It is Saturday morning and foggy outside. While the raindrops fall outside, I am lying in my bed and stroking my cock. I keep telling myself I'm not gay. I am just experimenting with sex. I can stop anytime I want to. As I stroke my hard cock my memory returns to what I have done the last few weeks.
Let me see, it all started when I read Clay's note and remembered the number that I called. Clay looked down at me, and he quietly said, "James, Suck it." I was going to give him a blowjob. My mind was saying, "You are sucking a cock. You are now a cocksucker." I had my own cock out and was jerking off while I gave Clay the first blowjob.
Two weeks later Will called and asked for me. He said, "I want what you did with Clay? I knew he wanted my lips wrapped around his hard cock. Things could not have been worse as Bernie answered the door to Will's house. I had come to his house to suck off his brother. "Holy shit Bernie, I'm gonna cum in his mouth, Here it comes." I gave Will the second blowjob while Bernie watched.
Will said, "C'mon, show Bernie what you did with me, Suck him." Bernie was the third boy I had sucked. Each time I wanted to do it but felt kind of dirty but I am still not ready to admit that I am a queer. The next day at school, Bernie came up to me and said, "Follow me." I was nervous as he said, "You know Jimmy don't you?" as he locked the door to the AV room.
As I looked at my classmates, Bernie said to suck Jimmy while he kept lookout. I nodded "OK". He stood watch as Jimmy pushed his cock into my mouth and said he wanted me to hurry up and suck it. I liked the feel of Jimmy's rod filling my throat. "That's it," Jimmy yelled as his cock pulsed in my mouth and finished squirting. Going down on them thrilled me. As I dug my nose from Jimmy's pubes, I moved my tongue to clean his cum from my lips. Bernie's said, "Move over I'm ready to cream his mouth next." Now I have sucked four different guy's cocks in the last two weeks.
As I scoop up my cum from the puddles on my stomach and lick the slime from my fingers, I guess, I rationalize that the action of sucking cock and of eating cum doesn't make you a queer if you can stop at will. As I lick my fingers from the wicked load, I still feel horney. I sure would like to repeat my actions with Clay, Will, Bernie or Jimmy. I just cannot get up the nerve to call them. Going after someone again would be too gay.
As the rain let up I walked toward the park hoping to see Clay there. As I passed a trail on the north side of the park, I see a guy I had seen at school. I think he plays basketball or football. Boy, he is built like a solid jock, 5'9", muscled and lean. He had blond hair and a deep tan, and is otherwise fairly smooth. I follow him down the path and watch as he leans against a tree. He smiles at me watches me as he started stroking his cock. He saw me looking at his hand groping the bulge in his jeans. I am startled as he says, "you want to suck it." I nod at him, "yes." All of a sudden, I had this hot jock stud's stiff member right in front of my face.
I threw caution aside and did what came naturally. As I wrapped my mouth around the cock I took in his entire length, until my nose was pressing back through his open fly. The heat from his rock hard cock in my mouth and the clean, yet musky man-scent from his crotch totally intoxicated me. I was overwhelmed by the sensation of having another cock in my mouth. I moved swiftly so my lips and tongue could savor his long shaft.
My throat massaged all around his cock and my lips slid up and down on his shaft, he shouted at me as I sucked in his rod, "Yeah, that's it, suck my cock." I sucked him even harder as I felt him stiffen, followed by thick spurts of fresh man cream onto the back of my tongue. He let out a grunt as his slime was deposited and his spasms subsided. He pulled his cock back from my mouth with a plop. I didn't even lick off any cum drips. He stuffed himself back in his pants quickly and almost flew up the path, while I, in a state of bliss, just rested back on my heels and savored the taste and feel of the hot cum this stud had just fed me. I dropped a load on the tree as I let the studs cum slide down my throat.
Number five was the hottest blowjob experience yet. But I was still not admitting to my gay side, yet when I had a nice tasty cock down my throat I was where I wanted to be. Before I had a chance to get to my feet I was startled by a sound and I jumped when I saw Mr. Green, my next-door neighbor, standing a few feet from where I was kneeling. I was so startled that I never tried to put my cock back inside my pants.
He was a friend of my dads. They played golf together. I would be dead when he told my dad of what I was doing in the park. I pleaded, "Please don't tell on me Mr. Green." He smiled as he said, "I didn't know you were gay, your dad never said anything about it." I started crying as I continued to pleaded with him' "I'm not, I can stop anytime I want, I just got carried away."
He laughed as he started rubbing the front of his pants, "Shit James, I came here to find a queer to suck my cock, yet you were right next door all the time." I watched as he lowered his zipper and fished out his large cock. It must have been eight inches long and it was still soft. It was longer than any of the other cocks I had sucked.
Mr. Green sighed as I started slowly with his dick that was totally soft. I wanted his cock to stretch my throat open as it grew. I was feeling his cum tube with my tongue and I could taste and feel his piss slit. I could tell he liked what I was doing by the way his cock reacted. I wanted to just lay back with my head against the tree and have my throat fucked. It started to harden just from the suction as I waited to take his whole cock down my throat and just swallow. I wanted to do what ever it took to make my neighbor happy. I started to vary the way I was sucking, I kept feeling how this cock would react to the different things that I did.
I had the impulse to go faster, and yet I wanted to slow down because I liked sucking this man-cock. I was ready to eat his cum as I felt his hands grab the back of my head. He pushed his cock further into my throat as the first blast shot from his balls. Now I've had six different guys cum in my mouth. It has been incredible feeling them get rock hard and then starting to shoot. Each one had a different taste. I can still feel his cum melding in my mouth. I must admit the taste of hot cum is quite an incredible treat. I've been able to swallow the six guy's loads and I am amazed at how much I love it. I loved the feel of the different cocks and I even managed to swallow some down my anxious throat. I loved the feeling of each cock as it swelled and emptied a huge load of sperm deep into my throat. While I still deny I am gay, I have noticed I'm quite passionate about cock sucking.