Disclaimer: You know the deal ...don't abuse. This story is completely fiction and contains homosexual activities. Thanks to my loving fans that are enjoying this story so far. You guys are great!! Well here's the newest installment of Stolen. Enjoy!!
Stolen By: JRZ
Chapter 4.
It was lunchtime on Monday. I was sitting with Ricardo and Devon in the cafeteria. I was daydreaming away about Brad while Ricardo and Devon were chatting away. I think that I still was having a sex hang over. The one that you can't forget about and it urges you to back for more. I hope that this relationship that I have with him is not based on sex ....well not only sex but love as well. I kept biting my finger tips as I thought about him. I played with my food as I though about him. I would look out the window while thinking about him. I just couldn't get my mind off of him.
"Miguel." said Devon as she would shoved my shoulders to wake me up. Devon was sitting across from me and Ricardo sitting beside me.
"What?" I startled.
"Man...where are you drifting off to?" she asked. I smiled and went back to thinking about Brad.
"What's wrong with him?" asked Devon to Ricardo.
"My man here." he said while putting one hand on my shoulder. " is in love."
"No I'm not!" I said. "I'm just ......infatuated that's all."
"Uh no boo...your way past that..humph." said Ricardo. I began to laugh as I felt like I was high on this drug of lust.
"Oh really! Who is he?!" said Devon as she was excited to here some good news. I don't know why I couldn't tell her before but I guess I was ready now.
"Br.."
"I'll tell her." I said as I cover Ricardo mouth. He always has to speak for me. This time I would break the news.
"Look, I wanted to tell you earlier but I don't know why I couldn't." I said as I took a deep breath in. "...............I'm with Brad."
"Whaaaaaaaat!" Devon was shocked. Her mouth dropped when I finally told her. Her hands were covering her mouth with her eyes wide open.
"When?!" she said raising her voice.
"Girl it's a really long story... but it's true." said Ricardo. I nodded yes while looking at her.
"You knew about this shit the whole time and didn't even bother to tell me.!" exclaimed Devon. She looked mad.
"Why are you getting so mad...we just told you already." said Ricardo.
"Don't gimme that shit! If I would of never asked you, you would of probably never tell me." she said.
"No...I would probably come around to it sooner or later." I said. She was nodded her head saying no and She looked like she was getting upset about it and that got me surprised. I thought she would be happy for me.
"This shit is crazy." she said.
"Oh Devon... let it go." said Ricardo. She was still nodding her head.
"But why? I mean Brad is dating Tina ..hello." she said.
I rolled my eyes. "So what are you saying here? You ain't happy for me." I said. I couldn't believe that she was making this difficult. I thought she would laugh about it and then say 'awww'. But no... she get's mad.
'No...I'm cool. But I'm just saying that...if Tina finds out about this, she'll be all up in your face." she said. Ricardo and I both looked at each other and laughed then looked back at her.
"You think Tina is gonna get in my way?" I asked.
"Look Miguel...Tina may be white ..but she'll go crazy like a black girl." said Devon.
Ricardo and I both began to laugh as Devon was rolling her eyes. I did try to tell Brad that he had to chose either me or that Tina. But something like this doesn't happen to often. Plus, I think that he'll chose me ....I hope.
"I'm not afraid of her ...heh....I got cousins too you know." I said. We all broke out laughing. I know that Devon is just concerned about me and is afraid of something bad happening but, if things have to get ugly, ...I know girls that can fight for me.
"I thought Tina was a nice girl." I added.
"She is but not when you mess wit' er man." she said. I rolled my eyes not believing anything.
"Oh...well what do you know." said Devon. " I guess everything is still on the DL...for Brad."
"What?....what are you talking about?" I asked.
"Look!!"
We turned around and coming into the cafeteria was Brad. But this time it wasn't only him. He was walking with Tina and not to mention holding hands with her. She had a huge ass smile on her face while Brad looking down at her. My mouth dropped as I saw this. Walking behind them were a few of Brad's football friends. They came into a cafeteria and sat at a table. His friends sat on one side of the table while he and that...Tina sat on the opposite side. When they sat down, Brad put his arm over her shoulders and they kissed. Honest to say...that hurt...a lot. I turn around again to face Devon. They were both looking at me.
"Miguel don't stress over it." said Ricardo. I wanted to cry but I couldn't as I instantly felt anger. That guy was not going to have this way. I can't be having this shitty relationship with him while he acts like nothing.
"Yeah. What you should be doing is ending this craziness." said Devon.
"Damn Devon..... why you gotta be so cold. Can't you see that he's in crisis right now." said Ricardo.
What I really wanted to do was to go over there and start bitching at him. How could he do this to me after all I gave him. Don't I mean anything to him? My mind was everywhere as Devon and Ricardo where debating as what I should do. Just sitting there was driving me nuts while Brad was close by. I should be the one sitting with him with his arm over my shoulders and not that bitch Tina. Wait.... I shouldn't be getting mad at her. She doesn't even know about me and Brad. But how can he do this, this is not right.
I gotta go." I said as I got up.
"Where you going?" asked Ricardo.
"I don't know somewhere...anywhere but here." I answered.
"I'll go with you."
"No I want to be alone." I said. "Catch you guys later."
I got up slowly and took a deep breath in. I turned around and prepared myself to walk pass him. I walked away from my table and just a I was about to pass by his table I was imagining myself going up to him and punching him in the face and asking why is he doing this to me. I walked by him and looking at him like what the fuck is going on.
He then noticed me. He was looking at me while I was looking at him nodding me head sideways. I then turned my head the other direction and pressed on forward. I wanted to go back but I couldn't think. Before I would disappear from his sight I turned around to look at him once more. He was still looking at me. At that moment I was thinking to myself and saying 'why am I doing this'. Why can't he see that what he's doing is killing me. As I came out of the cafeteria I exhaled and rubbed my hand across my head trying to ease the stress. I was hoping that he would come after me....but he didn't. I wanted to cry my eyes out but I wouldn't let myself. I had to keep up some pride.
I decided to go to my locker and sit there for the remainder of lunch. I walked upstairs feeling a bit depressed and wishing that it didn't have to be this way. As I finally reached the second floor and turning the corner I bumped into Bryan.
For a moment we just looked at each other not saying anything but then I broke the silence.
"Hey." I said very softly.
"Hi" he said in the same tone. There was silence again.
"Um.....where you off to?" I asked.
"Oh um..I'm gonna get a drink in the cafeteria." he replied.
"I think it's better of you don't go there right now."
"Why?"
"Cuz Brad is there." I said.
He rolled his eyes, "look I put up with him everyday so it's really ok for me."
Even though Brad was his brother, Bryan didn't look like him at all. I mean, to be honest with you, Brad was better looking then Bryan. But, at least Bryan was a sweet guy and not difficult. It's like he's the good one and Brad is the evil one.
"Uh...aren't you supposed to be with him right now ...you two are together right?" he asked.
I sighed, "look, I really don't want to talk about him right now."
"Oh did something happen?" he asked.
"Bryan....please..."
"I'm someone you can talk too. Maybe I can help you .. I do know him very well."
I laughed, "yeah I know. Hehehe.....uh...well I'll be at my locker so when you come back ...you'll see me sitting there like a loser." I said. I found him to be so adorable by his personality. No, I'm not falling for him.
"Hey don't say that...you're not a loser. Brad will be the loser if he fucks up." he said. Aww....this guy is just a sweetheart. I smiled at him while I gently punched him in the stomach. ........ Still not falling for him.
"Okay ...go." I said.
He went downstairs as I went to my locker. I sat down on the floor when I arrived. I had my back against my locker with my arms on my knees and feeling so shitty I wanted to scream. I began to think about that time in the car. How good it felt and what great passion it was. I just wanted to break down and cry and then....wanting him to come to me and hold me while he comforts me. I rubbed my head as I tried to think of something else but I couldn't. This has gotten me all fucked up and I couldn't escape it. Maybe it was the sex that's keeping me crazy about him. I looked down at the floor trying to think of something. Some solution that might make Brad come to his senses and realize what's he doing or ...maybe something that would make him feel, how he really feels.
"Okay so I'm all ears." said Bryan as he finally came back after ten minutes. He sat down on my right and made himself comfortable. I looked at him and then looked down at the floor.
"Um.....first I gotta ask you something." I said. He nodded yes.
"Why...........did you tell me that he's not gay and that I'm doing something very wrong?"
He looked at bit nervous when I asked him that question. He bit his lower lip and cleared his throat.
"Heh......eh......okay look. I said that because I didn't want you to be someone that would break your heart and not even care at all."
"So you think that he's just playing a game with me?" I asked. I really didn't want to here bad news after what I just saw earlier.
"To tell you the truth I really don't know what's he's doing. I never knew that he liked guys."
"Really." I said. I looked down to think for a moment. Well, I had sex with him and it was good sex so...I really don't think that he's playing me.
"Well what about you?" I asked.
"What about me?"
"Does he know that you're gay?" I said and then he smiled and looked down.
"Brad and I used to get along when we were little kids. Now that he's changed into a different person and me, well I'm still the same, he started to not like me anymore."
I began to feel bad for Bryan. Brothers shouldn't do this to each other.
"I haven't told him that I'm gay...and I don't think I will." he said.
"Have you had any boyfriends before?" I asked.
"Yeah I did.. but it had to end because he was moving away." he said. At least he had one before. I'm trying to get one but this one is with a guy I don't understand.
"You know maybe I can help you with Brad. I can try to talk to him about it."
'Oh ...thanks but....don't get yourself into shit now." I said.
"Oh don't worry.....uh..... I noticed that he had a girl by his arm when I went downstairs."
I sighed, "yeah I know...that's Tina.....the girlfriend." I said as I rolled my eyes. Just when I beginning to forget about that moment it all came back.
"And yes, I've tried to talk to him about breaking up with her but he wouldn't do it." I said.
"So do something about it."
"What the fuck do you want me to do?" I raised my voice. "I've tried to end it with him but yet I......sigh.....I go back to him. Something is wrong with me."
He put a hand on my shoulder to try to comfort me. Again, I wanted to break down and cry but I was still strong enough not to.
"Miguel....you should talk to him. And I mean really talk to him. Let him know how you feel and keep telling him until he does what's right." he said.
"And what the hell is right thing to do?"
"Well I suppose....that he chooses you. You deserve better though." he said.
"Oh shut up." I said as I giggled. "You're making me hopeful."
"Well you gotta be."
We continued talking until lunch was over. I got along so great with Bryan and of course me, wishing that Brad could be like that. I began to think that maybe this relationship that I want to have with Brad will not work out. I think that Brad would chose his popularity over me anytime. Hopeless isn't it. That's all I could think about when the rest of the day went by and I couldn't wait to get home. Luckily I didn't see Brad when the day ended and I wouldn't have to deal with these crazy feelings that I have for him... yet.
When I arrived home, I collapsed on the couch. I didn't want to do anything I just wanted to sit there in silence. My mother heard me come home when I shut the door and she said hi. I didn't respond to her. I then went up to my room dragging my bag along and shoving the door open. I threw my bag on my bed and then shut the door. I sat down on my chair and began to think. Think about Brad, about what I saw, about what Bryan had told me. All of those things drove me crazy and then sitting there in my room in silence I couldn't hold back what was coming next. With my hands covering my face I began to cry. Tears just started flushing out as I tried not to make a sound. I was crying gentle but just as the though of Brad on my mind made me cry stronger. I didn't know why I was crying. Maybe I was in love...I don't know. I couldn't figure out what I was feeling so strongly about. Maybe the thought that .....I .... could never really have him all to me. The passion we shared, the nice things he said to me. I thought I was finally going to have love in my life.....and not some one night stand. I was beginning to think that he just wanted to have sex with me and that was all. But I didn't want to think that....no way on earth could I let him do that to me.
As I was crying I heard a knock on my door. It would be no one else but my mother. I tried to wipe my tears away but she would know that I was crying from the force on my face that makes my eyes red.
"Yeah?" I said trying to sound normal.
"Honey...I'm gonna go see your auntie. I left some food on the stove if your hungry." said my mother.
"Ok ...bye." I answered. Thank god she was leaving then she wouldn't have to see me like this.
"Be careful who you open the door to."
"Yeah ok whatever." I said.
When she left I decided to take a nap to kill the stress. I slept for about an hour and then went downstairs. I felt hungry so I went into the kitchen and grabbed whatever my mom had made. I sat down on the table to eat my food in perfect peace. It was completely silent in the house. It was so quiet that I even heard that sound of the wind. Looking down at my food I began to imagine if Brad was here with me. We would be talking about anything while we eat our food. He would tell me sweet things about me and I would feel so happy being with him. Damn, I would probably even do it right there on the table with him. I imagined him sitting across from me and looking at me with his smile. Shit, I was so fucked up over him it was driving me crazy. That thought made me laugh ...but laughter became into sadness. Maybe watching tv would get him off my mind.
After I was done eating I went into the living to watch tv and watch whatever was worth viewing. But I knew something on tv would trigger my mind to process and ponder about....sigh....Brad. I was flipping through the channels when I heard the doorbell ring. I guess my mother was back from visiting my aunt. I got up to get the door and usually I would here the doorbell ring twice but this time it didn't. Not that it made any difference but usually my mother rings the doorbell twice, she's always too lazy to get her keys out, before I would open it.
I walked up to the door and waited for the doorbell to ring. Unfortunately there was no peek hole to see who it was. The doorbell didn't ring....hmmmm. You're probably thinking, 'fuck just open the door'. Well, in my neighborhood you can't just open the door to anybody but, I took the risk and gentle unlocked the door and slowly pulled it open.
As the door moved it's way for me to see I gasped. So still and so shocked as I couldn't believe who was standing on my front step.
"Oh..my...god. Now you know where I live?" I said. Yup, you guessed it....Brad. It was night time and he looked like he was exhausted. He was breathing heavily.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"Can I come in...please."
"Why?"
"Miguel!... Please!" he said slightly raising his voice. Okay, now it's on.
"Fuck you! You think that I'm going to let you into my house after what you did to me!!" I yelled at him.
"What! What are you talking about?"
"You walked into the in cafeteria today with that skinny ass bitch holding hands with her and acting like you got it all!!" I seriously yelled at him. He deserved it.
"Oh come on we already talked about this shit."
"Well you can go fuck yourself then..I ain't letting you in!!!" I said as I closed the door but Brad pushed it back open.
"Look I'm sorry okay but you gotta understand what I must do! I want you Miguel ...but it's not easy for me." he said.
Why do you keep doing this to me!......you're fucking killing me." I said as I began to cry. I starting crying right in front of him. I had my hands covering my face trying to hide my tears from him. He stepped inside and came up close to me.
"Miguel....I'm so sorry." he said as he wrapped his arms around me. I was crying on his shoulder as he rubbed my back. At the same time I was surprised to be having comfort by him.
"Baby don't cry." he said as he continued to comfort me and me still cry my ass off. Did he just call me baby. Wow.
He shut the door behind us and walked me to the couch. We sat down and I was wiping my tears from eyes as he looked at me.
"The reason I came by was I wanted to talk to you." he said.
"You're joking right? The last time you wanted to talk, we had sex instead." I said still wiping my eyes.
"Look...I had a talk with my brother, I'm sure you know him." he said.
"Yeah."
"Well he said some pretty interesting things."
"Oh yeah like what?" I asked.
"Miguel.....sigh....I can't just give up everything for you. Do you know what your asking for."
"First of all!" I said I as I stood up. "I'm not asking you to throw your life away. All I want is for you to break up with Tina."
"We already talked about this ...you know why I can't do that!"
"What the hell do you have to lose!! A popularity that doesn't mean a damn thing!" I yelled at him. I was getting so mad that I actually wanted to start fighting him. Though he would probably win, he... won't look pretty anymore.
"Don't yell at me!" he stated and pointed at me. I gave a dirty look.
"You know, there will be a time where I ...had just about enough of your bullshit and I will completely give up. And when that happens, it'll be too late for your ass." I stated. He then too got up.
"Look just stop...okay." he said as he put a hand on my shoulder.
"Don't fucking touch me!" I said as I shrugged his hand off. I looked at him and he looked pissed. I think that he was about to kill me. ......Well not literally.
"Ugh...Miguel!!!" he yelled as he grabbed my arms and forced me onto the couch. I fell onto the couch and he came on top of me. I was trying to push him off but he had my arms pinned against the couch. He laid on top of me with his arms resting on mine. He was to heavy for me to move so I was stuck.
"What are you gonna do?! Hurt me." I said still trying to free myself. He just smiled at me and then tried to kiss me but then I knocked his lower lip with my forehead.
"Aaah!..what the fuck Miguel!" he said as he touched his lip. Now it was chanced to push him onto the floor. So I did and he drop onto floor with his back first. I then got up and moved towards him and sat down on his crotch. He touched his lip again and then looked at his fingers to see he was bleeding.
"Oh Miguel....you made me bleed." he said in a very weird expression. He sounded as if he actually liked it.
"Yeah papi...don't you just love that." I said as I pinned his arms to the floor. He looked at me seductively and licked his lips.
"Ooh Miguel ...fuck me." he said. He then moved his arms breaking my force and rolling me over to side. He was now on top of me with my arms pinned to the floor. I had to admit, he was stronger than me.
"You feel that." he said as he was rubbing his crotch against mine. He began kissing and licking my neck. I was completely turned on but I still wanted him to get off of me.
"Brad." I said while breathing heavily. "Ooh Brad please get off."
"Why?"
"Cuz my mother might come anytime and then you'll be busted." I said. He stopped and got up. I knew that would get him.
I stood up and looked at him. We were both breathing rapidly and I had to sit down. I collapsed onto the couch while he was still looking at me.
"Can I use your washroom?" he asked as he smiled. His smiled looked kind of sneaking.
"Sure....upstairs." I said. He went upstairs and I was left in the living room. I was thinking to myself, 'what the hell just happened'. I looked out the window to see that it was really dark outside with only the street lights on.
It had been 20 minutes and Brad hadn't come back yet. I was thinking that he found my room ....which I would kill him for. I was ready to bitch at him some more if I would find to be in my room. I stood up and took a deep breath in. I stomped upstairs making sure that he would here the loud bangs from my feet. When I reached upstairs I saw my bedroom door wide open.
Why are you in my room?!" I said.
"Nice room you got here." I heard him talk back from my room and was ready to knock his lip again. I stomped towards my room and when I walking inside I gasped. My eyes were widen and instantly feeling lust.
"Why hello. Care to join me." he said. Brad was laying on my bed completely naked. He looked so beautiful with his amazing body and nice skin tone and the bed sheet just covering his dick. I never though that I would have a gorgeous looking guy on my bed, naked and asking me to come join him.
"Come to bed baby." he said.
He looked so hot that I couldn't resist. I mean if you were me at this moment, wouldn't you just gladly hop onto the bed with him. He got up and came up to me. He touched my dick with his hand and rubbed my hard on. He then took my shirt off and began kissing me. We moved onto my bed still kissing. He then helped me take my pants off revealing my complete nudity. He climbed on top of me and we began kissing so aggressively that it sent so many chills down my spine. I curved my toes and I moved my arms around his neck running my fingers through his hair. He kissed my neck and out of my breath I spoke the words that I thought I would never say.
"I love you."
I spoke into his ear. He continued kissing my neck but then unexpectedly he whispered into my ear those three powerful words plus one.
"I love you too."
He kissed me and we made love all night long. Well, for a couple of hours. I keep falling for sex and I guess saying I love you just slipped out. I don't know if I love him. This was the second time...will there be more.
End of chapter 4.
Man oh man is Miguel getting his freak on or what. Honest to say, I wish this happened to me when I was in high school but hey ..s'all good. Well tell me what you thought about it and I'll post the next chapter soon.
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