This material is gay/bi/curious in nature (two guys). If it's illegal for you to read, then don't. Same applies if this sort of thing offends you.
Thanks to all those who have sent me comments. I would like to send a special thanks to Duane, who sent me an email with some advice on how to get what I wanted. Although I didn't follow the advice exactly, it helped prompt me to take some "aggressive action". Thanks very much!
Thanks for reading; I'd like to remind you all that this is real life. Mine! & Jakes!
Please keep the comments coming.
Gaverage
Last night (or strictly speaking 1am today - 23rd December). There we were, on the sofa as usual, I am rubbing Jake's back. I have been feeling a tension building between us and that coupled with the drugs I had taken (for the man-flu!) had created a drowsy yet excited feeling.
I had told Jake ages ago about the marvels of "NightNurse", which is a godsend when I'm ill. I take a big mouthful and within 15-30 minutes I'm all over the place, within an hour I'm usually out cold.
I had taken a small amount, because I was feeling a little bold and wanted an excuse if it went wrong. I was planning on moving my hand onto his groin again!
There we lay, Jake had moved so that I had full access to his chest, which is rare. His head was resting on my upper leg, just scratching my boner. My hand was slowly working his chest, rubbing the few bits of blonde hair he has on one small spot of his upper chest. I moved my fingers to his nipples and played with them. Although he made no sound, they did become erect. a good sign I thought. Jake had had about 4/5 pints, not loads, but enough to be "warm"!
At about 3am, he was virtually asleep, I had smoked a bit, and drunk a bit and was dosed on a number of over- the-counter drugs, but I was so alive. My heart began to race as I realised that I was willing to take the risk. If it went wrong I could blame the cocktail I had working inside me and as he knew I was Bi/Curious, he would forgive me and we would not speak of it again. It didn't go wrong; in fact, the outcome was going to surprise us both.
There I was, slowly, slowly moving my hand down bit by bit to be subtle, towards his cock. He was wearing tracksuit bottoms so I knew I would be able to feel if he was getting hard (jeans can be misleading!).
I gently grazed his cock and there it was, there was definitely something going on down there. I finally gave it a good squeeze and started to rub him. There was again, no noise, but I heard changes in his breathing that convinced me that he was awake. My heart was racing; I could honestly feel my own pulse in my neck. My breathing was fast and then I decided to move to the next level.
I moved my hand to get under the tracksuit bottoms so that I could feel his cock (which was getting fatter!). But I cursed as I realised that they were tied and I could not get my hand under without a bit of a struggle. I found the lace and started to slowly undo the knot. Still no response from Jake!
Finally I had it open and my hand went in and started rubbing his cock through his boxers. I stayed here like this for a few minutes, his cock stayed in a semi-hard state, which had me a little concerned, but I got past that and slid my hand into his boxers, I caught him on a pube and he reacted, but didn't "wake"!
I now had my hand on his cock and there was a bit more growth. I was now getting a bit nervous as I wanted to progress things now that I had gotten this far. At the same time I wanted to give Jake a chance to get out of this. I care about him too much to let something happen that he will regret or that he doesn't want to happen. I was 95% sure that he was awake, so I decided to talk to him. It went a little something like this:-
"Jake, I'm pretty sure you are awake, so I want you to know that I really want to see what its like to suck a cock. I trust you not to say anything and I really want to suck you right now. Obviously I can't suck you from here, so I'm going to get up now. Usually when I get up this wakes you. If you want to stop this here and now then wake up and say you're off to bed. If you want me to suck your cock, then don't move!"
After I had finished speaking to him, true to my word, I got up. And heavy sleeper or not, I would have woken him if he were asleep. He didn't move. I got into position and started to rub him again. Then my nerves got the better of me. I was shit scared. I had not done this before. What if I was shit, what if he ended up hating me..
I took his hand into mine and held it. After about a minute I asked him to squeeze my hand if he promised to keep this a secret. He squeezed my hand! I asked him to squeeze again if he promised not to freak out and let this ruin our friendship. another squeeze. One final squeeze after I asked if he wanted me to suck his cock!
I pulled down his bottoms and boxers, just enough to see his fattening uncut cock. I slowly leant down and started to suck him. He moaned and said my name, which made me go crazy (pre-cum soaking my tracksuit bottoms!).
One hand was needed to hold his bottoms in place, so I decided to rip then off. Shoes and socks as well. He laughed at this and said my name. his tone made it sound like he was impressed at my tenacious sexual aggression! I then went back to his amazing cock, which for your information is 7/8 inches of pure uncut deliciousness and about 5-5.5 in girth. I even tried deep throating, which not as easy as it looks! I was doing everything to him that I love being done to me, so he was loving it.
He grabbed my hand and moved it to his chest. He wanted me to rub him down and I was only too happy to oblige. He was moaning a lot and I was overcome with desire, I kissed and licked my way up from his cock to his belly button, to his very cute tattoo and nipples. I kissed his neck and ears, then, just as I was about to go back down, he grabbed my face and started to kiss me. Oh my god, I never thought that would happen, I was not even that worried about it, I assumed that he would never want to kiss. But then he shocked the fuck out of me by launching a full assault into my mouth. Well after the initial shock I returned the favour and without any messing around we were licking each others tongues and kissing like the French do!
I was in heaven and there were moments when I could swear I felt a tear run down my cheek, but then again it could have been sweat! With exception to the kissing, it was all one way, Jake didn't suck me and only once did he give my cock a little squeeze. He would rub my back, neck and hair while I was sucking him and he was moaning my name quite a few times, but beyond that it was all me for him. which was fine. I would have been happy just to please him and get nothing in return, but the kissing, oh my god, what a fucking bonus!
I did try to lick down to his hole, but he stopped me and said something like "right, the ground rules. don't go near my arse". We both laughed at this because it was all in good fun, but at the same time, he had told me his limits and I was glad, it was confirmation that he was ok with everything else we were doing. He was happy to let me hold both his arse cheeks while I was sucking him. I lifted him up and down by holding his cheeks!
After about two hours of kissing and me sucking him, I joked and said "I hope you have had pineapple juice today!" He said No, but that it didn't matter because he never cums in the mouth. He never has with previous girlfriends or his current one. I then said something like "Ok, but I was looking forward to that!"
At around 4/5am, our tiredness started to kick in and I knew it was time. Although I wanted this night to last forever as it will probably be the first and last time knowing my luck. I could not fight it any longer. I wanted; I needed to get him to cum.
I increased my pace and added some hand motion (which I always thought I would never do.. Wanted to do it all with my mouth but was too tired!!!). He was getting close and his moaning increased and a few cries of pleasure crept in there as well. I was waiting for him to pull out soon. I was using one hand to toss him while sucking, the other I moved to his hand. We held hands and his grip was soooo tight, it was as if he was telling me how much he loved what I was doing.
He never pulled out, he started to moan and sigh then I felt his cock stiffen and then the first of 6 or 7 shots of cum came shooting out and hit the back of my tongue. When he had finished, I kept him in my mouth, not wanting to let him go. He never asked me to stop; I pulled off and asked if he wanted me to swallow (in a joking way). He said na, spit it out, you don't wanna swallow it. I let him finish the last of his Kronenburg then let the cum dribble from my mouth into the can. We both laughed our heads off at this. I then went back to sucking his now soft cock.. I love his cock hard, but for some reason, I really liked sucking him soft.. he is a big boy even flaccid! He said again that he had never cum in the mouth before. He was shocked but seemed happy or ok with it. He said I should feel good about that. and I fucking do!
I spent the next 30 minutes asking him every now and again if he was alright and he said he was and that it was good fun. He said he felt a bit guilty about his girlfriend. I said he shouldn't, it didn't count as cheating. just a bit of fun between mates (ok I'm a bastard, but I want to make it easier for him to justify the next time, assuming the gods are gracious and give me a next time!). He then went to bed and I shot the biggest load of my life after only 5-10 seconds of wanking!
Today we went Christmas shopping and things seemed normal. I made a joke about how I felt "Christmas had cum early". He laughed. This morning he had acknowledged the incident as a "bit of fun".
He is now at his parents with his girlfriend doing washing but said he would be back later. That may change, but if it doesn't , I may just see what happens, if we do our normal back rub routine, I may start the conversation about what had happened and that I would be up for a repeat anytime he was horny. no strings.
So that's it. My god I'm on cloud 9 waiting to crash and burn. I can feel that this will be a one time thing. I will consider myself lucky if we can go back to normal without it affecting our friendship. I of course, hope for more.
You should also know something that has me a little freaked out. By some random chance I came across a little application that calculates how many days old you are. I had looked at the site about a year ago. The god's honest truth is that when I looked again today it told me that on 23rd December 2008 I would turn 10,000 days old!!! Now that is one spooky number. The day I have my wildest dreams come true and my first gay sex experience also happens to be the day I turn 10,000 days old. Tell me if I'm wrong, but that sort of makes me challenge quite a few pre-conceptions! I double checked with a number of different sites and they all confirmed the number.
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my fucking god. I don't know what will happen if anything next. But I'll keep you updated.
Thanks again to Duane. Your email was the final nail in the coffin for my fears. It gave me the final boost of courage that I needed. Even if nothing more happens between me and Jake, I will always have the memory and I'm grateful to you for that.
gaverage