Suburban Life

Suburban Life

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Suburban Life

Hey there I'm CJ just a dude who secretly likes dudes. I'm average thru and thru . Dirty blond hair bright blue eyes broad shoulders slim waist . I have a fairly hairy chest that I usually trim .

I grew up in a typical two parent home my moms a schoolteacher my dad sells insurance. Oh he's a control freak too. We lived in a subdivision in a typical ranch house. My kid brother was the jock of the family like Dad and well I wasn't the jock.

As teens all the guys hung out playing ball at the park. We all had our teams we supported and I was just like everyone of my buddies except that I didn't really like girls.

My brother asked me one night late why I didn't date and I just said I hadn't found the one .

Some of the guys think you're gay he said . "Do you ", I asked him. He said honestly CJ it's not my business. I don't let them talk that shit around me .

Then he added "if it's true and I hope it ain't ,you need to keep that shit under wraps cause Dad will flip out".

I guess that was the moment I realized secrets ain't always that secret .

My brother, Gary and I were close enough , he was our parents favorite for sure.

I was weeks away from graduating school and I'd already applied to the electronics courses at community college.

I was at that moment a eighteen year old virgin. Sex for me was a private thing with my door closed done quietly.

I worked at the communication place we installed the equipment on fire trucks rescue squads and cop cars. We also did radios on construction trucks and stuff. I was good at it and my boss liked me .

He was a client of my Dads agency and that's how I got the job.

I drove a older white Sentra shit box car. Used to be Moms but when I got my license she got a Lexus. My brother drives a cool Tacoma 4X4.

Other than gay porn I'd watch on my tablet. One that no one knew I had. That was my experience with guys. I found a site with stories and I read them all the time.

So we lived under the watchful eye of our Dad he kept up with all our activities. But in reality he's a controlling type and it wasn't a surprise.

The food court at the mall was the local hangout . It was like everyone we knew went to the food court all the time.

I had been cruising the internet and found a site that talked about places to meet up for sex. I carefully read the posts about all the places near me where it happened.

The mall had a bunch of different spots . All the department store mens rooms but it said they were risky. It talked about a bathroom down some corridor I'd never been down.

I slipped in the mall on the opposite side of the food court by the Belk's . I found the corridor with out seeing anyone I knew.

I fast walked to where it turned and turned again and there was a set of three doors just like the ad said . Ladies Family and a Mens room. I walked in the mens room and it was a basic bathroom three urinals with super small dividers and a couple sinks and three stalls . The ad said that between the middle and last stall was a Glory Hole cut in the divider.

I opened up the middle door and sure enough there was a fist sized hole between the stalls. There was all grades of writing so I closed the door and wiped off the seat lowered my shorts and boxers and sat down.

I carefully read the scrawled stuff and got a boner. The sound of footsteps caught my attention. The door opened up and someone came inside and I supposed they stood at a urinal. After a bit they moved to the last stall.

I was so nervous I was shaking. I just stared at the door then I realized there was movement by the hole and I cut my eyes to see and the guy was stroking himself. Other than porn on the internet and the locker room this was the first erect dick I'd ever seen.

It was beautiful. With a slight curve going up a flared head and really jiggly balls . He turned towards the hole and slipped it thru the opening and in a husky voice said suck it please.

I slid my fingers along its length then I licked the head . It seemed natural for me to put it in my mouth and I tried to go up and down and then the not super mature voice said watch the teeth. Then I tried to be extra careful but I was enthralled by the feelings it gave me.

He started humping against the wall then I felt spurts and then he swelled up and started cumming.

It was salty and there was a whole lot of it. He pulled away rolled off some toilet paper and wiped then left walking fast down the hall.

I sat back wrapped my hand around my throbbing dick when I heard footsteps again. I froze and sat silently as the door opened up again. The stall door next to me opened and closed and the guy fished his dick outa his shorts and went for the hole. He pushed his dick thru the hole and growled suck it .

I grasped it and he growled just suck me fast . I put him in my mouth and made sure to mind my teeth. I bobbed up and down on him and he twitched and jerked and groaned as his cum filled up my mouth.

He pulled away put it back in his shorts and left banging doors.

So this is how it is I thought , just be at a place and get serviced. My dick was literally drooling pre.

I couldn't remember being this turned on ever.

Soft steps I heard and the door eased open and a guy in slacks sat on the stool in the last stall. He circled his finger and then curled it motioning me . Then I saw his lips and his tongue. He wanted to suck me and I stood up and slid my boner to the hole and it was surrounded with hot wet wonder . This was a first for me and I squirmed to make it last but in seconds I was gasping grunting and spewing cum. I came so hard my balls ached . I felt his mouth leave my cock then he licked up the last drool and left.

I sat back down and took a deep breath. I pulled up my shorts and went to the sink and washed my face. The door opened and a older man came in headed to the urinals and took a piss. I pulled the door open and walked down the hall.

When I came out of the hall I lowered my head and walked to my car.

I got home and said hey to Mom and went to my room and took a shower. I spent some energy masturbating reliving the experiences.

So that was my new regular , I'd go to the mall slip in the door in the far end go to the bathroom and suck dick or get mine sucked.

I went to the other bathrooms but they were sketchy as hell. Over the next few weeks I visited all the spots on the cruising site that were nearby. The only one that was as productive as the mall hall place was the river park trails.

I walked the paths back and saw another guy sitting on a rock by the water. He was younger dude like me. So we chatted and I learned he went to the college and lived in town with his folks. He was a bit girly but not a full on sissy as it were. Dave , he said and I replied CJ , he was a smaller slender guy with dark hair and pale skin. We talked about normal stuff, he wants to be a elementary school teacher and I shared that I was going to get my AA in electronics. Finally he asked me if I was cruising and I nodded. He said that you have to be careful cause the city cops work the river . I asked how do you know who's a cop? He said they sorta fit in but don't. I asked him about cruising and how to figure it out . He was super open and shared tons of the how to's .

Trust the hairs on the back of your neck he said . I'm not sure I understand I said to him.

He said if you meet someone and anything doesn't feel "right" don't get caught up in it, just walk away. I told Dave I felt so inexperienced and besides the bathroom with the hole I'd not really felt ok messing around.

He said that's called a Glory Hole and that to be careful sometimes he heard the mall security cracks down if the messing around in there gets out of hand.

We sat for a long time on that boulder our feet in the river and I felt at ease with Dave . Finally someone like me that I wasn't afraid of being found out.

You don't work on the weekends he asked me after looking at his phone. No I work weekdays at the radio shop I said. He said I've got to go to work soon but maybe we can figure out a way to "hang out". We exchanged numbers and put our shoes on and walked to the parking lot.

I drove home feeling somewhat relieved that I wasn't alone.

Mom said you seem pleased with yourself in that questioning Mom way. I smiled and walked to my end of the house. She said your Dad and brother are playing golf. We are supposed to meet them at the club later for dinner.

Do I have to go I asked practically whining. She got mad and said it's not like we ask all that much and a family dinner isn't asking a lot.

I got into the Lexus and silently rode to the club. I hated the pretentious nature of the club. Saturday dinner was a been seen event. I escorted Mom to the table and Dad and Gary stood until she sat , then we all sat.

Gary scoured at me but that was typical. He and Dad talked about the golf game and how they beat the Phillips's. They were so competitive.

Mom glowed basking in it all and I sat smiling as I should , dying on the inside.

After dinner Dad suggested I drive Moms car straight home that they were gonna stay for the band. Gary was going to visit his girl.

I left as soon as I was dismissed and parked her sedan in the garage. I didn't want to just sit at home so I left messaging Dave asking if he was busy.

It took a while for him to respond and he said he works till midnight then is expected home . I replied, I understand .

I didn't know what to do with myself really the mall closed in a few minutes I sure didn't want to be there at closing time. I messaged my buddy Jake but as usual he read it but didn't reply and wouldn't till late tomorrow.

I went back to the house and sulked. I ate some ice cream and dithered on my tablet. The flash of lights told me someone was home. I left the den and went to my room to secure the tablet.

My folks came inside and went to the bedroom fast. I supposed Dad had fed Mom some tequila and now they were gonna do the do.

I downloaded this app to my tablet called Grindr. I spent some time trying to figure out how it worked quite unsuccessfully. I finally picked a corner and took a chest to knees selfie and a butt naked backside one. I put on my page very inexperienced and cautious .

I uploaded and got approved a while after. I felt like the new kid in the middle so many folks were sending messages. Creepy older guys and lots of married guys I quickly figured out that discreet meant some form of slipping around .

A few guys my age hit me up and I chatted with them. One guy sent me a face pic and asked for mine. I knew him , Alan , he lived like three blocks away.

I just stared at the pic of him and was shocked he played tennis and got super grades. He was aloof at school but he had graduated in my class. He dated a girl I thought . He wants to meet and I'm like what do I do.

He sends a message that says look as close as we are we probably know each other anyway. I can keep a secret if you can.

We agreed to meet at the park a few blocks away on foot and I was super nervous.

The way out of our fortress was the garage door even tho the alarm wasn't on the doors chimed on open or close. I knew my brother kept a magnet by the water heater to trick the door when he'd slip out late. He's a hot mess all the time.

I put the magnet on the sensor and went out. I'd put on a dark T shirt and dark sneakers . I avoided the cameras and headed the few blocks. I saw a figure leaning against a tree that I figured was Alan. I tried to keep to the shadows and he smiled at me and said hey CJ, So the rumors are true he said casually. I just shrugged and said whatever Alan. Follow me he said and we walked to the storage shed and went behind it and there was a spot behind some shrubs that was isolated and private. He rubbed my bulge and lowered to his knees and tugged on my shorts.

He swallowed me and I sprung a boner fast. He was good at it and got me close fast . He pulled away and said don't cum in my mouth ok.

He swirled around the crown and went down and I grunted I'm gonna shoot and he pulled away and tugged me as I blasted out jets of cream.

Dude you sure cum a bunch he said as he stood and tugged his shorts under his balls. I lowered down and licked the head. He was nicely long and not super thick. Can you take it all he asked me and I tried but hit that place and sorta gagged. Breathe through your nose and relax . I got it down my throat but my eyes were watering.

He held my head and fucked my face. I sorta felt powerless and that he was in control. I finally was able to pull away and then holding his legs bobbed up and down and he said I'm gonna cum and I held tighter. He flooded my mouth and I swallowed fast but some leaked out and dribbled on my shirt.

He pulled away slid his circled fingers along his cock and said clean them up and I licked his fingers.

I stood up after and he wiped his hand on my shirt. We need to do this on the regular if that's cool with you, he stated. I said yea sure. Do you get fucked he asked me as we walked across the park.

Never have , I said to him. He said I want to be your first . Both my folks work I'm free for a few hours most mornings . I said I work eight to five Monday through Friday.

Maybe on a weekend they go away a lot. We split apart after trading numbers.

I slipped to the house and my brothers truck was still making ticking noises as it cooled down.

I went in the garage door and removed the magnet and secured it in the hide spot. I slipped into my room and my brother opened the bathroom door and sorta smirked hot date. Get fucked I said. He grinned and said two times tonight . Then his eyes softened and he said just be careful ok . Then he said jeez CJ you smell like sex take a shower ok.

I jumped in the shower and washed up and then buried the T shirt in my laundry hamper.

We had a shared bathroom accessed by our bedrooms. I was wrapped in a towel when he opened the door. Look he said we are brothers and I don't wanna see ya get all messed up ok. There are some fucked up people out there. I'm not stupid Gary. I know he said and turned and walked to his room.

I shouldn't have snapped at him and now I felt bad. I stood at the bathroom door wanting to go apologize for a few long moments then turned and went to bed.

We go to church every Sunday as a family. This Sunday was just typical. I walked into the kitchen in my sleeping shorts and fix a coffee. Dads reading the paper drinking coffee.

Gary's gonna sleep to the last moment and Moms getting dressed.

Dad asked me if I went out last night and I said yea I took a walk . He grunted and said don't get caught up in any trouble . I wanted to say how come Gary can come and go and party and drink and you pat him on the back . But me I'm doing bad shit. But I said , I just walked around Dad . He said I wish you would get a girlfriend.

I poured out the last swallow of coffee and went to get dressed. Shorts a polo and top siders. Acceptable attire that won't get me fussed at.

Mom came out as I sat across from dad talking baseball. She went to Gary's room and yelled at him. He came out in seven minutes hair wet and grumbling. We piled into Moms car and went to be seen at Church.

We went to the Methodist Church and I zoned out as usual. The seating was Dad Mom Gary and me . The Elkins sit on the same row always Mark next to me a freshman baseball jock his three sisters his mom and fat father. Mark has a big one and he usually gets a boner during church. It's for me the highlight of Sunday Morning. It was like he wanted me to see it but we never turned our heads or acknowledge it. Besides he's just a arrogant kid probably trying to set me up.

We usually went to the club grill after church. Today was no different.

Gary worked for a group of lawyers , friends of the family and we sat with one of those family's.

I saw Sam a kid from school he works at the club and he nodded at me. He makes great money working here but isn't part of the club. He's so nice and kind and lives with his Mom and sister .

He doesn't date either not that I'm aware of . He can score killer weed gummies if he likes ya! And well he and I are friends.

After lunch Mom and Dad head back to the club pool and Gary leaves headed to go to his girls place and hang out.

Allan texts me asking what's up. I reply , nothing now . He texts that his folks are going to a cookout soon and should be gone for hours. Wanna come over , he asks me . Sure I guess so , was my reply. He texts back , I will message when they leave ,ok.

I'm nervous as hell and take a swallow of Vodka then another . The burn feels pretty good . I jump in the shower and wash real good . I brush my teeth and just dab on some cologne. I opt for the same clothes I wore earlier and flip flops .

I walk in Gary's room and check his secret box of goodies . I snitch a gummy and a condom. I have my own gummies but it's fun to take his the shit that he is.

I chew up the gummy thinking I was ready. They take longer than smoking weed and I hate to smoke but like the "hi".

I walk out the side door and decide it's close so I just walk along not in a rush. My phone vibrates and it's Alan saying , come on. Walk around back , he texts. His folks pass me and we wave at each other.

I walk up the drive and keep along the walk way to the gate . He's sitting by the pool in a Speedo and drinking a beer . Want one he asks me and I nod. We sit by the pool and I slip off my polo cause it's hot.

You cool with this he asks me. Sure I say I mean we already have so why not and we'll you are hot as hell.

My folks would die if they found out he added . Like mine won't go crazy I added. He's going to college cause they expect him too. I laughed and said community college electronics for me.

We finished our beers and I was a touch tipsy and stoned.

Let's go inside he suggested and we get up and go inside. My rooms this way he said and I follow him up the steps to a really big bedroom . I think we are over the garage and there's a door to the outside. The folks that built this place made this a "mother in law" suite .

What do you wanna do he asked me slipping his hand around my waist . I said I haven't done more than sucking so I'm open to learn more. He leaned in and flicked his tongue around my nipple. I groaned I had no idea they were that sensitive.

He raised up and kissed me and I after a moment kissed him back. I got a raging boner. You really haven't don't much have you he asked me?

No not really I said sorta panting but don't stop I really like it so far. He unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them and my Calvin briefs down.

He lowered to his knees and lapped at my balls my dick laying on his face.

He used his hands to guide me to his bed and I sat back and then laid on it with my feet on the floor. He lifted my legs and held them back as he went lower licking my taint.

Then he said hold your legs up and I grasped at my knees and held on.

He licked the crack and used his hands to spread me apart. He licked my but hole and I about screamed out it felt so amazing. He pulled away and said nice isn't it .

He didn't rush clearly this wasn't a new thing for him. He stopped and stood and his boner was standing arched up. He went to the nightstand and got out a purple bottle . He drizzled some on my crack and his dick. He smacked his meat against my hole and said look you have to breathe and focus on relaxing. It helps too if you push out sorta like taking a dump.

He swirled his flared head at my hole and pressed in and I clamped shut . He pulled back and used a finger and more of the slippery stuff.

He spent some time with fingers yes more than one and he eased his dick in as he pulled out his fingers.

I grunted out a "fuck" when he passed the tight spot. Want me to stop he asked me . I pressed my fingers against his leg trying to stop him.

It fucking hurt ! He was patient I guess. Ok I said and eased up the pressure on his leg and he moved slowly. Steady in and out small movements . My own dick had gone soft and limp. He held my hips and kept up the pressure with jamming at my butt hole.

He smiled and said I'm all the way in he said how's it feel . Full I grunted thru clenched teeth. You ok he asked me and I just nodded. He moved slowly and carefully till I guess I relaxed and began to breathe. I recall saying "oh my god " as the pain went sideways and the tingles began. He grasped my dick and stroked and I groaned loudly.

He took longer and longer jabs at me and pretty quick was pounding me and well I thrust back at him as best I could.

I felt all this pressure down there and knew I was gonna cum. I put my feet on his chest and reached for his hips and grabbed him and pulled him deep and I just erupted .

I felt my butt squeezing him and he throbbed filling me with scalding hot wet feeling. I was gasping and sweaty and he was smiling.

He said you are a natural bottom boy. You took that perfectly .

Fuck I said that was wild , it hurt like hell then it didn't and my god it was wild. I wanna do it again I said .

Sure he said slide up on the bed and lay on your side. I moved up on the bed and he tugged the towel up and made sure it was spread under my butt. He slipped up behind me and raised up my leg . He pushed back in my butt and this time it didn't hurt a bit. He went slow and steady and he hooked my leg in his elbow. Man you are so wet he said. Is that good I asked him panting. Oh hell yes he said .

He fucked me like this for a long while. Then he had me get on my knees chest on the bed and he sorta squatted over me and pushed as deep as he could. He kept that up for a good while . He pulled out and said let me lay on the towel. Crawl up on top and sit on me.

He laid pulling pillows to prop his head up and I lowered down on his dick. I sorta swirled and ground and it sent fire bolts thru me. I had my feet over his thighs and felt like we were fully joined together. I'm gonna cum he said . I pushed as deep as possible and tugged at my meat . He arched his back and pushed up and I felt his cock spasm inside me. The hot wet pushed me over to top and I spewed my cum as far as his face.

I just sorta collapsed on him and he rolled us on our sides and he kissed me . He softened and slipped out of my butt and I could feel his cum leaking out.

I felt self conscious about it and said I need to go to the bathroom. He said lets jump in the shower. We went to his bathroom and both got in his big shower . Just push it out he said as he held me and rubbed his long finger against my puffy hole. The cum bubbled and spurted and sorta farted out washing down the drain.

I was still sporting a boner and joked it's got a mind of its own . Wanna fuck me he asked. Sure I responded and he took conditioner and slicked up his hole. He sat on the bench in the shower. Raised up his legs and he said to me go slow ok . He was totally hairless everywhere but his pits and head. I found his hole and put the head of my dick against it. I eased forward he used his fingers on my torso to slow me down. He relaxed and I slid in fully. Give it a second he said then he breathed.

Man that feels great he said smiling, now fuck me . I was enthralled at how amazing it felt and I quickly even on the slick floor found a grip and pounded him. Have already cum several times I pounded and pounded before I even began to feel my orgasm begin to brew. Alan was stroking and leaking as the water rained down. We were away from all but the splash. My knees hurt and I was panting when my orgasm happened . I came but I'm not sure if it was a typical gusher that I usually produce. Alan's ass clenched on me and he bubbled out dribbles of cum.

I slipped out of his butt and we sat panting he lowered his legs and said welcome to the club.

I got up and stood and helped him off the bench and said what club. The Gay Club he said you now have done it all. . Well I sure liked what we did.

We got out of his shower and toweled off when we heard a man's voice . Alan , the man said .

Oh shit he whispered to me . Yea Dad he hollered . Do you have a friend over he asked? Yea CJ popped over after I finished my laps he jumped in the pool too. We just showered off. I thought you were at the cookout.

We walked outa his room and down the stairs and his Dad had several bottles of wine and a half gallon of Rum on the counter. Supplies were running low he announced and then good to see you CJ . Where are you going to school he asked me and I said Community College to get my AA in electronics. Well it's good you have it mapped out . Not going to sell insurance with your Dad he said cutting his eyes at me. That spots got Gary's name on it but you knew that already.

No one spoke but it wasn't a secret that Gary was the golden child.

His Dad with our help loaded up the car with the alcohol and left again.

I walked back inside with Alan and asked ,you think he heard us I asked ?

Probably heard something I suppose but I'm gonna stick with the swimming story. I suggest you stick to it too.

He wrapped me up in a hug and we kissed . We ain't dating ok . Man that was a hot time. I hope it was for you. I held him and looked into his eyes and said it was the most amazing thing ever.

He smacked my ass and said don't be surprised if you are sore tomorrow .

I'm going to end this here. I'm sure there will be more chapters.

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CJ