Disclaimer: This story was based on the song "Surrender" by the group All Saints (out from their "Saints & Sinners" album). The music is not mine. The lyrics aren't mine. The song is very sexy. I recommend it! :) I'm not making money out of this. I don't know the Backstreet Boys (sigh). This story deals with gay themes, if that bothers you, please just don't read this. It also features sexual situations, if you're not legal or you're not allowed to read this kind of stuff, then please don't. Or do. I don't care. You were warned. :P
Rating: I'd rate it NC-17. I think.
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Warning: This is probably my worst piece of writing ever. Or one of them anyway. If you want to read, go ahead, just don't hold it against me :P
Priscy G
*** Surrender By Priscy G ***
...Something in the wine... That accentuates the mood... I'm like a child at school... You're the blackboard... I concentrate on you...
We were staring into each other's eyes. Staring as in almost-inside-each-other kinda staring. He has awesome eyes. The bluest shade of blue ever. And the most amazing cheekbones. He was smiling. At me. Only at me. Me. He has a smile to melt for. He was twirling his finger on his wine cup. I doubt I had ever had a hard on that painful in my life.
Not that he knew that just by looking at me. Or maybe he did and that was the secret reason for that mischief in his eyes. I'd say he's the only person whose smile can look so angelic and so devilish at the same time. I could bet that is his tactic to seduce people. It works quite well for me.
I wasn't used to being under someone's spell like this. It just wasn't like big-bad me. Until he got me caught in his web that is. After that I was ready and willing for anything he might want. And that scared me just as much as it turned me on.
But I'm not that innocent. Great, now I sound like Britney. Please, tell me I just didn't think of HER when I'm sitting right in front of HIM! He drives me crazy... Oops! I did it again... Yeah, I'm crazy... or maybe I've never been normal? Oh well, back on track. I was ready and willing but that doesn't mean I showed that to him. He didn't need to know I'd lick the floor he just walked over. I have my rep to keep clean! We had been teasing each other for weeks... months... even years if I really stop to think about it... There had always been this weird... vibe... tension... every time we were around each other. But only a few weeks ago it really started... working. It was like something snapped and we were suddenly noticing each other a lot more than usual. And believe me when I say that my body started noticing him a hell of a lot more than usual too.
About a week ago he kissed me. Caught me totally and completely off guard. We were hanging out in his hotel room, just the two of us. The other guys' girlfriends/wives/whatever had all come together to visit them. As the two of us didn't really have anyone at that moment (I hadn't had anyone in months and he had ended his last relationship about two months before) we decided that hanging out was the best thing. And I was jumping up and down inwardly at the prospect of spending time with him and only him. I felt like what I think a 15 years old girl feels like right before her first date. I was probably acting like it too 'cause Howie nearly kicked me out of his room that day. That guy really needed to relax. Long periods without sex will do that to ya I guess. Well, by the end of our chilling-and-eating-junk-food session we were nearly leaning against each other as we watched some movie. Don't ask me which movie, I wouldn't know. But then if you asked me how many times he inhaled and exhaled I might be able to tell you. When the movie ended he took my chin, made me face him and kissed me. Not a full-mouthed, earth-shattering, tongues-battling kinda kiss. Just a soft, lingering, lips-pressed kinda kiss. His lips tasted as good as they looked. I think I fell for him then.
That night, before I went to my room he told me that I shouldn't make any plans for our free night the next week (which would be tonight) 'cause he'd take me out on a date. Some stuff happened and he couldn't take me out and that was why you found us at the dinner table in his room. It was alright with me. He was there. And the bed was closer.
...You close the curtains... I am certain this is more than fun... Your fingers remove my clothes... As you let go... Beneath the floor one by one...
Don't ask me how it happened, but one minute we were just kind of swaying very slowly, barely moving, to the rhythm of some soft jazz... and the next he was kissing me with more passion than I had ever been kissed in my whole life. And I had been kissed more times than I could ever count.
His hands were tangled in my hair as his tongue teased me, licking over my lips... first one... then the other... then both... barely slipping inside... escaping my attempts of sucking it inside my mouth as I clutched at the bottom of his sweater. I needed something to hold on to so why not use him, right? His fingers went very slowly down the front of my shirt, getting each button undone slowly, causing his skin to barely rub against mine, driving me wild with lust. His hands pushed the shirt off my shoulders, and it fell to the floor. He kicked it aside and I tossed my head from side to side, sighing his name as his mouth ran up and down my neck, through the hollow of my throat, sucking and nipping. My hands climbed his back, up to his firmly rounded shoulders before going back down and inside his sweater, caressing his back, getting a moan from him. It was good to know I wasn't the only one losing it here. He grabbed the bottom of his sweater and pulled it over his head before his lips were back on mine. His kisses were slow, almost lazy, his lips were warm. His hands felt so hot as he slid them over my chest before resting on my hips and bringing our bodies closer. We swallowed each other's moans as we ground our hips together, my hands ending up tangling in his curls, his soft curls, which felt like what I imagined clouds would feel like slipping through my fingers. He pulled away slowly, kinda nipping at my lips, before looking deep into my eyes and asking me if I trusted him. I would have said "yes" a hundred times if each time it resulted in such a beautiful smile adorning his gorgeous face. I could see in his eyes that he knew all of the meanings behind that yes. He knew I didn't trust easily. He knew about the thick and tall walls I had built around myself. And he knew, after that yes, that he had broken each and every one of those walls. I had bared myself to him, heart, body and soul. And for the first time in my life I felt safe as I took his outstretched hand and followed him to the bedroom. He walked backwards and his eyes were glued to mine all the way, that same soft, lazy, sideways smile on his lips, that same welcoming warmth in his blue sparkling eyes. A sudden rush went through my body and I walked up to him, crashing his lips with mine, putting my arms around him, stroking the back of his neck with my fingertips. We moved slowly until the edge of the bed was right behind my knees and I slowly laid down on the mattress, bringing him with me, his body pressing down on mine. He then started to go down my body, his lips kissing my chest softly, his hands sliding down my leg, stroking over my thighs, squeezing my calves, before he untied one of my shoes and let it drop to the floor, then doing the same with my other shoe. I looked down at him just in time to see him smile mischievously before he kissed each of my toes, one by one... oh wow...
...I feel so sweet... As you kiss my feet... And you undress me as I... I feel so sweet... As you kiss my feet... And you undress me as I surrender my... Surrender my body to you...
"Alex, I want you so bad." He whispered, staring up at me as I looked down into his eyes. I raised myself up a little, resting on my elbows.
"I'm yours, Bri." I replied, letting my legs fall open a little wider as he stood between them before crawling up on top of me. He practically collapsed onto me, his lips seeking mine as his hands, strong and firm, crawled everywhere at once.
... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender my...
He stood up and undressed totally before slowly undressing me, his eyes leaving mine to look over my body. We had seen each other naked countless times and it had never been a big deal. Until now.
Have you ever looked into someone's eyes and seen love, lust, desire, friendliness, passion... all these feelings mixed in one warm look directed to you? It's the most amazing and fulfilling sensation in the world!
His fingers softly and slowly ran over my cheeks, my forehead, my nose, my lips and then I saw him smile softly before his fingertips ran over my eyelids, closing my eyes. He kept the slow caresses, running his fingertips all over my chest, my arms, tracing the tattoos on my arms until he took my hands in his, bringing them up and kissing each knuckle. It felt like I was flying, like my body was so light that it didn't quite touch the bed sheets. I felt him moving and then he placed my hands right above my head, running his fingers down my arms to my chest. His hands trailed down my abs, fluttering over them, brushing past my navel, and then he wrapped both of them around my hard cock. I groaned, my mouth open, my eyes rolling back in my head in pleasure, as I felt his lips on my throat. He continued slowly stroking my cock, rolling a hand over the head as he slid the other up and down my shaft, building slow pressure, my back arching involuntarily as my hips tried to thrust toward him. His tongue ran a line down the center of my chest, kissing my skin every now and then, as his mouth crawled down my abs. His tongue flicked over the head of my cock and I almost came right then. He began to kiss up and down my cock, sliding his lips over the head every few seconds. My fingers twisted the sheets and I had to hang onto every last bit of self control, trying not to cum as he took half of my cock inside his mouth. He swirled his warm tongue around the head, running the tip of it around the ridge, causing me to let out a sort of whimpering moan as I thrust forward. He moaned contentedly, his mouth and throat vibrating around me. He began to move slowly up and down my shaft, sucking gently, as I slid in and out of him. His hands were roaming all over me again. I felt them brushing over my thighs, bristling over the hairs there, raising little goose bumps and causing me to shiver from head to toe.
Then I felt his lips leave my skin, just like his hands and my eyes popped open. He chuckled and put a finger to my lips before replacing it with his warm lips for another one of his lazy, sloppy kisses. When his lips once more went to my neck I felt the urge to throw him down and ravage him but I held myself and just groaned as his thigh brushed my cock softly.
"Bri?" I asked in a whiny voice that wasn't really mine.
"Shhh..." he shushed me before pecking my lips again "I'll take care of you, Bone..."
...Like a flower you unfold... Leading a dance all on your own... And like a dead man I don't move...
He once more ran his fingertips over my eyes and I smiled before closing them. He was such a romancer. I felt him leaning over me, his chest touching mine for a bit and then he was back to his position, straddling my thighs. I could hear some rummaging and then his lips were on mine again. My hands went to his head, my fingers running through his curls before running down his arms and settling on his thighs, softly stroking them up and down. I gasped into our kiss as I felt his hands on my cock again, this time rolling a condom down the length. I opened my eyes to see his blue ones right in front of me.
"Bri?" I asked, as he began to lube up my latex covered cock.
"I want you inside me..."
...Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender my...
I felt his firm, strong thighs slide down on either side of mine, and then he grabbed my cock again, pressing it against him. I tried not to move, just running my hands up and down his thighs, and after a moment of gentle pressure, I gasped as I felt the head slide inside. Above me, Brian bit his lower lip, his body trembling a little as he strained to slowly lower himself onto me. I ran my hands up and down his sides, stroking lightly over his skin, as he stared down at me. Wincing slightly, he lowered himself all the way down, and I felt myself resting warmly inside him. Slowly he began to move, lifting himself up a little, and then slowly sliding back down. I pulled myself to a sitting position and he shifted a little, but continued his slow thrusts as he straddled me. I began to lick and suck at his chest, and he moaned and sighed above me, throwing his head back and tangling his hands in my hair, pulling me against him. I licked up his neck and he got my hint as his hands pulled my head closer and his lips rested softly on mine. I felt his heart beating through the skin as I ran one hand over his chest while the other rested on his hip, and could feel the vibration of his groans and whimpers of pleasure through my lips as he moaned into our kiss. I felt his cock throbbing between us and then I slowly let myself drop back down onto the mattress. He looked down at me through half-closed eyes, and I smiled up at him before wrapping my hand around his cock and slowly stroking him, causing him to gasp and squeeze me. I began to thrust up against him and he began to sigh and whimper louder now, his breathing coming out faster. I felt myself getting close too, and I began to stroke his cock faster. He panted, staring down at me, his eyes wide and his mouth hanging open as his jaw moved but no words came out, only little whimpering noises. I was so damn close. With a sudden thrust he began to shoot, his cock jerking in my hand as he tossed his head back, his eyes closed, his hands grabbing my sides. As his orgasm washed over him, his ass clamped tight around my cock, and I couldn't hold back any longer, throwing my own head back into the pillows. He collapsed on top of me in a tangle of wet, sweaty limbs and straining muscles, as little stars danced in front of my eyes. We both rested for a while, slowly getting our breathing to something resembling normal, before I carefully sliding out of him.
...Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender my...
He slowly lifted his head, resting on his elbows and smiling that cute lazy smile down at me, before kissing me as I stroked up and down his back "I love you, Brian..." I said softly while staring into his blue eyes.
"I love you too..." he smiled a big smile and I realized, looking into his deep blue eyes, that I hadn't been the only one surrendering that night...
...To you... ooh... To you... ooh...