College was an interesting time. I had some really great GG friends who loved to help me learn how to be me. From great makeup tips, fashion advice, and the truth about men, these girls were some great people I would never forget. These girls were big sisters who brought me to be what I am. I'll never understand why some GGs love TGs/TVs so much, but I can just be thankful for them. The picture I have above is not of me, but it reminded me of one of the stories I will share with you tonight.
The first time I confessed my desires to a GG friend of mine, I was scared out of my mind. She was shocked a bit at first, but after that she was excited. We went to the mall to do some shopping for Alexius. We bought lingerie, makeup, skits, blouses, heels, and nails that day. When we got back to my place, she gave me a makeover and I was shocked at how good I looked. All of this excitement was too much for me. I ended up cumming all over her as I changed outfits. She seemed a bit upset, but was happy I was finding myself. I told a few more of my friends, and they all welcomed me a new GF.
A good friend of mine lived on the lower flower. She was a wonderful person who has unfortunately passed away too soon. She let me spend the nights in her room en femme and helped me become more comfortable living full time as a girl. We had a lot of good times going out together, and it was in her room that I lost my female virginity.
I was dressed very similar to the picture above. We were in her room, a little drunk from the night we had had, placing an order for a pizza to finish the night off. We had just placed the order when there was a knock at the door. She said come in and David, a friend of hers came in. Dave was a handsome guy, he was not overly muscular, but was defined enough. He had gorgeous brown hair and killer blue eyes. He walked in to join us for the pizza we ordered. We talked about the parties on campus, and how much fun we had, u know, the usual stuff a bunch of drunken college kids discuss. The pizza came and we ate. I got into the bed to sleep, and was admiring my freshly shaven legs and how nice the stockings I was wearing felt when Dave climbed into the bed and said he would be sleeping here tonight. I playfully pushed him back and said that this was my bed, and he was going to have to go somewhere else. Well, he didn't like that idea, and after a few minutes for playfully pushing each other, he leaned over and kissed me. I was numb from the experience, I had never been kissed by a man before, and this guy was in control. He slowly slid his hand down to my butt and squeezed it. I kissed him back, and slowly begin to explore his body with my hands. The feelings were new to me, and seeing my painted nails run down his chest was powerful. I unbuttoned his shirt and began to kiss his chest, leaving traces of lipstick on his nipples and down his trail. It seemed as if a hidden instinct took over because Dave now laid on his back helpless, and I was the diva playing with my new found boy toy. It took a while for me to get his pants unbuttoned because of my nails, but once I did, I came face to face with my first cock. My mind was racing as I knew that I was going to have to finish the deed now. There was no turning back from this point on. I admired the beauty of this man, and slowly let my hands explore the area I was going to be head-to-head with in a minute. I bent down and kissed the tip, and for the first time tasted a man's seed. It was incredible. I used my tongue to lap up as much as I could before plunging my head down as far as I could go. I slowly bobbed back and forth, tonguing and doing what I could. I'm sure for my first time, it was not that great, but I made every effort I could to make Dave satisfied that night. After about 20 minutes I was afraid I was going to fail when he asked me if he could cum in my mouth. I looked him in the eye, and just winked. At that moment a flood of sperm was unleashed into my mouth. Not knowing how to handle a spurting cock, it flowed out the sides of my mouth, and some managed to get into my nose and my eye, some got down my throat as well. I'm sure I must have been quite the sight as I looked up to see him completely limp. He said that he never had been treated so well by a girl, and that he hope he could see more of me. At that moment I was not sure if he meant it, or if he was being polite, but I got up and went to the bathroom to clean up.^? My friend came to my side and asked me how I felt, and I had to say pretty good, she was excited for me, and while Dave passed out, we chatted and she gave me tips to use next time. We then went to sleep together in her bed.
When we woke, Dave was gone. I took a shower and changed into a pair of jeans, heels, and a basic blouse. I headed back to my room to check my e-mail and eat some food. It was no Sunday and the day was uneventful. I painted my toe nails a new shade before going to bed. The next day would not be so pleasant.
I went to my first class in a "gender neutral" form as I usually do. I left class and was walking with^?a friend when Dave's apparently girlfriend approached me. She was furious. Neither Liz nor I knew who this girl was, but she claimed to be Dave's. She told me that Dave told her I sucked his cock and took advantage of him. She said I messed him up because he couldn't believe a faggot cocksucker would use him. She told me I was a dirty whore was too fucked up to be a man, and could barley try to be a woman. I was hurt by this. I ended up seeing Dave later that day, and he said I would dress like a man, he would kick my ass. I was in shock. I cried to Liz that night and she apologized even though it wasn't her fault. Eventually I got over this, but it was a huge blow to Alexius, and I was terrified that I was noting but a failure in life.
Things have changed a lot since my first night with Dave. I know have a wonderful boyfriend named Brad, who is everything a girl could ever want. I'm happy with who I am, and am proud of it. I'm just glad I'm alright, and things are better now. I know I am more woman than 99% of the GGs out there, and most men are amazed at how much better we are in bed.
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