Starting a Blow Job
When I was fourteen, I started a job at the Movie Theater in downtown. This was my first job which was a mix of working the concession stand and ushering. I guess I was just figuring out puberty that year and had little knowledge of what took place between girls and boys. But, I had heard about boy and boy sex from the older guys at school. They would talk about queers and blowjobs.
The first day at work I met another boy named Tom who was sixteen. He was a rugged kid from a housing project in downtown. He was a street kid. He was put in charge of teaching me what I had to do as an usher.
We wore wool-like usher uniforms at the Movie. We changed into our uniforms in the storage closet that was a small room with boxes everywhere. The first time we went to change into our uniform, Tom started talking to me about his activities earlier that day. He was removing his clothes as he changed. In a flash he was standing in the storage room in his jockey shorts and scratching his balls and pubes as if he was alone.
Not having much experience changing with other guys I was a little nervous changing with Tom and I was not listening to him as he carried on about his morning. His words caught my attention when he said he was going to have a queer suck his cock. As I looked over to him I saw him grab his cock and balls in both hands and lift them up. I also noticed his hardening cock in his shorts with yellow stains on them. I think he had worn them a few days.
I don't know why but Tom made me real nervous. I finished work that day and headed home. That night all I could think of was Tom's hard dick disappearing into some queer's mouth. The picture made me wonder what it would feel like and I couldn't get it out of my mind. I'd be daydreaming about something else and it would pop into my mind. That became my number one fantasy for jerking off, too. I jerked off a lot when I was fourteen, just like everybody else I guess. I would estimate that that scene got me off about a million times.
I just couldn't get it out of my head, wondering what it would feel like to have someone actually take your hard prick into his or her warm, wet mouth and suck and bite on it until you came. Boy that was exciting. My fantasies changed after the day Tom brought in a picture of him with a girl sucking his teen cock.
We were changing at the time and both of us were in our jockeys and after a few minutes he came over and sat down next to me on a box and asked me if I knew that anyone could do that to a him, that it didn't have to be a girl. I don't know why he told me but I hadn't really spent too much time thinking about the girl part of the picture, just the sucking part.
He said, "Boy that feels real good, have you had your cock sucked?" I was uneasy, as I answered, "No not yet!" Tom said, "Would you like to find out what it feels like." Without thinking I said, " Yeah, that would really be great." Tom then said, "Why don't you come with me after work? We will get a blowjob from one of the queers. You know that a guy can do it better to another guy. Yeah, and it's even better than when a girl does it because another guy really knows how to make you feel Good, you know? Listen, what's wrong with it if nobody finds out? It doesn't hurt anything."
After work I went with Tom to River Street. We were there just a few minutes when an older guy, I guess in his forties came up to Tom. He asked Tom what we were looking for. I think Tom knew him because he just said out loud, "we are looking for some one to suck our dicks." But he also told him it would cost him ten dollars each if he did it. I could not believe someone would pay to give us blowjobs.
In a few minutes we followed the guy into an alley way and Tom undid his pants and lowered his jockey shorts. I could not believe my eyes. Tom just stood there with his boner sticking out. It must have been seven inches long. He just stroked his cock as he waited for the guy to begin. The guy just knelt before Tom and started sucking. I was unable to take my eyes from the dick fucking into his mouth. Tom just grabbed him by the ears and pushed in and out. It was just a short time till Tom said, "I'm going to blow my load." The guy just kept on sucking as Tom shot his cum into his mouth. I was in awe as I watched the slime entering his mouth.
Then the guy turned to me with Tom's cum on his lips and told me it was my turn. The sight started to make me sick and I told him maybe another time. The guy paid Tom ten dollars and left.
As we left I could tell Tom was mad at me. I looked down as I said, "Sorry, the guy had your cum on his mouth and I couldn't let him suck me." Tom grabbed my arm and asked, "Are you queer? Guy's either have their dick sucked or they suck. Listen... if you want to do that for me I'll let you. Yeah, c'mon, what do you say? Will you? C'mon, you'll like it I bet! You will like sucking my cock."
Tom kept on trying to persuade me that I must be gay. He told me I should try it some time. He said no one would ever find out. As we were walking down the dark street Tom said he needed to go back to Movie. I followed him as he went inside the lobby. Tom said he needed to change back into his street clothes as I followed him to the changing room. He stripped out of his clothes as I checked him out from the corner of my eyes. His dick was about half hard. I had a desire to touch it. I thought it would feel warm and a little moist. I wanted to suck him but fear caused me to back out.
Tom watched me as his cock hardened to full mast. Tom noticed my eyes and said, "You want to try it? Don't know what you are missing." I heard Toms voice from my fog, "My parents are gone for the weekend. Just my brother and me are home. Would you like to come over and spend the night?"
I don't know why I agreed to go with Tom but my danger signals all were going off. I was afraid Tom would start his game of persuasion again. He wanted me to suck his cock. I knew it would not take much for me to suck his dick. In Tom's living room was his brother Jim. We sat and talked for about thirty minutes when Tom asked if I wanted a beer. After finishing the first beer Tom started talking about blowjobs.
Soon Tom got to his point to me, "You ready to suck me now? You wanted to do it earlier, I could tell by the way you looked at my bonner. You wanted to." Tom then looked at his brother as he said, "Yea he did. Robert blew me, that old queer in town. You should have seen him. He was hard as a rock watching my dick. When it came time for his blowjob he refused. Cost me ten dollars." I could not under stand what he meant by that remark, "What do you mean I cost you ten dollars?" He glared at me as he said; "Robert would give me 20 bucks for both of us."
After two more beers Tom stood and started lowering his zipper. He wanted me to at look at his cock again. He started again, "Why don't you try it? I'll tell you what, if you blow me, I'll blow you." I could not believe what he had just said; "You will suck my dick if I suck yours." He said, "Sure, sure, anything, like I said."
I don't know why I let him talk me into my actions. But, I made him wash his cock in the bathroom and even insisted on watching while he did it. It got real hard when he put the warm soapy water on it and I could feel myself stiffening up pretty fast, too, just watching what he was doing because I knew so well what soapy hands felt like from my own shower and bathtub experiments. Then we went back into his bedroom and he lay back on his bed and told me to get between his legs as Jim followed us and asked if he could watch.
I was pretty scared as I crawled between his legs. I put my hand on his pulsing rod. His teenage cock was rigid and pointing toward my hand. I studied the cock I had seen him hard the few times before. I could not believe how much black hair he had at the base of the rigid cock. And his balls seemed so large. I looked at them and thought, "I wonder if he has built up a load of cum again. Am I suppose to take his load in my mouth or should I just jerk him off when he was ready to shoot."
"Suck it, you know you want to!" demanded Tom, as he thrust his cock toward my mouth. I wanted to please him and I didn't want to make him angry. It wasn't easy though as Tom's fat cock filled the whole of my mouth. I was now a cocksucker. I had his cock in my mouth and I was enjoying the taste of musky teenager. I was not prepared when Tom hips started fucking into my mouth. His weapon was threatening to enter my throat and end up in my stomach! That was my fear as I was starting down an unknown path as he fucked my mouth. It must have been 10 minutes of my sucking, when Tom eventually let a torrent of thick cum emerge from his dick. I was unprepared for his blasts and I struggled to swallow as much as I could, just so I didn't drown in the stuff.
Tom yelled, too and it scared the hell out of me as the stuff squirting up into my mouth. I still to this day don't know why I continued sucking and pulling with my mouth when that happened. I wonder why I didn't just pull off it, but I didn't. I stayed right there on it until he told me to stop, that it was hurting him almost. I swallowed his warm salty come, and that still amazes me to this day. Then it was my turn and he didn't want to make good on his promise.
Tom said, "Like I thought, you like to suck. And I like to be sucked. I don't have to go to the old queer now to dump my load. Shit I can shoot two or three times at work now." The he looked at his brother and asked, "Jim you ready for a blowjob?" Jim started undressing as he said, "You bet, boy that looked hot when he swallowed you spunk." I looked at Tom and said, "I'm not gonna suck him. I didn't say I would." He just looked at me as he said, "You'll do what I say. Now kneel in front of Jim."
I was again scared as I kneeled between Jim's legs. I again put my hand on a second teenage cock that was rigid and pointing toward my mouth. I opened my mouth and swallowed to the base of the rigid cock. Jim's balls were also large and ready to feed me my second load of boy seed. I looked at them and thought, "Here I go again. Another load of cum in my mouth." In a flash I had taken my second load of cum. This was humiliating.
The next morning I woke up as Tom stood at the side of my bed and moved his boner to my lips. He said, "Suck, I need your warm mouth again." I gagged as he used my mouth as a receiver of his cum. Yes, me the cocksucker had again received another load of cum from him. After Tom finished shooting his load Jim pushed his hard rod in my mouth and had me suck him again. I knew I would do whatever they wanted from now on.
I went home and got real nervous that I would be found out, and then after a while I went into my room and lay on my bed and slowly jerked off thinking about what I had done. It had been such a great feeling but I knew that I would want to do it again, and again, and again. My chance began on the next afternoon with Tom and then another usher Mike. I was more than willing to be used. In many ways my Sex life has been downhill since the summer of my fourteenth year!