"Sloan Cosgrove 2, Confessions of a Middle-Aged Bear" is the sequel to "Sloan Cosgrove, Confessions of a Teenage Bear," a novel originally published online in 2001 and currently available at:
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"Sloan Cosgrove 2, Confessions of a Middle-Aged Bear"
by fratbear (thefratbear@yahoo.com)
Chapter 22: Laid Off
"So what're you gonna do now?" my roommate Gabe asked as we both took drags on our joints and stared up at the stars.
It was a Friday night, the last day of February, and earlier that day I had finished working my last day for Kirk and said my goodbyes to him and my replacement Benny. I capped off my short-lived career in the film industry by blowing both of them and gulping down their loads before heading out the door and driving back to my apartment, where I was hoping Gabe would be waiting to comfort me.
Only Gabe wasn't home. The previous summer, he'd started working with a group of about a half-dozen other comedians who were already doing regular improv shows at the comedy theater, and ever since then he'd been participating in more and more shows, sometimes doing two shows in a single week. He was always billed last on the posters, but at least he was getting paid for his comedy talent. In fact, the reason he wasn't home tonight was that he had a 7:00 improv show. Friday and Saturday night shows were the most coveted by the comedians who performed at the theater, a good indicator of how quickly Gabe was ascending in the comedy world.
When he did get home from the show late that night, both he and I were in the mood for a good hang on the roof of our apartment building, which we hadn't done in a while. Even though it was still winter, the weather had been unseasonably warm, so we were able to just kick back in our lawn chairs on the dark roof in our boxers while we smoked out and chatted under the light of the stars.
I'd given Gabe the rundown on how I'd been applying for jobs all over town, everything from being an assistant to a development executive at a TV production company to being a clerk at a Blockbuster video store. Despite a stellar letter of recommendation from Kirk, I was still seen as unqualified for the development job, only to be told that I was overqualified for the Blockbuster job.
"Have you thought about going back to P.A. work?" Gabe asked as he lazily rubbed his big belly. Just seeing his bare belly and chest made me hard.
"Thought about it," I replied, slipping my hand under the waistband of my boxers to casually fondle my boner. "But I don't think I want to work on movie sets, anymore. I think I may have been spoiled working in an office for the past year."
"Yeah, I get that," Gabe replied. He didn't appear to notice that I had started masturbating to the sight of him.
"I did apply for unemployment. I'm gonna have to meet with an unemployment benefits officer every few weeks to prove that I'm still looking for work."
"You'll find something." Gabe was as encouraging as ever. "I mean, look at me. I've been working as a barista for as long as we've known each other."
"Yeah, but now you're going from that job to a Friday night show at the theater," I said. "You're gonna be a famous comedian someday. I think we all know that."
Gabe chuckled. "Hah, I think only you and my manager really believe that."
"Well," I said cheerfully, "you could always find a lucrative career in bear porn."
Just the thought of that made both of us shake with boisterous laughs. I thought Gabe might start crying from laughter.
Then suddenly, there was a screech of metal followed by a loud thud. Gabe let out a yelp. His lawn chair had just collapsed under him. Fortunately, his chair had thick seat cushions that broke his fall.
"Jesus, you okay?" I sat up, surprised and worried.
But then Gabe, flat on his back, started giggling uncontrollably, and I knew he found the situation hilarious.
"Sad to say that's not the first time that's happened to me," he finally sighed.
"Oh, I've broken my share of chairs in my time." I stood and walked over to him, looking down at his prone body lying on the flattened chair. "Need any help getting up?"
Gabe shook his head. "Nah, I'm good. I think I'll just lie here and look at the stars a while."
"Maybe I can help you out another way, then," I replied, straddling his body and then laying my body on top of his, my bare chest pressed against his bare belly. His body shook as he chuckled. "This okay?" I asked.
"Yeah," he answered, sighing. "You can keep me warm."
I lay the side of my head on his chest, pressing my ear against the smooth skin, enjoying the feel of his torso and stomach swelling and falling as he breathed slowly. I could hear his heart beating deep down in his thick, burly chest.
"Have you thought about finding a boyfriend and settling down?" Gabe finally asked. I'd told him about blowing and fucking Benny while Kirk jerked off watching us.
"Why, you offering?" I think it was obvious that I'd be perfectly happy settling down with a big, sexy, friendly, chubby bear like Gabe, if only he weren't still actively searching for a girlfriend.
"No, I'm serious. I mean, you're a cool guy. And an awesome fuck. I'm sure there's someone out there who'd want you all to himself."
"I suppose so," I said, starting to become a bit melancholy. "I guess I just haven't met him, yet."
"Really?" Gabe sounded surprise. "Even with all those dozens of guys you've fucked?"
"That's just it. They were all just guys I've fucked. I don't think any of them have been the one, you know?"
"Yeah, I guess," Gabe sighed. "Though it's kind of a dispiriting thought for me. I've maybe slept with twenty women in my entire life. What if I go through dozens more and still don't find the one?"
We lay there in silence for a while. Gabe started stroking my hair with his immense, paw-like hand.
"Well," I finally said, "I suppose you can always come back to me. I'll take care of you."
"Thanks, buddy," Gabe murmured. His chest rose and fell under my head as he took an especially deep breath.
I then lifted my head and turned to look down at his chest. I stuck out my tongue and flicked it across his nipple. I felt him shiver under me as I swirled my tongue around it.
"Oh man," he moaned, "I've never even had a chick do that to me before."
I then ran my tongue over the contours of his chest, around his immense pecs and up and down his sternum. I was doing something that I'd wanted to do since I met Gabe but hadn't ever found the time to do. I was bathing his beautiful body with my tongue.
As I slid down his body, my tongue glided down his big, hairless belly, pausing to explore his navel. He giggled like a child, both from ticklishness and from disbelief that a guy was doing this to his body.
I could feel his gigantic erection poking against my chest through the fabric of his boxers, and I pulled them down to free it. It sprang up and flopped onto his stomach. I pulled his boxers all the way off, then took off my own boxers, leaving both of us completely naked out in the open air.
I lay back down between his legs and ran my tongue all over his beautiful, hard cock. He was leaking precum like crazy as I licked around the rim of his cockhead and then up and down his shaft.
"Oh, fuck, you're gonna make me cum if you keep doing that," Gabe moaned. "I haven't nutted in a nearly a week."
He couldn't see me smiling as I moved down to his balls, taking them into my mouth and sucking on them. From his loud moans and squirms of pleasure, I could tell that no one had ever pleasured his balls like that, either.
I then ran my tongue up his erect 9-inch shaft again, causing his whole body to shudder. I lapped up the sticky precum that had pooled on his belly, then ran my tongue all the way up his torso as I slid up his body.
Finally, my body was lying fully on top of his, and we were face to face. Even in the dark, I could see Gabe's handsome, bearded face gazing up at mine with a look of true affection. I slowly lowered my lips towards his, and we began to kiss gently and lovingly. As our tongues seemed to entwine and explore each other's mouths, we started to grind our bodies together, our stiff penises pressed between us, rubbing against each other's big bellies.
As much as I would've enjoyed both of us shooting our loads in between our bodies and rubbing them into our skin, I really wanted him to shoot his load into me. So when Gabe's moans reached an intensity that signaled to me that he might be nearing his climax, I stopped humping against him and broke our kiss.
"I want your cum inside me," I whispered to him as I sat up until I was on my knees, looming over him as I straddled his body.
I squirted some lube onto his dick, which was already throbbing from anticipation. When it was good and ready, I raised my body up on my knees, lifted his erection up, and positioned the tip against my asshole.
With a heavy sigh, I slowly lowered myself onto Gabe's giant cock, enjoying the sensation of it pushing into my ass millimeter by millimeter. I watched Gabe's mouth open wider and wider the deeper his penis sank into me.
"Oh my god," I groaned as it slid further and further into me, so large that it felt like it would never end. "You're so massive."
"Your ass is so fucking hot," Gabe groaned back. "I love being inside you."
"I'm gonna make you blow your load into me," I replied as I finally lowered myself completely onto him, his cock feeling like it was filling my entire body. We'd fucked a few times, but never in this position. I was eager to make him cum without him having to do a thing except lie there.
I pressed my hands against Gabe's strong chest and pushed my body up, sliding his cock out of my ass. I then sank down again, shoving his shaft all the way back into me in one swift thrust. Gabe let out of high-pitched cry of delight, and I saw his eyes rolling back.
And then I did it again and again, bouncing my body up and down on his huge shaft, riding it like a bronco. I think my own eyes rolled back from the feeling of his massive cock splitting my ass repeatedly. It felt like our two huge bodies just fit together perfectly.
As I could have predicted, it wasn't very long before Gabe's breathing became labored and jagged, and he was panting like a dog. "Oh god, Sloan," he growled, "you're gonna make me cum. You're gonna make me shoot in your ass."
"Yeah, give it to me," I grunted. "Fill my ass with your sperm."
I'd been doing all the work up until now, but then Gabe began thrusting his hips until he was enthusiastically fucking my ass as I rode him.
"Oh fuck, I'm gonna cum!" he groaned as he squeezed his eyes shut and gritted his teeth. He seemed to hold his breath as his thrusting cock swelled in my ass, and then he let out a loud cry. "Fuuuuuuck!"
I could feel his cum blasting from his cock into my body. It felt like it was splashing and coating my insides with its warm, thick stickiness. Gabe's huge body bucked and heaved as his orgasm rocked his entire body.
Watching his naked body being racked by sheer ecstasy beneath me, I thought the sight might cause me to blast my own load onto his sweaty torso, but I wanted to hold back. I didn't want this night to end, even as he continued to shoot more hot jets of his sperm deep into my bowels.
"Aw fuuuuck," Gabe finally growled as his orgasm subsided, and he was left breathing heavily, soaked in sweat, his body limp, but his dick still rock hard and buried in my ass. "Thanks, buddy. I needed that." He noticed that my own stiff cock was still standing at attention, suspended over his heaving belly. He wrapped his fingers around it and massaged it. "You still need some relief."
"Not yet," I replied, grinning. "I want to make you cum again." I pulled myself off his cock, which slid out of my ass with a pop. I then patted his belly. "Come on, let's go back down to the apartment before somebody catches us cumming on each other."
The moment we returned to our apartment, we immediately dropped our boxer shorts, staggered into the living room naked, fell to the floor, and started making out. It started with Gabe on his back with me lying on top of him. Then, with a mighty grunt, Gabe rolled me over onto my back and lay on top of me, kissing me passionately. Once again our erect cocks rubbed against one another as our bodies writhed together.
Gabe then rolled off of me onto his back. As we lay there side-by-side on the living room carpet, we both giggled as we grabbed our cocks and masturbated together.
"Let's try this," I finally said as I rolled onto my side, my back to him. "I've always wanted to try fucking on our sides."
"Ah, you want to spoon," Gabe said.
"I want to try a bunch of positions," I declared.
"All right then." Gabe rolled onto his side behind me.
He pressed one of his tree trunk legs between my legs and used it to spread my legs apart, lifting one of them up, spreading my ass to expose my asshole to him. He did it so smoothly that I could've sworn he had experience doing it.
"You ready?" he whispered as he pressed the tip his cock against my ass.
"Always," I replied.
I felt his hot breath on my neck as he slid into my ass in one smooth move. He draped a strong arm over me and wrapped it across my chest as he started to thrust his hips. He fucked me steadily and powerfully, plunging his massive cock into me as he held me with his beefy arm. He nuzzled his face in my neck, kissing it gently.
He moved his arm, his hand drifting across my stomach and coming to rest on my stiff cock, which was bouncing as he thrust into my ass. Gabe grasped my shaft with his hand and started to jerk me off as he fucked me.
"Oh, fuck me, Gabe," I groaned. "I think I love you."
"Yeah, buddy," he replied, increasing his thrusts as he rammed his cock into my ass with more force, "I love you, too, buddy."
I knew he meant he loved me as a friend, but it felt good to acknowledge that we had an emotional connection.
Gabe suddenly stopped thrusting, and after a moment, he pulled his cock out of my ass and tapped my shoulder. "Okay, new position." He rolled me onto my back and got up on his knees. "I tried this with a girlfriend once."
He then grabbed my left ankle and raised it up, resting it against his shoulder so that my legs were once again spread wide. It also forced me to roll my hips up so that his cock was positioned right at my asshole, which he easily slid into.
I enjoyed being able to look at Gabe's face as his thrusting body towered over me. Each time he pushed his shaft all the way into me, a look of bliss spread across his face. For a guy with such a massive frame, he was almost graceful as he fucked, his hips moving like he was an erotic dancer.
His entire body was soaked with sweat that dripped down his chest and stomach in rivulets. After a few minutes, he finally stopped thrusting and wiped his brow with his forearm. He pulled his huge erection out of me.
"Get up," he commanded, and we both stood. He pushed me towards the sofa and patted one of the puffy armrests. "I want to try something. Put your foot up here."
Standing at the end of the sofa, I raised my right leg and put my foot on the armrest so that my ass was spread wide open.
"Yeah," Gabe murmured. "I think I can get in there really deep now."
He got behind me and shoved his huge cock all the way into my ass until I felt his big belly bounce against my back. I initially gasped from the shock of having his organ plunged so hard and deep into my body. But then I let out a cry of joy.
"Feels good, doesn't it?" Gabe grunted as he pounded my ass. "You like having my cock rammed up your ass like that, huh?"
He gripped me by the waist as he went to town, humping me like there was no tomorrow. He grunted and groaned as he pummeled my ass with his cock like he was angry, even though I knew he was anything but angry.
"Fuck, you're gonna make me cum again," Gabe panted as his thrusts became downright feverish.
"Wait, stop," I cried out.
Gabe halted his thrusts. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," I replied, though I was almost out of breath. "I just want to look at you when you cum."
Gabe chuckled as he pulled out of me. I knew exactly what position I wanted to be in when he came. I sat on the puffy armrest and then fell back on to the sofa so that I was on my back, lifting my legs so that the armrest elevated my ass towards him.
"Fuck yeah," Gabe said excitedly as he grabbed my ankles, spread my legs, and shoved his stiff pole back into my ass. The force of his thrust made my own hard dick, resting against my stomach, twitch and spurt out a small jet of precum. Gabe saw it and grinned. "Oh, we gotta take care of this."
He reached down and wrapped his right hand around my shaft and began pumping it vigorously. My eyes widened, barely believing that I was watching him jerk me off while he continued to fuck me with abandon. He saw my expression and smiled, enjoying the fact that he was putting me into sexual overload.
"Oh god," I moaned. "That feels fucking incredible. I'm gonna blow."
"Yeah, buddy." Gabe nodded encouragingly. "Do it. Shoot that cum."
He intensified his hand strokes on my shaft, and it pushed me over the edge. I let out a wail as my cock pulsed in his fist. I'd been holding back my orgasm for well over an hour, and the first blast came out as a long, white rope of cum that struck my chin and then splashed across my chest and neck. More copious jets of my jizz spurted across my chest and belly.
Meanwhile, each shot made the muscles in my ass squeeze Gabe's thrusting cock. Just like when we had fucked for the first time over eighteen months earlier, the sensation of my ass clamping down on his shaft drove him to his climax.
"Fuuuuuck!" he roared as he pumped his hot sperm into my body. With me on my back and my ass elevated, every drop of his cum was blasted deep into me, and even though he was filling my body with his second load, none of it leaked out of my ass.
I could feel both of our cocks pulsing as we both seemed to completely empty our balls. The throbbing seemed to subside in unison until we were both utterly spent. We were left drenched in sweat and cum, taking a moment to catch our breaths.
"That was awesome, dude," Gabe sighed as he ran his fingers through the cum splattered across my chest and stomach.
"Thanks," I said, letting out a deep breath. "It almost made me forget that I'm unemployed now."
"You'll be okay." Gabe leaned down and kissed me, my cum smearing across both our torsos.
It felt like a perfect moment of bliss, like I'd just had the fuck of a lifetime. Of course, I had no way of knowing that it was the last time that I'd ever be fucked by Gabe.