The following is a true story. The name have been changed to make it as painless as possible just in case he ever reads this. For now there is only one chapter, but with any luck there will be many more. If you should not be reading this why are you here. Welcomed are any comments and I will answer any and all emails. Several email I have gotten on this story have been pleasing to the eye and I am glad that you, the reader, are enjoying it. Though at the same time there is no kind of back story like every day interaction. True the sex we had was pure animal lust at its best. It is time for James and I to try to come to some sort of reasoning for what has happened. More to the point what led up to this attraction between us.
We could only stay that way a moment cause Kelly was due back at any moment. When she came in the bed was back to the way it should have been, and he had gotten himself cleaned up. I told them I would talk to them the next day and went back to my own apartment. I had been home about 15 minutes when there was a knock on the door.
"Kelly reminded me you said something about needing help moving some furniture."
The Big Lie chp 3 Mikel and James There he was again, coming to me and I am being accepting like a little love stuck bitch. What the hell is wrong with me. Oh wait, I know, hunk, door, now. "Yea, come on in and grab a seat. I gotta have a drink first, you want one." "Sure, I got em, you want ice?" "NO, thanks I'll be right with ya" I went on to my bedroom to put on some sweats and a T shirt. The first night I met James I was taken aback by his natural beauty, and to be honest, his just basic county boy charm. For the most part, that first time, he acted pretty much ignorant. I would find out later it was all an act. He is more like the class clown to get attention. He definitely had my attention. To much so I guess. For my part the attraction was automatic. Here was this man with a nice basket dressed in black and I was in heat for him. Out of stupidity, I didn't think anyone noticed that I was checking him out. Later he told me that he told Kelly I was doing it. Kelly told him I was harmless and that I would never try anything. Little does she know, right? Like I said earlier I didn't actually see him again for a couple of months except maybe in passing at the store. A quick hey going opposite directions. The day I went over to Kelly's moms house they were there, which I did know they was there. We went out for a late lunch and the lust inside was stronger than ever. That day I knew that I could have him if I applied myself. Just the way the interaction went between us was amazing. We all laughed and had a great time. He took me to the bathroom with him and was at ease. When I went out to smoke he followed me out like a little lost puppy. Again, I was totally in heat. A few days later is when I found out they were moving next door and I was joyous to say the least. For the first time in a long time this stud was making me feel needed in some way. I already knew a lot of people in the family didn't like him, but I didn't care. I helped them move in and just being around him was fantastic. After they got moved in, he would, and still does, call early in the morning to come over and have coffee with him. After getting changed I went back to the living room and the drinks were on the table. We both sat on the couch and nursed our drinks. We talked about nothing of real importance. We looked at each other without touching. We just experienced that special closeness that only two men can share. {I am sure all of you know what I am talking about} We both knew that promises had been made in the heat of passion, hell who don't do that. James put his drink on the table and moved close to me, "Mike, I have to tell you something." "Give me you hands." I took his hands in mine, "Now close your eyes and concentrate." "Wha..." "I didn't say talk, I said to concentrate. Just relax and concentrate." he didn't know until now that in the right frame of mind I could get into his head and experience a part of him. What I saw was him as a child feeling weak and alone in the world. {Yes that is true also. I have been able to even do tarot readings over the internet while chatting.} my heart again went out to him. What was talked about then is only for me and him, I'm sorry. "Mike, how...I mean...are you a.?" "I look at it as a gift and it helps to get to know someone. After I connect with someone like that we are always bound together in some way." "Kinda freaky...different." James still had a stray tear or two running down his face and I gently kissed them away. He tried to tell me how sorry he was for being a kid. "Hey this aint the 50's anymore, men can cry now." Sitting there with James taught me one thing that night. Even with a rough exterior, inside there is still a scared child needing to be held. That is what I did, I took him into my arms and held him. Pulling back he kissed me softly on the lips, "Mikel, I.." "Don't say it, I already know. I don't want to hear the words we both know." "But, I..." "Shhh." we then went back to our drinks and the closeness of the moment. "Some things are better left unsaid, and just go with the flow." Toward the end of the second drink I asked, "What time is she expecting you?" "She was getting the kids bathed and putting them to bed." James the leaned over and kissed me again softly and gently. We parted our lips and our tongues met for a moment. Our movements quickened and I could feel the heat rising. "Mikel what have you done to me?" "The same thing you have done to me." I could feel the animal rising up from the pits of passion. "James I will not fuck you again." He pulled away, "Did I do something wrong?" "I wont fuck you, but I will make love to you." We still sat there for a bit and had another drink and talked, and fell a little more into the situation. "We should try to get something moved in case Kel comes over." so we got up and moved the couch and the chair. We got the tables to the corner and made it look in all kinds of disarray just in case she did come over. We knew the door was locked, cause James locked it, and we would be safe. "Mike, one other thing..." Thanks to those of you that have written. I do accept all comment be them good or bad. Check out my other stories. /nifty/gay/incest/my-jamie/ Aug 24,2010 /nifty/gay/beginnings/looking-for-dick/ May 24,2010 /nifty/gay/beginnings/good-ole-country-boy/ Mar. 16,2010 /nifty/gay/adult-friends/my-little-corner-of-paradise Mar 18,2010 /nifty/gay/beginnings/cold-winters-night May 27,2010 /nifty/gay/incest/tj-and-uncle-ray June 24,2010 /nifty/gay/beginnings/neighbors-kid-Justin ` gay/beginnings/jeff July 9, 2002 gay/begnnings/helping-Jason Aug. 22, 2002 gay/adult-youth/erik-the-runaway/ Sept. 21, 2002 gay/relationships/jarred-and-me Sept. 20 2002 gay/college/days-at-college Sept. 13, 2002 gay/incest/my-steven/ July 5, 2002