I recently moved to New York from Iowa, where there was a porno place at the edge of town, right off a major interstate highway. I met quite a few roughneck straight guys there and I made some of them feel real good. They were mostly farmers or truckers or factory workers--real rednecks. Many of them really got off on dominating me--it was a real power trip for some of them--after I Iet them know I liked that kind of stuff. I got guys to call me names, like bitch or faggot and a few would skull fuck me real rough--they liked to make me choke on it. Most of them just used me and then left and I never saw them again.
There were a couple of guys, however, who I discreetly serviced more regularly--the hottest one was a married guy around my age who I would suck off on a more-or-less regular basis. This usually happened right there at the porno place--he'd email me and leave a message saying he'd be "in" between 6:30 and 7:00--meaning for me to show up at the porno place at that time. He pretty much expected me to be "on call" in case he needed a blow job (he let me know in no uncertain terms that if I wasn't usually available, he'd find another fag to do him). It was understood that if we ever saw each other in public we would not acknowledge each other
Sometimes, he also liked to bring me over to his divorced buddy's trailer home to service him and sometimes his buddy, while they watched a game on TV (sometimes the divorced guy just watched, sometimes he wasn't there at all, just letting his buddy use his pad to get laid--I'm sure it also happened with women sometimes). These guys were real "trailer trash" types--low-life macho bastards from the sticks. The divorced guy had tattoos. They guys weren't too bright and they weren't "pretty" but they were very hot. They both worked at a pasta factory.
The first few times, I just sucked the married guy off while his buddy watched, especially at first, but later on he'd let me suck him.. Eventually, as I continued to service them more regularly, I became more of a slave--for example, in addition to sucking them I would get beers and sandwiches for them, give them backrubs or foot massages, light their cigarettes for them--things like that.
The married guy really liked to have his big dirty sweaty nuts sniffed out and worshipped while his pal watched. He told me his wife will never lick his nuts and rarely gives any head at all. Sniffing out a guy's smelly crotch is really a turn-on for me because I feel so fucking queer when I do it.
And the guy on the receiving end always seemed to be really turned on by the ballwork, his legs squirming and shaking as he writhed in ecstasy from the tongue-licking and the truly shameless sniffing I would give his dirty nuts (he usually had not showered for a day or two). He seemed to get off on the fact that his buddy was sitting right there, watching, as a fag goes all queer on his nuts. He liked to lord it over me--glorying in the shame of the ballsniffer and of how truly queer the cocksucker is for him. The fact that it is being witnessed makes it both more shameful for the fag and more ego-boosting for the stud. I also talked him into letting me lick his feet and suck each of his toes fo him from time to time. One time when they were kind of drunk on beers, the made me get in the bathtub so they could piss all over me.
I prefer straight guys because straight guys are real men--some gay guys pretend to be the same but we're not--deep down inside we know we're not the same, we know that we are inferior--that we are not really men.
All I know is that we want to go all queer for real men, guys who are men and they know it. Guys who will let a fag go all queer over them every once in a while--just for kicks. Who like to lord it over a queer son-of-a-bitch and be verbally and physically abusive to an inferior who knows who's the real man here and who's the cocksucker!.
For a straight guy, fags are good for just one thing. You can't have them over to help you fix the car, you don't want to have them over to watch a game or play cards, nope, fags are just good for one thing, sucking dick. I'm sure they'd rather fuck a chick any day than to just use a fag like me as a sperm target. But with a marriage that is less-than-satisfactory, women relatively unavailable for casual sex and prostitutes too expensive, fags who understand their place, who don't expect any reciprocation or any money are a second-best solution.
It feels great to get your dick sucked by an expert cocksucker. The way these guys think, if some fag is willing to do it for you without reciprocation, and without money, why not let him? You might even get to vent some frustrations and feel the power of degrading a fag, getting your sweaty balls sniffed out or your feet licked by a submissive fag going all queer over your masculinity. It's a real power trip for some guys, even though they don't want to get involved much beyond this.
Oddly enough, in liberal New York I can't seem find these kinds of guys, but in backwards Iowa, Missouri, Indiana, where gay marriage has been banned by law in the last election, the red neck straight guys are much more willing to just let a fag go all queer over them. Go figure!