St. Luke's Academy
Chapter 7
New Experiences
When Chas got home that day he sat at the breakfast bar as Toby prepared dinner and told him the story of his day. Turning to face Chas at the end of the dissertation Toby looked carefully at Chas's eyes.
"I think your action with the boys shows maturity in your decision making but lets your sense of humour show through. I'm worried about what you say concerning Jesse. I know how easy it is to love you and I know how close you two were that first year at St. Mark's, but this sounds serious Chas."
Chas nodded.
"I know. I would love Jesse to make love to me properly he is such a wonderful man, but if he is struggling with his sexuality and it's my fault I'm going to be very sad."
"What are you going to do?"
Shaking his head, Chas replied, "Nothing, what can I do?"
Toby shrugged and turned back to his task.
What he thought though was, take him to bed Chas, blow his mind, he will know soon enough then.' The next thought was, If you do that and Jesse confirms he is gay I could lose you to him.' That brought tears, `oh God, don't let me lose him, he is my life.'
Half turning to reach for something Chas saw the tears. He was round the breakfast bar with Toby in his arms before Toby could complete his movement.
"What is it Baby, what have I said?"
Toby shook his head, "Nothing, I'm just being silly."
"I'm sorry, tears are never nothing, tell me."
Looking at the man he loved, and in a very soft voice said, "Could I lose you to Jesse if he's gay?"
Chas was dumbfounded at that thought, he had thought the same thing and analysed his thinking a hundred times so he knew the answer instantly when Toby asked the question.
"I wondered as well and thought about it a lot. I love Jesse as a brother. I know I would like him to make love to me as the dominant partner, but long term I know there will never be anyone else for me in the whole world but you. I sometimes try to visualise my life without you and there is nothing. I have nothing, I am nothing without you. You own me Baby, heart and soul, my whole world is you."
Toby's turn to be gobsmacked. He threw himself into Chas's arms and almost devoured him.
"I love you so much as well, I don't know what I would do without you either."
The Hockney/Evans household was a sea of love and tranquillity for the remainder of the evening. At bed time Toby pointedly asked Chas how his bottom felt.
"It's fine Baby, fully operational again," he replied giggling like a school girl.
Toby looked serious as he said, "Good because tonight I'm going to make love to you."
Chas was definitely speechless, Toby had only ever done that once before with him and once with Justin in a role play nearly four years ago and that at Chas's instigation.
The reality of that statement was more than Chas could ever have wished for.
Toby laid Chas down on his back, kissed him tenderly and told him.
"You are to do nothing except enjoy. You don't need to touch me at all, I just want to show you how much I love you."
The slow build up of sensuality had Chas gasping. His whole body was tingling as Toby softly kissed him all over his front, including cock and balls. Then he started all over again leading with his hands. The silky touch as Toby slid a hand up and down his monstrously hard cock a few times drove him mad and then when the lips followed Chas thought he was going to die. Toby came off the cock and sucked in Chas's balls, still gently stroking his cock. Toby could feel Chas swelling prior to cumming and slid back up to suck gently as he took a mouthful of cum. As soon as he had sucked up all of the discharge Toby went straight to the nipples licking kissing and nipping until he could feel that Chas was monstrously hard again. He rolled him over onto his tummy and spread his legs wide. He lay his body on top of Chas, working his cock comfortably into the crack of his arse and then nibbled an ear and Chas's neck whispering words of love to him as he gently moved his cock up and down the crack. Then the slow descent licking down Chas's spine until he got to the buttocks, lots of kissing and nibbling there until the crack beckoned. Toby knelt up and using his hands pulled Chas's cheeks apart until the anus was revealed, then the tongue went back into play, worrying the rosebud before moving further to swab the perineum. It must have been more than fifteen minutes later that Toby thought there was so much spittle around that he could attempt entry without any more lube. He used his own spit to lubricate his cock, along with copious quantities of pre-cum, and then placed it at the entrance to Chas's arse. That was enough for Chas, he was so turned on he just moved up on to his knees impaling himself fully on Toby.
Holding Chas's hips Toby used all of his smallness and agility to fuck Chas slowly for ages until he felt Chas orgasm again. He then made Chas turn over and puting his feet on his shoulders entered him again. Now able to watch his lover's eyes Toby tried to enter with as much variation as he could muster while he continued playing with Chas's cock and balls. Chas couldn't take very much of it and was soon orgasming again. His strong gluts working on Toby's cock was too much and he sped up to deposit a huge quantity of love juice in his man. All finished and Toby lay forward to kiss Chas passionately.
Calming down for Toby meant planting loads of small, delicate kisses over Chas's chest and neck.
When he was sure Chas was completely calm Toby hopped out of bed returning with a warm cloth which he used to clean Chas up before doing the same to himself and falling back into bed to cuddle his man.
Chas wrapped Toby in his embrace and promptly fell asleep.
Toby followed very shortly thereafter with a smile still on his lips. The love of two caring men would sustain them through many, probably any crisis and they both felt that as they fell deeper into sleep.
Toby looked quite shy as he sat across the breakfast bar from Chas the next morning.
"Wow Tiger, promise me you'll do that again frequently. That is more loving than I thought possible."
Toby beamed.
"Was I really good Chas?"
"Yes Baby, that was incredible, so much more than I deserve."
"Oh no, you deserve the best. I love you so much. You are a good man Charles Hockney, I'm proud to be your lover."
Chas wasn't normally over emotional but he teared up at this comment.
"Don't say that Toby, not after I nearly ruined everything."
"You won't do that again, and you're a better man for the experience and knowledge you've gained from it."
Cocking his head to one side Chas asked, "How did you get so wise?"
Toby grinned as he got up to go to Uni.
"I just watched the most wonderful man in the world. I love you, see you this evening," and he was gone.
Chas left soon after and thought of Toby as he walked to the school. He knew he couldn't change, his sexual urges were too strong but he would be much more careful now. Jim Kirby would be no problem, he was almost certain he could have Tony Howard anytime, the boy so worshipped cock he would do anything to have Chas's on a regular basis. He thought there would now be almost no risk in taking Edison and Nick again, but he would wait until he got a positive report from the psychiatrist before he went that route. That, he was sure was only the tip of the iceberg because he had his list from the medicals. Chas was also not sure about David Balfour. There was just something about the way he talked of Luke Matthews, almost a longing for something that might have been. He thought he might watch for reaction if he brought the staff punishment at St. Mark's into the conversation one day and mentioned what he had done to Luke to save his job.
Ah well, an interesting future looked in the offing but for now he had more pressing things to think about. Further training for his assistant was a good place to start the day he thought.
Steve Cochran, was another genuinely enthusiastic Sports Coach and Phys. Ed Instructor. Like Chas he was well up on the Sciences that affected the human body. He was doing a part time course at the same university as Toby, but cramming in so much extra work at nights that he would qualify early rather than in a longer time. Chas worked with him all morning and then released him for Uni after lunch.
"Steve I'm really impressed with your dedication and don't want to disrupt your schedule, but if you can spare the time, why don't you come to dinner tonight. Toby is majoring in the sciences as well so we could have a very educational dinner as well as give you some more interesting food than the staff canteen."
Steve Cochrane was pleased at this invitation. He had heard a lot of the rumours about Chas's sexual exploits and knew that he lived with his long term lover. It would be interesting to see him in his home environment.
Toby had used a free afternoon that day to decorate the cottage for Christmas. Chas had been so tied up with sorting out his life again that he hadn't noticed it creeping up on them. When he arrived home with Steve in tow, they were both surprised. More surprise was added for Steve when Chas quite unselfconsciously kissed Toby full on the lips in greeting
"Hello Baby, you look as though you've had a busy day."
Toby gave Chas another kiss before he noticed Steve stood, eyes out on organ stops watching the scene.
Toby smiled a brilliant welcoming smile and said to Steve, "Let me guess, you're Steve Cochran. Welcome to our home."
He put out his hand and Steve took it to receive a firm no nonsense handshake.
"Hi Toby, it's a pleasure to meet you. I've seen you at Uni I think."
"Yes I thought the same. We share one class I think."
"Yes, of course, Kinetics."
Steve smiled at this fellow student and then looked at Chas.
"You didn't tell me your boyfriend was the best looking guy at Uni."
Chas laughed.
"Well I don't tell everyone, I don't like the idea of having to beat back the mob to get into my home every day."
Toby was giggling at what he considered was the silliness of the other two.
"Oh stop it you two, you'll have me believing you if you keep this up."
Chas giggled as well, gave Toby another kiss and said, "Ok Tiger, I'll get some drinks. Steve, wine, or something else?"
Steve found it difficult to take in this easy loving relationship between his macho boss and this very self assured and beautiful fellow student.
"Uh, wine will be fine Chas."
Sat at the breakfast bar in the kitchen with Toby doing dinner, Steve was happy to sit back and just watch these two talk about their day. It was so obvious that they both enjoyed hearing about what the other had done.
"Interesting afternoon with Jesse, Toby. We were analysing punishment records, our unofficial ones Steve, because as you know individual records aren't kept. Anyway, comparison with St. Mark's for our first period and we are well down. I think the regime that Jesse and I have instituted is more effective."
"Huh, you mean, you have instituted, Jesse was only with you for a short while, you are the one that has all the experience."
Chas blushed.
"Not true, Jesse has loads of psychology training I don't and we combine ideas very well."
"Too modest by half Charles Hockney, but that's just another of the reasons I love you so much."
Steve couldn't believe all this, these two were unreal, totally at ease with their love for one another.
Dinner was a very pleasant and enervating session of talk about the human body, not boring at all which it could so easily have been. Chas and Toby were both so keen and interested in their chosen subjects.
"Wow Toby, it's difficult to believe you're the same year as me, you are so clued up."
"Thanks Steve, a lot of that is down to Chas, his knowledge, for a jock, is impressive, so conversation level in this house tends to be quite intellectual."
Chas had a wicked smile on his face as Toby finished.
"I'm going to get you for that after Steve has left Toby Evans, casting aspersions on my IQ is a definite for some serious punishment."
Toby giggled again, "Ooooh, yes please."
Steve just shook his head, they were unreal, a couple of kids in each other's company.
"How long have you and Toby been together Chas?"
Chas looked at Toby with eyes full of love and got serious.
"Four incredible years."
"Lucky man."
Chas nodded, here was a subject he seldom joked about, his love for Toby was just all consuming.
"Don't I know it?"
"That's enough you two. This isn't supposed to get serious. Chas, why don't you open another bottle while I load the dishwasher and put a coffee filter on."
The three settled down in front of the fire and made small talk until Steve decided it was time to go. Truth was, he would have been happy to remain here all night talking to these two. He thanked his hosts profusely and wandered back across the grounds to his staff quarter.
I could fall for either of those guys very easily', he thought, and then shook himself. What the fuck, I'm a straight boy, whatever induced a thought like that into my head.' Self analysis took over then. `I admire Chas immensely, he's only 26 and has the maturity in the job of a forty year old. From a purely aesthetic point of view, as a jock he has a superb body, he is good looking, good company, has a fantastic sense of humour, as a boss I could not be luckier. Would I have sex with him? Oh fuck, yes, but I can't. What about Toby? Oh God, that guy is just unreal, not just incredible good looks but a brain that could keep you fascinated all day, imagine going to bed with him. No I mustn't, that's even more impractical than thoughts of going to bed with Chas.'
One very disturbed sleep for Steve that night. He wasn't alone either, Jesse was having similar thoughts, not good. His whole world could come tumbling down if he went the route his heart was driving. What if he took Chas to bed just once, to get it out of his system. Huh, who was he fooling, he had taken him once and there lay the problem, once wasn't enough, once a day probably wouldn't be enough. Jesse didn't ever think about sex with another male, only Chas, so he wasn't gay, he had to be bi to want it even with one man and he could have lived with that, but it was his feelings for Chas that concerned him so much and disturbed his sleep.
Toby and Chas had no such problems, tender loving and then the sleep of the innocent.