and ran out of the house. Tears slipped out of my eyes. I had NEVER beat Evan. Harry came and give a hug. I sobbed in to his shoulders. My eyesight blurred, but not because tears were welling up. Everything became fuzzy; then I saw nothing at all. My consciousness was floating through an empty space filled with a thick static. Throughout the inky space my heartbeats pounded loudly, echoing in my ears, alongside fading pleas for help. Feeling in my body drained away until finally all was black.