Sorry guys for the delay, herese the long awaited chapter 7 of Ron and Hayden's story
Standing IN The Hallway
Chapter 7
I unfolded the letter, it was missing the corner where hayden had ripped off to use to scribble down that note earlier in English class, i could tell that he had thought about what he was going to write well before he wrote it, I began from the top...
"Ron, thank you so much for being such a good friend over the past week that i've been here, you and your mom have been so welcoming to me in your home, ron i love you so much, more than anything, but no matter what, there will always be that empty gap inside of me, please ron understand that i was and still am kinda with seth, don't be mad at me, please, i feel so bad now that you came out to me and now realize that i'm with seth, please please don't be mad at me, please ron, i love you so much no matter what happens to us, you will always mean so so much to me Hayden"
i ran into my bedroom, closed my curtains, collapsed onto my bed and just cried myself to sleep, no amount of kleenex could prepare me for the emotions that i underwent that evening when hayden went back to seth for the night, i mean, he still WAS with seth right? and they were together when hayden moved...i'm just a small part of that right?... i thought to myself, upset as i was, i somehow slept through the night with the aching inside of me that i knew hayden was next door with seth...in each other's arms asleep while i lay here by myself in the coolness of night
the next morning i woke up with my mom standing over me
"oh hunny are you alright? you've been sleeping since yesterday afternoon"
i remembered last night and i felt literally sick right away
"do you have to stay home today?"
i could just nod at that
"ohhh okay, well, i'll be at work, there'se food in the fridge, I have to go to work"
she ran down the stairs, out the door and i heard the suv pull away
i got up, i didn't open my blinds because i knew hayden's bedroom window was right on the opposite side, so i went downstairs and collapsed on my couch and turned the dvd player on to play the last movie, it was some old western flick, one of mom's boring ones, so i started to watch it and looked up at the clock, it was about the time that i would regularly be arriving at school "ah well" i said to myself, but without hayden here with me, this just didn't seem right at all... movie, tv, same as before, but its just so hard without him, but i have to start believing myself when i say to myself that he IS with Seth and that's that...but i cant, i just cant, he meant so fucking much to me that i'd live an eternity of lifetimes just to be with him in the end, he was my one special person in life, and without him, i am nothing, nobody, just...oblivious to everyone and everything, i'd do anything just to have him back here with me, absolutely anything... then i heard a very gentle knock on the door... i got up and seen hayden standing there...
"uh...hey hayden" i said opening the door
he stood there, facing the ground, when he looked up i noticed how red his eyes were and how much emotion was behind those eyes
"oh...hi ron"
"how come you're not in school today?"
"because i... i just didn't want to go" he said at just above a whisper level
he stood in the doorway
"wanna come in?"
"uh...sure"
he came in, took off his shoes and sat at the other end of the couch and sat in silence
"hayden, did something happen?"
"seth told me that he loved me" he said in an empty depressed voice
"didn't he already?"
"ron, we did 'it' last night"
that was like a slap to the face for me, i couldn't be mad or angry, just...empty
"ron, we made love, and we did more than once"
"hayden i-"
"then he said he loved me, and he left... , he asked if i wanted to go with him, i told him about you, he got upset and flipped, then he left me, ron he left me, he left me sitting on the bed naked ron, i felt so ashamed of myself, like i was nothing, we talked, and he just came and screwed me multiple times and left me" his eyes were just filled with tears, he covered his face with his boyish hands
"oh hayden, i'm so-"
"ron, its okay sniffle i should've known better"
"no man, it's not your fault"
"can you believe he was my first ron? he took something special away from me, i used to be different, i was young and innocent... and... now i'm a bad person..."
"hayden, you're not a bad person"
"how come he left me then?" he started crying
"oh no no, dont' blame yourself hayden" i moved over and held him while he let his emotions drain free "hayden, it's not your fault, i'm so so sorry i let that happen"
he continued to cry for the next few minutes while i held him
"hayden, i love you so so much"
he pulled away
"do you ron?"
"yes i do, and i'll never do that to you, i swear i will never leave you"
my hand found his, and our fingers interlocked with each other's
"i'll love you every single day hayden, every single day" i whispered softly
he turned to look at me, i used the cuff of my sleeve to gently wipe away the teardrops on his face
"hayden i love you so much"
"i love you too" he softly let out "ron..."
"yeah"
"come with me" he grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards the door, we got our shoes on and i followed him to his house
"hayden, what is it?"
"just come on"
he lead me into his house, we sat on his couch, then he pulled out a small bottle from his coffee table
"hayden what is this?"
"ron, i love you so much"
ron looked at the small bottle
"but...what is it?"
hayden squirted some onto his fingers and rubbed it over them
"ron, i want to make love with you"
i looked at his sad expression, then i looked at the bottle, then back at him
"hayden, oh man, no, i couldn't"
he was already slipping off his t-shirt, then he climbed onto my lap facing me
"ron, please i want to, i want you to make real love to me" i could still see the emotion behind his eyes
he pulled off my shirt, i could only stare at his beautiful gaze
"hayden, no, i dont think-"
"please ron, i want you inside me" he whispered closely into my ear while running his fingers down my arms
he leaned in and we then started making out as he tried to undo my pants, he undid the button, then his hand reached in past my boxers, gave me a squeeze and tugged them off, i climbed on top of him and we had fun pulling his down, he took off his boxers and pulled mine down, and threw them aside, our 6 inchers springing to life
"ron, wherese the stuff?" he asked
"i dunno, oh wait, right here" i handed him the bottle "hayden, i dont know about this"
"but ron, i've wanted this so badly, i could only do this with the person i really loved, i want you to love me"
"but hayden, i do love you, i love you with all of my heart"
"i know, but please, i want you prove how much i love you"
"but you already have proved it to me hayden"
"please ron, please, i want you to fuck me" he whispered
18 hours earlier*******
"thank you ron" whispered hayden "thank you for being such a good friend"
he pulled away "so i'll see you later then" he said quietly as he opened the front door and walked out...
he went running across the lawn with a smile on his face as he got to seth, his 5'9 blonde beauty
"i've missed you so much" whispered seth as he wrapped his arms around hayden
"seth, i missed you too"
hayden pulled away
"so do you wanna come inside?" hayden asked
"sure, show me your new place"
hayden lead seth into his new house
"nice place you got here" said seth aloud, while checking into rooms as hayden showed him downstairs
"yeah, hehe thanks"
"so its just you and your dad now?"
"yep"
"ohhhh"
hayden lead seth into the livingroom, he turned around and faced seth, seth stepped closer and laid a soft kiss on hayden's lips, hayden replied back with an equally sweet kiss which made seth gently push hayden back against the wall for a hot makeout session, hayden began running his hands up and down seth's back as seth held up one of hayden's legs, then the other so hayden wrapped them around his waist making seth hold him higher and let him begin grinding into hayden
"i wanted you so badly" seth whispered
"mmm" moaned hayden as he closed his eyes and seth grinded into him again
"i love you hayden"
before hayden could reply, him and seth locked lips again, seth grinded harder making hayden moan in pleasure, hayden moved his legs out of seth's hands and dropped to his feet, seth looked at him with a confused look, then hayden walked over to the couch with seth right behind him, he laid back and they both went at it
seth lifted up hayden's t-shirt laying soft kisses up and down his stomach and chest, and pulled it off, then he went down lower, making a trail of soft angel kisses on hayden's abdomen and he stopped at his pant line, seth then ran his hands up and down hayden's thighs and once he reached hayden's bulge, his fingers slowly unzipped the zipper and he reached inside, massaging hayden's 6-inch cock for all it was worth, then seth's hands reached up and slowly grabbed hayden's waist of his pants and gently tugged them and his boxers right off, his 6-incher sprung up, seth crawled up and gently flicked across the head with the tip of his tongue catching that small glistening drop of precum that was gently laying there
"mmm" hayden moaned
"hayden i've wanted that so much since you left, so so much"
then he went down on hayden, taking his full 6 inch cock into his hungry mouth, not wasting any time or energy he had hayden moaning in no time, he lifted one of hayden's legs onto his shoulder so he could angle himself better as he continued the sucking technique that hayden had first been familiarized with and not forgotten
"mmm" hayden whimpered as seth went faster, his smooth tongue running the length of hayden's cock, his back was beginning to arch, seth noticed this, and hayden blew his teenage load right into seth's awaiting mouth, seth cleaned him up, crawled up and started a slow makeout session with hayden
"you taste so good hayden, i never want to lose you" seth whispered
hayden froze thinking of ron who was next door probaly looking like hell, and reading the letter he wrote in english class
"hayden i love you so much"
hayden laid a soft kiss on seth and pulled away
"seth, wanna see my room?"
"sure man, lead the way"
hayden sat up and slipped his jeans and shirt back on and lead seth to his room
"wanna watch a movie?" asked hayden
seth nodded a 'no'
"wanna listen to some music then?"
again another 'no'
"well what do you wanna do then?"
"hayden, i came here to be with you, i love you"
seth laid a soft kiss on hayden's forehead, hayden sat down on his bed and looked up at seth, seth had a sad look in his eyes, seth stood a bit closer and ran his fingers through hayden's hair, hayden felt his hands up and down seth's smooth chest and began fumbling with his zipper, once he got it undone he pulled down seth's pants and his once-familiar-hayden's-first-cock came into view, its perfect shape and body pulsating with seth's heartbeat, hayden looked at it and for the first time in weeks, took it into his hot steamy mouth
"Unnnn" moaned seth, his head tilted back and his hands in hayden's golden hair
"mmmm" hayden's hands were roaming up and down seth's back
"ohhhhhh" hayden felt up seth's smooth ass in his hands
"mmmmmm" seth began moaning and groaning louder, but before he could finish, he gently pushed off hayden and laid him back on the bed...
it didnt take more than 10seconds for seth to have hayden underneath him, completely nude, seth began grinding into hayden as they passionately made out on hayden's bed
hayden let his hands roam up and down seth's back, neck and shouders, then he wrapped his legs around seth's lower legs and helped seth's movement
"unhhhhh" moaned seth as he went faster and faster
he pulled away from the making out so he could go even faster and harder
hayden laid under him makin quiet whimpering moans as he closed his eyes
seth went faster and faster until...they both blew all over their chests
seth sat up and began slowly lapping up the stuff from hayden's smooth stomach as hayden slowly sat up
"mmm" seth moaned as he licked up the last bit from hayden and wiped himself off with a shirt laying on the floor, he laid next to hayden as hayden laid his head gently on seth's chest, listening to his heartbeat
"come with me" whispered seth
"what?" said a surprised hayden
"come back with me hayden, i need you"
"seth, i cant"
"how come?"
"i-i-seth i just i cant"
"hayden i love you more than anything, please come with me"
"no i can't seth, i just...cant"
"hayden please" he whispered in a very quiet hushed tone "please, i want to be able to wake up next to you again"
seth's hand was running through haydens hair and across his shoulders
"seth i cant, i can't leave my dad and-"
"please hayden, i promise you that everything will be okay again"
"no seth, im-im-im happy here now"
seth quickly sat up, hayden sat on the other side of the bed facing the opposite direction of seth
"hayden i love you, you know that, and i want us to be happy again"
"sigh but i am happy here seth"
seth slammed both of his fists down on the bed really hard in a rage
"HOW CAN YOU BE HAPPY LIVING LIKE THIS HAYDEN? HUH?"
hayden went silent and stared at the floor
"HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY BE HAPPY BEING LIKE THIS? DO YOU EVEN HAVE ANY IDEA HOW IT FEELS?"
"seth im so-" hayden was tearing up
"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD IT IS TO KNOW THAT YOU LIVE SO FUCKING FAR AWAY? DO YOU?"
hayden stayed silent
"DO YOU?"
"YES I DO SETH, I DO KNOW" hayden snapped back "I KNOW EXACTLY HOW IT FEELS AND I DONT LIKE IT EITHER"
they both went silent
"hayden, just come back with me, please, I want to be together with you again, i want there to be an 'us' again"
"no seth, i can't, i already told you"
"well why not?"
"because i have ron-" hayden blurted out and had to think for a second about what he'd just said
seth went rigid, he didn't move a single muscle until he spoke
"who'se ron?" he said in a demanding tone
"he-he's my friend"
"seems like more than just a 'friend'"
"seth i really missed you and-and i didnt know and i wasnt thinking and"
"whatever"
"im really sorry, i shouldn't have done it but i did and seth-"
seth stood up and started slipping on his pants
"seth please, i was going through some things, and you know that"
seth pulled his pants past his silky cock and buttoned them up
"YES, I KNOW, I WENT THROUGH THE EXACT SAME THING, EXCEPT I DIDNT GO SLEEPING WITH THE NEXT BOY THAT I SEEN WALKING BY"
hayden stared down at the floor
"i love you seth"
seth was slipping on his shirt
"seth i said i love you"
"i heard you" he glared back at hayden, turned around and walked out of hayden's room, hayden could only collapse onto his bed and cry, he cried for all the time that seth hadn't called, all the time he imagined the two being together and all the time he'd spent waiting every day for just a simple call that seth promised he'd make but didn't deliver,
back to present time*******
"but i-i don't know what to do"
he got up and leaned forward down the length of the couch
"just put some stuff on it and on me... and you're good to go"
i was dead scared as i took the gel like stuff and spread it across my swollen cock and across hayden's small pink hole, i touched it first, it's reaction was instantly to clamp around my finger, hayden made a small noise
"hayden, i can't"
"yes you can, just try"
"but i dont want to hurt you"
"you wont, just... ron?"
"yeah"
"go slow please"
"uh...okay"
i spread a bit more of the stuff over his little pink hole and stuck the tip of my finger in there, it was HOT, and a muscle seemed to grab on for a moment, but it let go
"hayden i-"
"just go slow"
so i took my finger and slowly slid it into the steaming hot place and took it out, after a few attempts, i took another finger also, this made hayden moan
"put it in me, please"
"o-oh kay"
i lined my swollen cock up to his small pink hole, and gently pushed against it, the muscle clamped down for the count of one mississippi, two mississippi, three mississippi...then it relaxed, i pushed slightly further, and could feel the boiling heat against the head
"unghhhhh" hayden moaned
i slowed, and waited for hayden to relax, then i pushed into him some more until i was about 3/4 into him, then suddenly he 'froze' gritting his teeth and clawing at the couch
"hayden, what is it"
"fffffuck"
i felt his muscles completely clamp onto me that it actually really HURT
"i'm pulling out"
"no please dont!"
"i dont want to hurt you"
"fffff owww"
"i'm not going to let this hurt you hayden"
"please ron, just a minute" he was just so tensed up
we stayed still for the longest time, his inner muscles clenching their tightest, their surprisingly strong grip holding my slick cock in place, i was so scared, hayden was clawing the hell out of the couch with his hand's grip
"hayden im so sorry"
"shhh" he was concentrating on relaxing
his lips tightened together again, his stomach sucked in, his hair draping downwards, he was in so much pain and there was nothing i could do to help him, so we stayed still as can be for another minute, he let out a deep breath, then finally, i could feel from inside of his hot inner self, that he had begun to relax, that made me feel so much better
"okay, now"
i pushed the extra little bit in, then felt so happy, so i carefully pulled it out and ever so slowly in again
"mmmmm" hayden moaned
"is it okay?"
he just nodded
i started going slowly in and out of his tight pink hole, it felt SO GOOD!!! it was like so warm and moist an all around nice...
"unh" he whimpered as i accidently pushed against something
i started to go faster into his spot, the faster i went the more he moaned, and by now he seemed to be enjoying it, then i started to feel the inner muscles contracting as my cock began to come to a climax, we both seemed to come at the same time because i could feel it from inside... then i blew into hayden
"oh f- god hayd- unm- oh mah-" i let out as i slowly pulled out and gently laid my head on his smooth chest
"shhh"
"hayden i love you so much" i was trembling from the orgasmic shockwaves as i gripped hayden's sides
"i love you too" he said as he delicately ran his fingers through my hair
So there ya go for chapter 7, any questions/comments/"constructive criticisms" email me at a.clockwork.orange8@gmail.com and if you have msn messenger add me!!! i love new contacts!!!