Author's Note
The first page and half sets the scene. The scene does change. You are not in the wrong section of Nifty. You are in Gay Male.
Surprising Last Year at University
Jen and I had met in early August when I came early to University for my last year. We both made it clear that our relationship was for fun and was not exclusive. I had had several relationships over the past 3 years but all had ended; sometimes by me; sometimes by them. Jen was adventuresome. She was hot. We had both added a lot to our sexual repertoire in August.
We were at a pub on the first Saturday night of the new term and I knew from her signs that she was sexually aroused. She danced with me so intimately that I was hard after the dance. I noticed that she was flirting with a guy, I had seen at my workouts in late August. She had a couple of dances with him. I wasn't exactly jealous; I just hoped that she had me in her sight for that night. Towards the end of the evening we danced again. She asked me how adventuresome I felt that night. I said I was really turned on. She smiled and asked what I felt about a threesome. I stopped dancing and looked at her. I said that I hadn't seen here talking with any other females. She laughed. No, me, you and Kevin, indicating the guy she had been flirting with. She added quickly that he would be interested.
What do you say to that? I was horny. Knowing Jen, if I said no, she might just go off with Kevin by herself. It looked as if I had a choice of Jen with Kevin looking on or my hand, alone. She wasn't my girlfriend as such. OK, it would be different. I told her that it would be alright but I wanted her last. She gave me a quirky smile and said deal.
I walked over to Kevin. "I guess we are going to see a lot of each other tonight."
He chuckled a deep base chuckle. "Are you OK with this? I can just go back to my room." So they had discussed it.
"No, Jen and I have made a deal. I get to go last. I have never done this before. I guess every experience can be fun. It might be like watching a porn film, live."
"Oh, I like your attitude."
We got to Jen's room. Even though I am a take charge kind of guy, I didn't know where to start. Jen did.
"Guys come and undress me slowly, sexily."
We started with her sweater, then her t shirt and finally her bra. As Kevin was finished taking off her bra, I kissed her with tongue. She kissed back. I looked at Kevin and then went to her left breast and kissed and sucked the nipple and Kevin did stellar duty on the right one. When we finally finished undressing her she was squirming from our caresses. She told me to help undress Kevin. We did with her hands very active. I felt his body heat. I stood back and had my first full look at Kevin naked and aroused. He was a good specimen. His cock stood straight out and had a drop of precum on it. He had a small patch of hair on his chest and a good treasure trail. His strong well formed legs had a nice coating of hair and his ass had a bit. He was in good shape, an athletic build. Come on, guys scope guys out all the time in the showers.
"Kevin help me with Rob." He did. Jen was very active in undressing me. I think that she wanted to let me know that I mattered in all this. Kevin's hand brushed my cock, intentionally I think, several times as he helped take off my shorts. I shivered. I stood naked and remembered to look straight and tall. I wasn't a model but I wasn't ashamed of myself. I had a little more hair on my chest but a lighter treasure trail. My cock was out at a 45 degree angle and I was turned on. My legs had heavier short hair but my ass was almost hairless. I was leaking.
I am not going to go into all the details but we did give Jen a lot of pleasure. After Jen put the condom on Kevin, he entered her missionary style; I was watching a porn movie as his tight ass moved his cock in and out. She told me that being male I would know where Kevin was most sensitive and to show her by touching him there. She reminded me not to forget her. I looked at her and she smiled and she told me to do it. I put my hands on his chest and ran my fingers through his hair and then flicked his nipples. Kevin moaned and then Jen took over doing it. She asked if there were other spots. I ran my hands over his ass and then down to his balls. More moans. I kept doing it to him for a few minutes.I finally felt his balls go up and felt his first spasms of orgasm. When he finished and came out, his condom held a huge load.
I have never been as hard. I had the condom put on me by Jen and Kevin and I entered Jen. She had had several small orgasms with Kevin; I was determined to give her one that she would not forget. I told Kevin to stroke her clit as I thrust in and out. She asked him to do what I had done to him. Several times his fingers touched and stroked my cock. Finally, Jen began to climax. I could feel the waves pass through her. I was close. She told told Kevin to stroke me with one of his fingers. He did. I also felt another finger start at my waist and go down my crack to my balls and then back to lightly touch my hole. They was not Jen's fingers. I think that my condom was fuller than his.
Kevin left and I slept with Jen that night. Well we got some sleep. Strangely, I only saw Kevin a couple of times at a distance when I was at the gym and once he looked and just gave me a small nod. I thought that it was strange that he didn't seem to want any verbal contact. Was he shy, ashamed? Well at this point, I wasn't but I didn't intend to intrude on him.
When I turned out for the first meeting of the hockey team, there was Kevin. That explains his early workouts and his athletic body. We acknowledged each other but sat apart. We had a great team meeting, got our schedule of practices and our suggested workout programs. The next day I had finished my workout, had my shower and I met Kevin going into the showers. I looked at him and made a quick decision.
"Kevin, I am going for breakfast. Will you join me. I want to talk, teammate."
He briskly, quietly said, "OK."
When he joined me, I said, "Kevin, I hope you don't mind. I'm not sure if you want to talk. I hope that you don't feel awkward."
"It's a long story but not for here and now. I guess we are going to be teammates. What do you play? I'm a forward."
"Defence"
We were off and talking about hockey and the team. We ended up having a great breakfast together. We compared our workout programs and decided that we should spot each other when we could. We had conflicting academic schedules so we could only meet occasionally. It turned out that we were both in Economics; we didn't share any courses as I was year ahead of him. We saw each other occasionally and shared some great breakfasts. It appeared that Jen had slowly dropped me. I suspected the night of the threesome that the novelty had worn off and she wanted to make sure that a distance was kept. I knew that she was seeing other guys, maybe Kevin. That could be a reason for his distance. I was just too busy with courses and hockey. I was often so tired that I just crawled off to bed with my friend, my hand.
However, both the other parts of my life, were were great. I got good results back from my courses and the hockey team was winning. One morning at breakfast, Kevin mentioned that he was having problems with his statistics course. I had aced it the year before. As members of the team we had to keep our academics strong. Over a couple of weeks I retaught him some of the course and he got an A. He thanked me profusely at one of our workouts. We met regularly at team meetings, practices and pub nights with the team. I saw him more, both with the team and just the two of us together. I really felt that we got along well. We both had a quirky sense of humour and liked to discuss aspects of our studies. He seemed to be a bit of a loner. I never saw him with any other girls and often with different guys at the pub or with various members of the team. With me he was a great companion.
One morning we had breakfast after a workout. We were joking around; we had become quite friendly. He was not the reticent Kevin I first knew. He asked me if Jen and I were still seeing each other and I said no not any more. I commented that to be honest I wasn't seeing too many girls and that I was horny as hell. I laughed. Kevin went very quiet and added a soft, yeah. He blushed and looked away. I tried to change the subject.
"Sorry, Kevin, I shouldn't be so crude with someone I don't you know that well."
"Rob, in some ways we know each other very well. I guess I am just a little embarrassed about it."
"Kevin, it was a fascinating night. I am not embarrassed at all. You are a great looking guy and you and Jen taught me some things that I had not realized about myself."
"Like what. You seem like a pretty knowledgeable, together guy."
"Like I didn't mind touching a guy or being touched by a guy when I was having sex with Jen. "
"Neither did I." He added almost too quietly to be heard and he blushed.
"When Jen first asked me about a threeway I thought that she meant me and two women. I only went because I know Jen and I figured it was a live porno show with you and her or my hand later that night by myself. Turns out I had one of the most interesting nights of sex in a long time."
"So you don't see Jen now. She has never approached me since."
"I wondered. No, I think Jen gets bored. We had an understanding that we were with each other for fun and friendship only. I have only seen her a few times since then and not at all sexually. I have been really busy with studies and the team. I figured she has found someone else to experiment with. Funny, I thought that it might be you. I have made a great friend with my hand. And a good friend in you. I may have come out ahead." I chukled softly.
Kevin relaxed and laughed, saying so that it was not just him that she had dropped. He told me that I really had a way with words and was refreshingly blunt about such matters. Then he said that he needed a bit of help with his stats and did I have time to go to his room for a little study. Luckily I did have time.
His room was generic, dorm room. He was lucky as he had a double room but only he was assigned to it. A few hockey posters on the wall and a couple of photos of family, high school buddies clowning around and one with his arms around a girl. We sat side by side and I explained some fine points. I said that I wanted to show him some things on the computer and suggested that he stand behind me to see what I was doing. At one point, I had a little tightness in my shoulder and I leaned back and tried to shake it out. I could have sworn that I touched his crotch with my shoulder and he was hard. His confusion and embarrassment was obvious. I decided to be the take charge guy.
"It's OK Kevin. Sometimes workouts make me horny as hell. I've been a little plump down there ever since breakfast. Do you see what I mean about that stat problem? We were past the issue."
"Thanks Rob for all the help (he emphasized the all). There is a movie I want to see. Want to go on Saturday night?"
"I sure don't have other plans. Would love to go." We had a great time and a great discussion after it. For the next few weeks we went to a couple of other movies and I helped him with his stats. I started to watch him at practice. He really was good player, confident, observant and always ready to pass the puck when he couldn't make a shot. He was an elegant skater compared to me. I was a scrapper as defencemen had to be. He was bright as I found out after going to a lecture sponsored by the department. We had a great debate on the evening's topic.
One Friday night in the first week of November the entire team went to the pub. Kevin and I were sitting at the same table. We all danced with various girls and had a great time. The girl I danced with was hot in many ways; I knew that I could get an invitation to her bed that night. I got back to the table and realized that Kevin was hitting the beers harder than usual. When he got back from dancing with a striking brunette, he stumbled a bit and laughed a little too loudly. He drank another beer. I suddenly realized that he was drunker than I had ever seen him. His speech was slurred. He went to order another beer and I looked at the waiter and indicated no. Kevin started to complain. I leaned over and put an arm around him, looked him in the eye and said that I think that he had had enough. He looked as if he was going to get really obnoxious until he suddenly asked me to get him to the washroom.
He was sick in the toilet and all over his clothes and me. When I got him out of the bathroom, I quickly told my hot dancing partner that maybe I would see her at another time. I had to get my teammate back to his room. She could smell him, wrinkled her nose and gave a reluctant smile. Kevin gave me an embarrassed sorry. I got him back to his room, out of his clothes and into the showers. When we got back to the room, he started to apologize for taking me away from the party and the hot dancer. Then to my absolute surprise he start to move his hands over my body and say in a slurred voice that he could make it up to me. The dressing gown I had put him in, slipped open and even in his inebriated state he was half hard.
"OK, Tiger, not necessary." And then in a sly, sexy reply, I murmured, "You are drunk, sir, and I cannot take advantage of your honour in this state." I added very quietly, "It might be fun but not like this." Where did that come from. All the images of our night with Jen came tumbling back. "I'm going to tuck you in, Tiger, and I'll sleep in the other bed in case you have any more problems." I tucked him in and lay down on the other bed in his room. Oh, how I wanted to be with the hot dancer. I was really horny. My friend the hand calmed me down and I slept.
I opened my eyes and immediately a voice was saying, "Oh, Rob, I am so sorry. I have been a complete fool." As I opened my eyes wider and shook my head to try to wake up, he said, "I remember making some rather awful suggestions. I am so embarrassed. Oh, I have an incredible hangover."
"Hey, Tiger, let me wake up before the recriminations start. I need to focus. Do you need some aspirin?" The look on his face said yes. "I'll run up to my room and get some. Don't go away." He groaned but smiled. I bumped into Gary, my fellow defenceman, as I left Kevin's room. I muttered that Kevin needed aspirin for a massive hangover. Gary said he thought Kevin looked out of it last night. When I got back, I gave him two with water. "There that should help make you feel a little more human in a few minutes." More groans. An hour later, we went to the cafeteria. Me for breakfast, him for coffee. We didn't talk that much about last night; that could wait. I agreed to meet him for supper and we said that we would talk then.
Supper time came and Kevin was human again but still embarrassed "You didn't get your hot date last night." He said. "Sorry."
"Oh, I had so much more fun with you, undressing you, in the shower and putting you to bed." I said with a big grin and I gave him a shot in the shoulder. "Tiger, don't start the recriminations. My hand took care of the problems." I laughed again and gave him another shot in the arm.
He looked me the straight in the eye. "I do actually remember some of the conversation. My offer stands and I do remember you saying that it might be fun."
"Not a bad memory for a drunk." The tone of the conversation lost some of its lightness but I decided to try to lighten it up a bit. In the most surprised voice, I lamented. "I'm still horny!" Then I laughed loudly, "Oh, shit, I'm always horny. Its OK, Kevin." If I thought that my weak attempt at humour would diffuse the the situation, I was wrong.
He stood up and said, "Let's go." I was shocked; I figured that he would call my bluff or laugh it off. Where had this come from? I looked at him; he was blushing a bit but looked determined. Again the images of our night with Jen flooded in.
"Kevin, you know that you don't have to do this."
"I know. I'm horny too. Maybe I want to help you and myself out. You have given me so much this term. Its just a little thank you to a teammate. It's not as if we haven't done some things before (he blushed). Just giving a helping hand to a true friend."
I didn't want to add that this was a totally different magnitude of friendship. Another experience on my lists of firsts? He seemed so vulnerable and wanting to please; I didn't want to shut him down. And I was horny. What really surprised me was that I was interested.
We got back to his room and again I didn't know where to start. Kevin did. We were standing inside his room. He took took off my t shirt and put his hand on my chest as we had done that night with Jen. His hands roamed over my chest and in the hair. At one point he pulled the hair and I breathed in sharply. It was when he flicked my nipples that he really got my attention. He rubbed them with the heal of his hand lightly back and forth and then pinched softly at first and then harder. I finally stopped him and took off his t shirt and mimicked all his motions. He was breathing heavily when I was finished. His eyes were closed, head slightly back and his mouth slightly open.
I stepped back and looked at him. "I see that we have growth in a sensitive market."
He smiled and said that we obviously had two competing markets as he lightly fondled the bulge in my pants. "I always like to see the goods displayed properly." I replied. We undid each others pants and pushed them down to the floor."
We both wore boxers so there was no mistaking our arousal. "The product is leaking. Perhaps we should really put it on display." He whispered as he continued an increasingly strained metaphor.
In a very short time we were naked and we were gently pleasuring each other with our fingers. Kevin's touch was gentle as he circled the head of my cock; his fingers opened the slit and gently spread the precum over the head as lubrication. No woman had ever done that to me. I grew even bigger. It felt sexy and I was completely energized. When I did it to him, he squirmed. We both traced our fingers up and down our engorged penises and fingered our balls. I squeaked when he pulled the hair on my balls; was he ever discovering my weaknesses. I found some lubricant. I knew that as soon as his hand wrapped around my cock and he started to pump slowly at first and then more aggressively and faster that I would not last. I could tell that he was same. We were not making love but helping a friend so I just let nature takes its course.
Several minutes later, still standing, I said, "Shit, Tiger it is going to get messy."
"Yeah." he replied between clenched teeth.
I swore that my first shot splattered on his leg, the shot was so hard and his shot did the same on my stomach. When the last spasms abated and we were too sensitive to touch each other, we were breathless, speechless and a mess. We looked at each other and I went to get a face cloth to wipe us off. He took it and gently wiped me clean; it was almost erotic. I did it for him.
"Are you OK?" He asked.
"Yes. Thanks, Tiger. You can get drunk and need help any time you want if this is payback."
We both laughed and he figured that having to get drunk as badly as he did last night was just be a bit extreme. What did he mean? Did that mean we might do this again without needing a cause or that this was a one time thing. Now was not the time to ask. We both seemed at ease with the situation and no need to add complications. Time would tell.
"I have some work and studying to do. I guess I should go."
"OK, use me and run. I know." He tried to sound upset but then he laughed hard and gave me whack on the ass. I was beginning to hear and see a lot more of the human, fun side of Kevin. "Thanks Rob. See you at workout tomorrow. Hope you are not too horny." I gave a guffaw and left with a tap on his arm.
Kevin seemed much more relaxed and less inhibited over the next couple of weeks. He joked with me and the team. We ended up spending a lot of time together with practices, workouts, breakfasts and reviewing his stats progress. We met for supper quite a few times with other friends. We went to a couple of movies and just had a great time. There was no repeat of our actions of 2 weeks ago, no mention of it.
One morning in the third week of November we had a great workout and breakfast. Kevin seemed nervous and expectant. I finally asked what was up.
He looked at me and asked with a nervous smile, if I was my normal horny self. I answered that I was more than my normal horny self today. He squirmed and said he was too and he needed some help. This was the new Kevin. I was flabbergasted. I was surprised at myself; I was willing.
When we got to Kevin's room, he took his clothes off; I followed. He was already hard. What had happened to the boy? He lost little time in preliminaries and guided me to his bed. We sat down with our backs to the head board. He started with his hands on my balls at first gentle and then he rolled them in his fingers, harder and harder. He said he had noticed how much I liked that with Jen. He then grabbed my very inflamed, rigid cock and began to jack it. I finally put my hand on his to slow him down. I then softly rubbed his head and then his shaft between my fingers. He moaned and moved around. When my fingers reached his balls, he squirmed and softly cried out. Oh, this was also his turn on. We both started to fist each other; at some point, he leaned forward and used his fingers of his other hand to caress my crack and then my hole. I looked intently into his intent eyes and said wow he knew how to treat a guy well. He said that he knew what he liked. With that, I felt my orgasm start and spread up my cock; the first shot hit my chin, then my chest and then spurted out onto my stomach and groin. He yelled, not too softy, as his first shot hit his forehead and into his hair. I had never seen anything quite like it. The other spasms left a trail down his face and chest.
We stared at each other in disbelief. He said, "Oh yeah, I was horny. Thanks." This time he got the washcloth and I wiped him smiling as I said that he might have to shower and wash his hair. He told me later. We sat side by side and at some time we slipped down to lie on the bed. I think that we both dozed off for a few minutes. When I woke, he was looking at me with a soft, intense look.
"I hope that I wasn't too forward, Rob?
"Tiger, do I look upset?" And I gave him a big smile.
I did wonder what was happening. The next week passed and we helped each other out another time at my suggestion. We also spent a lot of time together doing our usual things. On Friday night we had a pub night with the team.
Watch my drinking, Rob. I don't want a repeat of last time.
"I don't know Kevin. I have such fond memories. Vomit all over you and me, slurred speech. You were so charming." I got a well deserved shot in the arm.
We had been up dancing with some cute girls and were sitting talking during a break in the music. Gary, my fellow defenceman, looked around the room and exclaimed, "Look at the two faggots over there holding hands. That is so disgusting." Our table went silent as Gary is a bit of a bully. There were a few mutterings of agreement but there was a definite University code of no sexual harassment. "Don't you guys agree?"
Gary was not going to let it go. I tried to tone it down. "Hey, guys let's not get into problems here. We are here as a team. Coach would be furious if we caused a problem. I don't give a shit what others do with their friends."
"Are you on their side?" Gary asked belligerently. Oh, oh, he had had a few too many.
"I'm not on any side but having a good time and not causing any problems with Coach."
Gary eyes narrowed; he didn't like it when someone didn't defer to him. I should have known but I hate bullies. "I see you and Kevin together a lot. In fact I even see you coming out of his room a lot, at weird times." The table went silent.
"Gary stop right there. Where the hell is this coming from? You don't know anything about me or my life, except that I am a goddamn good defenceman." Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Kevin shrink into himself and look down.
"Gary, fuck off. You have no right to accuse anyone of anything just because they don't agree with you." Kevin and few others got up quickly and left the table. There was silence at the table; they knew me well, even tempered until something unjust or wrong was done. I waited my eyes locked on Gary's. My motto was never to retreat from a bully but not to be too aggressive. When things seemed to quiet a bit. I got up leisurely and said that I needed a drink and a dance. I looked around the table; Kevin was gone. I looked for him at the bar, the washroom and around the entrance to the pub. A couple of guys on the team said that he had left. Fuck him, fuck Gary, fuck it. I asked a cute redhead to dance; we hit it off and I spent a long, hot night with her.
Kevin missed our next workout and the next and I just didn't see him in my travels on campus. He came late to practice and left in a hurry after it, not giving me time to speak to him, avoiding my eyes all the time. He just disappeared out of my life. Luckily I could focus on my exams and I hoped that he was OK in his stats course. No damn it, that was now his problem. Nothing had changed by the end of exams. I began to feel angry and hurt. This was worse than Jen leaving, as I thought that we had become good friends. Before leaving for home I continued turning to women as an outlet. I must have gone through 3 or 4 or more before I left.
Christmas and New Years were fun with my old friends at home but I still had a bad feeling about the end of last term. I felt a little down. I tried to figure out why. Kevin had become a friend in all ways. I thought that we had enjoyed each others interests, outlooks and were just comfortable with each other. I guess I missed him. Finally, I used my old motto, change what you can and leave the rest alone. I couldn't change Kevin and I wasn't going begging.
When I got back to University, I saw Kevin at practice. He looked pale, tired and withdrawn but my decision was to let it go but I did miss him. Two days later there was a knock on my door. It was Kevin. I looked at him with a stoney face and tight lips, waiting for him to start the conversation.
"Rob, I am so sorry." There were tears forming in his eyes. I opened the door to let him in. I couldn't have a teammate embarrassed. I sat down on my desk chair, waiting; I had said nothing to this point.
"I have been a coward and disloyal; all the things I hate the most. I have missed you and our friendship so much. I had the lousiest Christmas of my life." He looked pleadingly at me. "Please say something."
"Kevin, you hurt me."
"Remember, I said that I had a story but that it was long story not for that time?"
"Refresh my memory!" I almost sneered. I was still pissed and I knew my voice reflected it. He looked stricken.
"It was after the night with Jen and our first breakfast. You said that you hoped that I wasn't embarrassed. I said that it was a long story but not for now."
"Is this finally the time?" Again, attitude. I was being a prick and I knew it. I did remember the conversation quite well.
"You'r not making this any easier." He paused staring at my hard eyes. "OK, I deserve it." He looked as if he was stealing himself. "I guess my sexuality is a little confused. I can be with women and sometimes with men. In my last year of high school I had some sexual experimentation with a male friend. The short story is that we had a lot of enjoyable sex but he eventually outed me. By accident or design, I don't know but the rest of my year was hell. I have been reserved and only had the occasional times with women, never again with a man, until that night with you and Jen. I had a wonderful October and November with you, as a special friend. Then came the pub night and Gary's words. I lost it, scared of what might happen, that my nightmare could start again."
I was still pissed. "Didn't you hear me? Did you think that I would out you? You weren't listening or you don't know me very well." I stopped and stared at him. I hadn't realized how much he had hurt me and how pissed I really was.
There were tears in his eyes. My heart began to soften but it still had a way to go. "I'm here. I am trying to explain what was irrational, primal even. No, I wasn't listening, only acting that night. I hid. I heard that you were running through women and I wanted safety. I stayed in hiding. Rob, I want your friendship. I have lost so much over the last few years. Not you, please."
"Lunch tomorrow? Give me a chance to ponder."
"I can't ask for more." He held out his hand to shake. I took his hand and said that we had been closer than that and I pulled him into hug. As we disengaged, his hand wiped away some moisture from his eyes. "Thanks. I know I don't deserve that hug."
I relented a bit, "Yes you do." He left looking as if a burden had been lifted from his shoulders.
The next day, he had a class and I, a workout. We had an early lunch together and it was more relaxed than I could have imagined. We chatted about our holidays, family and friends. Both of us had seen some movies and we discussed them. We discussed the upcoming season of hockey. Our team looked good. We left making arrangements for a workout in two days time.
The next couple of weeks returned to our first term pattern or at least the chaste pattern. Kevin and I spent a lot of time studying, talking, pubing, and going to a couple of movies. It seemed that our friendship had mended. I tried to figure what my attachment to this man was and what it meant. He seemed to have slipped in under my radar. He was there again and I loved being with him.
At a practice in the last week of January, we entered the locker room together to get ready for practice. We had both stripped when I heard, "Oh, there they are, the love birds are back together." Gary had turned around and had seen us undressing at lockers side by side. It was the first times we had come in together and had lockers beside each other since before Christmas. Gary was observant. The room went silent. I noticed movement beside me. Oh shit, Kevin was moving.
But not leaving. He walked to the centre of the room and faced Gary with his head cocked to the side and a trace of smile on his face. "Gary, you must be jealous." He paused and the faces in the room looked expectant. "You must like what you see! Or is it Rob?" As he spoke, he turned slowly around like a model on the runway displaying his stark naked body. Gary's eye bulged out but he was speechless with surprise. The dead silence was broken with laughter and catcalls as Kevin finished his turn.
"Come on Gary, we are teammates and friends; that comment might have been funny to you but definitely not called for." Kevin winked and walked calmly to his locker suited up and walked out to the rink. Somebody had stood up for me and he did a better job, with more finesse, than I could ever muster. We all had one of the best practices that I ever remember. What could I ever say to Kevin? We agreed to meet at his room before supper for some work on Statistics Part 2.
I was nervous. I didn't know what to say or do. What exactly was our friendship? What were its limits? Was it more than just friendship?
Kevin was sitting at his desk as I entered. He turned around to face me and said, "Did I do OK? I was scared shitless. I knew that this time I had to stand up to him for my own self respect."
"And for me, Kevin. You should get an award for your performance. Thank you for standing up for me. It was brilliant." He smiled a radiant smile, like one I had never seen from Kevin.
"Do I get a hug as my award?"
I stepped over, pulled him up and gave the warmest hug I could. We held it longer than I expected. In fact we seemed to melt into each others arms. I felt his hands move slowly and softly up and down my back for a minute and then I felt his head move off my shoulder and saw his eyes looking at me with the most intense look I have ever had from either sex. We locked on to each others eyes. His face moved towards mine and our lips met. Soft at first and then more firmly. I felt heat radiate all over my body. I guess I was going to find out some of the limits of our friendship. I made the next move by probing with my tongue. His lips opened and I had my first taste of Kevin. I had never kissed a man before; kissing for me is a great turn on and is very intimate. Our tongues duelled. I felt shocks through my body when he lightly bit my bottom lip and then my upper one. I returned the pleasure. He shivered. Our kisses became more aggressive. Our bodies moved against each other and we ground our very full crotches together.
My first words were, "Kevin let's get comfortable." We undressed each other and he lay down on the bed. I crawled over him putting my knees between his legs. I covered his chest with kisses and sucked and bit his nipples. He reached up and did the same for me. I then used my tongue all over his stomach and then the crease between his balls and his legs. I licked his balls once and continued down one leg and then up the other. I knelt upright and looked at him. He looked down at our very a hard cocks and he very quietly asked me to take him in my mouth. I had never done this to any man. I licked the top of the head of his very swollen cock; he was oozing a clear fluid. The taste was almost neutral with a bit of a tang but I could taste musk. This was late afternoon and Kevin had had a shower in the morning. I liked the taste. I finally worked up the courage to let my mouth follow the tongue. What a strange combination, hard yet spongy and I loved the taste. I did what women had done to me. I licked and sucked the head going down a bit further every once in a while. When I sucked harder he moaned. He liked that. At some point, he forced my head off, drew his legs up and forced me on my back. He took over. I have never had such an incredible blow job. There times I felt that he was sucking the essence out of me. I moaned, I squirmed and I grabbed the sheets on the bed. My whole body was alive. When his hands touched the hairs on my leg there was almost sensory overload.
"This is for you." He sucked harder and faster. I yelled I am coming. He took his mouth off and used his hand to take me over the top. The shots were hard and harsh. The contractions were totally absorbing and almost painful. Before all my contractions were finished I quickly had him in my mouth and brought him to climax then over the top with my hand. His body arched and his toes curled up. He was very vocal. When he was finished, I was curious. I ran my finger over his semen that coated his body and face, collected some and put it in my mouth. A little salty, a little bitter sweet but all Kevin.
"Not bad." I said to no one in particular. Before I knew it, he had collected some of his and my semen put it his mouth and kissed me. I was blown away.
His first words were, "I trust you Rob. By the way, you taste great." This was the new Kevin that I was beginning to see more and more. We lay on his bed and discussed the day, life and our feeling and fears.
"Rob can I talk seriously?" I nodded yes. "This may get too personal and stop me at any time. I had meltdown after that time at the Pub. I realize now that since my outing in High School I have become a social hermit. I go out a bit but tend to stick with groups and never get too close. After the night with you and Jen, I found you so layed back. You seemed to take the whole experience in your stride. I began to see what I was missing in life and I am not talking about sex. We got close; we did things together. I felt so comfortable. I enjoyed those last months. I just liked being with you; it seemed intimate and well, wonderful. After you took me back, my spirit soared. I promised myself that I would never let anyone take that away from be again. Rob, you have given me so much. Rob, I don't mind if you need women in your life but please always be truthful with me. I can take anything but not knowing is my worst nightmare."
"Tiger, I have never had anyone say such things to me. I figured out later that your disappearance from my life in December was much worse that Jen drifting away in the Fall. Jen was fun. But with you, we shared so much. I found that I wanted to be with you. I remember thinking one day that you had flown under my radar and were in my heart. By the way, you heard correctly, I ran through a lot of women in December. It was my equivalent to you, hiding. I didn't lead any of them on. It was a night of sex; oh, I made sure that they didn't leave disappointed. After each one, I felt more lonely and searching than before. Kevin, I think that it is going to be great getting to know each other in a totally new way. Yes, I'll be truthful and please don't just disappear on me again. By the way, I haven't wanted to be with a woman since I got back from Christmas."
"Rob, I, uh, " He paused. "I have an embarrassing question." Another pause.
"Tiger, out with it."
"Could we get tested this week?" I knew what he was thinking but decided to have some fun at his expense. I frowned and gave him a questioning look. "You know tested at the University Clinic, for things?"
"Why do I need to be tested? For what?" Another long pause. He was blushing and almost stammering. I finally shrugged my shoulders. "I was tested last week. I'm clean."
"Why did you get tested? Did you have a reason?" He was trying to put me on the spot.
I paused, looking at him very seriously. "Yeah." Another pause. "After being with you so much, I wanted to make sure that I had not contracted some vile disease."
Suddenly, 180 pounds landed on me and he grabbed my hands and held them above my head. "Say, sorry Kevin, no, sorry Tiger." The wrestling match was rambunctious. There couldn't be a winner, we were both laughing too hard. I finally managed to spit out, "OK, Tiger, I give. Besides we are both hard again. Let's do something about that before anything else." And we did. Supper was a snack much later.
We went back to our lives but now we did it together. I spent a lot of time in his room and often stayed overnight. I felt as if a weight had been lifted from my shoulders. That Saturday we went to the pub with the team. I was dancing with a really hot girl and so was Kevin. I looked over at him and saw a graceful, handsome man and what an ass. Kevin caught me looking and gave me a wry, come hither smile. I noticed as usual Gary was not dancing and just drinking and talking to the guys. Please no comments tonight. We left the pub at different times but without female companions. My focus had changed and when we met up back at his room, we did we have a night to remember. I had an idea forming in my head.
"Kevin let's go the Club Paradiso on Saturday night next week. Just you and me, of course." I could see his mind working. He understood. It was a gay pub. He liked the idea. We could be with each other and dance with each other.
We were both wired on Saturday night. This was a big step. Strangely, we had not discussed the ramifications; I guess that they were obvious. We were going as a couple. We could be seen going in or coming out but it was worth the small risk.
When we entered, we went to the bar, ordered a beer and stood just gawking. Nothing but men, big, small, good looking, ordinary looking. They were laughing, talking, holding each other, dancing and enjoying life at a bar. I grabbed Kevin's hand, a first, and we walked to the dance floor. What a wonderful experience to be dancing with my Kevin, not having to worry about being seen, exposed. We were high from dancing. I was hit on and so was Kevin but we said that we were together. The trip to the washroom was an experience. I was glad that Kevin was with me. In the corridor on the way back, I grabbed him and pushed him against the wall and kissed him. Well we weren't the only ones doing it. I whispered that tonight was and would be a special night. I winked. He readjusted himself and so did I.
We were out on the floor and I suddenly stopped and looked. "I don't believe it." He was at the bar with his arm around a guy and it wasn't just a manly hug. I looked at Kevin and he looked at me. "Kevin, will you excuse me for a moment. You can come along if you want."
"Wouldn't miss it for anything." He had seen what I had seen.
I walked up behind Gary. "You goddamn, two faced bastard." I have to admit it but the look on his face was worth all the troubles he had put us through. Hitting him wasn't worth the trouble. "So you were jealous? Or was that just a fucking, cowardly, defensive move?" I stopped and waited for his colour to return and for him to stop stammering.
"I can explain." He managed to get out.
"No explanation necessary. I think that the situation is pretty obvious, unless this is your long lost brother, cousin, gay brother's friend, friend from high school etc, etc, who just happens to be gay and dragged you down to a gay bar for a different experience etc. etc. Why don't we all go over to a table and have a nice little chat? I think that you know Kevin. Oh, that's right you have seen a lot of him. By the way, this is our first time here but we are together and enjoying ourselves immensely, now more than we expected. This is just like a team pub night. Oh, yes, there's a small difference."
The details are not necessary. Gary was finally very apologetic and asked where we stood. Kevin and I looked at each other; I think that our minds and looks were in sync. I pointed out that we appeared to be all in the same position. We didn't intend to come out unless it was necessary. We knew that Gary certainly didn't want to be outed. I finally said that, in a curious way, his rotten actions had actually brought Kevin and I closer together, that was after a lot of pain, introspection, a crappy Christmas and reconciliation. We left Gary and his cute twink to their own devices. We had a few last very romantic dances together. It was amazing how it became so easy to act like a straight couple did at a bar, some fondling, some kisses and wonderful slow dancing after we decided who would lead. The last I saw, Gary and his friend were on the dance floor together and I knew how their night was going to end. I knew how I intended our night to end, one way or another. It would be another first.
We had to stop holding hands when we left downtown and were on campus. When we entered Kevin's room we looked at each other and smiled.
"That was our first night, together, outside these walls. What a great idea, Rob." Kevin said almost dreamily.
"It was great, unimaginable only a few months ago, Tiger."
We simultaneously moved toward each other and kissed as we had in the corridor at the club. It got pretty hot, literally. I undressed Kevin and he undressed me. I was surprised when he knelt down and started to progressively lick my stomach, legs and balls. When he licked the tip of my cock around and around the tip, I moaned very loudly when he took me in his mouth and sucked. We had been quite limited in our sex to this point. We had tasted each others semen but never come in our mouths. Even though we had been tested we had never made love. I think that we were waiting for the right moment. I felt his fingers brush across my ass and then down the crack. He moved his fingers around my hole and then pushed in. It was a very tight and with no lubrication it was not comfortable but the sensations were still incredible. His hands were everywhere after that. Up to my chest and nipples, back to my hole and then to my balls. I was in overdrive with sensations as he kept sucking my cock like a vacuum. I finally had to stop him. I pulled him up and we kissed. I could taste myself in his mouth.
I held him away from me and looked at him. Slim but wide shoulders, just the right amount of muscle and great abs. He tapered to a narrow waist with no fat. His cock was inflamed and red. It stuck straight out in front of him and was dripping. It pulsed with his heartbeat. I moved him to the bed and got him to lie down on his back. I gave him a tongue bath starting at his face, stopping at nipples, belly button and balls. I moved his legs apart and raised them enough that my tongue slid down his crack and I licked his hole. I was amazed that even after a night of dancing, he tasted great. It was musky with a bit of sweat mixed with the soap he had showered with.
"Rob, you are killing me. Do you know how this feels? Every nerve in my body is on fire. It has been a wonderful night. This is the right time. Please Rob I want you in me. I made sure I was clean before we left. Please!"
He knew where the lube was. He handed it to me and pointed. I put lots on one finger and then put the finger in and messaged his canal carefully. I put more on two fingers and repeated my actions,. After three fingers I moved up and down his chute, making sure I stopped and massaged his prostate.
He said, "Rob, please, now." He looked as if he was in another world. He put lube on me as if my hard cock was a fine piece of china. With even strokes he put more on, messaging it slowly and gently; the sensations were incredible. I put my cock at his entrance, leaned over and kissed him deeply. As we kissed, I pushed in and just my head slipped in. He hole spasmed tightly and he looked a little stressed. I stopped and asked if I should withdraw. His answer was to just hold and let him get used to me. He moaned that I felt fucking big. In fact, my cock seemed to get harder and bigger as his ass pulsed around it. We kissed passionately and his hands massaged my ass and he reached and circled my hole. Finally, he signalled by applying a little pressure on my ass and I slipped in an inch. He stopped the pressure and I stopped. We did this until his eyes shone brightly and I was all the way in. He moved his body back and forth, still holding me in all the way.
"I have all of you. Rob, I have wanted this for weeks but it had to be the right time. Kiss me again."
"Tiger, I could kiss you for hours. You feel so hot and tight. We are literally joined together. I never realized how symbolic this could be. I am glad we waited."
"OK, we have waited long enough. Get to it." He pulled my head down and kissed me. I needed no further encouraging.
I started slowly to move out and paused with just my head in him. He tried to push me in with his body but I rotated my hips, causing my cock to rotate around his hole, moving slightly in and out. The sensation for me was incredible. He accused me of being a tease. Finally, in frustration with his hands, he forced me back in all the way. I started to rock in and out changing my rhythm. He moaned as my head passed over his prostate. I felt every pass and my cock felt as if it was charged with electricity. I moaned. He put his hand down and fondled my balls as I fucked him. I yelled my pleasure. Then he pulled the hair on my thighs. I almost lost it but I kept my rhythm. I bent down and sucked and bit his nipples. We were both moaning in obvious sexual frenzy as our nervous systems were in stimulus overload. When minutes later, he finally reached with his lips and sucked my nipples and then with his teeth bit them lightly. I muttered, "Oh God I'm cumming."
"Rob, I can feel you getting larger. Your first shot, I can feel you filling me up. Give yourself all the pleasure you can."
"Tiger, I feel as there are jolts of electricity going through my cock and body. You are so tight and hot it almost hurts." When I finally had my last small spasm. I came out and knelt down and sucked his cock hard and fast while I fondled his balls and pulled the hair on his thighs. He whined as I felt him grow in my mouth and then he filled my mouth with pulse after pulse.
"Don't swallow all of it. Share it with me." When he seemed to be finished I came off him. Leaned over and lay on him, kissing him. We shared his semen and swirled it around our mouths. With streaks of white seeping out of his mouth he murmured, "Rob, I have never experienced anything like this in my life."
"Neither have I." I panted as I licked his mouth and face clean.
The next morning I woke up with Kevin's very hard cock poking in my back. When he woke up I lubed him and then gave him the lube. "Tiger, take me slowly but take me. I want to share myself with you." Like him, I tensed as he entered and admitted later that it was painful at first but with his patience, I learned the joy of being taken by a man. When I felt him grow larger and start to spasm, I quickly used my hand to join him. I too felt as if I was transported to another place. I was exhilarated and experienced a tenderness and joy that I had not felt very often. We kissed with the kisses of lovers.
Two days later, we went to the first hockey practice since the outing at the club. Gary looked guarded but I gave him a thumbs up and a smile. His look of relief was palpable. When we were out on the ice, I came up to him and asked if his partner and he had had a good night after we left. He answer was a smile and a quiet yeah. I told him that he was still a fucking bastard but I could live with it. I smiled at him. Later, the coach mentioned that it looked as if Gary and I had solved our problems together, whatever they were. We had played like real team members.
I still look back on that year with amazement. Our relationship seemed to grow slowly. We didn't talk about it or discuss it. It just happened. He did fly in under my radar and he was suddenly there. I really have never really been able to describe it better. We slowly became a couple who loved sharing and being together. The sex turned out to be better than I had ever had but that was the bonus.
We ended the year with my graduation. My family came and I introduced Kevin as my good friend from hockey. They bonded with him immediately. My sister commented on how happy I looked and how lucky I was to have such a close friendship with Kevin. I agreed and gave her a very chaste summary of our meeting. She gave me a look that I could not interpret. Kevin got an 80% in statistics. We met Gary several times at Club Paradiso, always with another guy or guys. Maybe someday he would be as lucky as me. My luck held and it was not my last year at University. I was accepted for my Masters and got a T.A. position. Kevin and I got a small apartment off campus. We didn't know where this would lead us but we didn't care. Our lives to together only got better. Our sexual repertoire grew by leaps and bounds. Who would have believed it? We enjoyed the life that had taken us so unexpectedly.
Author's Notes You can let me know how you liked the story at preecherdave@gmail.com
I have also published Unexpected Change, Nifty, Gay Male, College, April 16, 2011 and Friendship, Nifty, Gay Male, Adult Friends, May 20, 2011