Chapter Twelve: Back to School
I felt awful on Monday morning. I had barely slept the entire night and then as I got to school I kept looking around, nervously expecting that everyone would be staring at me, that there would be signs on every locker reading, "Rob Thompson's a Fag! And he kissed Andy Mitchell last night!" The fact that it was a normal Monday took a while to sink in.
I didn't see Rob all morning. Our schedules didn't connect at all and since he was a senior our lockers were nowhere near one another. But still, I kept looking for him. I wasn't sure what it would be like to see him. Maybe he'd be pissed at me about last night or maybe the whole school would be pissed at him because of Mike and his idiot friend. Finally I caught him briefly between third and fourth periods.
"Rob!" I practically shouted down the hall.
"Hey Andy," he walked up to me looking unhappy.
"So ah, how's it goin?"
"I dunno," he spoke softly. "It seems like most of the guys on the team are ignoring me, but maybe I'm just imagining things. I swear Mark turned around and walked the other way when I was comin' down the hall earlier this morning. But maybe it's me."
"That sucks man." I wasn't sure what to say. The hall was thinning out. "Well, um, I guess I better get to class. Hope things go all right."
"Yeah, thanks" he started walking away and then he turned around. "Hey Andy? Thanks. For asking I mean." He smiled weakly at me and then headed back down the hallway. Maybe he wasn't mad at me after all.
At lunch I sat with Mike even though I really didn't want to see him. But we always had lunch together and it would look kinda strange if all of sudden I started sitting with Rob and his friends, even though that's exactly what I wanted to do. Not two minutes after I sat down Jeremy, Sam and some of the other swimmers joined us.
"Guess who spent Saturday night with the Fairy Prince?" Mike asked Jeremy.
"Oh yeah? Did he wave his magic wand at you, Mitchell?" Jeremy said as he and Mike burst into laughter.
I couldn't believe it. Mike, my so-called best friend, was trying to show off or something in front of his newfound jock friends at my expense.
"Just shut up assholes," I was trying to sound tough. "You guys don't know what you're talking about."
"I know Rob Thompson's a faggot," Jeremy had a mean smirk on his face.
"No you don't fucker," I practically shouted, the anger rising in my face. "So stop saying that shit!"
"Hey guys, just lay off, okay?" Sam spoke up which kind of surprised me. He actually looked kind of pissed at Jeremy.
"What's wrong, Sam? Don't you care if the captain of the soccer team is a homo?" Jeremy sneered.
"Ya know, I couldn't care less," said Sam quietly. "I think you should just keep your big mouth shut."
"Oh! I see how it is," Jeremy kept pushing. "You'd probably like it wouldn't ya?" He smiled and looked at Mike, apparently quite pleased with himself.
Sam glared at Jeremy but he didn't say anything. I had never seen him look so angry.
"Whoa, whoa," said Mike laughing nervously. "Calm down guys. What's the big deal? Why do you care so much? It's not like anyone here went to the fag meeting."
"And what if one of us did, Mike?" I said, way too loud. "Would you have to leave the table because you were sitting with someone gay? Would you be unable to eat because one of your friends was different?" I was practically screaming at this point. People at other tables were looking at me and I couldn't stop. I was so angry at Mike and Jeremy and their whole little world. "Well lemme tell you something, I did go the GSA meeting and the truth is I'll be going again. I don't care who knows it. So what do you think of that, huh? Turns out it's your best friend who's the fag. Wonder what that makes you!"
I got up from the table, my cheeks hot with emotion, my eyes glaring at Mike's shocked face. I could tell people were staring at me as I left. My foot got caught on some kid's backpack and I kicked it out of my way hard and it slid across the floor.
I stormed around the school, furious and confused, trying to calm down. The halls were deserted, everyone still at lunch or class. I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing. Finally I gave up. I slid down the wall and sat on the ground. I pulled my knees up and buried my face.
What had I done? Why did I lose my temper like that and why, oh my God why did I just tell the whole school that I was gay? I sat and thought about all the things I had heard people say about Neil Reynolds and got more and more depressed as I realized they'd now be just as mean to me.
"Hey," I heard Rob as he sat down next to me.
I couldn't look at him. I couldn't even lift my head. I felt his hand slowly touch my arm. I wanted so bad to just fall over and have him once again hold me, wrap himself around me. But I had just enough control not to move or burst into tears.
"I really admire you, Andy," he said softly after we had been sitting there a while.
It was the last thing in the world I ever expected to hear. I pulled my head up and looked over at him, my face twisted in confusion.
"What are you talking about?"
"You stood up to those assholes. I . . . I never would have been able to do that. I would have smiled and joked and pretended that whatever they were saying didn't hurt me even if it did. But you? You were honest. You told them the truth and . . . it was amazing. I admire that. I wish I was that way."
"You were there?"
"I was on the other side of the lunchroom, but yeah, I heard your speech. Or at least the last part of it. You were incredible. I was so envious."
I stifled a laugh.
"You were envious of me for having a public temper tantrum and coming out in front of the whole school and probably losing my best friend in the process? Dude, you gotta get a life."
We both laughed nervously.
"Come on," said Rob. "Let's get outta here."
"Yeah, I guess classes will be starting soon." I rubbed my face.
"No," he stood up. "I mean, let's just outta here. Let's skip this afternoon."
I had never skipped school before in my life. But I sure didn't want to be around here for the next three hours. I looked up at Rob and smiled as I saw his perfect, hopeful grin. He stuck his hand out to help me up.
"Yeah," I grabbed his hand and stood. "Let's go."
I got a few things from my locker and then we swung by Rob's locker for his stuff. We headed out the doors, fighting against the mob of folks coming back inside from lunch and got in his car.
"You wanna go to the mall?" Rob asked excitedly as we pulled out of the parking lot.
I actually didn't care where we went. I just felt tired and alone. Anywhere was better than school and Jeremy and Mike and everything that had just happened in the last hour.
"Sure," I stared out the window and we rode in silence for the rest of the way.
It took a while but I actually found myself relaxing and almost having fun at the mall. Rob tried cheering me up by pointing out just about every cute guy he saw which made us both smile and laugh. We spent way too much time at Hollister and Abercrombie. He even convinced me to try on a couple of shirts at Abercrombie just cause the college guy working there was so hot. When we left he said the shirts looked really sexy. It was the best thing I had heard all day.
"Andy!" Rob got all excited as we were walking down one of the hallways. "We've got to do this!"
"What?" I rolled my eyes, unsure of what corny idea Rob had come up with.
"Look!" he pointed to an old photo booth. "These are awesome! Four for a buck. Come on!" He grabbed my arm and pushed me into the little cubby. I sat down on the stool as Rob started dumping quarters into the machine. He shoved me over playfully and we both sat on the little seat.
"Now just look straight ahead," he said. I smiled over at him and the light flashed surprising us both. "Now make this one different," he said as he leaned forward toward the camera. I cocked my head to one side, just behind him. I was about to start smiling when the booth flashed again.
"Two more!" Rob was in total hysterics at this point and I couldn't help but laugh myself, unsure of what to do. He turned to the side and I quickly did the same as the third shot took our profiles. Finally, Rob pressed his cheek against mine and the light flashed for a final shot.
We got out of the closed space and I looked at the strip of pictures. They were kind of cool actually, each one a little different. We looked good together actually.
"You're very photogenic," Rob said as we stared down at the pictures, our faces inches from one another, our arms touching.
"Whatever!" I blushed at his compliment. I pulled back suddenly as my phone my phone rang . My Mom's name come up on the caller ID.
"Shit," I mumbled. "It's my Mom." I didn't answer it which I knew would probably get me in more trouble than I already was, but I didn't care. I was actually having a good time and I sure didn't want to go back and worry about being in trouble again or how things were gonna go in school tomorrow.
"You want 'em?" Rob held the strip of pictures out.
"Nah," I sighed. "You keep 'em. It was your idea. Thanks though." I put my arm around his shoulder for a moment as we started walking.
We drove home about an hour later. Rob pulled up in my driveway and I looked over at him.
"You really helped me a lot today." I said. "I . . . I'd be miserable right now if you hadn't been around."
"Nah, you'd be fine," he shrugged. "And you may not be so happy with me after your Mom talks to you."
We both laughed.
I looked over at him and he stared back. His smile softened a bit as we gazed into each other's eyes. I leaned forward and kissed him quickly on the cheek, my lips feeling the slightest hint of stubble.
"Thanks again Rob," I said quietly, pulling back and getting my things together. I stepped out of the car and waved at him. He smiled back at me but still, I couldn't help but notice the disappointment in his eyes.
Mom was not at all happy with me when I stepped in the door. She told me the school had called and told her I was skipping. She kept asking why I would do something like this and how much she trusted me and how I had stayed out too late on Sunday and blah blah blah. It had been a while since she had lectured me like this. It pissed me off actually, like she still thought I was a kid or something. Instantly she had managed to bring me back to my miserable reality. I headed upstairs and slammed the door to my room.
I was still pretty pissed when Sara called.
"Andy!" she practically screamed. "Oh my God, I was so worried about you. Are you all right? What happened today? Where'd you go this afternoon."
"Jeesh just chill," I said. "I'm fine. I just . . . I had to get out of school after lunch that's all."
"Yeah, so what happened at lunch? I kept hearing all these rumors and shit in the afternoon. Someone said you were yelling at Mike. Is that true?"
"Ahh, well, kinda." I explained my little (maybe not so little) temper tantrum. I also told her about what had happened on Sunday and how Rob said he had a crush on me and stuff. I told her how confused I felt.
"Wow!" she said when I finished. "So let me get this straight so to speak. You now have a boyfriend in California who is sweet and gorgeous and sings you love songs when he's bored AND you have the most eligible guy at our school, the guy every girl in the senior class wants to date, trying to become your boyfriend. And this is bad . . . why again?"
"It's not that simple Sara. I mean, I just don't know what to do. Rob is great and he's here. But I know I love Travis. It isn't his fault that we live so far apart. I don't love him any less just because we don't see each other. I just . . . can't stand the fact that he isn't here."
"So let me ask you this, if Travis lived here, would you consider dating Rob?"
"Of course not," I said quickly. "I love Travis."
"Well there you go. You don't sound very confused at all. Seems to me the problem you have isn't with Rob it's with Travis living so far away."
"Well, duuhhhh! Of course it's with Travis living so far away. If he were here everything would be different."
"My point is stop worrying about dating Rob. Oh my God I can't believe I just told ANYONE to stop worrying about dating Rob Thompson!" Sara laughed. "Sorry. Stop worrying about Rob and start figuring out how to make things better with Travis."
"Well just how am I supposed to do that," I was annoyed. "I told you, we email, we phone, we chat online, but it's not the same. It's not the same as being together."
"So?" she said. "Figure out how to get together. Summer's gonna be here soon. Maybe after his visit you should go see him for a week. Maybe you guys can plan some sort of trip on your own. Maybe you could go be camp counselors together. Maybe he could get a summer job here. Maybe you could both become exchanges students to Germany. I don't know. Just stop moping already and start figuring out how to be with him."
I sat there for a long time. Sara's comments had totally blown me away. She was right, of course. As great as Rob was, he wasn't Travis. And the ideas she had about the summer were entirely new to me. I hadn't even considered the possibility of finding out a way for us to really spend time together. I mean, it's not like we could run off and live in Denver for three months, but some of her crazy thoughts weren't completely impossible. Maybe we could make something like that work.
"You still there?" Sara asked.
"Uhh, yeah."
"What are you thinking about?"
"I'm thinking that you just helped me out a whole lot."
"Really?" Sara sounded surprised. "Huh. I was just pretty much talking to hear my own voice but if it was useful to you that's great."
We both laughed.
"So are you gonna tell him?" she asked.
"Huh? Tell who? What?"
"Are you going to tell Travis what happened on Sunday?"
"I don't know," I was confused. I hadn't thought about this at all. "Do you think I should?"
"You have to Andy. He has to know."
"But we didn't do anything," I whined.
"Then you have nothing to worry about. But still, you have to be honest with him."
As soon as she said the word I knew I didn't have a choice. The only thing Travis had ever asked of me was to be honest. From the first night on the cruise. Sara was right. I was going to have to tell him what happened even though I didn't want to.
I called him as soon as I hung up with Sara..
"Hey babe," he answered.
I have to confess something. When I hear guys at school say stuff like 'babe' and 'honey' to their girlfriends, it pretty much makes me want to find the nearest trash can and hurl. But when Travis says it to me, well, THAT pretty much melts my heart.
"Hey!" I said. "How are you?"
"Better now. You?"
"I'm . . . I'm good," I was kinda nervous, "It's just . . . I got some stuff I need to talk to you about. That all right?"
"Of course it is." I could hear his smile through the phone. God I missed him.
"Okay, so I told you I went to the GSA meeting last week and saw the captain of my soccer team there, right?"
"Yup. Roger or something."
"Yeah, Rob. Anyway, after that meeting he and I started hanging out a little bit. Like, um, we went to a swim meet and stuff and then we went to dinner and saw a friend of ours who's boyfriend plays in this band."
"Sounds like a date," Travis laughed.
"No, it wasn't!" His comment upset me. I tried to calm down. "It wasn't a date. So anyway, we did that on Saturday and it was a lot of fun. I mean, it was great Travis. It was great to hang out with Rob and to have someone to talk to. And it was great to see our friend Neil watch his boyfriend in the band. It totally reminded me of watching you sing. But that also made me really upset. Because . . .well, because I can't watch you sing any more. I can't even hold your hand. And I guess I got to thinking about how things have been going between us lately and . . . it just hasn't felt the same, ya know? We don't . . . I dunno . . . I just felt like we were slipping further apart because we never get to see one another. Do . . . I mean, have you felt that way too?"
Travis was slow to respond.
"I don't know, I mean, maybe. I guess we haven't really been quite as close as we were on the ship, but we haven't seen each other for a month either so I guess I thought it was kind of normal or something. But Andy, why are you talking about this stuff now? You're scaring me."
"Travis," I said. "Don't be scared. I promise I'm not . . . I don't want anything to change for us, all right? I just need to explain what's happening."
"Okay," he said. "So, you were saying that you were kinda sad on Saturday cause you had to listen to someone other than me sing?"
I laughed.
"Yeah, exactly. So then on Sunday, Mike calls me and tells me that some jerk at school had seen Rob go to the GSA meeting and he was telling everyone that Rob was gay."
"Whoa."
"Uh-huh. I was really scared and so I called Rob and told him we had to meet. And we did. And I told him what Mike had told me which totally freaked him out. We talked for a long time and then . . . well . . . . Travis he told me had a crush on me. And then . . . I don't know what happened but . . . well, we kissed."
I waited for a long time for Travis to respond but he didn't say anything.
"You still there?" I asked quietly.
"Yup." It wasn't his smile I was hearing anymore. I waited a little while longer. It felt awful.
"Travis I-" I started but he interrupted me.
"That's why you didn't call on Sunday isn't it? You were with him, right?"
Now I was the one who didn't know what to say
"And didn't we say we weren't gonna do that, Andy? I mean, wasn't that we agreed to?"
I could hear he was upset. "Umm, I guess, it's just-"
"It's just what, Andy? You thought I wouldn't care? What the hell!"
"Travis, I'm so sorry," I said. "I can't explain it. I didn't plan to do it and . . . it just sort of happened. And I swear that's all that happened. I'm so sorry. I knew you'd care. I knew it mattered. And that's why I'm telling you about it now, because I had to tell you. I couldn't keep this from you."
We were silent for a while longer.
"Did you do anything else?" Travis sounded really angry now.
"Whaddya mean?"
"I mean when you were making out with Rob! Did you do anything else besides kiss?"
"We weren't making out. He just . . . ya know we were kissing and he touched my stomach and tried to reach inside my pants but I wouldn't let him. Nothing happened."
"Is that supposed to make me feel better?" Travis was definitely mad. It was the first time he had ever sounded like this with me. "You didn't let him grab your cock and so it's okay? God Andy! I can't believe you did this. How could you?"
"Travis, I said I'm sorry. Honest. Nothing happened. He kissed me. He wanted to go further but I wouldn't let him. End of story. I wish it didn't happen but-"
"Well it's a little late for that now, isn't it? I . . . I can't believe you did this Andy. I can't . . . fuck! I don't understand. How could you kiss him?"
I felt as though someone were tying my stomach in knots. I didn't know what to say to Travis. I wanted him to understand that I was being honest with him when I said I was sorry, that I wished it hadn't happened. Again we were silent.
Travis finally spoke up softly. "I have to go Andy. I can't talk to you about this now."
"Wait! Don't go! It's not what-" I kept talking even though he was gone. I stared down at the dark phone. I was completely frozen. I had no idea what to do or what had just happened. I kept pulling his name up on my phone, tempted to call him again but I didn't do it.
I slowly leaned over on my bed and the tears began. I buried my face in my pillow as I cried. Travis and I had never fought before. Not like this. It wasn't just my stupid mistake that hurt, I was used to making mistakes. I knew I had screwed up. What was unbearable, what I couldn't get over was that I had hurt him.
I could barely pull myself out of bed on Tuesday I was so depressed. I actually tried faking a stomach ache (I know, I know, how sixth grade can you get?) but Mom was still kind of pissed about my skipping yesterday so she really didn't have much sympathy for my supposed pain.
It wasn't until I arrived at school that I actually remembered what else had happened yesterday. That today was my first day going to school as a full blown, confessed queer. I was a zombie for most of the morning. I barely looked up as I walked through the halls and I didn't say a word in my classes.
Sometime after English class Neil Reynolds spotted me and came over with a huge grin on his face.
"You, Andy Mitchell, are a superstar!" he said beaming.
"I don't know about that," I mumbled trying to smile. "More like a super loud mouth."
"It was awesome Andy. And don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You're stronger then any of 'em."
It was a really nice thing for Neil to say. I hadn't thought that what I did in the lunchroom yesterday required any strength. Seemed to me more like stupidity.
Sometime around 11:15 or so I realized lunch was approaching. The scene of the crime. I wasn't hungry and I knew I couldn't sit with Mike any more. I figured my best bet would simply be to slink off into a corner somewhere and hope that nobody even noticed me. Which is exactly what I did.
But someone did notice. It was Sam.
"Can I join you?" he asked.
"Ahh I guess," We ate in silence for a while and then Sam started talking.
"Andy, I just want you to know that what happened yesterday, well I'm cool with it. I mean, I was actually kind of pissed off at those guys and what they were saying so when you stood up to them I thought that was great."
"Thanks, Sam." I said. "I shouldn't have lost my temper. And probably didn't need to say some of the things I said." I tried to smile even though this conversation wasn't much fun for me.
"No." Sam said confidently. "You said EXACTLY the things that should be said. And if those fucks are too stupid to realize it, well that's their problem."
Sam usually didn't get this animated about anything. As he finished Rob walked up to our table.
"Hey guys," he was smiling as if nothing the least bit strange had been going on for the last week or so. I don't know how that guy does it. That ability to smile, to always be so damn charming even when the world is self destructing. It's disgusting really that anybody can be so . . . so nice.
"Hey Rob," Sam looked up and smiled. "You wanna join us?"
"Ah . . . sure. I just thought I'd see how things are goin. Anybody give you a hard time today?" asked Rob as if he were my protector, my bodyguard or something.
"Nah, not really," I said. "Just a bunch of stupid comments that I could live without but no one's actually come up to my face and said anything."
"I just told Andy that what he said . . . well, that I'm cool with what happened yesterday." Sam was smiling at Rob as he spoke.
"Cool," Rob smiled at Sam and then turned to me. "You goin' to the meeting today?"
"I guess," I sighed. I didn't really want to, but at this point I guess I was pretty much the poster child for the GSA club. And besides, I felt like I owed it to Neil for some reason.
"What meeting?" asked Sam.
"The one that started this whole thing," I said. "Jeremy's favorite club. The gay straight alliance."
"You guys . . . you both going?" Sam said looking at Rob. I realized that, well, despite the rumors, no one really knew whether Rob actually had attended the meeting or whether Rob was in fact gay.
"Yup," said Rob confidently. I looked over at him and smiled for the first time all day. So there it was. Just as simple as a 'yup' at lunch and Rob had essentially shared his secret. At least with Sam. And the world didn't stop spinning.
"Cool," Sam said grinning. "Well, I better go. See you guys later."
Rob and I sat alone at the table. "You sure you're okay?" he asked.
"Not really."
"Have people been giving you shit?"
"No. I mean . . . it's not that. It's not just that. I called Travis last night. I told him . . . about Sunday."
"Oh," his eyes got big. "But . . . I mean, nothing really happened, right?"
"Well, he was pretty angry. It's the first time we've ever fought."
"Wow. So um, what happened?"
"I dunno. I mean I tried to tell him that it wasn't a big deal but he was just really upset and then he . . . he just sort of stopped the conversation. Said he couldn't talk to me about it anymore. I . . . I'm really scared."
"God Andy, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen."
"It's not your fault Rob. I'm sorry to whine to you about this stuff. I'm sure you really don't want to hear all this."
"Andy, I'm your friend. Of course I want to hear all this. "I mean, I know I've got to start shifting my head a little bit which will probably take some time, but I like you. And not just because I think you're cute. I like hanging with you, I like doing stuff together. And part of being your friend means listening to the what's going on in your life. All of it."
"Thanks," I said, trying to smile.
After school I headed over to Mr. Walbaum's room for the GSA meeting. Neil, of course, made a huge deal over what happened the previous day which made me feel a bit uncomfortable even if I knew he was trying to be nice. Rob just kept looking over at me and smiling like a big brother or something. The meeting itself was pretty uneventful. We talked about what it was like to be out at our school and how some people were cool with it and some people would freak out. I mentioned how awesome Sara had been for me and how even people you don't expect (I was thinking about Sam) could sometimes surprise you.
All the way home I thought about Travis and how I had to talk to him. I had to get him to understand that I hadn't really cheated on him and that I really wanted us to be together, at least this summer. I kept talking in my head, trying over and over again to figure out what I was actually going to say to him.
It took me a long time but eventually I got up the courage to call him after dinner. I still didn't know what I was gonna say to him.
"Hey," he answered softly.
"Hey," We were silent for a moment, neither of us sure what to say.
"So, ah, whazzup?" his voice was distant and cool.
"I'm calling to apologize. Again." I heard the words come out, choppy and awkward. "First off, I was wrong to kiss him Travis. I know that and I really am sorry about it."
He didn't say anything.
"It was stupid. I shouldn't have done it and I feel really really sorry. I wish I could take it back."
I waited for him to say something, anything! Still: silence.
"So, umm, I really hope you'll forgive me, Travis. Because you're . . . you're everything to me, okay? It's like, I can't even explain how horrible today was because we fought. I love you."
I could hear his breathing. Why wasn't he saying anything?!
"Do you Andy? I mean, really?" Travis finally started talking. "Ever since you called last night I've been thinking about what you said. And I realized why I was so angry last night. It wasn't about the kiss. Well, it WAS about the kiss. But not just about that. I was angry about what you said earlier. About . . . us drifting apart. And then when you told me what happened, I began to wonder."
"About what," I could barely breathe. I didn't want to hear what he was going to say next.
"About us. About the distance. Do you really want us to try to keep doing this even though we're so far apart?"
"Of course I do!" I felt my heart fall into my stomach. I couldn't believe Travis was having doubts about us. "Travis, look. I know what I said the other night about us being far apart. But, I didn't mean that I wanted things to change. I just needed to tell you what I was feeling, okay?"
"I know," he said softly. "But maybe we're just putting off the inevitable. Maybe we can't keep this up from so far apart."
I didn't know what to say. I was afraid I was going to start crying.
"Is that what you think?" I whispered.
"Not really. But if it's what you think than maybe-"
"It's not what I think!" I burst out. "That's not what I want at all. I want you. I want us!" I was sniffling and whining at the same time. "Before I called you I was talking to Sara and she asked me what I would do if lived here. Would I choose you or Rob. And I didn't even have to think about the question, Travis. It took no time. I knew exactly what the answer was before she even finished the question. It was you. You're who I want. You're who I love."
"But I'm not there. And you're not here. You still think we can keep doing this?"
"I do."
Travis laughed softly. "We're not getting married, Andy."
I smiled for the first time in our conversation. "Well, maybe not yet!"
We were both silent again.
"God I'm so glad," I could hear Travis sniffling now. "I thought maybe you didn't want to keep going. I miss you every day, every night Andy. I'm not ready to give up yet."
"Neither am I. I'm so sorry about all this. I love you."
"It's okay. I know, I know."
I curled up on my bed, holding myself and pretending that Travis was with me as we whispered goodnight.
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