Disclaimer: This story is completely fiction and is about gay guys. So if that bothers you, oh well. This is the 5th instalment of Stolen and all chapters are copyright by me. I want say thank you to my fans who are loving this story so far and hope they don't get to impatient of waiting. Come on I don't take that long. lol. Anyway Enjoy.
Stolen By: JRZ
Chapter 5.
I was outside hanging out with Devon. We walked around the school area on a fresh day and we decided to sit down on a pick nick table to kill some time. I had told her about Brad showing up at my house and then we did it, completely surprised her. Of course she was shocked at first but then she though that maybe Brad actually wants to be with me. I kept smiling and feeling so good that nothing would make me feel upset. Though Brad is still with Tina, I had a lot of time to think it over and actually, I was starting not to mind him being with Tina. Devon still thinks I'm crazy but what can I do. I mean, of course I want Brad all to myself and not sharing. But, if it's the only way then there's nothing I can do unless Tina would find out.
"Are you happy?" asked Devon as we sat on top of the pick nick table.
"Um......yeah." I answered. "Don't I look happy?"
"I guess....if you're okay with the way things are then what the hell." she said. I guess it's true when people say you can't always get what you want. You just have to accept what's there and settle for good enough. I don't want to settle for good enough but under the circumstances, having it all is quite difficult to get.
"I think Brad really wants to be with me but..if something bad happens you know. Such as someone finds out about us and if it's the wrong person, I'm afraid that he might turns his back on me." I said. I was completely terrified thinking if that would happen. I wouldn't know how handle it.
"You see! Listen to yourself. What kind of love is that?" she asked. I slightly rolled my eyes asking myself why is she talking like this. A girl that only goes for guys with money, cars, and good looks is asking about love.
"Hehehehehe...what kind of love are you feeling? You wants guys with cars, I never knew love had to have wheels." I said. We broke out laughing.
"Well no..but I'm not pretending. I'm being honest about myself."
"And you think I'm not?" I asked. "I like Brad because he's very sweet...sometimes."
"Yeah sometimes." she added.
"Well better than not at all. Also ...heh...I like his roughness because it makes me feel safe. When I'm with him I feel protected and I kinda like that."
"Oh...so you're the girl in the relationship?" she asked. I began to laugh.
"Uh....pretty much." I said still laughing. People make jokes about gay couples saying things like who's the girl or who's the guy in the relationship. Who's going to wear the dress and who's going to wear the suit when they get married. Shit like that. I definitely don't like to be labeled as 'the girl' in a relationship but, since I'm more emotional than Brad it's pretty obvious.
"I wish I could be with him right now." I said.
"Okay........ why is it now , that every time we talk bout' him, his ass seems to pop up." said Devon. I looked at her confusedly.
"Huh?" She point forward and from a distance Brad was coming our way. He was also with Tina. My mood completely changed as I kept watching them coming to closer to us. They were holding hands and that was getting me upset.
"Are they coming this way?" I asked Devon.
"I don't know....maybe Tina is comin' to talk to me."
"Why the hell is she with him?!" I yelled. I was getting annoyed as I had to watch them hold hands in front of me and Brad would be acting like nothing. As they we coming closer my stress level sky rocketed and I was getting very nervous. I could hear my heartbeat so loud that it sounded like the background music of a horror film. As they were close enough Tina said hi to Devon. Devon replied back and I ....I was looking at brad. He looked at me with no emotion and was acting like he didn't know me.
"Um...Miguel right?" said Tina as she pointed at me. I swear I just wanted to pull her hair out and punch Brad in the face. I nodded her yes and then looked away.
"Hey Brad." said Devon. She knew that this was very awkward for me and the great friend she was rolls eyes, she starts messing. Brad just nodded her and said what's up to her but never said hi to me.
"Well ...aren't you gonna say hi to Miguel." said Devon. She smiled at Brad as he frowned at her. She then looked me and I was looking at her with an expression on my face saying 'what the hell are you doing'.
"Oh! You two know each other?" Tina asked Brad. We were all patiently waiting for his response. I was nervous of what he would say. He looked a bit nervous as Tina had just put him on the spot and he was taking to long answer and I was getting really pissed. Then I looked at their hands and seeing both hands held together it made me crazy inside.
"Well?" said Tina as she kept on. He wouldn't saying anything at all so I answered the question for him.
"Uh...yes we do know each... through Devon." I said.
"Oh I see." she added. She then looked at Brad with a suspicious look and he was not even looking at her. He kept looking at me and she noticed that and then looked at back at me. I smiled at her and then I looked back at Devon. She was slightly laughing and I knew she was up to something.
"Uh...hey Tina...I need to talk to you for sec." said Devon as she got up from the pick nick table and walked towards her. They walked away from Brad so they would have their little girl chat. They were a few feet away and I was left alone with Brad.
I was looking down at ground as he was just standing like a statue not saying anything and making this moment absolute awkward. I was trying not to think about what just happened as he moved and sat on one end of the table while I was on the other. I was pissed as I looked at him and I opened my mouth to say something but couldn't. I resumed looking down.
After a few minutes of dead silence something was finally said.
"I'm sorry." he mumbled. I looked at him but he was staring out in the other direction.
"You don't fucking know me?" I asked. He did not respond to that and still refused to look at me. I frowned and feeling frustrated was urge me more to yell at him.
"Brad!" I yelled. He still did not respond. That silly ass mother fucker.
"BRAD!!" I yelled louder and it was loud enough but Tina and Devon were far enough to not hear.
"What Miguel?" he finally answered but still not looking at me.
"Fuck Brad look at me please." I said. He looked down at the ground but after a few seconds he finally looked at me.
"Why the hell are you doing this?!" I said as I raised my voice. "It doesn't have to be this way."
"Look I'm fucking scared all right!" he said.
"Of what?" I asked.
"All of this! If I break up with Tina people are going to think that I broke up with her for someone else. And if they find out it's you...a guy..."
"Oh what!!" I interrupted him. "That it's all over. Your life is ruined!"
I was so frustrated that I had to rub my temples from all that stress. This was ridiculous and I couldn't handle it anymore. Maybe I was lying to myself. I did mind him being with Tina and it bugged the hell out of me.
"You know what, you have a lot of learning to do. I'm sick of arguing about this shit." I said.
"And when the fuck is it going to end?!" he yelled at him. Oh no he didn't.
"When you fucking make a decision. I've already told you this. You either break up with Tina or it's over between me and you."
"What are you talking about?" I gasped. Tina and Devon had finally came back and Tina had heard everything. Oh shit. I looked at brad and his eyes were wide as Tina was looking at me. We both stood up and gulped as we were about to be confronted.
"Uh ...n..nothing. Nothing at all." I said.
"Nothing? You said 'it's over between you and me'. Who are you talking about?" she asked. Oh lord. I didn't know what to do or what to say. I looked at Brad and he was looking so nervous that I saw a tear of sweat run down the side of his face.
"No one baby." said Brad as he broke the silence. He went up to her and kissed her on the lips. Devon was standing there like a statue not saying anything and for a moment I felt like I have lost everything. Watching Brad kiss Tina right in front of me shattered my heart into billions of pieces and I couldn't do anything about it. I wanted to go crazy and blurt out everything that Brad was hiding from Tina. It was so unfair for me and for Tina that I just could not take this crap any longer. As I felt something rush into my veins and run up to my head, I couldn't stand to watch him kiss someone else.
"You know what?" I said as I prepared myself to do what I should of done a long time.
"What?" asked Tina. I looked at Brad and frowned.
"I need to tell you something." I said as I looked at Brad. He was nodded no but then stopped to look at Tina and smile at her. My heart couldn't take this shit anymore and I was ready to completely end this ridiculous thing with Brad.
"That it is over between you and me......BRAD!!" I said and yelled out his name. Brad's mouth dropped and Devon was shocked that she cover her mouth.
"What!" said Tina as she looked at Brad. "What is he talking about?"
"Nothing....he's just being stupid." said Brad.
"Stupid? Heh...I'm being stupid?!" I raised my voice. I was hurt by what he said and it only urged me to say more."You're the one being stupid cheating on this fucking girl!"
I did it. I said it and it felt good. I stepped back to let Tina do her bitching.
"WHAT!!" she yelled. "You're fucking cheating on me?!!"
Brad looked at me and he was pissed. I was afraid that he would come after but he had to deal with Tina first to get to me.
"No I'm not! He's talking bullshit!" said Brad. Oh my god, even after finally letting her know he still denies himself. Well, I was no longer going to part of this lie and this time I would not give in.
"Then what the hell is he talking about?!" said Tina. Brad couldn't answer her. Tina got impatient of waiting for his response so she slapped him across the face and that made me smile. I don't want to sound like an evil person but he definitely deserved that.
"Answer me!" she said.
"It's not true I'm not cheating you!" he exclaimed and then looked at me. "Miguel what the fuck are you doing!"
"What I should have done a long time ago! It's over!" I said as I gave him the finger and then began to walk to away.
Devon followed me leaving Brad to deal with Tina. We were both walking away from them and I turned around to see Tina still yelling at him. I was so hurt that I wanted to kill him and watch him die. All I want is him and nothing else. You know maybe if he was less attractive he could of been a much nicer person. But, it's too much to ask for when you want to find love through a guy who doesn't realize what he's got until he finally loses it.
I managed to get into the school and away from Brad as soon as the bell rang. I kept looking over my shoulder to make sure he was not near me as I made my way to my locker. Ricardo was already there and when I spotted him I ran to him. Devon was behind me and caught up to us as I was ready to break down and cry. I had told Ricardo of what happened the moment I reached him. I was completely scared that he might come and attack me. I didn't know what do at that moment. Even when Ricardo and Devon were trying to comfort me, it did not bring my fear down.
They both suggested that I should walk in a big group between classes just to be safe from Brad. I know that what I did was not right in his point of view but I,... I know did the right thing. Suffering the consequences was well worth it. I was thinking of leaving school and going home but my friends said no and go with their idea. I decided to say yes and risk myself being harassed by him.
When the rest of the day went by, I only had to manage the time spent to go my locker, get my things, and leave school immediately. I was still in a big group of people as I was at my locker getting my books. When I was all packed up and to ready to jet the hell out of school I looked up at ceiling and prayed that I wouldn't run into him. I took a deep breath in and speed walked to the near by staircase. Of course it was packed with people when I got there so I tried to run down. I knocked into and they would scowl at me but I wouldn't apologize. When I finally reached the bottom step I ran through doors exiting the staircase but just turning the corner I slammed into Bryan. Oh goody. The funny thing was, that we both tripped on each others leg and we fell down. He fell flat on his back and I fell on top of him. People were laughing as they saw this happen. Great, not only was a trying to get away from a guy who was about to murder me I slam into his brother causing us to fall and completely embarrassing the shit out of each other.
I was on top of him with my face so close to his that we scented each others breath. I quickly got up and wiped my clothes and looking at Bryan as he was in pain.
"Shit, dude I'm so sorry." I said as I reached my arm out to him and helped him get up. When he got up and he was moaning from his pain and tried to rub his back.
"Damn..ugh.....uh...that's okay..... I'm still alive." he said. I slightly laughed and tried to rub his back to ease the pain and not cause a scene.
"Here let me help you." I said. I couldn't just continue on with my mission to leave school while I just knocked his books down and his papers were all over the floor and people stepping on them. I helped him gather all the papers up and shoved them in his binder.
"Um...are you all right? You look like you're running away from someone." he asked.
"Yeah I am."
"Oh what. Don't tell me it's Brad." he said as he rolled his eyes.
"Well who else could it be. Look I'm sorry about the accident but I really have to leave." I said as I began to walk away but he stopped me. He gripped my arm and made me turn around and I swear, it's the same I grip I felt when Brad grabbed me that way.
"Wait! Um....I can drive you home. I have my car." he insisted.
"Oh really?!" I said as he nodded yes. "Oh my god you're a life saver. Okay let's go."
"Hold on. I still need to go my locker." he said. The feeling of safety just completely flew away.
"Are you serious..ugh..I really have to go." I said feeling that my life is going to end if I don't leave immediately.
"Look don't worry I won't take long." he said as he put a hand on my shoulder. I quickly looked as his hand and back at him. I suddenly felt like he really cares about my situation and I was thinking how can they guy be so sweet to me. Those thoughts quickly went away when he spoke again.
"Just wait by the parking lot."
I rolled my eyes. "Ugh...are you crazy Brad will see me there!"
"Don't worry!" he said. "I'll protect you."
I looked deep into his eyes and felt something so powerful. The rush of energy just ran through my veins and I felt a hundred tingles down my spin. Man, how can I say no to that.
"Okay fine. Hurry please."
I quickly ran out of the school and walked to the parking lot. I saw Brad's car still there and I was so worried about spotting him. He must be so mad at me for what I did but he had it coming to him. I didn't know which vehicle was Bryan's so had to hide somewhere. I stood behind the gym's wall that was facing away from the parking lot. I would quietly wait for Bryan as I stood by the corner and watched other cars drive away. In my mind I was thinking, 'please don't let him see me. Please don't let him see me'.
My palms were sweating, my head was hurting, and my heart was beating out of chest. I tried to calm down but I was so scared. I waited and waited for Bryan. In this situation, I would wait for Bryan forever but I had the strongest urge to forget it and leave. But, he said he'll protect me and those are some big words coming from someone I barely know.
After waiting for about 5 minutes which seriously felt like years, I saw him come out the doors of school and I was so happy that he finally came. He waved to me and told me to following him to his car. I was looking like a convict that just snuck of out jail when I quickly ran to his car. When I reached his car he was laughing at me.
"Stop laughing!!" I said yelling at him.
"Hahahaha....sorry but this is some funny shit."
I quickly opened the back door and got in. I shoved my bag down on the ground and ducked down on to the seat to keep myself from sight. He continued to laugh as he got in and started the car.
"You really don't have to hide." he said. I was feeling stupid but it was best idea for me.
"Shut up and drive."
"Hehehehehehehe......okay...yes sir."
He pulled out of his parking space and drove out of the parking lot. I still was ducking down as we finally drove away from school.
I was still lying down on the seat as Bryan was driving, I was thinking about what happen and feeling so stupid. What have I done to myself? I let my guard down and gave in to this prick who now I hated and never wanted to speak to again. I put my hands on my head rubbing my temples as I sat up. Bryan looked at me through the rear view mirror and smiled. I looked out the window to see that we were far away from school. I exhaled as a sign of relief and touched my chest to feel my heart beat normally.
"Are you okay now?" Bryan spoke to me as he continued to drive.
"Yes now I am."
"But what are you going to do tomorrow?"
Oh yeah.. tomorrow. I wasn't thinking about tomorrow. Maybe it will be a different day and hopefully he won't do anything. Maybe I should go buy some bug spray just in case the crazy fucker has me stranded alone with me.
"I don't know...tomorrow is not here yet." I said while looking out the window.
"Hey Miguel." he said. "Are you afraid of him?"
I rolled eyes thinking how dumb of a question that was. Wasn't it pretty obvious.....dude. I don't want to make it sound corny but I felt like a little kid being attacked by this giant monster.
"You really shouldn't be. I don't think that he'll actually hurt you." he said.
"Oh yeah?" I said as I leaned forward and rested my arms on the shoulders of his seat.
"And how do you know that?"
"Well for starters, I know my brother good enough to say that he's not a killer."
"Really? You know I'm having the hardest time believing that." I said. He began to laugh which caused me to laugh.
"So what happened?" he asked. "Did you finally give him the boot?"
"Uh...yeah sort of but things are more complicated than that and I don't really want to talk about it right now."
"Well, we'll talk about it when we get home...um...uh...I mean." he cleared his throat. "When we get to your house."
I moved back to sit properly and look out the window again. I exhaled once more and thanking god again that Bryan came to my rescue. The rest of the drive to the my home was in silence. At times I would look at him and stair at the back of his head. I looked at his dark brown hair and saw how nice and shiny it was. He must put some good conditioner on it. Sitting in the back of his car while he was driving me home I began to think about him. I imagined myself being with him and seeing how nice it would be, it made me smile. I had no idea if he liked me or was even interested in me. He must think that I'm a shallow guy since I look like the type of guy who only goes for hot guys. Or, he probably thinks that I don't like him more then just a friend but believe me I like him. He's the sweetest guy I've ever met, a complete touch my heart makes you want to cry, guy. He helps me out and seems like he cares about me. You know, maybe he's doing all of this to make me weak in the knees and make me fall in love with him. Oh Bryan you sneaky bastard how could you.....no... he's probably just a nice guy.
We finally reached my house as we drove and stopped in front and I thanked him for driving me. I was so happy that I was home in one piece and only had to wait until the next day to go through the same thing again. I grabbed my bag and got out of the car. Then I walked towards his window and leaned down to talk with him.
"Thanks again for driving me home." I said.
"Oh no problem, anytime." he said. For some reason I didn't want him to leave. I wanted him to come in and hang out with me for a while. I wouldn't care if my mother was there.
"Uh.....do you wanna come in?" I asked. In my mind I kept repeating, 'please say yes, please say yes'.
"I'm not sure." he said. "I got a lot of homework to do." Damn.
"Oh.....I see. Well........see you tomorrow then." I said as I turned around and began to walk away from his car. Now if I tempted him, he would be watching me walk away. Half way to my front door and I turned around and he was watching me walk away. I waved him bye and continued heading to my door. I slowly got my keys out of my bag and then.....
"Hey!"
I turned around and saw him out of his car and walking towards me. I did it, I got him to hang out with me. He came to me while I was pretending to be surprised.
"Okay I can chill with you for a bit" he said.
"Oh! Okay."
We finally got into the house and I was more relieved then ever. I dropped my bag on to the ground and kicked my shoes off. I welcomed him into my home and told him to wait in the living room while go to my room. I ran up to my room to change clothes. I changed into an undershirt and shorts. Then I ran back downstairs to see my mother talking with Bryan. I began to smile and interrupted their conversation when I cam up to them.
"I see you've met my mother." I said to both of them.
"Oh Miguel...nice friend you have here." she said. My mother didn't know that I was gay and I wasn't ready to tell her but this felt like she was meeting my boyfriend for the very first time.
"Yeah he's going to hang out with me for a bit." I said as I continued to smile.
"Well okay...you two should go upstairs." she said. " I gotta watch mi novelas."
Novelas is Spanish for soap operas. When my mom is watching her shows he must not be interrupted or she'll go crazy. So we went upstairs leaving my mom alone with her t.v time and I...alone with Bryan.
"Well this is my room." I said as we entered my room. "Oh and don't sit on the bed."
"Heh..why?" he asked. I didn't want to tell him that I had sex with Brad on it, it'll only ruin the mood.
"Because......I'm gonna lay down on it." And I did and he sat on my chair. It was silent for a bit and awkward as we were trying to come up with something to talk about. I laid down on my bed staring up at the ceiling thinking about something to say.
"Nice computer." he said.
"Thanks." I replied.
It was silent again and it was starting to get a little dumb. I sat up and just began to say anything.
"So....do you like anyone in school?" I asked and in my mind I was asking myself 'did I already ask him before'.
"No...not really."
"No one at all?" I asked. Was I trying to make him say that he likes me? I don't know maybe. I wanted to know his true motives.
"Well, there is someone but that person is already taken obviously."
"Oh! Well don't stress over it, there's plenty of fish in the sea." I said. I always thought that line was the corniest ever.
"True but in the sea, there's only one fish that you can catch that's worth keeping."
Now that was a line I never heard before. A fish worth keeping. He's talking about love, unconditional love and how it's really hard to find it these days. Some people don't even care about love they just want to party and have meaningless sex.
"Bryan. You're a very sweet guy, how can you stay being single?" I asked.
"Well maybe because I haven't found the right guy. Or, maybe I have met but I don't see him."
"Oh...I feel you." I said. I'm not really feeling him, I understand him.
"What about you? What are you looking for?"
"Well....." I said as I took a second to think. "I'm want to be happy with someone that is funny, caring, and lovable. He doesn't have to impress me with his good looks. Only, that he always treats me right."
He smiled and I smiled back at him. When he looked at away, I looked at him closely and I could see that this guy is a lover and not a fighter. Of course he would fight when he needs to and fight for me when I need it the help. Oh man I sound like an emotional bitch.
"So you think Brad is guy that's gonna give you that?" he asked. I began to laugh and presuming that this guy was now mocking me.
"Hehehe...well no but....uh....I don't know. I'll probably never find the guy that will."
"Don't say that. Maybe you have already but you just don't see him." he said. This guy can really make me feel good.
"I have? Well I must be blind then." I said. "And if I have met this guy..why the hell is he not doing anything?"
"He's probably waiting for the right moment or he's waiting for you to break up with that dumb shit of a guy."
"Oh you mean Brad? That shit is over now. It's done." I said. I got up and began to look at myself in the mirror. He then got up as well and cam up to me. Through the reflection of the mirror I saw him standing there staring at me. I looked at myself and looked at my face, my arms, my legs, and not liking what I see. I don't know why I feel this way but when I look at myself I feel ugly.
"Why do you keep looking at yourself like that?" he asked.
"Huh. What you do mean?" I said pretending that I didn't know what he meant.
"Why do you look at yourself so strangely?"
"sigh" I sighed as I sat down and rubbed my head with hand. I guess he noticed that I don't like the way I look.
"I think I'm ugly." I said. I had my head hanging down and feeling all shitty.
"Oh let me see." he said as he looked at me through the mirror and then sat down next to me.
"Oh yeah you're fucking hideous."
"What!!"
"Hahahahahaha....I'm just kidding." he said as he put his arm over my shoulder. That dumb shit was calling me ugly now. Oh hell no.
"That's not fucking funny."
Hehehehe listen. Miguel you are not ugly believe me you're not." he said.
"Don't lie to me." I said as I was a little upset by that dumb joke. It really was right to say after I just opened up to him and told him that I felt ugly.
"Why would I lie to a guy that I.......uh.....heh....that I......man.." he was trying to say something but he couldn't seem to get it out.
"A guy that what? Say it." I urged him. He took a deep breath in and looked deep into my eyes and I, doing the same thing to him. He still hand his arm over my shoulder as he grabbed my right hand and gentle squeezed it tightly.
"Why would I lie to a guy that I like so much." he said. Oh my god. My heart was touched as I finally discovered that Bryan actually liked me.
"Oh Bryan, um...I don't know what to..." I stopped speaking as he kissed me out of the blue.
He kissed me on the lips before letting finishing my sentence. His kiss immediately caused my blood to flow rapidly and causing my little homey down south to grow. I felt the most wonderful chill down my spine while I kissed his tender lips. He did it at the right time and boy, do I love a guy who takes charge. I touched his neck while kissing him. He slowly pressed his lips against mine. It was longest but most lustful kiss I have ever tasted. Well, Brad you have lost and Bryan...........don't ever let me go.
End of chapter 5.
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