My story is about a submissive man that thrives on abuse. Degradation, humiliation, shame and pain best describe his passion. I am also a submissive and with the bit in my mouth attached to the leash around my Master's wrist, I want to feel the sting of his whip and wetness of his spittle as he keeps me crawling around a circle on all fours in humiliated pleasure. Only if you desire to grovel at another person's feet will you find pleasure in my story. If not, look elsewhere for you will be repelled and your cock not hardened.
I dedicate my story to my friends Jerry, Thom and Alan who have demonstrated by their minds and actions their willingness serve at the altar of the cock and ass. They live in that wickedly wonderful world of the submissive where epitaphs like pervert, queer, sicko, cum slut, ass wipe and a piss drinker are names not just to be called but represent those acts of degradation that they gladly perform and crave in order to be dominated by their Master. May they never satisfy their need for abuse so that they will never cease to sexually serve the world.
Please email me with your experiences, thoughts and ideas and I promise to rise up to the occasion and respond hard and tall to each response I receive. Grandfathers over 65 years are always a special treat.
Sex Smells of a Cum Slut
Well I have now had my first taste of dirty sex and I know it won't be the last. I have had sex with a lot of guys but never with the excitement I felt with him. My hands are starting to shake already as they did that time I was with him. I did some things and had some things done to me that I never had done before but my biggest sex organ was my mind not my mouth, cock or ass.
Well I should start off by explaining that I exchange word fuck letters with certain pen pals but one of my pen pals wrote about the sexual excitement that he gets from body and sex smells. It was something new and I am always up for anything new sexually. I had never even considered it a possibility and never in my wildest imagination ever thought smells could excite something very basic in my sexual nature. I belong to a dating group that has pictures and profiles of people that are looking to connect with other guys. I was sent a message by this guy who called himself Naked Jim and I was not particularly interested in him because he was a bit younger than I go for (I always look for daddies not sons). This is what he sent me:
His Message to Me
Younger Dad- and I can be your Daddy 5'5" 230 short hair beard Jewish guy make an exception as far as age and I think we would have a very hot sexual time. I am horny daily and like everything about your ad. Note- key words: daddy/ balls/ nipple/ finger/ asshole/ prostate massage/ suck/ armpits/ piss with dad
His Profile
Age 53 Height 5'5" ft (165 cm) Weight 221 lb. (100 kg) Sexually is versatile Seeking Sex partner(s) a date a relationship friends Prefer men aged from 35 to 70 Profile text:
I NEED SOMEONE TO PHOTOGRAPH ME NAKED FOR PICS TO POST ON THIS WEB SITE Big belly Jewish dad. A nudist at home and as much as possible. I have a wide range of interests both social and sexual-nudity, massage trade, deep kissing, water sports, love natural male odor- no cologne or deodorant, underwear, raunchy video porn, ball work, can get into safe kink and raunchy too
After I read his message and profile he had me interested particularly about his love of natural male odors without any cologne or deodorant, piss with dad, arm pits, cock and ball work, and that he can get into safe kink and raunchy too. I was tired of vanilla sex. I wanted something new, something exciting. To be truthful I was curious but repelled at the same time. What if he was physically dirty, reeked of BO and had a shitty ass? So I wrote him back and told him so. I think he got a little pissed off but said the most I was going to smell was a bit of muskiness since he bathed in water but did not use soap, cologne or deodorant. I wrote back and explained that this smell stuff was so new to me that I hoped my questions did not offend him.
We were to meet in a week (I was stalling and managed to put it off for a week because I still wasn't sure) but we had daily emails writing to each other about kinky things we would like to try. He got me to agree not to use any soap or deodorant. We both agreed to even stop a water shower four days before we met. I was scared (mostly of myself what I might do than of him) but really fucking excited. We were supposed to meet on a Sunday but he called on Saturday morning and said he was going to be in my neighborhood and asked if we could meet for coffee. We met for coffee and as we were leaving the coffee shop he asked if he could come home with me right then. I said yes but not with much enthusiasm because he was a short, stocky guy, unshaven and rather sloppily dressed. Little did I realize he was to become my King.
We had no sooner got into the living room and he took charge. He told me to take off my clothes but leave my underwear on and that is also when the chatter started. The chatter was basically cussing at me, calling me names and telling me what he was going to do to me. Stuff like: you dirty fucking queer I know you want to suck my cock, disgusting fucking bastard, you are nothing but a sicko, you probably squatted on some fucking toilet all night hoping some guy would let you suck him off or drink his piss, I am going to do whatever I want to you and you are going to beg me to do it.
I said a bunch of stuff to him as well but it was as if the dance already started and he was leading me as I futilely tried to follow. Nobody had ever called me names like that or hollered at me like that. It got me so fucking hot. I could hardly breathe. Then he said to me "Tell me you fucking queer, do you want to suck my cock, beg me if you want to lick my dick." I knelt down before him and said in a small low voice because I could hardly talk "Yes, please let me suck your cock." He said "My name is Naked Jim asshole and I told you to beg me for my dick not just open your shitty mouth and think I will let you suck on my juicy cock." That is when I started pleading with him as I kept calling him Naked Jim and begging him to let me just taste his dick. My voice was no longer low and small, I was so loud I know if there were any neighbors in the hall they could hear me begging for cock. I did not care because I wanted to suck him so much. He just had complete control over me and I knew and he knew I would do anything he wanted me to do.
He told me to stand up and then pulled both my hands behind the back of my head as he started biting my tits and then sliding his tongue over to lick my arm pits. It felt so good to have him sucking and biting on my tits that I pulled my hands free and found myself holding his mouth to my chest as I moaned in pleasure and begged him not to stop. It turned outs he also liked to have his nubs sucked and licked and as I licked his nubs I got him down on the couch and played with his cock and balls from outside his undershorts. He kept on hollering at me to smell as I licked his arm pits clean. The smell was as he said it would be muskiness but with fresh sweat and the smell of sex. The mind fuck had begun. I was licking some strange guy's sweaty arm pits like a sex-crazed slut. Just the idea of it got my head reeling.
He pulled me on the couch with him in a 69 position with both our underwear still on and said no sucking or touching you can only use your nose. I was so fucking hot at this point I could not concentrate on the smells because all I was interested in was using my nose and chin to touch his cock and balls, rub the cheeks of my face on his hard dick, and pressing my face into his balls. Sure I smelled him I made sure he could hear me sniffing in deep lung fulls of air so that he knew I would obey but it was his cock meat I wanted to feel.
I remember that was when he started asking me if I was a filthy cum licker. So again I went on and on about how much I like to eat cock juice and have it smeared on my face and body. He told me to take off my undershorts as he did his but then he put mine on and let his hard cock stick out of the fly of my shorts. I loved his cock it was so meaty thick and hard, a man-sized dick. He wanted to know if I wanted to suck his cock even though he was wearing my filthy undershorts with shit stripes up the back and the crouch stinking of sweat, piss and cum. He made me beg for his cock but then put his dirty smelly shorts over my head and said I could only suck his cock if I wore his shorts over my head as he shoved his cock through the piss fly opening of his shorts and face fucked my mouth. I was glad to get his shorts over my head and the idea of sucking his cock through the piss opening of his shorts excited the hell out of me. I was not just a cheap slut but a dirty cheap slut.
I went a little crazy sucking and licking his cock. He pulled his cock from my mouth and told be I was being a naughty, filthy, bad boy and needed to be punished. He told me to kneel on the couch and began spanking my ass. I could feel my ass stinging and the slaps getting more noisy but I loved it.
I was moaning in pleasure and I kept asking him not to stop to hit me harder. I loved it and racked my brain for something particularly nasty to say to edge him on. That is when I told him I was a girl not a boy because I had a hungry pussy between my legs that always wanted cock.
He told me to hold the cheeks of my ass open as he spanked me directly on my ass hole. Jesus he was touching some place deep inside me, a dirty little center that was craving to get out. He walked over to his pants and took off his belt. It was a wide, thick, leather belt with metal studs imbedded in it. He put it in front of my face and it had a distinct odor of shit. I thought to myself my shitty ass won't be the first one that belt has kissed. "Does the pussy girl want me to warm up her cunt." He said to me. I replied "Smack it good Naked Jim, make my pussy hot, make it purr." He told me to kiss his belt and I was to count out each number as he beat me and then thank him and kiss his feet. He hit me 15 times good and hard, the tops of his feet were wet from the spit of my kisses and my thigh was wet from the pre cum that squirted out of my dick from my whipping. Each thing he did to me was physical but a deeper mind fuck.
After he made me show him that I was a good boy by licking his cock and balls clean using as much spit as I could. I could tell that he had not washed between his legs for a lot longer than just four days. I don't think he ever washes between his legs. He had a sort of stale vinegar like smell, particularly in that area where sweat gathers in that crease between a man's legs and his balls. He kept on asking me if I liked the way he smelled and tasted. I started calling him Daddy then and telling how much I loved the smells and taste just so I could stay between his legs. He had been standing but now got back on the couch, laid down on his back and pulled his legs up to his chest telling me I had been such a good naughty boy that he was going to let me suck his ass. When I leaned my face down near his ass I could smell an odor of shit. It was not like there was shit visible but more like he had not wiped completely after his last dump. I could feel my gut flex and a gag reflex coming on but I was going to do it one way or another. Then he started calling me names like ass licker, hole sucker, queer, filthy pervert and disgusting pig. Those names were a trigger in my head because that is what I really wanted was to be abused and told I was disgusting. I got so hard I almost came and licked his ass with such passion he kept on crying out what a good hungry ass licker he had found.
He told be to stand and bend forward and I thought okay it is my turn for him to eat out my ass. He said spread your legs wider and bend as far forward as you can. There I was with my legs spread so wide it was hard to keep my balance and I was bent at the waist with my head so far forward I was practically touching the floor. I knew that my spread legs framed my big low hanging hairy balls and I could feel air on my ass lips so I knew I was wide open for him. I wanted to scream at him to get his hot tongue on my balls to my shitter. Did I get a fucking surprise when he slapped my balls with his hand. It is a strange sensation to have your balls directly slapped. There is pain, it also made me nauseous but there was something so very sexy about him smacking balls. I could not stop myself from pulling my legs together to protect my nuts from another hit. He reached over and used one hand on each of my tits and begun to twist and pinch them. I have so much feeling in my tits that my cock went instantly rock hard and I started moaning and half crying in pleasure. "You love me to play with your tits, don't you pussy. Don't you know that now your fucking body belongs to me?" he said. He began to work my tits again and said to me "Spread your legs for your Daddy and offer me your balls." With one hand he kept on working my tits but with the other one he really slapped my balls hard. I almost passed out but that fucking cock of mine got even harder. He said "Look your little wee wee is all swollen and sticky I need to give it some attention." I was ready to cum I was so hot and then he used his finger to hit my cock, rather hard. It hurt but again the idea of it tuned me on. There was my cock meat so hard being snap hit with his finger. The sting of the hit only made me get harder. It was like he was showing me that he even had control of my most private places of all. I felt like a child as he continued to beat my cock and balls.
Then he made me get on the couch and had me bend forward at the waist until my head was touching the carpet with my ass splayed open before him. He began to lick my ass as he told me to twist and pinch my tits and tell him what my cunt felt like. I said stuff like "Oh thank you Daddy, lick my pussy it is so hungry for your tongue. Fuck me with your tongue. I beg you just slip your tongue in my cunt for a second. I can't stand it Daddy I'm so empty ram your fingers up there. At least give me a finger inside." I used every dirty word and name I could think of but most of all I was truthful about how horny and passionate he made me as I moaned and told him how good it felt, calling him Daddy and asking him to eat my ass a bit longer.
I could not stand it any more I was so hot that I was desperate to cum and I started begging him to let me cum. I told him I was in pain and needed a release or I would explode.
He grabbed my hand and said lets go to the bathroom first. When we got inside the bathroom he immediately stepped into the tub and pulled me in with him. I started to jack his cock and he told me to stop because he said that we were going to piss on each other. There I was with my cock so hard that it was throbbing up and down and he wanted me to piss. I was more than willing to piss on him. I was willing to do whatever he wanted but I desperately needed to cum. I told him that there was no way that I could piss I was too hard and grabbed his cock.
He said that he was going to piss on me and the next thing I knew my hand that was holding his cock was wet and some piss squirted on my chest. He pulled me to him so that our bodies were flat against each other with his cock positioned upward. "I'll give us a piss bath." he said and I could feel his warm piss spouting between our chests and stomachs. Just then he put his mouth on mine and we started to lick each others tongue. These were not continuous flows of piss but squirts of it so he still had some piss left.
He told me to kneel down but I could not move. Finally he put his hands on my shoulders and pushed down to get me into a kneeling position. He pissed on my cock first before working his way up to my face. I wanted to open my mouth so he could piss in it but I just could not. He laughed and said "Listen bitch I am not going to let you cum until you drink my piss. You want to be Daddy's piss bitch don't you. Now crawl over here and get your lips around my cock, I want to finish pissing." God I wanted to cum so bad and deep down I wanted to be his piss bitch as well so I crawled over to him. He said "First I want you to open your mouth so I can see my piss stream in it and when I can see you have a mouthful full of my yellow piss you can swallow it. Then you can drink directly from my cock spigot." As he was pissing into my open mouth he missed and his piss hit my cheek and slid down my neck onto my shoulder, he also aimed too high which hit my upper lip and splashed into my nose. It took all my strength to hold down that choke cough and I was glad to swallow that mouthful of piss to soothe my throat. After I swallowed it I used my hands to grab his ass and pull him to me. He was already starting to piss again and I had to hurry and get it in my mouth so I could drink directly from his cock before he was pissed out. I knew why he drank so much water and coffee at the coffee shop. I did not think any man could hold that much piss.
When he was finished pissing he pulled me with him to my bedroom and said "Now Daddy is going to fuck the cum out of you." We were already on the bed when he said that to me and I reached in the bed side table and got out my fuck lube. I put the jar on the bed at our side and held on to him murmuring my thanks, trying to pull my legs to my chest and opening my ass to him. He got up, came back and put a full bottle of poppers on the bed side table before he reached for the lube. But instead of putting the lube on himself he said to me "Okay my piss pig, if you want me to dick you, grease your own cunt and when you slick my cock I want you to felch out the lube from the jar and slick my dick using your tongue."
I knew that I should do my ass first because I thought if I grease him first he may not even wait until I do my ass before he starts slamming that fucking cock meat in me. My fingers felts so good sliding in and out of my ass, it only took me a couple of minutes before I had all five fingers up my ass. Shit my pussy was so hungry for his cock I think I could have started to fist myself if I wanted. I couldn't help myself from licking my fingers clean once I was able to force myself to take them out of my hole. I stared at his eyes the whole time as I scooped out a good dollop of lube from the jar using my tongue. I stuck my tongue out of my mouth so that he could see it was full of lube and said to him "May I anoint my Master's cock, my Daddy, my Naked Jim, my Fuck Stud." I could have been a demon from hell the way I was sliding my tongue around his cock telling it that "I worshiped it that it was my God."
He slapped me on the ass and said "Assume the position my pig slut." In a second I was on my back with my legs against my chest, opening my ass for his pleasure. He picked up each of my legs by the heel and extended them before he splayed my legs open. I could feel his hard cock at the threshold of my cunt lips as I tried to slide my ass forward and impale myself on his cock. "Not so eager, bitch. I will feed you my meat when I decided to. You are here only to satisfy me." He grabbed both my nipples again and begun to twist them and pinch them. I screamed out that I was about to cum when he bent his head to my left nipple, savagely bit and sucked on my tit as he plunged his cock to the depths of my soul. At last he was inside me I could feel I was impaled on his dick, my insides opened and yielded to him, he could ride me however he wanted. He still had not moved his cock but grabbed the poppers as we shared hit after hit.
Poppers always make me go a little wild but I had never taken them before when I was this fucking hot. I ceased to be me, I was my cock, I was my pussy, I was sex itself. I am not sure what I was doing for several minutes with my pussy eating his cock, begging him to ram it in me even deeper. When we started the rhythm of the fuck he shoved and I received and milked his cock on each stroke like a desperate nympho slut.
After about 15 minutes of vigorous fucking he did not say a word but pulled his cock out of me and flipped me on my stomach. I was a little disappointed to go into the traditional Missionary Position but that was not what he had in mind at all. He reversed the position and our heads were at each others feet. I don't know how he bent that thick hard cock backwards but he shoved it all the way in my ass. I had never been fucked like this and I had never had any cock rub my pussy knot like that. The feeling I got from being fucked was always good but the way he was doing it was ecstasy. Now I did not want to cum I wanted to hold it off as long as I could and just ride his cock meat as he fucked me. But I could not hold it back there was no stopping it when I felt my ass twist inside, my entire body was shaking, twisting and jerking and then I could feel that rush surge into my cock and balls and throughout my entire body. My cum felt hot and burned as if it were torn out of me, rope after rope after rope of cum shot from my cock. My heart was beating so hard I could feel it pounding in my head.
I felt empty as he pulled his cock from inside me and grabbed my head as he plunged his cock in my mouth. I could smell and taste my own ass slime as face fucked me deep in my throat. When he first started to spurt cum his cock was so deep in my throat that I could barely taste it so I grabbed his hips which I used for leverage as I pulled the thick head of his cock from deep in my throat into my mouth and received his gushing sweet thick cum. I licked his cock clean savoring the taste of his cum.
When he left, I could not stop myself from asking him if I could see him again soon. He said nothing. He is the man, I have to just wait and hope.