Ryan and I met almost a year ago. I was a senior in High School in a tiny town on the border of Oklahoma about an hour or so out of the metroplex. My school had a career counseling session where they lure unsuspecting Dallas business people up to our school to talk to my class for an hour and then answer any questions and talk one on one with us. There wasn't really a good hotel or even motel in town, so our families usually offered a place to stay and good dinner. Sort of a bed and breakfast situation.
Anyways, so Ryan was speaker number 5 and it was my family's turn to host. He was so cute speaking to our class. I had ZERO idea that he liked guys. He's pretty butch. During our one on one, we didn't talk at all about business or future. He just wanted to know about me. We kind of joked around and this weird sexual energy came up between us. It was the first time I felt it so I wasn't really sure if it was what it was. He followed me home from school and we spent the afternoon playing Xbox with my big brother who still lived at home and had no job.
Dinner was fun and the rest of the evening was pretty typical. I went to bed about ten and Ryan stayed in the room next to mine. Our house was split with my parents' and brother's rooms on one side then the kitchen and living room and game room and then my room and the guest room on the other side with a bathroom that connected the rooms.
I woke up about midnight and had to pee. I crawled out of bed and walked across to the bathroom in the dark. There was a little light from under the door, but I usually kept a night light on in there so I didn't have to turn on a bright light. Anyways, so I opened the door and saw Ryan, standing in a pair of Cowboys boxers. He had his cock out and with the waistband of the boxers tucked under his huge balls. His cock was soft, but about 8 inches. He had it gripped and was peeing with just the nightlight on. I froze.
"Uh umm, sorry," I said, but didn't move. I had never seen a cock that big and watched as he peed a perfect arc out and into the toilet. He didn't look shocked, but stared at me quietly. Finally I came to my senses and backed away, shutting the door. I paced for a few seconds in the dark. It's not like I didn't know I was gay. I had even given my friend Adam a blow job and we made out once, but I had never seen a real MAN naked. Ryan is a big muscled jock-type guy. I heard him flush and quickly hopped into bed, like I was hiding from a monster.
My eyes adjusted to the dark again and I stared at the bathroom door, focusing on the doorknob. It began to turn slowly and then the door crept open. Ryan's head popped out and I shut my eyes, pretending to be asleep. He slid into the room and I heard his footsteps get closer.
"hey," he said, sitting on my bed. I opened my eyes and stared at him, probably looking pretty scared. He leaned into me and put his lips to mine. I was shocked at first and pulled back. My body was shaking under the covers. He stood up and said, "sorry," and backed away a little, but we stared at each other for a minute. The moon came in through the window, showing his hardened body.
As I stared into his eyes, he didn't look scared at all. I don't know why, but my right hand pulled up the covers and I slid over to make room for him. Ryan sat down on the bed and slid in next to me, pulling the covers up over us. He rolled onto his side next to me and slid his arm behind my back. His body was warm and strong; I melted into him and leaned in to kiss his chest. I felt his lips touch the top of my head. Then his other arm came over me, his hand caressed my cheek as I bit and licked his nipple. I loved it. It felt so natural.
"You're so beautiful," he whispered, petting my face. I felt his cock harden beneath his boxers, rubbing against my tummy. My own cock tented the front of my briefs and rubbed against his thigh. He pulled my head up and kissed me again, this time putting his tongue into my mouth. It wrestled my tongue and his hands came up to hold my face as he slowly pumped his cock against my leg.
He slid his hand down my back and through the waistband of my briefs, cupping my ass and rubbing his finger up and down between the cheeks. I felt a weird sensation sweep through me. I had never had so much as a finger inside me but I knew I wanted to ride that huge cock.
"Are you going to fuck me?" I asked when he let up on my lips. He laughed, responding "That's really cute. Has anyone done that before?"
"No"
"Oh, you're a virgin?"
"No, I sucked a friend of mine once..."
"Yeah, you're a virgin baby, that's so beautiful. Do you want me to fuck you?"
I nodded. He started kissing me again, rolling me onto my back and climbing on top of me. I had never been held like that before and I had all these new sensations running through my head.
He kissed his way down my chest, taking his time working my nipples as I rubbed my hand over his head. It felt so smooth. Once, he bit too hard and I cried out, but then remembered that everyone else was sleeping so I turned my head and yelled into my pillow. It didn't hurt so much as it released pressure and relaxed me but also sent a wave over me. My cock was so hard, I was worried I would cum before he did anything else and I tried to think about something gross to calm me down.
Ryan kissed down my tummy and licked slowly up the outline of my cock on my briefs. I wanted him to suck me. I had never had that before, but he didn't. He raised my legs up and used his teeth to bite at the waistband in the back of my briefs, bringing them up and exposing my ass. He held them between his teeth and raised them up to my feet and then off. I giggled watching him take them and shake his head, sending them flying across the room. Then he dove down and kissed a circle around my hole.
Finally he zeroed in on my hole, licking it in short, quick bursts. I gasped, catching my breath and reached down to keep my hands on his head. I raised my legs up to my chest and bent them behind my elbows to fully offer him my cherry. I looked down at him, his eyes were trained on me as he expertly sucked on my hole. My mouth fell open as my breathing sped up. My cock was a rock hard 6 inches and laid flat against my tummy. It always pointed up. He raised a hand and grasped it, pumping it slowly and running his finger over the tip as his tongue entered me and licked slow circles to open me up.
Soon I had to stop him because I was so close to cumming. I reached down and held his hand with mine. He let go of my cock and held my hand, rubbing my fingers in slow rhythm to match his tonguing. He gave me a wink and then shoved his tongue in fully. I could feel him smile against my ass, searching out inside me. I had totally forgotten about wanting to get my cock sucked, this felt way better than what I thought. I never thought guys did this.
He took his tongue out of me and stood up, then leaned over me and kissed me while tracing my hole with a finger. I felt his finger slide into me as his tongue pushed through my lips. It worked its way in slowly, rubbing along until it found the spot inside me that everyone talks about. I didn't think it was true, but when he found and massaged it slowly, my body responded and my cock started to throb. Within six strokes of his finger in me, I started to shake and cum, sending thick ropes of juice all over my chest.
He kept kissing me as I came, which kept me from yelling out, probably a good thing considering my parents were sleeping a few rooms away. Finally my cock calmed down, but it stayed rock hard. He took his lips off of mine and moved over to my right ear, kissing and biting it playfully. It felt sensitive and tickled a little, but kept my heart pounding hard against my chest. I started to get used to the rhythm of his finger sliding in and out of me. I relaxed after cumming and it slid in easily. I wasn't prepared for the second finger and I wasn't sure what he was doing. He started to slide it in slowly and I got freaked out.
"no no no," I begged as it stretched me and pushed in to the first knuckle. He stopped and took his lips off my ear, cocked his head to the side and stared into me.
"What's wrong baby? I thought you wanted this," he whispered.
"I... it just... ok..."
"It's ok baby, this is how we do it. I want to get you ready for me so it will feel good and won't hurt," he whispered in kind of a tone how you talk to a little kid. I would normally be offended, but it put me at ease and let me know who was in control.
"I can go on?" he asked. I nodded consent and he slowly slid them inside me and just held it there as I breathed deeply and tried to relax. He went back to working on my ear, which was a pleasurable distraction from what was going on down there. He worked the fingers inside me, loosening me gently and pleasurably, finding my happy spot again. Finally I was ready for him and he slipped the fingers from me and brought them up to his lips, sucking them as he stared at me.
"You taste so good," he smiled, "Turn over on your tummy baby." I reached for the towel on the chair beside my bed and laid it down and then got on top of it, burying my face in the pillow. He spread my legs and crawled up over me. I felt his warm breath on the back of my neck as he rubbed the tip of his hard cock between the cheeks of my ass and over my hole. I shivered with anticipation, wanting him inside me so badly.
He pushed the tip against my hole and worked it in slowly. For the first time I felt what it was like to have a guy inside me. I felt like a phone being put on its charger. His energy surged through me. He slowly slid into me, pausing for a few minutes with each inch to nibble on my neck and ear and ask how I felt.
When he was halfway into me he began to slide in and out slowly, his body tensed up and he held me firmly against him. I bit down on my pillow as he pushed me deeper into the bed. When I got used to his cock and told him how good it felt he started to speed up and fuck into me.
His lips traveled down to my back, biting and sucking on my shoulders. Ryan started in on me with full force, sliding in and out of me as I screamed into the pillow with all the feelings flowing through me. His arms wrapped around my chest, holding me tightly. His sweat dripped down onto me as he whispered, "You are so fucking tight baby." My cock rubbed between my tummy and the towel and soon I felt my second eruption approaching.
"Fuck, I'm going to cum again," I raised my head to tell him.
"Cum for daddy," he chided, speeding up and fucking deeper inside me. It pushed the juice right out of me and I shook and moaned as I felt my cock shoot beneath me. My ass clenched on his cock and held it as he fucked, exciting him further. His body tensed up and soon he filled me with his seed for the first time. I felt my body stretch as he dumped a heavy load inside me. It felt warm and gooey inside me and he kept on fucking me as my ass milked what was left of him.
"Uhhhh," he growled into my ear as he finished cumming in me. My eyes closed and I was completely lost in space as he slowed down, held me tighter and let go of the last drops inside me. I was so completely filled as he collapsed on top of me, supporting us on his elbows so as not to crush me into the bed.
We lay there together for a few minutes, cooling down as both of our bodies were completely soaked by his workout. It felt so amazing to be held by a man who cared for me and loved my body. I know we just met that day, but I felt safe in saying I would spend many years and many fucks with him.
I was about to fall asleep with him on top of me, holding me, my head sandwiched between the pillow and his chest with his head over mine. Suddenly I realized where I was and what was going on.
"Um, we can't sleep like this, my parents will check on me in the morning and find us," I whispered, getting nervous about all the noise we had made. Ryan sat up, kneeling over me and lifted me off the towel, using it to clean me gently. His cum began to run out of my hole and down my leg. He leaned down and licked at it. I was kind of grossed out, but then kind of turned on by it. I laughed nervously.
"Sorry," he said, "I love your hole. It tastes so good." He cleaned me up and then cleaned himself after laying me down on the bed again. I curled up in a little ball with my head on the pillow, watching him wipe his hot, muscled body. I was impressed at how easily he lifted me. I'm a small guy, about 5'5 and 100lbs. I just never had a guy do that. My brothers are all bigger and will pick me up when they hug me, but it wasn't sexual like with Ryan.
I smiled up at him as he finished and then went for my alarm clock. Tomorrow was Saturday so he set it for 5am to give him time to sneak back to his own bed before anyone woke up.
He slid in next to me and brought me into his side. I put my head to his chest and he rubbed my back making me fall asleep within a few minutes.
I didn't hear the alarm go off or him leave, but when I woke up I was alone, covered with my quilt and holding onto my teddy bear where Ryan had slept. The sun was up and I crawled out of bed and stood naked in front of my mirror. The first thing I noticed was a few purple marks on my shoulders from Ryan. He was careful not to leave a mark where people could see. I slipped on a pair of briefs, shorts and a t-shirt and went into the bathroom to clean up.
I couldn't help but peak into his room and was sad to see his bed made and his bag gone. I went out to the kitchen and found my mom making pancakes and my brother and dad sitting at the table.
"Where's Mr. Allen?" I asked (Ryan's last name).
"He went home sweetie," my mom answered, "something about a business lunch in Dallas, you know how those guys are, they work every day."
I felt my face turn bright red. He had fucked and left. Maybe that's just what he did. I felt really dirty and went to take a shower instead of eating with my family. The water steamed up the bathroom and ran over me but I felt really cold. I started to cry and sat down in the tub under the waterflow but didn't feel any better. I cried for a good ten minutes before getting out and looking at myself again in the mirror.
This time I didn't like the marks on my body he had left. They weren't good souvenirs and I felt like I had done something really wrong. What did I do that made him not want me? Did he just do that to every boy he met? I slipped on my shorts and went into my brother's room and laid on his bed. He was on his computer playing some stupid game where you move around a city shooting everyone.
"Brayden?" I finally spoke, our parents grew up in Utah so we all had mormon names, "How do you know you like girls?"
Without turning to look at me he said, "Well, when I see a pussy my cock goes rock hard."
"So you never liked a guy?"
"No, why? Do you? It's ok if you do, we all think you're kind of gay. Just don't tell mom and dad."
I got up and stormed out with a sigh. He never took his eyes off his computer. I went back to my room and decided to see if any of my friends were online. When I jiggled the mouse, my screen came on and there was a letter.
Taige,
Please call or email me or IM me when you get this. I need to talk to you.
Ryan.
It had his phone number, email and messenger screen name so I quickly put him in and saw that he was on. So I started to type him a message.
Taiger89: Why did you leave me?
Ryesin9: I had to go baby and I didn't want to wake you up. I watched you for about twenty minutes this morning while I brushed my teeth and got dressed, you looked so sweet there. I need to see you again. SOON
Taiger89: But you're gone now... I wanted to eat breakfast with you :~(
Ryesin9: Aw baby...Do you have a cell phone? I want to talk to you.
Taiger89: No, just the house phone... this isn't Dallas.
Ryesin9: O...K need to get you one. Can I see you today? meet hlfwy?
Taiger89: Um my car doesn't like to go far.
Ryesin9: Maybe the bookstore in McKinney then?
Taiger89: K, what time?
We agreed to meet that afternoon. My parents were doing a craft fair in Sherman, so they would be gone all day. I got ready, left a note saying I was hanging with my friend Rina and sped off towards the freeway. I was wearing a tight little green t-shirt, khaki cargo shorts and some sandals. I spiked my blonde hair and found my favorite sunglasses.
That Saturday was super hot and I would have worn a tank top but my shoulder had Ryan marks. Ryan was there, waiting for me in his car. He motioned for me to get in and we went to his house.
Ryan has the coolest house. It is small but totally redone and filled with shiny new everything. He has a huge flat TV, leather couches; it was a total guy fantasy set up. It was definitely not a gay house. I kept wandering around looking at everything as he kissed on my neck and tried to get me naked.
Finally I gave in and we spent about two hours in his bed as he explored every crevice of my body with his tongue, fucked me twice and made me cum four times.
We took a nap after that and then got cleaned up and went for food. It was starting to get dark and I wanted to go home before my parents would start to wonder why I was gone for so long.
"No baby, don't go. Can you call them and make something up?"
I do NOT lie to my parents, so I had to think, but decided to call and say I was hanging out with my friends for the night and would be home later. It was way too easy, they think of me as the nerdy good kid, so they didn't really suspect anything. I felt way too guilty though.
We went out that night and he got me a cell phone linked to his so we could talk as much as we wanted. I would have to hide it, but I was really excited, especially at having my OWN phone number! We went to some really cool places around the city where no one cared that we held hands or he put his arms around me. It felt really weird to be out in public and have a guy kiss me.
We went to the gay area and into this store that sold clothes. Ryan wanted to get me some nicer briefs than the "little boy stuff" he said I wear. I was kind of embarrassed to be out shopping for that, but he let me pick out whatever I wanted and was really happy about my choices.
He got me a few new shirts and things I would have to sneak into my house when I got home. I got home late that night and my parents were watching the news when I sneaked in, leaving my new stuff in the car. They didn't even question me and I sneaked out later to bring in my stuff and fell asleep on the phone with Ryan.
The next five Saturdays went the same with me sneaking off to Dallas to meet with Ryan. He got me a gas card so I could drive further and always gave me little presents. During the week we talked every night before bed and sometimes on my way to school in the morning. I was nearing graduation and my life was going SO great.
Then came the Saturday before my last week of school. I went to visit Ryan and I kind of stayed out a little too late. When I got back home my parents were waiting for me. Apparently they had called my friend David looking for me, I had told them I would be there, and his mom answered and said that she hadn't seen me in over a month. Busted! They wanted answers and all I could do was cry and tell them the whole story.
They totally grounded me and said they didn't want me out of my room for a while. I went and called Ryan and he calmed me down and said I could move in with him when I was finished with school... in six days. I didn't know what to say to that. We had been dating a few weeks and my world was just changing WAY TOO FAST. I told him I would work things out with my parents and see.
Things went from bad to worse that week when other people found out about me. My parents didn't even talk to me but I went from school to home to school. I got sick and threw up everything that even came near my lips. I lost five pounds that week. By Friday, I wasn't even sure about going to graduation. I took my finals and didn't even go home. I had packed my backpack and gym bag full of clothes and supplies on Monday... just in case I couldn't make it. So when I got out of school that Friday afternoon I just drove down to Dallas... not sure what would happen to me.