"The alex series" book 2: Sweet Subjugation
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Chapter 37. Sorting Things Out.
Michael and brandon in the diner for breakfast.
"So He just gave you money and whispered "diner" to you?"
Michael nods his head. "Honey, you have that man's heart."
"He has mine too, and every other part of me as well. I can't believe how He made me feel last night and then decided I couldn't drive because I was weepy, as He said."
"And I walked in the door you were sound asleep but He was still loving on you."
"He was especially lovey-dovey at the end last night because last night He took my virginity. I'm glad we didn't wait until Friday. My mother is going to meet Him Friday night. I wonder what she'll see or what she might pick up on."
"Are you worried about her finding out you're kinky?"
"Yes. Well, not only kinky but also a slave to this man I'm introducing her to."
"Do you trust Justin to be discreet?"
"Absolutely. He's spoken to me about that and about my relationship with my mother."
"Really? What did he say?"
"That her wishes come first in all things so I should never be anxious about asking to spend time with her, and also that most guys in bdsm relationships always keep it hidden from families and parents. That's something no one has to know except those of us involved in it."
"But, brandon, so many guys on campus know about it, guys that aren't involved and that includes some guys who are turned off by it, like Craig's roommates.
"So enough about me. Speaking of Craig, what's going on?"
"Well, when he came into the room last night he was gangbusters out to humiliate me and be rough with me until I told him to hold on. He'd been influenced by that workshop he attended about being a Dom, and also by talking with Andy."
"did Andy tell him . . . "
"Yes. All of it. That's why Craig got so tough at first yesterday. He felt he had to measure up to Andy, I think. But we talked it out and I'm kind of surprised at what developed."
"How so?"
"Well, I thought I would have to choose between the two of them, but as it turns out, Andy isn't interested in anything developing between us. Meanwhile, Craig says he doesn't want to get into spanking and disciplining the way Andy does, so He'll just send me to Andy when He thinks I need it or am craving it."
"Really? What do you think about it?"
"Confused. And it doesn't help that Craig is still trying to figure out what kind of a Dom He wants to be or even if he really does want to be a Dom."
"Michael, tell me how you really feel about Craig."
"It's hard to say, because Craig isn't really sure who Craig is, if you know what I mean."
"But still you stay naked because He told you to."
"Honey, that's as much for your sake as it is for His. But you should have seen the fuss He made over me when He saw how red my ass was after being with Andy. It's like He was proud of me or something."
"Well, that's a start. Maybe it will work out."
"Maybe. But I'm going to keep looking around. brandon, it really got to me last night when I came into the room and saw Justin loving on you even though you were sound asleep. The look on His face, hard to describe, but it wasn't anything I've ever seen before in my limited experience of gay life and bdsm life."
"what about before you came here? Did those guys you told me about ever treat you nice?"
"sure. Sometimes, especially when others were around. They treated me like I was just one of the guys, but when we were alone together, they were just bullies. I don't know for sure how they felt about me. All except for Randy, though. Randy is still my best friend. And we had some good times together, just the two of us and except for him wanting blow jobs from me, we were just best friends. And when the five of us were fooling around, he always made sure I was okay and that things didn't go too far. Sometimes, he just sat back and watched. Sometimes, he would tell one of the guys to back off for a while if things were getting too hot. I always felt safe when he was around, and if he wasn't around, I avoided the other guys."
"Is Craig good to you sometimes?"
"Oh yeah. Affectionate even, but he's never kissed me on the mouth. Said he wouldn't because I have a real faggot mouth and he never really knows where it's been. Funny, to a point. But other than that, he makes me feel good a lot. And sometimes he even sucks me off, but only after an involved scene with slapping and spitting and nipple work and ball pounding, stuff like that. One thing He really gets into is sucking me off and then making me service Him all over after I shot my load. He says it's a better sign of the fact that I'm his faggot sub. It's hard to do those things right after shooting myself, but I'm getting used to it."
"sounds humiliating. I don't have that problem because of the cage, so I'm always eager. That's why He caged me, Justin says. To keep me horny for Him. And you know what? It works!"
"I'd rather get the love He gives you than have an orgasm, let me tell you."
"There's a price to pay, Michael. He's an experienced sadist. And I am perfectly aware that He's grooming me, getting me tolerate more and more pain. Also He is reaching into my life and controlling me even when I'm not with Him. How to act, to dress, what to eat or not eat, and in addition to that, He send me to a guy last night who was really really hard on me, more so than Justin."
"What did you do?"
"I just took it and worked with all my heart to please Him. And guess what? Now we're friends, and He looks out for me."
"Awesome. Everything turns out good for you, brandon."
"Most of the time, my Dad is looking out for me. In fact, now don't think I'm crazy or anything, but I really think my Dad sent Justin to me."
"Very possible. I understand. brandon, I'm so glad we're getting to learn about each other. It's really nice. Doesn't happen all that often."
"I'll say. Except for my friend Gary from home, I've never had it except with my mother."
"Well, you're my first special buddy, brandon."
brandon touches Michael's hand across the table. "And I hope you find a lot more."
With that, the waitress brings their food and they both get lost in eating quietly like a couple of potheads with the midnight Munchies. brandon had two eggs and two pancakes (since Justin told him he couldn't eat meat this week), Michael had the biggest breakfast on the menu. brandon chuckled. "What? I'm hungry. Never had supper last night because Craig and I were up so late talking. And besides, your Master's paying. I hope he takes it out of your hide!"
brandon chokes with him. "I hope He does too!" Michael looks at him with big eyes like a comic strip character. "Hey, brandon, I think that you might just be beginning to like the hard stuff! I mean last night, He bound your arms and legs to the wall with your butt sticking out. He took your virginity and left you hanging there for a while. And after He washed your ass for you with a warm towel, He whipped that ass until you cried out your safeword! And you're walking around today like you're already in heaven. Honey, you are really enjoying your sweet sadist!"
brandon thinks for a minute. "You are completely right, my friend, I am having a wonderful time and I'm happy all the time, and I'm doing well in my classes, and I get my masochistic needs met along with other things I'm learning about, and I am love with the person who is causing all of this to happen in my life, and sometimes He treats me like I'm the most important person in the whole world. And He tells me that I am making His life better! Can't ask for more than that." But enough about me. Tell me more about last night with Craig."
"He told me all about the program he went to and how much it turned him on and started him thinking. That he does feel he has the Dom within him and he intends to let it come out and help him in the right direction. And then He tells me that He wants to explore His emerging dominant with me if I'll let Him and be patient with the way things unfold, if I could surrender to the process as part of my own submission to him."
"Holy hell! It's like he came away speaking a language that you never heard him speak before."
"No kidding. I was sitting there with my jaw dropping. Is this too good to be true or not?"
"Sounds good, dude. And another good thing about it is that you get to have Andy and His "skills" as well."
"Nice way of putting it, His skills! And you're right, brandon. Only one thing is missing and I think it might be the most important thing."
"What is that?"
"Romance. No, that's too heavy. Let's say "affection." Let's start there."
"You know, Michael, I think you're right. Oh hell, you're absolutely right. Okay you might not have to fall in love, but there's got to be some emotional connection, not just the kinky one."
"Right. Hence my dilemma. Hence why I intend to keep looking around. But still willing to have time with Craig and see where that might go."
"and, on top of all that, keeping up with your classes and your grades."
"Oh, and Craig said that I have to show my grade report to Andy at the end of the semester."
"Shit! That's worse than showing your mother."
"Or father worse.. Oh, I'm sorry, brandon, I didn't think..."
"Don't worry about it. I'm immune to that. it took a while, but I'm okay now. Oh, and concerning Craig, do I get a hint that He is beginning to think about controlling your life like Justin is doing to me?"
"Yes. Damn! But I'm doing the same to him. I got him to stop calling me "faggot" and not to text me when he's out drinking with his friends. But there's another thing, brandon: drinking."
"Ouch!"
"Does Justin drink with you?"
"No. No alcohol. No smoking. No drugs other than edibles, and only those that He gives to me, never on my own or from anyone else. His policy for both of us."
"Damn, honey, he's so straight!" brandon breaks down laughing. "And multi-talented."
They chuckle all the way back to campus.