Disclaimer: This contains male-on-male love and sexual acts. If such material offends you, or you are not of age in your region for this type of material then please leave. Of course, seeing as I can't do much than warn you so what you do is what you do. So either way I hope you like it~. Any names, places, or names of places that are same or similar to your experiences could be coincidental. There may be mentions of celebrities (while characters are watching movies, television, magazines, etc.) but this should not infer as to their sexual orientations in real life.
On a side not Italics are flash backs if you couldn't guess lol.
I gave a sigh and rolled to over onto my side, letting out a little sigh as I slept.
"You love me right?"
I gave a little nod as I held his hand.
"I do too. Want to try something I saw people do when they are in love?"
"What is it?"
I felt his lips right above mine.
Countless nights I dreamt about this sweet memory. Of course it wasn't all of it but just the main important part of it. My first kiss with the first boy I ever loved, which was six years ago. Who knew that when I was nine I would fall in love much more with a boy. Though it does happen to many people when they were young but not like this.
Remembered that love so fiercely through the years, even if the person was gone. Moved away a few days after the kiss. But still.
Even if I was asleep I knew I was touching my necklace, a seashell necklace he made for me oh so long ago. I knew it for a fact since I did it every time I dreamt about him. I wondered if he remembered me, like I remembered him, how he grew up, if he was remotely the same, or if he ever dreamed of his past... with me in it.
I opened on eye and moved my hand. Yup. My hand was touching my necklace. I, Noah Summers, was one crazy, gay, weird, fun loving sixteen year old. And I loved every minute of it.
"Oh Noah, your father and I are going to a party later so we wont be here when you get home. So you and Jess can buy yourself pizza tonight if you want." I gave mom a nod as stuffed a corner of toast in my mouth while grabbing a pear with the other. I was going to be late if I didn't leave now.
"Hey buddy have a good day at school." Dad said as he was fixing his tie in the hallway mirror, just as I walked out of the kitchen. He kissed my head and said he loved me. I mumbled out a me too with the toast in my mouth.
Halfway down the street I finished the toast and was able to fix my backpack so I didn't have to get hit by it with every step.
"So I guess I'm not the only one who is running late today huh?" I looked over to the side and smiled. "But seeing as you and I were keeping each other up I'm not surprised."
"Yeah. Especially seeing as you wanted to beat me in chess." Online games with friends had to love them. I showed her the pear and she took it with in one quick swipe.
"I swear the game is rigged." How online chess can be rigged or cheat in the game was beyond me. And I knew she knew it too but I guessed she just wanted to blame it on something other than her lack of chess skills.
"Must be a whole community of people who think people cheat on online chess." I said as she started eating the pair. We stopped and waited for the light to turn green.
"Actually there is." Wow. She tossed the pear into a nearby trashcan. :"Cindy told me about it when you were cheating in the game."
"I did not cheat." I used to be in the chess club so I was pretty good at the game. I left when the teacher left seeing as the one who replaced him was a complete douche.
"Course you did. How else could you win twenty times in a row." She gave me a smile with a little wink. "So let me guess Jess had pep squad meeting today?"
"Yup. If she didn't we would be at school right now." Even if we just did get onto the school yard but like already inside for a few minutes already.
"Yeah. Well at least we made if before the-" I gave out a laugh when the school bell rang. "Whatever see you at lunch babe." She kissed me on the cheek and ran to the gym.
I wasn't sure how she could handle having gym so early like she wondered how I could have history so early.
I leaned against the chain fence and rubbed my bruised lip. Why people bully people in school I don't understand. But why people can just watch and do nothing is horrible. Even if they weren't the problem they weren't the solution either.... At least the kid thanked me for helping him out at least.
"Noah are you here?!" A loud voice rang out and I grimaced a little. I hated when she made her voice that loud.
"Yes you don't have to be that loud." I yelled back and I heard the metal door close.
"Hey baby bro-" Jess stopped mid walk and ran over when she saw the cut on my lip. "What happened?" She knelt down slightly as she got a napkin and started patting it.
"Some douche was picking on a smaller kid and I helped the little guy out."
"Did you hurt him at least?" She took out her some make up from her purse and started fixing my lip. Each time I got hurt from a fight she would fix me up so it didn't look that bad.
"If you count a punch in the gut and headbutt painful than yes. Yes, I did."
"Good." She clicked hey compact shut and straightened herself up. "Any I wanted to tell you that some people are going to drop by the house today."
"Friends of yours?" I took her compact and took a closer look. Yup it was barely noticeable, unless you took a real close look.
I handed it back to her. "Yeah, yours too, the usual gang." Rick, James, and Cloe. Even if they were seniors they were still pretty cool to a sophomore like me. "Also a new wrestling member. James said he moved here a while back and he just decided to enter sport teams."
"So scouting for more players huh?" Jess and her love for making the sport teams bigger.
"Naturally. He was pretty good in his old school. Though he grades are lacking a little bit too...."
Ah so was why she wanted to tell me now than later in the house. "So another pupil huh?" I raised my eyebrow and she gave me a smile. Jess was pretty smart but she didn't have the capacity I had to help someone. If you didn't get it right the first few times she gave up. Unlike me who starts hitting you with random objects lying around until you focused.
"Yeah. You know I would probably bail on him like I did with Rick..." She lifted up my necklace with a finger. "Meet me after school in the usual parking spot." She kissed me on the forehead before leaving.
I rubbed the place she kissed just in case she left make up on my forehead. A few kids made the mistake of teasing me the last time I didn't whip it off. I still remember the jeers they got when I wrote unkind words on their faces.
Yes I was kind of a bully to bullies. Someone needed to protect the people who where bullied. Kind of ironic but eh.
I turned around and looked at the lower quad. I was able to spot Jess running to a small section her friends claimed as theirs. Not unusual in high school where groups of people in lunch claim small places as there area.
Two arms wrapped around my neck and pushed me into the fence. "Want it hard or want it rough babe?"
Was there a difference? "Rough baby. You know I jizz harder when its rough."
She gave a laugh and took her hands away, not before pushing me a little bit more into the fence. "Ew you know there's a limit to how much I will play with you." Once I turned around she tossed me a bag of chips. "Aunty gave them to me," She opened her bag and tossed a few chips in her mouth. "Seems like they ordered a bit to much."
"Have I told you how much I love your Aunt?" I smiled and tore open my bag of chips.
"Yes, but she loves hearing it none the less." We both sat down crossed legged. Tiffany's Aunt was the high school principal so she gave us some down low perks. The occasional free food and a secret place to hang out. Only four keys had access to the upper of the auditorium, which only four people had. Jess, Tiff, Alice (her aunt), and me.
The reason why the upper part of the auditorium is closed off is because noone can supervise it. So it was closed off. Seeing as Tiff and I were responsible we could use it for lunch time. Jess had the key just in case Alice needed us for something and had to send Jess to get us.
Jess made sure no one knew of her key since she knew her friends would take advantage of it. The last key of course belonged to Alice.
"So guess who is coming to dinner." Tiff stretched out on her back and gave out a burp as she rubbed her stomach.
"Pigs to take you back into their family?" I covered my mouth and gave a small burp.
"Close. My parents." Oh. "Not sure how I should feel about it though."
"Well you haven't seen them in like two years so I should think kinda happy?"
"Eh. After leaving me with Aunty I thought they wouldn't come back." Her parents worked around the world. So two years ago they let Tiff move in with her Aunt to have some stability. Ever since then she hadn't had any real contact with her parents.
"You can sleep over if you want after dinner if it gets uncomfortable."
"Seeing as I'm expecting your love child and stress is bad for a pregnant woman maybe." She rubbed her stomach.
"You lying bitch I thought you where a man!" I kicked her gently.
"I love the fact your parents and my aunt are close friends. Seeing as how us best friends can sleep over any time of the week."
"Best friends? I thought we where sibling lovers? You know how I love the incest." I gave a laugh. Messing around like this was fun but occasionally people got the wrong idea if they heard us in the wrong time if we passed by. That was if you didn't know us.
"Shut up homo. You know I love you." Tiff and Jess had single handedly ruined my coming out plan to my parents. When Tiff and Alice were over for dinner last year I was ready to tell my parents after Tiff left. However....
"Mr. and Mrs. Summers would it be alright if I slept over?" Tiff said while eating bread. She ignored the look her Aunt gave her and continued. "Noah and I want to stay up late to watch the Rocky Horror Picture Show on TV."
"Tiffany you know you can't sleep over with Noah." Alice got a napkin and whipped some food from Tiff's mouth.
"Why not?" Tiff gave a whine.
"If you were a boy sure but I'm sorry no." Mom apologized.
"Honey, I think we should let her because remember that-" Dad stopped since Tiff interrupted him.
"It's not like we haven't slept together before. We do it all the time after school."
I spit out my juice, which sucked for Tiff who was in front of me.
Both my parents were flabbergasted and Alice was in shock while Jess was silent.
"You slept together?" Alive mustered out.
Tiff grumbled out a few curse words at me as she cleaned herself. "Yes. Its better when he is with me. I don't like to do it alone." I turned red and Jess started laughing.
"How..." Alice paused and looked at my parents who were silent. My mom embarrassed and my dad confused. "Many times did you have sex?"
Tiff did a double check. "What? Sex?" She looked around the table confused by how we were acting. "We aren't having sex. We sleep together since we like the company. Like me and Noah would ever have sex. He is so not in my league."
"Hey whats wrong with me!" I frowned.
"First your skinny. Second no muscle tone. Third your-"
"Tiff shut up!" I tossed a roll at Tiff.
"Noah don't say that at the table."
"But-"
"She won't go out with you since your gay Noah." Jess started cracking up since I spit my juice all over Tiff again.
"Oh you homo!" Tiff growled out.
My dad found out I was gay seeing as the first and only boyfriend I had two years ago sent me flowers after we broke up. He gave my dad the flowers which answered the question as to how they got on my bed. But the flowers didn't make up for the fact that bastard cheated on me. With a girl no less.
Anyways after that day my parents became closer to me and so did Alice with my family. Seeing as Tiff became almost like an extra family member.
That day also started the sexual innuendo comments we made to each other and the occasional incest joke. Which we enjoyed when people freaked out. A gay brother and straight sister who have no family relations yet alone sexual relations making weird jokes about incest sure freaked out people.
Now if it was my real sister... yeah lets not go there....
"Enjoying your flash back?" Tiff smiled knowingly at me.
I blushed and nodded.
"Nice... and here I was spilling out my heart and soul to you." She gave out a laugh. "Don't worry about it I was having my own little flashback to ha."
The rest of school was a boring blur. Teachers talked and said stuff that I either knew or read while they talked.
"Hey buddy, how you doing?" Rick rubbed my head when I reached Jess's car. Cloe and Jess were already in the car talking about something.
"Good. Why aren't you inside in the car?" I motioned over to Cloe and Jess. Usually if they came over the guys would be already in the car. Weirdly enough James wasn't there.
"Oh you guys are going ahead. while I'm going on ahead with James and the new guy." I gave a nod and headed for the back seat.
"You can't expect all that to happen by that simple plan." From what I could tell Cloe rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. Something that she did when someone was being stupid.
"Oh shut up. You know how those types of things work out. You read my books!" Jess defended herself.
"Those are books not..." She turned around and smiled at me. "Oh hey there Noah. How have you been?"
"Great, you?" Jess grumbled something out but I couldn't really hear her.
"Eh. Can you explain to your sister how people are different from how they act in books?" Cloe smiled sweet-fully at me.
"Depends. Some people are close to how some people in books are others aren't. However in books the people go on how the writer wants, not on how the person in life who has many choices."
"See I told you!" Cloe pointed at Jess, who started backing up from the parking space.
"Oh shut up. You just said it was not going to work."
I started laughing when Jess and Cloe started arguing about how books and real life are different.
When we got home Cloe and Jess went to go get snacks for the guys as I went to my room. Mom and Dad already left so it was going to be just us for a few hours. I wondered how Tiff was doing. By now she should be home with her aunt and her parents. Just to be on the safe side I left my bedroom window open.
Occasionally she sneaked into my room with the help of the tree next to my window.
I finished all my homework. Which was just a small math worksheet that I would have finished in class if the teacher didn't keep talking about random math facts that really weren't relative.
The doorbell rang I heard someone rush to open it. A little rustle here and it was mostly quite with the low tone of people talking.
Jess's friends were great people, who I liked and they liked me. But it was kind of awkward at times when they talked about people I didn't know or things I haven't seen. So usually for the first hour or two I would read or play games before I went to talk to them. Which I was planning to do.
But before I could turn on my game my sister decided to come in my room. "Hey I thought I told you to come meet the new guy?" She raised her eyebrow and put her hands on her waist.
I gave a sigh and turned of my TV. "Well you know how I am. Want some alone time after school."
"Whatever you can have your alone time later." She grabbed my hand and lead me down the stairs. We went to the living room where Cloe was talking to the new guy. He was kinda like Rick and James. Tall, pretty built, and handsome. Eh lots of guys where getting like that so nothing really special.
I know I was guy but eh. Didn't mean every guy I saw I wanted to fuck.
"Hey Zack I want you to meet my little brother Noah." Jess gave me a little push towards her friends.
"Oh, hey Noah." I waved to James.
Dark wavy hair, greyish-blue eyes, and a pretty nice smile. Seemed friendly. Kinda familiar too. "Hey there little dude names Zack." He reached his hand over and I shaked it.
"Like he didn't already know that since Jess just told her dipshit." James smacked Zack on the back before giving a chuckle.
For the next to hours I was made to stay in the living room as James, Rick, and Zack talked about past sport shows. While Jess and Cloe where talking about something I really wasn't paying attention in. All that I was thinking about was how I was going get behind enemy lines in a small amount of time. Yes I was thinking about playing a video game.
After awhile I excused myself and was not surprised when they didn't notice that I left. Well people got wrapped up in their conversations all the time that they don't notice small things.
"Die you freaking ass!" I grit my teeth as I made my character run in the middle of the mob and tried my best to take all of them down. Blood splattered all over the screen and my character screamed then fell on the floor. The retry menu popped up and I let myself fall on the floor.
"Dude you can't just do a frontal assault you have to go inside the house, go the the second floor, and shoot those mother fuckers." I opened my eyes and saw Zack looking down at me.
I got back up and clicked retry. Once I was back on the part I was stuck on I fallowed his advice and yup I was able to kill them all. I paused the game and looked back at him with an eyebrow raised.
He was sitting down on my bed. Which I found rather rude seeing as he came into my room without asking and then just let himself on my bed. "I play that game too. Took me a while to figure out how actually beat them."
I nodded. "Why are you in my room?"
He gave a nervous laugh. "Your sister and the other guy left to go get food."
"You didn't want to go with them?" I raised my eyebrow.
"I was but they told me I should get to know you. Something about you being my tutor if I sucked in a few classes like they do." He scratched his head.
"Yeah I guess but you know I have a rule?" I raised my eyebrow.
"What is it?"
"No one is allowed in my room."
He looked around the room. "Sorry. It was either come in here or stay by myself." I nodded, I guess that did make sense but still he could have asked.
I saved the game and tossed the second controller at Zack. "Want to play?" I gave him a smile and raised up an eyebrow.
"Fuck yeah man." He slid off my bed and sat right next to me.
For the next few minutes I was impressed at how well Zack could play. I wasn't really that good at shooting game but Tiff usually picked up the slack since she got me all those games.
Zack gave out a howl as we defeated another team in an online match. I couldn't help but not laugh as he started doing a weird dance.
"Hey, whats this?" I looked up and saw him pick up an old teddy bear. A really rare one since it had the tuxedo and hat. Jess checked online to find out it was a collectible worth maybe two hundred dollars. Even in the kinda worn out condition I had it in.
"An old teddy bear that a special someone gave me." I took the teddy bear from him and looked at it. I gave a smile and hugged it. Even if most memories of him were forgotten the special ones I remembered. Like when he gave me his teddy bear for my birthday.
"Its your birthday today?" He was sitting down next to me as we watched his dog attack a ball.
"Yeah. Mommy and Daddy are going to take me to dinner with Jess to celebrate."
He ran into his house and I raised my eyebrow. Where was he going? After a few minutes he came back with a red bag in his hands.
"Here I really love him. But I think you can love him like I do. Be good to him okay?"
I looked inside the bag and smiled. His favorite teddy bear. The one he let noone touch. Even his mom who he loved very much.
I hugged the teddy bear harder. "A very special someone who means a lot to me."
"A girlfriend?" He asked.
I shook my head. "A child hood friend."
"Really? That's cool. I used to have one like that but I can't remember what happened to it." He patted the teddy bear and for a second I felt his hand brush my face. Felt. Kinda. Nice.
"Hey guys we brought the food!" Jess yelled from downstairs.
Okay so I feel like I set the stage up for some very interesting things. All I can say is I set it up so you think one thing but it could be wrong. Because I could want you to think that so later it wont seem like it. Or maybe its the way it seems. That is the mystery. Anyway I'll work on the next chapter now since I really want to write the part which I have set up in my head.
Please send me a message on how this is. Since I wrote other stories but kinda lost the motive to finish them. Hopefully I can do this one since I kinda know what the main character is feeling. So please send me a review thanks~.