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I'll Set You Free *********** Part 3 **********
"When do you two have to leave?" Jason asked suddenly.
Nick looked across the table at him. "We're booked on a flight tonight, but I'm the only one that has to leave. I have meetings with some people about a song I'm helping to write. Brian can stay longer."
Brian nodded. "Yeah, I'm in no rush. Why?" Before Jason could answer, Brian held up his hand. "Can I say something else?" Jason nodded. "Nick and I were thinking. If you decide to come with us, you're not going to want to just sit around, and do nothing. We were thinking that you could be our new band photographer. What do ya think?"
Jason smiled. "That's one of the things I was wondering about. Um..." Jason paused, not sure exactly what he wanted to say. Nick and Brian waited patiently. "I guess the first thing I should say is that I'd like to ... spend more time with you both," he said shyly. "Now that I'm finished school, I just have some meetings with lawyers about the will and business this week. After that..." Jason didn't finish the sentence. He really didn't care where he went, he just wanted to get away.
"Okay. Nicky will go back to Orlando tonight and I'll stay here for a few more days. I'll reserve a couple of seats for ... Saturday; that's five days." He turned to look intently at Jason. "Then, if you still want to go, we'll head south together. Okay?" Brian had such as direct gaze that Jason felt like he was reading his soul. He was afraid what Brian would find there.
They finished eating and Nick decided to go. His flight wasn't for a few hours but he wanted to stop at a few favorite stores before leaving. While Nick packed, Brian cleaned the kitchen. Jason went to his room and came out with a small portfolio. He knocked on Nick's door.
"Nick?"
"Hi Jayce. Wassup?" Jason handed Nick the portfolio.
"If I'm gonna work as the photographer, I figure the other guys might wanna see my stuff."
Nick grinned. "Good idea." He put his hand to the back of Jason's neck, looking him in the eyes. "But I know they'll agree. Your pictures are awesome."
"Thanks!" Jason said, blushing at the compliment. Nick stole a kiss.
"Mmm. I like how you taste," he said sweetly as he returned to packing. Jason just grinned.
The three of them met in the entranceway before Nick left. Nick walked up to Jason and pulled him into a hug. "I hope I see you next week," he whispered. "You're a remarkable person and I want to know more." He moved back so he could see Jason's green eyes. Nick smiled that sweet, innocent smile then kissed Jason passionately, before releasing him. Jason stood there slightly dazed.
Nick walked over to Brian standing by the door. He grabbed Brian's face in his large, strong hands. Their eyes locked. "He's amazing, babe. Don't let him get away," Nick whispered.
Brian smiled angelically and stroked Nick's cheek. "Promise," he whispered back. They kissed lightly and Nick grabbed his suitcase before heading out the door.
"See ya!" he called back and waved.
Brian and Jason remained standing in the hall. Jason wasn't sure what to do.
"Do you want to go for a walk, or something?" he asked hesitantly, suddenly afraid.
Brian looked at him tenderly. "Do I make you uncomfortable, Red?" he asked, walking over to Jason and lightly running his fingers through Jason's auburn hair, sending a shiver through him.
Jason chewed his lower lip. "I'm just not sure how to act around you," he admitted.
Brian continued running his fingers through the thick hair. "That's okay. What do you want to do? What are your instincts, what is your heart telling you? When we're in private, just do what feels right, okay?" Brian spoke softly.
Jason nodded and smiled. He had nothing left to lose so he leaned forward, touching his lips to Brian's. Brian's hand continued its motion, but he let Jason take the kiss where he wanted.
Jason let his lips wander over Brian's, along his strong, angular jaw. He gently took an earlobe in his mouth and sucked, eliciting a soft moan from Brian. Brian clenched his hand at his side, not wanting to rush Jason. Jason returned his lips to Brian's mouth, gently forcing his lips apart. Jason's tongue delved into Brian's mouth like an explorer traversing through a newly discovered cavern. Every part of Brian's mouth was investigated, was tasted by Jason.
Brian could feel his resolve weakening and reluctantly pulled back. He and Jason were the same height so he could look directly at the younger man.
Jason knew why Brian had moved away. He smiled a sweet, completely open smile that made Brian catch his breath. Jason pulled Brian back to him and this time Brian allowed himself to respond. His strong, muscular arms went around Jason, clasping him tightly. Their kisses became more intense, more urgent. Without breaking contact, Brian began walking towards the stairs.
When Brian took the first step up, they separated, both panting. Jason knew that this was the deciding moment. He looked at the beautiful face staring at him, openly displaying desire, lust and even love. More than anything Jason craved that love. Jason brushed past Brian, running up the stairs to his bedroom.
Brian quickly followed Jason up the stairs and into Jason's room. It was still daylight out and the sun lit the room brightly, casting a glow over Jason who was standing at the foot of the bed in his boxers and t-shirt, watching Brian.
Brian stopped in the middle of the room. He pulled his t-shirt over his head exposing his smooth, toned chest. He could feel his heart pounding in excitement and anticipation. He watched Jason subconsciously lick his lips. Brian never took his eyes from Jason as he unzipped his jeans, letting them fall to the floor. He'd already kicked off his shoes in the hall. Jason's gaze dropped to the very obvious tent in Brian's boxers. Brian continued his strip. Bending down, he pulled off his socks; all that was left was his boxers. He grabbed the waistband and pulled, lowering them over his hips and fully erect tool. When the material hit the floor, Brian took a step forward. Brian knew he had a good body and he allowed Jason to drink it in.
Slowly Jason walked forward. He walked behind Brian, his eyes devouring the incredible male specimen standing before him. Jason ran his hand lightly across the back of Brian's neck; thrilled at the tremor he felt course through Brian. Slowly, he let his hand drift down Brian's shoulder blades, along his spine, down to the small of his back. The ass staring at him was perfect; two solid, smooth mounds of flesh.
Jason stepped closer, inhaling Brian's scent before kissing his neck and cupping those firm globes in his hands. Brian's body spasmed slightly at the unexpected touch, but he remained motionless, letting Jason study his body. Jason ground his hips and throbbing tool against Brian's ass. Brian could feel the hardness through the thin material and groaned loudly. "God Jason!" Jason stopped.
Jason ran his hands all over Brian. Down his shoulders, biceps and triceps; down his waist and hips and down his muscular legs and calfs, right to his feet. Brian wasn't sure how much more he could take but still he didn't move; it was the most erotic sensation he'd ever had.
Jason slowly moved around to Brian's front. His hands traced the contours of Brian's head, face and neck. They brushed over his collarbone and down his chest, across the sensitive nipples to his abdomen. Jason's firm hands stroked Brian's muscled thighs and the blond hair covering them. The hands ran down Brian's knees, ankles and feet, right to his toes.
Just the simple sensations created by Jason's touch on his body had set Brian on fire. He felt his cock twitch and knew that he was about to cum without a hand ever having touched it. Before he could warn Jason, Jason knelt down in front of Brian and licked the steady stream of precum oozing from his head, before he gently took Brian's tool in his mouth and swallowed load after load of Brian's hot juices. Brian used Jason's shoulders to keep himself from falling over; the orgasm was so intense.
Brian was panting, completely out of breath. "My god," he whispered, overwhelmed. Jason looked up at him and smiled his incredible, sweet smile. He stood up and led Brian to the bed, sitting down on the end.
"I wanted to know you, every part of you," he said simply, smiling at Brian.
Brian touched his cheek. "I've never felt anything like that before," he said intently. He noticed the wet spot on Jason's boxers and looked back at Jason. "Would you make love to me?" Brian asked huskily, wanting to feel this incredible man inside of him.
Jason nodded. "Yes!" he said, it was exactly what he wanted, what he needed, to lose himself in the tight channel of this sexy man. Jason stood and Brian quickly yanked down his boxers. Jason kicked them away.
Brian crawled up on the bed, propping himself on pillows and raising his legs, letting Jason see his twitching hole. Jason slowly moved up the bed, precum dripping from his long, throbbing tool. He knelt between Brian's legs and used his own precum to lube his shaft. He moved to lube Brian's channel, but Brian grabbed his hand, shaking his head. Jason leaned forward, positioning the wide pulsing head of his cock at Brian's entrance. Brian couldn't wait and raised his legs over Jason's shoulders, pulling Jason into him.
They both gasped; Brian at the momentary pain and immense pleasure from feeling a throbbing cock all the way up his ass, and Jason at the suddenness of feeling his cock cloaked in living flesh, sucking him up further into the warm channel.
Jason leaned forward to taste Brian's lips, slightly damp from sweat. He could feel Brian's cock twitching and growing against his stomach. Jason moved his hips, moving his hard tool inside of Brian. Brian began to pant. "Oh yeah, Red, you feel so good. I want you to fuck me, fuck me hard, please. As hard as you can." Brian began to move his ass, encouraging Jason.
Jason pulled his cock out of Brian's channel until just the head remained. He tormented Brian, holding himself there, making Brian beg. In one quick thrust of his hips, Jason slammed back into Brian until his balls slapped Brian's ass. Brian wanted more and Jason was willing to comply. He needed better leverage. He pulled completely out, leaving Brian gasping at the sudden loss. Jason grabbed Brian's ankles and pulled him down the bed until his ass was at the edge. Jason shoved a pillow under Brian's ass, and raised his legs straight up. Jason stood on the floor, planting his feet and placing the head of his cock just outside Brian's hole.
"Ya ready, babe?" he asked, completely consumed by passion. Brian looked down through half- closed eyes and nodded. In one powerful movement, Jason slammed his throbbing tool deep into Brian's ass. Brian yelled and Jason gasped. Standing gave him all the leverage he needed as he began to roughly pull out of Brian, then in one giant thrust, ram all the way in, slapping his filled balls against that firm ass.
Brian was twisting on the bed in ecstasy at the pummeling his ass was taking. Jason reached down between Brian's legs and ran his fingers up Brian's balls. He wanted to make Brian cum again. Jason began to increase his pace, slamming harder into Brian as he felt his orgasm approach. All Brian could do was hold onto the sheets and gasp as each thrust took his breath away. He felt his cock growing and knew he was going to cum again, soon.
Jason slammed into him one last time. "Here it comes, B. Can ya feel it? Oh yeah!" Jason's body convulsed as the orgasm hit and his cock exploded deep within Brian, firing volley after volley of warm juices, filling Brian's ass. The orgasm went forever, or so it felt to Jason, as load after load burst from his twitching tool. The cum began to run out around his cock. Before his orgasm ended, he felt Brian's body tense and his cock compressed as Brian's own orgasm hit. Cut shot over both of them like a hose spraying water. Their entire bodies were soaked in sweat and Brian's warm juices.
Jason pulled his limp tool out of Brian, lowering Brian's legs and leaning forward to kiss his trembling mouth. He pulled Brian up until he was standing. Jason couldn't believe the expression in Brian's eyes; absolute certainty and contentment. It frightened him, but also thrilled him. He took Brian's hand and they went to the bathroom. They showered together, washing off the sweat and cum. Jason followed Brian out of the shower, quickly wrapping his robe around himself. They returned to Jason's room to get dressed.
"Brian, why don't you wear something of mine? I know you didn't bring enough clothes to last more than a day or so," Jason offered, opening his closet.
Brian grinned and went through the closet, settling on a pair of black cargo pants and a blue t- shirt. Jason watched Brian from a chair.
"Blue," he said suddenly, making Brian turn.
"What?" Brian asked in confusion.
Jason grinned and walked over to get some clothes for himself. He dressed facing Brian and explained, "You call me Red for this," he patted his damp red hair, "so I'm gonna call you Blue. Not just because you like blue so much, but because I've never seen blue eyes to the color of yours before."
Brian grinned and gave Jason a hug. "So does that make Nick, Whitey?"
Jason laughed. "I guess so, but I'm not gonna be the one to tell him."
It seemed so natural for Brian to take Jason's hand as they went downstairs. It was early evening but still light out. They decided to take that walk Jason had mentioned earlier. Jason gave Brian a tour of the neighborhood, showing him where he played as a child, his hangouts, and his elementary school.
Brian talked about his family in Kentucky and the eight years he'd been with the group. The streetlights lit their way back to the house.
Jason pulled out the leftover pizza while Brian found a movie to watch. Jason sat between Brian's legs on the couch as they ate and watched TV.
"Do you have your own lawyer?" Brian asked suddenly.
Jason turned his head, wondering where that question had come from. "No, why would I?"
Brian kissed his nose and hugged him. "Its just, you said your meetings with were your Dad's lawyers. I'm not saying they aren't going to be honest, but they worked for your Dad and had his interests, and their own interests, at heart. You should have someone looking out for you only. We learned that the hard way."
Jason knew Brian was talking about the 1998 management fiasco and lawsuit the band had been through. "I don't know any lawyers," he said softly. "Do you?"
Brian reached behind him and picked up the phone. "What time is the meeting tomorrow and where?" he asked. Jason told him and Brian dialed. He told the person on the other end what was going on, when and where the meeting was, then thanked him and hung up. "He can't actually practice as a lawyer here, but he can go with you and advise you if everything is the way it should be, okay?"
Jason snuggled back against Brian. "Thank you Blue," he said quietly and Brian giggled softly.
The next few days went by quickly. Brian's friend helped Jason settle issues about the will. Jason was adamant about selling the business, he wanted nothing to do with it. It sold quickly for an impressive profit, leaving Jason a remarkably wealthy man. After that first afternoon of love making, Jason never initiated anything more than holding and kissing. Brian wasn't sure why, but didn't push the issue.
Arrangements were made for the housekeeper to continue looking after the house while he was away. A security company would ensure the safety of the house.
Saturday arrived and Jason was busy packing his clothes and camera equipment when he felt a sudden panic attack and began to cry. He crumpled to the floor weeping and Brian found him there a minute later. Brian sank to the carpet and pulled Jason to his chest, holding him tightly and stroking his hair.
"Shhh, babe," Brian soothed him. "What's wrong?" Jason clung to him; afraid he would lose this lifeline. Gradually his sobbing subsided. "Is this going too fast Jason?" Brian asked gently.
Jason shook his head. "No. Its just, I've been so happy that I feel like I've forgotten about Cory. What would have happened if you and Nick came to get the pictures and Cory was still here, still alive?"
"You can't live with the what ifs', Red, only the way it is. You'll never forget Cory or your family, but you don't have to live constantly in the past. The memories will always be there." That's what I'm afraid of,' Jason thought. "We've got time, why don't you go to the cemetery? You haven't been since I found you there," Brian suggested.
Jason wiped his face. "You don't mind?" he asked.
Brian looked surprised. "Of course not!" He stood up pulling Jason with him. "The flight isn't till five so go, do what you have to do." He kissed Jason lightly. "Do you want me to finish packing your clothes?"
Jason smiled a brilliant smile. "Thanks, Bri." He took off out the door.
He reached Cory's headstone and didn't even look the few rows over to where his parents were. "Cory, what am I doing? I've kept it from Brian, but I won't be able to keep it from both of them. I know I want to be with them, but will they still want me?" Jason listened as he imagined Cory's voice in his head. You told me and I still wanted you,' and then It will eat you up inside until you tell the truth.' Jason sighed, "I think everything is gone from inside already Cory."
`If that were true, you wouldn't worry about telling them.' "You're right, as usual. I'm still so angry with you for doing this, for leaving me alone, but I'll always love you too." Jason touched the headstone, resolved to telling Brian and Nick the truth.
Jason got back to the house and finished packing his cameras. Brian gave him space and didn't ask questions. Brian had ordered a limo to take them to the airport.
TBC.
P.S. Anyone figured out what Jason is hiding????? :-)