Some Sense Of Security Ch 8
BY: KD
This story is fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual contact between to underage males, if this is illegal to read where you live then please hit the back button now and do not read on! Everything in this story is PURE FICTION made up by myself. All the characters, and where it takes place is all fiction even the names. PLEASE do not copy this, any past chapters or any future chapters and post it anywhere else.
Feel free to email me k.davids@ymail.com ------------------------------------------------------------------ So, I just want to thank all of y'all the readers for the awesome comments I have received. It's awesome to know I can write and entertain everyone. ------------------------------------------------------------------ love seems like a mess when it won't let go of me but when it's gone I don't feel when it's gone I don't feel alive don't leave me alone don't leave me alone I can't stand the way the world feels when I'm walking alone ~Armor For Sleep~ Walking at night alone ------------------------------------------------------------------ Characters Chasen- Main character Tanner- Chasen's boyfriend Margaret- Tanner's Mother David- Tanner's Father Troy- Tanner's little Brother Aaron- Family friend ------------------------------------------------------------------
My dad was due to arrive any minute. David went to get him from the airport; I don't know what it is that I'm feeling. I'm scared, excited, and pissed off that he wants now to step back into my life.
Tanner comes up behind me and puts his arms around my waist, "Calm down babe."
"I can't, there's just too much emotion going on in my head right now." I tell him looking back at him.
He kisses me on the cheek, "Well try to calm, down this could be a good thing."
"I'm goin to go talk to your mom." I tell him.
Walking down the stairs that I have become so used to doing over the last few weeks, and I find Margaret in her usual place in the kitchen especially today.
"Your upset?" I ask walking in and sitting on the stool at the bar.
She stops chopping up carrots and looks up and gives me a weak smile, "No honey I'm not upset, just apprehensive. With court on Monday, and your father coming in so soon. Just a lot to handle, but I am a grown woman, how are you holding up?"
I look at her and shake my head, "I'm terrified honestly. I haven't seen my father since I was so young. I don't even know what to call him dad, or Kevin."
She reaches over and touches my cheek, "Hun, I can't tell you what to call him. That is your choice not mine or anyone else's, if you don't think you should call him dad, then call him Kevin. He is a stranger to you, but it's up to you." She tells me going back to cutting up vegetables and she looks up and smiles, "We have to get you a trim that blonde mop of yours, it's out of control."
I laugh, "Yeah it is time for a trim, maybe shave it all off!" I joke.
"NO! Then I couldn't be with you at all!" Tanner says sneaking up behind me and kisses me on the cheek. "They are here." He announces.
I go and sit on the couch, Tanner sits next to me, but a little further away, we don't want to freak out my dad so soon. I hear the door open and I hear chatter as David, and my father walks in.
Margaret goes to greet them first, and asks how the plane ride was, and just small talk. I hear them getting closer to the living room.
David comes in first, giving me a reassuring smile, that's when Kevin, my dad walks in behind him, and I know that's my father even without seeing him in so long.
I look just like him, right down to the body build, though he is taller than me, he has short dirty blonde hair and pale blue eyes just like I do. He is dressed in jeans and a polo shirt. He doesn't look any different from the way I remember; he even has a smile line on his face.
He stands in the doorway, of the living room, his pale blue eyes locking on mine. He steps in and smiles, and walks over to me and I stand up.
I look at him and the next thing I know is that he is hugging me. I mean a full fledge hug, I wince a little not expecting that, but he still hugs me ruffling my hair.
"Tanner let's give them some time alone." David says as they walk out of the living room.
He holds me out at arm's length to look at me, "Chasen, my boy you look good, a little skinny, but you're a good looking young man." Then he brings me in for another hug, this time I hug him back trying to hold back the tears.
We kind of stand there and look at each other until Margaret comes in, "Kevin, why don't you and Chasen go outside in the backyard and catch up? I will call you both in for dinner."
I lead my dad out the back door by the kitchen, and we walk over to a bench that's placed by a garden.
"Why now?" I ask without even thinking.
He looks at me with sad eyes, "I just found you. Your mother made sure when I left that I wouldn't be able to contact you. I have been trying for the last three years, I had no clue if you where still here in town or where. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you, or try to find you."
"You left me with her. How could you do that?" I ask getting upset.
"I didn't want to leave you with her I tried to take you with me, your mother is sick, even when I was seeing her she was to friendly with the alcohol. I wanted to get her better, I tried for years. It was taking a toll on me, and Caroline." He tells me looking sad at me.
I look at him, "You were cheating on mom?"
"No, Caroline and I were a couple before your mother and I even met. We had a kid, but she moved home, and I met your mother and we had you, but your mother and I never worked out, so we never married. In fact before you were born Caroline and I got back together and married, she had a second kid on the way, that's when I decided to move on from your mother. I tried so hard to get you, but she threatened to take her own life if I did." He patted my leg, "I came over every day after school to see you, I didn't want you to grow up without me in your life, and that's what happened."
I'm nearly in tears, "You mean you always visited, but you would stay until I fell asleep!"
He looks at me, "Son, you where young, you would be in bed by six, most nights. I would come and see you after I got off work, about five most days, after you would go to sleep I would go home, you don't ever remember coming to my house and spending some time with Caroline on the weekends?"
I think back, "I do remember going somewhere with you, but I can't remember, I think I blocked out anything that had something to do with you. Mom told me you hated us, we were why you left."
"No son, I loved you more than anything, just it got worse between your mother and I. She even tried to attack Caroline. At that time my job offered me my own Office in California, I tried to take you but like I said your mother threatened to take her own life. I had no choice." He says looking at me, and I know he is telling the truth.
"So you live in California now?" I ask wondering.
He smiles, "yep that's where my Law firm is!"
"So you are a lawyer? What's it like in California?" I turn to look at him easier.
He smiles and lets out a laugh, "it's busy, fast paced, but it's a beautiful state. We all love it there."
I look at him curiosity getting the best of me, "By we, you mean you, and Caroline?"
He lets out another laugh and wraps his arm around my shoulders, "well yes, Caroline, and I, but also your two brothers and your baby sister."
I look at him in shock, "Three! I have three siblings? Tell me about them, please."
He smiles, "Ok bud, hold on." He tells me pulling out his wallet, and opening it to the pictures the first one is of me when I was young I just look at it and then at him and he smiles.
He flips to a boy that doesn't look much different than me, "That's Ryan he is only a few months older than you."
I look up, "So he is sixteen?"
"Yes, he will be seventeen in a few months." He flipped to a second picture and it was another boy.
He had brown hair, unlike Ryan, who has blond hair like me, but he had blue eyes. "Kyle just turned fifteen not too long ago." My dad tells me.
He flips to the next one, and it's a girl with blonde hair and green eyes, "This is Lexie, she is fourteen, and let me tell you, she is a feisty girl! The boys don't mess with her much." He tells me laughing.
I sit there with his wallet in my hands looking back and fourth at the photos, "Couldn't keep it in your pants?" I ask trying to hold a straight face, but busted out laughing.
He laughs with me too, "No, we just knew we wanted more kids and to have them around the same age, we had the money to support them and bring them up right." He trails off and looks at me.
"Oh, I see." I say.
He gets up and motions for me to walk with him, "I tried to send you money all the time, did you ever get any of the cards Caroline and I sent?"
I just shook my head, he looked upset, "I should have known she wouldn't give them to you, probably what she used to buy her booze."
I explained how living with her was, hardly ever eating, having to get a job, and having to pick her up off the floors when she would pass out, and the so called boyfriends that she would have over, and how they where assholes to me. We came back around to the bench and I stood before him. That's when I told him about the beating I took, and I pulled off my shirt to show him.
You could feel the whole atmosphere change around us how sad he was, but also the anger, he reached out and touched the scars that I had from when she used belts, and the fading bruises that were barely visible anymore.
He pulled me into a hug and starts to cry, "I am so sorry, son I wasn't there for you; I will make sure nothing ever happens like this again!"
I hug him back, and I hear someone come out and it's Margaret, "dinner is ready everyone."
---------------------Aaron's POV----------------------------------
I was asked to go, to a friend's house for a bit. Until Chasen and his dad had the chance to talk, but I was asked to stay the weekend at Maxx's anyway!
I went home with Maxx after school, his mother picked us up in an SUV, I didn't get the name not that I was really focusing on the vehicle. Honestly I was a little busy staring at Maxx's butt, he had on basketball shorts and they just clung to his bubble butt and his smooth tan legs were a nice bonus too! Plus he is wearing a plain white shirt that fits just right to his body, shows his arms off too!
It doesn't take long for us to get to his house, it wasn't a huge mansion like mine, but I am never really in mine at all, but it was so nice and cozy! It was a two bedroom and two bathroom house, big enough for him and his mother; it was a cool off white color and a nice yard.
I follow Maxx in and take my shoes off at the door, as does he. "So want to finish the homework first?" he asks.
A smile, "yeah let's do that first then we can chill."
"Boys, how about I make you sandwiches?" He mom asks.
"Yes Ma'am, Ms......" I trail off.
She smile at me, she has long brown hair with the same color eyes as Maxx, "just call me Gail, hun."
Maxx and I start on the homework, I mostly finished mine at school, I help him read some of the problems and help him with math, but he is good at our science homework, which I officially suck at!
We eat the sandwiches Gail made us, as we finish up our homework, I look at Gail as she is leaning on the bar watching us.
"Aaron, I'm glad I spoke with the teacher and asked her to find him a tutor. You're a really bright young man and you don't get frustrated because of Maxx's dyslexia." She says smiling at me.
I get a little red in the face, "It's cool! I'm glad she picked me, Maxx is an awesome friend!"
"Ugh, I am right here!" He says looking at us both.
We all laugh at that and we finish our homework, "Dude lets go to my room so I can show you it." Maxx tells me leading me down the hall.
I follow him into his room and it's actually a nice size, It has a queen bed, and a flat screen TV mounted on the wall with a DVD player and a X-box 360 as well as a desk with a nice computer on it!
"Dude your room is awesome!" I tell him looking at all his stuff.
"Thanks, dude let's play a game." He says throwing in a random game into the X-box.
We play one of the Call of Duty games, I didn't really know which one, I guess the newest one. I don't really play the games much besides at Troy's.
After about an hour playing the game, his mom popped her head in, "Boys, I have to go show a house it's a big sale, will you two be ok here alone for an hour or two?"
"Yeah mom, no problem we are both mature adults" Maxx laughs as he says this.
"Ha-Ha, Maxx. Call me on my cell if there is an emergency!" She tells us and walks out, we here the door close.
He puts his controller down, "Dude, I am done with this!" he laughs and lays back and stretches rubbing his stomach.
I put mine down as well, turning back and watching him as he has one hand behind his head, and the other rubbing his now exposed stomach and I can see the outlines of the developing six pack he has and he has cut lies on his hips and I start to get excited.
"What are you doing dude?" I ask laughing at him.
"Dude, I am a fifteen year old teen, I am horny!" he laughs at me.
I laugh back at him, "You're already fifteen? Jeez why am I the youngest always, I am fourteen and a half!"
He leans up, "So like I know your gay and all, but do you want to umm...jack off together dude I am so freaking horny!" He says getting red in the face.
I look at him in shock, "You don't care that I am gay?"
"Dude, no besides I think it's hot that you are." He tells me, "So are you horny or what dude?"
I laugh, "Dude I'm always horny! Maxx, are you like Bi or something?"
He gets up stripping off his shirt, "I don't know man never thought about it, but come on man get up get your clothes off!" he tells me and he strips his shorts and boxers off in front of me.
I stand there my mouth open, as he walks to his bed and sprawls out on it, he ass is so perfect, and his cut cock is a little bigger than mine maybe five and a half inches and has a little patch of brown pubic hair, and hand loose under his shaft.
He laughs, "Dude stare all you want I like being watched, just get naked and get on the bed fool!"
I strip off my clothes faster than I ever have and jump on the bed beside him, he takes in the sight of my cut cock, it's about five inches and I have a little bit of pubic hair above my shaft, and my balls are sitting nicely below it, he looks at my stomach and chest that is defined by all the skating I do.
We both start to jack off, slowly at first I can't take my eyes off of his cock, it's so perfect I want to lean over and take it in my mouth. But I keep it cool, I notice him staring at mine as well I just smile and keep jacking myself.
We both start to pant, I use my free hand to fondle my balls, I grab them and pull them a little bit, I look over and see Maxx doing the same to his loose hanging balls.
I hear him start to moan and he starts to jack his cock faster, and I hear him shout, "I'm gunna cum!" His cock spurts out four big shots of creamy cum onto his stomach, and a little dribbles out on his cock.
Watching him shoot, his load sends me over the edge, I moan real loud and release three shots of cum onto my stomach and a fourth one that dribbles down my cock.
We both lay there panting, Maxx looks over and smiles at me. "Dude you got to admit, that was hot!"
"Hell yeah it was man." I say smiling back at him.
Next thing I know he reaches over with his finger and scoops up a little cum off my stomach and sticks it into him mouth.
I sit there watching him in disbelief as he sucks on his finger, "Not bad." He tells me, "you want to taste mine? I don't mind."
I reach over using two fingers I scoop off some of the cum off his hot stomach. I suck on my fingers savouring the taste, I feel him smiling at me, I get red in the face.
"Dude it's all good." He says and gets up off the bed.
I watch as he gets up, and bends down showing me every inch of his ass and I feel my cock twitch, and he opens a dresser drawl, and pulls out an old shirt and wipes his stomach off and tosses it to me to wipe off mine.
We get dressed both smiling as we push one another on the bed, "dude lets watch the new Nightmare on Elm Street and I'm sure mom left us some money to order a pizza!" Maxx says.
"Ok!" I quickly agree even though I'm scared shitless of Freddy Krueger. I can't wait I get to spend the whole weekend with this hottie!
-------------------------Chasen's POV-----------------------------
Sitting at the table, I caught a sad look in Tanner's eyes. I couldn't understand what the deal was? So I asked him to come help me get the tea ready so we can bring it to the table for when we need refills.
"Why the sad face?" I ask moving closer to him to kiss him.
He turns his cheek so my kiss lands on his cheek, "Your dad still doesn't know does he?"
"Not yet, no. I haven't had the time or the right setting to tell him about it." I tell him looking at him.
"Well I think now would be a good thing." He says picking up the pitcher of tea, and carries it out.
I sit back down and we eat, my dad and David idly chit chatting, and I keep catching sad glances from Tanner.
I let it continue until we are finished eating. After my dad has pushed his plate forward I make my move.
"So dad, uhh...I have to tell you something." I say a little nervous, and I get glances from both David, and Margaret.
"Go ahead son. You can tell me anything." He tells me smiling.
"Well, you see another reason mom hated me so bad, is because I'm gay..." I say looking right at him.
The whole room went quiet; nobody spoke for a minute letting the news settle. Margaret was trying to break the ice but David shook his head no.
My dad let out a sigh, "Ok, I can deal with that. That's not a problem. Just you have to give me a little leeway to adjust to this." He said smiling again at me.
I smiled back, "I can give you that, it all went down because mom saw me kiss Tanner in the yard. That's when she really went off on me." I let out looking at Tanner.
My dad furrowed his brows, and looked at Tanner, "he is your boyfriend?" then looks towards David, and Margaret.
"We make sure they sleep in different rooms, we support them, but we make them sleep in their own beds." Margaret cuts in.
My dad just laughs, "Boys will be boys, I guess its fine by me if it's ok with these two fine parents."
"Oh, dad we are not talking about mine and Tanner's sex life here, no way!" I groan.
Tanner just puts his head down as he turns red. I laugh at him. "You ok there Tan?" I say mocking him.
"I'm great chasey poo." He says giving me a smile.
We all laugh and chat more, as the night wears on, Dad says he needs to be getting to the hotel he is staying in and will see me tomorrow, that he wants Tanner and I to take him to the airport to catch his flight.
"Why do you have to leave so soon dad?" I ask.
He looks at me as he opens the door and motions for me to come out with him, "Well its mine and Caroline's anniversary Sunday, and I told her we would renew our vows. Chasen, I wished I would have known I would have found you sooner, I would have stayed longer, but as I told you I am a man of my word."
I hugged him hard, "You're going to stay in touch right?"
"Of course I am son. I want you to eventually move in with Caroline, the kids and I, so we can be a complete family." He tells me hugging me.
I look shocked, "Dad I want to, but Tan's here and I can't leave him."
"I know, but the offer will always be open, I will see you tomorrow kiddo, get some sleep ok." And he hugs me and gets into the cab.
I walk back into the house, everyone has gone to bed, I know Tanner has and that's when I get an idea and I grin.
I slowly sneak into Tanner's room, as I figured he's sprawled out on his bed nude, passed out.
I make my way over to the foot of his bed, and slowly crawl in between his legs. I stop when I am in the middle of them.
I lean over slowly and glance at his soften shaft, I lean down and take it into my mouth. It instantly starts to get hard.
I start to just suck on his hardening cock, without touching it; I look up and see Tanner letting out soft little moans. I start to suck harder, until it's at its full length.
Tanner wakes up and throws his head back moaning loudly, I smile. I take my hand and start to suck and jack his cock in my mouth.
I take it out of my mouth and lick up and down his shaft playing with the head of it, swirling my tongue around it then putting it back into my mouth I start to suck again.
I nurse his cock a little more, and take it back out of my mouth, I slowly lick down his cock. Making my way lower, I kiss each ball in his sack.
I hear Tanner moaning out loud in pleasure, even though he tries to keep it down.
I take one ball, and start to slowly suck on it, while I slowly jack his cock off, I still hear him moaning, as I tease his cock.
After a few minutes, I switch taking the other ball into my mouth and start to suck on it, slowly jacking his cock still I can feel the precum oozing out of his cock.
I start to Kiss my way back up his shaft, I look at the head and the bead of precum has formed on in, I lean and lick it off, causing him to shudder.
I dive back onto his cock, sucking harder than I have been. I start to jack him off as well, and I use my free hand to fondle his balls and I go to work sucking on his hot cock.
I manage to get all of his cock down my throat after a few attempts resulting in almost gagging, I let it sit there and I start to hum, vibrating his cock, this causes Tanner to moan louder.
I come back up and start to suck him harder, I feel his balls start to tighten up and hear his breathe shortening.
"Babe, I am going to cum." He moans out.
As soon as he moans out, I feel hot cum hit the back of my throat, he lets out five big spurts, I swallow, and swallow until I don't have any more.
I keep sucking on his spent cock, as it starts to soften, I hear him moan, "Please, Chasen no more, I am too sensitive."
I let go of his spent cock and make my way up to him, and kiss him on the lips.
"What was that about?" He asks looking at me.
"Felt like it, and plus your mine so I can." I tell him and kiss him on the lips and whisper goodnight.
I walk back into my room and I strip down, and lie in bed. I just replay what I just did in my mind, and I notice I am hard as a rock.
I slowly slip down my boxers and I start to jack my rock hard cock. I let my other hand slowly play with my balls.
I know it won't take long, I was rock hard, leaking precum from the hot blowjob I just gave and sure enough after a few minutes of jerking my cock I felt the orgasm building.
I moan loudly and arch my back and four big spurts of cum shoot onto my abs. I let my orgasm settle, and lean over to grab my discarded shirt and wipe myself off.
Sleep takes me before I know it, I don't really dream that much, I guess it was due to all the action from the last day.
Before I know if Tanner is waking me saying we need to go pick up my father, I mumble and get up and get dressed.
We go get my dad, and it's hard for me already, I feel my emotions start to well up in me, since its early in the morning there is no traffic and it doesn't take long to get to the airport.
I help my dad with his bags, and he grabs me and hugs me, "Chasen, you be good ok? I will call you in a few days. Let me know how court goes." He tells me.
I just nod, afraid that if I speak I will let lose a torrent of emotions out, I hug him back letting a few tears out, "I love you dad." I tell him.
"I love you too!" He says smiling at me and looks at Tanner in the car, "You take care of my boy, ok?" He says and smiles.
I watch my father walk into the airport, and I climb back into the car with Tanner. We start our journey back home. It is way to quiet on the ride home.
I look over at Tanner, "You ok?"
He smiles, "Yeah babe I am fine, how about you?"
I nod, "yeah I'm going to be ok."
"Good." He tells me and reaches for my hand and brings it to his lips and kisses it and gives my hand a squeeze and puts our hands on the armrest. ------------------------------------------------------------------
Well that is ch. 8! I hope everyone liked it ahh! There is so much I want to share with you but I can't just yet!!!! There will be big news at the end of the next chapter! What is going to happen with Aaron, and Maxx? Where was Troy this whole time? Is it me or is Tanner acting distant, and how does court go? So many questions chapter 9 will answer some of them!
Thanks again for all the comments I hope you checked out the sites I posted. I know there are teens reading this, and young adults, IT GETS BETTER! Please if you are having issues with bullies, or having a hard time, or just need a friend talk to Ty or I, we are here for you!
tY:Dude, you are such a tease! You're lucky you live so far away. Not even a small hint as to what's coming!, for all we know Maxx could turn out to be a straight guy just using Aaron cause he knows he's gay. I am willing to bet Troy was with his girlie friend lol tho.
Chasen's dad seems like a pretty cool guy, he didn't rage or yell like some fathers do. I wonder if we will get to see him again.
Now what in the world could you be hiding KD, besides where you live lol. Maybe it's another new character :)or the commas
And thanks to the guys that sent in the comments, Kd and I both enjoy reading them. If you are scared and need someone to talk to, don't be afraid. You won't be intruding on my day, you'd be making my day better :)