If you are here illegally, then it is time for you to leave. This story contain man on man sex. If this is bothers you, then it is time for you to leave also. This story is fiction but some of it is based on real situations. The names and places have been changed.
Sunset on the Edge of the High Desert
by John from Colorado
cldjhn@yahoo.com
Chapter I
Oh! Will this rain never stop? Rain had been falling for several hours and there was no end in sight. The constant back and forth motion of the wipers were about to drive me crazy. The noise (so called music) on the radio had become very irritating and the announcers ever worse, so I reached over and turned the radio off. Now all was silent except for the never ending click, click, click of the windshield wiper blades. I had been driving this motorhome for several hours. I had stopped every hour or so and had taken a break. Fatigue was just about to get the best of me. I had better stop at the next rest area and take a nice long break before continuing or maybe just spend the night and have a short drive tomorrow. My mind started messing with me. My past started running through my mind. I began thinking about my wife, who had died several years earlier. We had a good life together and had been married for 35 years when she was taken from me with cancer. We were married at a very young age. We were both barely 18 and just out of highschool. We were not blessed with children, so we became foster parents. We gave this up after a few years because it was very hard on both of us. We would just get attached to a child only to become heart broken when the state would remove them from our home and send them back to their old environment. All the neighborhood kids became fair game for us and we spoiled them rotten. We would take them on vacations to Disneyland and other places of interest. My wife and I were both only children, as were our parents. We had a very small family and now I was the only one left. I had inherited a large ranch in Central Oregon on the edge of the high desert and my wife received a substantial inheritance from her folks. After my wife's death, Joe, my financial advisor and investment co-ordinator, and I fell in love. He had become my life partner and came to live with me on my large ranch in Central Oregon. We had always been friends and Joe had made a small fortune for my wife and me. The ranch turned a large profit each year and with my investments returns, I was considered by many rich. Joe and I spent many happy hours riding and working on the ranch. We were very happy for ten years. Now I on the verge of losing him. He had gone to Tracy, California to be with his mother who was severally ill and would not last very long. She remains in the hospital connected to life supports. Joe had a legal power of attorney and was going to have her disconnected. Before he could, he had a severe heart attack and was without oxygen for a long period of time. Now he lies in a coma and the doctors are just keeping him alive until I am able to get to Tracy which will be about two hours of driving time. Joe and I have completed and filed our living wills. We have given each other the power of attorney so we could make decisions and act for the other if need be, at least we have all the legal matters all taken care of. Neither of us wanted to continue life by means of mechanical supports and live in a vegetable state. We wanted a life of quality or none at all. Joe's mother wanted the same thing but now all of this has changed. Nothing could be done for her now. Tears were flowing and my vision was blurred.. I didn't want to withdraw Joe's life support. I love him too much to go against his wished. I know that he would do the same for me, if our places were switched. It is so hard to give up a loved one. I knew the hardest times were yet to come. I did manage to see the blue and white sign which said REST AREA 1 mile. About time, I couldn't go much longer. I was almost in the state of collapse and should not be driving. I could cause an accident and maybe harm a innocent person or persons. I don't think I could live with something like that. I pulled into the rest area and parked the RV. The parking lot was completely empty. I was the only person there. I just sat there and cried. Finally, I needed to use the restroom and decided to use the one in the rest area instead of the one in the motor-home. The March air and rain would do me some good. Maybe even wash some of the cobwebs from my mind. The air was very brisk and sent a shiver through my body. I was numb all over. When I walked through the door, I got a very big surprise. There huddled in a corner was a very wet and cold young man. He appeared to be in his mid-twenties and almost the same size as me. I rushed to him and asked if he was hurt. No answer. I shook him and felt for a pulse. He was still alive. I hurried and used the facility and went back to him. I checked him over and found no physical injuries or broken bones. He was breathing on his own, which was a good sign. "We have to get you out of those wet clothes. Do You think you can walk?" Still no answer. Being a large man of 6 foot one inch and one who had kept his body in good physical shape working on the ranch, I was able to lift the young man to his feet and I more or less carried him and helped him walk to the RV. I put him inside and returned for his back pack. Everything in it was wet, also. I turned the heater on and took him to the bedroom. I quickly removed all of his clothing. There was not a square inch that was not was soaking wet. I turned back the covers and slipped the cold young man into my bed. I then took some stew out of the refrigerator and started it to heat. I fixed him a very stiff rum and coke. I knew that would warm him up. While the stew was warming, I went back and got the cold and shivering man into a warm shower. Holding him, I massaged him all over trying to bring some circulation back into his blue body. Of course, I was soaking wet myself by this time. I stripped the wet clothes off, then dried both of us, put him back in bed, put on my robe and returned to the kitchen. The stew was hot and I had just put it bowls when I heard the first sound from the wet and cold stranger. "Where am I? What happen to me?" "Hey you should be in bed, I said with my back to him. I looked toward the bedroom and standing there in all of his naked glory was a very handsome young man. One who had a body to be proud of. I had paid no attention to him before but now I had an eye full. I liked what I saw. "You are in my motorhome. I found you in the rest room. You were very wet and cold and in very bad shape. I don't think you would have survived much longer. I have some hot food for you. Here is a drink for you. I know that will warm you and give you a glow. Now drink it all down and let's get some hot food inside you." "You have done enough for me already. Where are my clothes? I will put them on and be on my way." `You will do no such thing. I have an extra blanket you can wrap around you. Now get started on that drink, while I get the blanket for you. There is some hot stew on the table that you can start on also." When I returned, I said, "I am Louie. I am going to have some stew myself and a drink also. I am just about starved. Let's eat!. I think that after a good night's rest you will be good as new. I am headed for Tracy and you are welcome to ride along with me that far. Where are you headed?" "I am Adam and I am also headed for Tracy. My mother and sister both live there. I have been going to school in Eugene and got into some trouble and had no other place to go. I really appreciate all that you are doing for me. I don't have any money to repay you but give me your name and address and I will send it to you when I get a job." "That won't be necessary and I think I will enjoy the company enough to call everything even. We had better get this food eaten or it will be cold." After we had eaten, we each had another rum and coke. I must say I was starting to get a warm glow and I could see that Adam had stopped shivering and had started to relax. Soon it was time for bed. I had decided to spend the night in the rest area. I probably wouldn't have if I had been alone but with two of us, I felt safe and a little more at ease. "I think it is time that I hit the sack. What about you Adam?" "That sounds like a good idea. I am really zonked. I'll take the couch since there is only one bed." "Adam, I don't think that is a good idea. I have tried the couch and it is really a killer. We can share the bed . It is large enough for two and you will be safe. I am so tired that you will be safe for now but I really can't say about tomorrow." "Louie, it is not me I am worried about. You had better watch out for me. I think we can make it through the night and we'll see what morning brings. I think you will be safe even then." Adam chuckled. "I'll take the outside. This old bladder of mine probably won't make it through the night. Do you want me to find some old sweats for you to sleep in. I like to sleep in the nude but I will wear something if you are uncomfortable with me being nude." "Nude will be just fine. That is the way I usually sleep. Besides you are already one up on me. You have already seen me and what I have to offer. Now I want to even the score. I must say I am looking forward to seeing you completely nude." Adam dropped the blanket and I removed my robe. "Louie, I like what I see. We climbed into bed. "Adam, would you mind holding me for a little while. I am going through a very rough time and will tell you all about it in the morning. I don't want anything sexual, just some cuddling." "I think I need a little tender loving care myself." Adam moved to my side of the bed and took me in his arms. Tears filled my eyes and my heart was heavy. He gently stroked my hair and wiped my tears away. I think I could get use to having Adam to snuggle up to. Before I knew it I feel sound asleep. I slept all night and woke up early in the morning still laying in Adam's arms. I just laid there watching him sleep. My he certainly was handsome and had a great body. He could be a good catch for some lucky girl. However, after some of the things he said, I began to wonder. I did not want to wake him but I had to use the bathroom. I hadn't gone all night and I felt like I would burst. I gently tried to get up without waking Adam. He moaned a little but rolled over and stayed asleep. I got up , used the bathroom, and brushed my teeth. I went into the kitchen and turned on the coffee pot and started making breakfast. I did not know what Adam liked and decide that pancakes would be ok. Pancakes was a good stand by and most everyone liked them. I almost had breakfast ready, when I heard Adam in the bathroom. He came in put his arms around me and kissed me good morning. He just held me and asked if I felt better. I could not believe what was happening. "Adam, I see you are in much better shape . You were in bad condition last night when I found you. You seem so nice and cheery today. You started my day off just right. I think I could get use to having you around to start my day off each morning. Let's see, 6 foot 180 pounds. I will get you some of my clothes. We are the same size and I have enough for the two of us. We can go shopping when we get to Tracy." "What's the matter don't you like me nude. I like you the way you are!" I turned brilliant red, I had forgotten to put my robe on and I was standing there completely nude. I was used to being with Joe and we liked to run around in the buff. "I think you are just fine just the way you are. I like what I see but your mother certainly would not approve of your appearance now but you can wait until after we eat besides I am getting a real eye treat myself . I enjoy looking at you. You are quite a hunk." "You are not so bad yourself. I think I could learn to like waking up to you cooking breakfast for me." "You had better enjoy if because I am not a cook. I have a cook and house-keeper at home. Sometimes, one just has to do things just to survive." After breakfast, we showered and cleaned up. I must get Adam some new clothes. He looked like an old man in mine. His taste in clothing had to be different. He really didn't complain. I decided that some sweats would be more to his liking, so I got a set out. Shoes was another problem. His feet were about two sizes bigger than mine. I found a pair of flip flops that he could wear until we could find something better. We were ready to head out and move on down the road. Adam had a very pleasant personality and I could see that everyone must like him. He had a warm glow about him and a smile that you couldn't but help but love. I had known him for just a short while and already, I knew I wanted him for a friend. "Louie would you like for me to drive for you. You look as if you are going to break down at any time and just collapse. I grew up on a small farm near hear and I started driving hay trucks when I was about 13. I drove delivery trucks while I was in college to pay my way. I think I can get us safely down the road." "Adam that would just be perfect. I don't think I would be much of a driver. Our lives would probably be in jeopardy. Boy am I glad I found you and to think I considered driving right on past the rest area!" "Louie, you have to tell me what is bothering you. I know something bad has happened or about to happen. You have to let it out and I am a good listener. Talking will help relieve some of your tension. "Adam, you are right. I have a lot going on right now and I need someone to help me get through these trying times. I am going to be very emotional at times. Will you help me?" "Louie, of course I will. I will always be there for you as long as you need me. I have to know what I am dealing with." The tears started to form in my eyes and soon I was crying and sobbing all over. Adam just took me in his arms and held me until I had control over my emotions. "Adam, I am so glad that I found you and to think that I almost didn't stop at this rest area. Something took over and told me to stop. Why don't we get started and I will fill you in as we drive. You also have to tell me about yourself. I know that something is also bothering you. I can just feel the tension you are filled with. I think we need each other and together we can own the world." "Right! Let's start rolling on down the highway." said Adam with a big smile that I am beginning to love. So our journey began. Each of us needing the other. We each had so much love to give and each was willing to share it with the other. I told Adam my story and why I was going to Tracy. I did not try to hold back and just let the tears roll. As Adam said he was a very good listener and just let me get everything out and in the opening. Through my tears and emotional breakdowns, I left nothing out and told him everything. I told him all about Joe and him being my life partner. Now he knew I was gay. This was no surprise because he already had a feeling and all I did was confirm his suspicions. Now it was my turn to be the listener. Adam needed an outlet and I was here for him. He had left his family in Tracy to go to school in Eugene. He actually went to the University of Oregon and to the Northwest Christian College which was just across campus from the University. He had just graduated from each with a degree from both schools. He received a teaching degree with specialization in Music and a degree in theology from NCC and is an ordained minister. Adam is also gay and the source of his dilemma. Neither profession is conducive to his gay life style. His real problem is his ex-partner. Adam had a very abusive partner who was actually pimping him out against Adam's will. Things became so bad that Adam ended up in the hospital from a beating that his partner gave him. Adam signed a complaint and his partner was arrested. The judge issued a warrant against him and he was never to come close to Adam and if he did, he would receive a prison sentence. Adam was headed for Tracy to leave his past behind. He had no money and nothing to call his own. His ex had taken all his money and sold everything that he owned. He was completely broke. He had no other choice. He did not want to live off the streets. He would stay with his mother only until he found a job and could move out. Each of us had more emotional baggage to carry around than we needed. It became very clear that we needed each other and could build upon a strong foundation. Each of us wanted a friend and not necessarily a new sexual partner. If something should develop so-be-it. "Louie, do you think, it is possible for two people to be very, very close and not have a physical relationship? I am starting to have strong feeling for you but I don't think either of us want or need an emotional or sexual relationship." "Adam, I not only think it but I know all of that is possible. Two people can share their lives, enjoy doing the same things together, and form a very close bond between them. Two people can be closer than brothers and form a trust that can't be broken. I don't know about what you meant by emotional but I think you meant love as in lovers." "You got it, Louie!"