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Straight Crush Part 4
Andrew invades my dream that night while I sleep. I've been thinking about him so much lately it was inevitable that I'd dream about him tonight.
I dream that we are together again in at his house. He is different than he is in real life though. He's more forceful. He's also more affectionate though. He's lying down in his bed naked and commands me to get him hard with my tongue. I reach over to start sucking on his rod, but he pulls me close to him first and gives me a deep long passionate kiss. Our kiss breaks and he roughly pushes my head down to his crotch. He is soft and it is my job to make him hard again. I lick the shaft of his dick and it starts to respond. After I engulf his thick head the rest follows and he is fully hard again. He wastes no time with me this time and rams my head down with his hands while at the same time bucking his hips. He entirely spears my head on his cock and I find it difficult to breathe. My nose is buried deep in his pubes. He lets my head up a little and then fucks his hips into my throat again. I'm in pain now, but he doesn't care. He just keeps working me over until he is ready to spew his warm cum down my gullet. I can't believe how raw and powerful he is treating me. He has been somewhat dominate the past few days, but my mind is projecting this sex-crazed beast of a man that has no regard for my pleasure at all. After repeating this face-fucking for what seems like forever I can tell his is ready to cum and delivers a huge load down my throat. He is so far inside me that I can't even taste his cum. It is painful, but I swallow it all down.
I hear him speak for the first time in my dream.
"How do you like that bitch, you like to be used by your master, I'm gonna choke you to death with my big dick, yeah take it all"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. This isn't the Andrew I knew. I knew he liked to take control of me, but it was just for fun before. Could Andrew really be capable of such violence?
"Andrew no, stop it, I don't want to do this anymore," I cried out,
"You don't have a choice no do you, I'm inside you forever, every part of your body is mine, you'll never be free now, hahahaha" Andrew shouted.
Andrew.....no.....Andrew.....
I wake up at 10 in the morning. I can feel that my ass is still sore from the pounding I took from Andrew last night. The dream startles me. What could it possibly mean? Does it mean that I want to be truly dominated by Andrew. Or have I lost all of my senses completely. Maybe I was wrong to get involved with this straight guy that is only out to use me. I know eventually he will probably move on and leave me empty like all my relationships. I can't take it anymore. I scream out loud to relieve som of my stress.
"AHHHHHHHHH"
I start breathing heavy and then start to cry. Is this what I want? Can I handle a relationship like this? Do I want to be used? I don't know the answer. Maybe I've been so jaded with past relationships that this seems normal. Maybe I don't give a fuck anymore. Maybe I'll accept any kind of affection and love at any cost. Even if it is only fabricated and once-sided. I can't hold onto these thoughts any longer.
After a few minutes of composing myself I shower and get ready for work. I know it will be a crappy day at work, but it doesn't matter. I haven't enjoyed my job for several months now anyway. The only thing I have left to keep me going is Andrew. The friends I used to depend on are no longer available. Maybe thats why I let myself be persuaded into being used by this handsome man I have a crush on. I tell myself I'm going to slow down things with Andrew. Everything is happening way to fast.
I finish out my shift at 4 and get back home and collapse. I'm supposed to meet Andrew in a half hour. I quickly get a bite to eat and try to figure out what I'm going to say to him. I can't really decide on anything, but I go to meet him anyway.
I get to the basketball court and he is already there. There are a few other people on the other side, but we are pretty much alone.
"Hey Jax, how'd it going bro?" Andrew asks me.
"I'm a little sore, but other than that I'm fine," I lie, "listen, man we have to talk,"
"Wait man, I need to get some practice in first, can't we talk later?" Andrew asks.
"Ok," I relent, "but it's really important."
We play some one on one for a couple hours. It was a more physical game than we used to play. I even noticed him grabbing me more than he ever has before. One time He even purposely grabbed my ass to distract me from making a shot. It worked, I turned around to look at him afterward and he just winked at me.
After we had enough we went back to his place to get cleaned up. I took a shower first and tried to figure out what to do with my new situation. Do I want to risk losing the great sex and friendship over a dream?
I got my clothes back on and he headed into the shower. I sat on the couch and waited for him to return. He came out of the shower naked and dripping wet. "Damn" I thought, "He is so beautiful, what the fuck can I do?"
I figured I knew what he wanted, but he ended up surprising me. He came up to me and had me stand up in front of him. He then gave me a big kiss. I was completely shocked. What the hell is happening. He never wanted to do anything like that before. I had to twist his arm to get him to hug me. I felt his cock harden against my body as he kissed me slowly and sensually. He finally broke the kiss and looked back at me. He could tell I was stunned.
"Jax.... I don't know what happened. I'm sorry. I just felt I needed to do that. I've been having these feelings for you lately. Its weird. I've never thought about another guy before. You just felt so good. so right. I don't know what to do."
I just looked back at him. I didn't know what to say. I was going to tell him to fuck off because I was getting scared for myself and he does a total 180. I answer him by giving him a kiss.
He goes into his bedroom and I follow him closely. He sits on his bed and I take off my shorts. We start to make out some more, but then he stops me.
I feel his hard dick between us and catch on. I start to lick his nipples and they get really hard. He moans in appreciation. I reach down and grab our dicks together and make a smooth motion as I jerk us off together. I want to feel him inside of me again even though I'm still sore from yesterday. I reached over and find the lube we used yesterday on the nightstand. I want to feel him naturally this time and I rub some on his dick. I also put a little inside me to make sure I'm ready. He looks at me with lust and I kiss him again as I shift up over him. He is sitting down underneath me and I squat above his long shaft. I rub the head a little and guide it to my hole. Once I get in position I slowly start to descend on the mighty tool under me. I lower myself I little bit further and I see him look at me mischeiviously. His hips start to thrust up a little and I see him grin as I'm totally impaled on his member. I let out a moan of pain, but this time I only feel good pain as I'm submitting to Andrew again. He's much more gentle this time. He lets me control the fucking for the most part. I ride up and down his slicked up pole. It feels so wonderful to be filled by my stud again, my Andrew. I ride him for a while longer then he places his arms around me and hugs me. I begin to kiss him again while slowly moving up and down on his lap. He scoots over to the side of the bed and places his legs off the bed.
He then grabs a hold of me and lifts me up with me still fully on top of his dick. He thrusts into me a few times standing up and turns me around. I'm in awe of the power I can see him displaying and I grab his strong arms and I feel him flex them. He slowly puts me back down on the bed still completely inside of me. I look up to him and tell him how good he feels inside of me. He agrees and responds by thrusting all the way in and leaving his cock in me while he gives me another long kiss. My cock is pressed up against his tight abs and I feel like I'm about ready to burst. He slow fucks me for several minutes more. He then begins to increase his speed as he is ready to cum inside me. I want to feel his juice being deposited in me so he will be in me forever. I'm totally lost in a sexual high and my previous thoughts about him have gone out the window. I just can't resist him when it comes to sex.
I feel his dick start to swell and I know he is cumming inside me. I flex my ass around his cock and make it even tighter for him. He lets out a low moan and I feel his cream inside me. I see the look of pleasure on his face and I couldn't be happier. I'm glad I made him feel so good. With his cock still inside me he reaches for my dick and grabs it and jerks it a couple times. I'm so turned on by this stud cumming in me that I instantly cum and get my my jizz all over my chest. He thrusts all the way inside me and puts his head on my upper chest. I feel his dick soften inside me, I don't want to let him go, but eventually it goes limp and he pulls out of me.
We wipe the cum off and lie together. This time he hugs me deep. We don't say much the rest of the night, but just hold each other together. Eventually he turns me on my side and scoots up behind me. He hugs me for a while, but then I feel his dick starting to get hard again. He rubs it up and down my ass teasingly. I finally submit to him again and he slides his meat back into me. He fucks me slowly on my side until he cums again. I feel so comfortable that I tell him to stay inside me while we sleep. He hugs me and we drift off with him deep inside of me, in more ways than one.
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