The following is the story of a white woman's descent into total servitude to black women. It is raw, raunchy and filthy and if you don't like this kind of fiction, please go read something else.
This story is told through instant messages between two women. There is also liberal use of racial epithets and this exchange of instant messages involves heavy scat. Again, if this isn't your cup of tea, better find something else to do. One of the women is a friend of mine and they asked me post their blog or chats on nifty.
The two women are Jessica Johnson of Los Angeles , who is a nutritional coach to the other woman, and Kate (Kristine) Stevens of Boston , who is on a journey to find a new diet and lifestyle. So here it is, they would like feedback from readers, suggestions, questions, etc.
And, we begin:
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:34:42 PM): hi kris.
kate stevens7/8/2007 8:34:51 PM): hi
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:35:05 PM): hi kris
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:35:26 PM): r u there ?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:36:05 PM): wow a lot of people hiting me on yahoo
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:36:12 PM): still here
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:36:17 PM): yes i'm here
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:36:20 PM): how are you?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:36:38 PM): good a little queasy
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:36:46 PM): why so?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:36:49 PM): was with a Mistress today
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:36:56 PM): ohi see was she black?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:37:02 PM): yes
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:37:08 PM): Mistress lisa
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:37:09 PM): did she leave herself inside you?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:37:19 PM): and then some
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:37:37 PM): can you tell me about it? what was the then some?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:38:10 PM): she saved up for 3 days i did not know that
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:38:21 PM): she face sat me
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:38:51 PM): so when she moved forward she cut off my air
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:39:01 PM): did she shit straight into your mouth?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:39:05 PM): and let go down my throat
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:39:22 PM): did you enjoy it?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:39:31 PM): yes i did cum
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:39:56 PM): do you come just from eating shit? no touching of yourself?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:39:58 PM): but it was a lot and she did not let me breath till she finshed
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:40:26 PM): yes always cum eating without touching
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:40:31 PM): do you ?
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:40:39 PM): oh yes. just shit sends me off.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:40:45 PM): female shit that is. i only eat women's shit.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:40:51 PM): me too
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:40:58 PM): never a male
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:41:04 PM): oh good.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:41:12 PM): do you focus on black women mostly?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:41:24 PM): yes it turns me so on
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:41:35 PM): to be used by a Nigger?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:41:41 PM): yes
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:41:53 PM): do you ever call them Niggers?
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:42:00 PM): to their faces?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:42:01 PM): no
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:42:25 PM): they always tell me white girls are made for toilets
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:42:32 PM): and aren't they right?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:42:40 PM): yes
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:42:48 PM): i am a toilet
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:42:51 PM): have you ever accepted a black woman as your God?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:42:56 PM): can't help it
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:42:57 PM): i am a toilet as well.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:43:26 PM): eating is the only way i cum now
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:43:41 PM): have you ever accepted a black woman as your God?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:43:50 PM): no
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:44:02 PM): but think they a better than me
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:44:12 PM): would you consider accepting one as God?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:44:23 PM): the right one yes
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:44:52 PM): you can see the myspace site for a black women i have accepted as my God. it is www.myspace.com/(named deleted for privacy reason)
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:45:35 PM): did you visit her site?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:45:57 PM): she is awesome
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:46:05 PM): would you like her as your God?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:46:15 PM): god yes
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:46:24 PM): she is so hot jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:46:34 PM): so you would accept her as your One True God?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:46:49 PM): would she feed me ?
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:46:59 PM): regularly.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:47:05 PM): where do you live, boston right?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:47:09 PM): yes
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:47:22 PM): can you write out some things for me?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:47:29 PM): try
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:47:33 PM): write
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:47:41 PM): i accept Mistress Lisa as my God.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:48:11 PM): i accept Mistresslisa as my god
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:48:15 PM): write
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:48:28 PM): i will live for Holy Communion with her Shit and Piss
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:48:59 PM): i will live for holy communion with her shit and piss
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:49:17 PM): Her shit and Piss will become worth more than my life.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:49:48 PM): her shit and piss will become worth more than my life
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:49:59 PM): her Shit and Piss are Sacred and Holy to me.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:50:23 PM): her shit and piss are scared and holy to me
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:50:46 PM): her shit and piss are better than any other religious symbols
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:51:34 PM): her shit and piss are better than other religious symbols
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:51:42 PM): you are so fng hot.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:51:53 PM): jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:51:54 PM): will you chat with her on yahoo?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:52:01 PM): yes
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:52:10 PM): write some more for me?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:52:22 PM): do you feed from her
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:52:30 PM): oh yes i worship her shit.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:52:36 PM): daily
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:52:48 PM): no no she's on the other side of the country from me.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:52:54 PM): where
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:52:59 PM): maryland .
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:53:08 PM): mmmmmmmmmm close to me
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:53:18 PM): her nigger shithole is within your reach.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:53:29 PM): my tongue
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:53:38 PM): love to go deep
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:53:44 PM): and suck shit
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:53:54 PM): does your tongue crave nigger shit?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:54:14 PM): it is the only shit worth eating
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:54:24 PM): write for me
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:54:29 PM): i crave nigger woman's shit
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:55:15 PM): i crave a black superior women"s shit
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:55:24 PM): afraid to use the word Nigger?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:56:02 PM): no i belive black women are superior, and whitetoilets are for there use
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:56:29 PM): no greater honor than being a black womens toilet jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:56:38 PM): then write out the word Nigger.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:56:44 PM): nigger
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:56:51 PM): write
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:56:56 PM): i crave nigger shit.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:57:08 PM): i crave nigger shit
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:57:26 PM): do you only eat black shit
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:57:33 PM): mostly but i'm a pig for shit.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:57:36 PM): write
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:57:40 PM): nigger shit is superior to me.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:58:01 PM): nigger shit is very superior to me
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:58:21 PM): write i want nigger shit running through my blood.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:58:45 PM): i want nigger shit always in my body
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:58:55 PM): nigger shit is my life.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:59:13 PM): nigger shit is what i live for
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:59:23 PM): do you love niggers?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 8:59:43 PM): i love being a nigger womens toilet
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 8:59:57 PM): don't you love writing out the word Nigger?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:00:03 PM): yes
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:00:15 PM): are you a giver too
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:00:23 PM): no are you?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:00:33 PM): no a feeder only
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:00:41 PM): you and i are alike.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:00:53 PM): tell me how much you love niggers.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:01:08 PM): they are the reason i live
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:01:22 PM): have you been in a shit pit ?
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:01:30 PM): what is that?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:02:02 PM): you're in a hole and 10- 12 girls shit and piss in and on you
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:02:10 PM): oh yes i have done that.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:02:19 PM): have you done that with 10 or so Niggers?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:02:27 PM): 13
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:02:33 PM): 13 Niggers?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:02:37 PM): yes
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:02:43 PM): yes
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:02:48 PM): didnt you consider yourself lucky?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:03:00 PM): i was very lucky
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:03:07 PM): how long ago was that?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:03:13 PM): how long you been eating
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:03:18 PM): since i was 12
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:03:21 PM): hey do me a favor.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:03:27 PM): sure
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:03:30 PM): add Mistress Lisa now to your contacts?
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:03:33 PM): she is at
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:03:43 PM): (name deleted)
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:03:50 PM): your contacts i meant.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:03:53 PM): ok hold on
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:05:48 PM): done jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:05:55 PM): great nigger lover
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:06:03 PM): will you tell her who i am please
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:06:08 PM): what would you think if i copied this chat to her?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:06:18 PM): ok
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:06:23 PM): sure you don't mind?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:06:49 PM): nope want her to know i love black womens shit
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:07:00 PM): well write out for me here the following
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:07:23 PM): i lookforward to worshipping Mistress Lisa as my God, i feel lucky to have such a beautiful Nigger as my One True God.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:08:05 PM): funny it is the same name as the one i was with today
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:08:17 PM): wow can you write what i told you to.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:09:32 PM): i look forward to worshipping Mistress lisa as my god,i feel lucky to have such a beautiful nigger as my one true god
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:09:45 PM): do you call her nigger
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:10:02 PM): i do and can, but mostly i don't the word just turns me on so much and she knows it.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:10:11 PM): ok
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:11:25 PM): have you done daily feedings
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:11:39 PM): and what are daily feedings?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:12:08 PM): and been eating shit daily
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:12:19 PM): yes jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:12:20 PM): i tryto eatdaily.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:12:26 PM): but not alwasys so lucky.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:12:49 PM): Ms lisa wants to have me daily as her toilet jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:12:57 PM): she already replied
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:13:08 PM): but not sure if eating every day is ok for me
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:13:25 PM): btw, God Lisa only calls me shit i have no other name to her.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:13:32 PM): no the Ms i saw today here in boston
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:13:39 PM): oh i see.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:13:47 PM): you don't want to eat her shit daily?
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:13:49 PM): why not?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:14:09 PM): i do just worry if it is healthy for me
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:14:35 PM): i think you should go on a diet of her shit only make it all that you eat, don't eat anything else each day.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:15:16 PM): wow she told me she wants me on just shit and protine shakes no solid food
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:15:40 PM): beautiful you see in her heart she wants to turn you into a pile of shit.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:15:51 PM): yes
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:15:57 PM): wouldnt you like to become a pile of shit?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:16:22 PM): well become a full toilet
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:16:43 PM): but do you think my body can adapt
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:16:48 PM): oh yes.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:16:59 PM): it will be the higest form of devotion.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:17:28 PM): yes she said a perfect toilet
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:17:53 PM): you know i ahve sometimes sought out sick black women so they could take a shit down my throat and make me sick. am i sick or what?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:18:26 PM): wow i would worry abot hip-c
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:18:37 PM): i love Niggers' shit. kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:18:43 PM): me too
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:19:00 PM): so you think i can live on shit
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:19:11 PM): yes promise me you will do it.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:19:22 PM): especially living on a nigger's shit is so fucking nasty. kate stev ens(7/8/2007 9:19:42 PM): well shit and protin shakes
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:19:47 PM): but no food
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:20:02 PM): reprocessed food anyway giggle.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:20:14 PM): he he
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:20:34 PM): have you heard of anyone liveing this way
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:20:36 PM): tell me you will do it starting tomorrow.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:20:43 PM): sure i did it once for three weeks.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:21:00 PM): really no food at all just shit
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:21:06 PM): not even protein shakes.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:21:13 PM): is your lisa slender or heavy set?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:21:21 PM): heavy
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:21:36 PM): oh my GAWD
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:21:46 PM): i love slender black women, but fat ones send me to heaven.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:21:48 PM): is she fat?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:22:00 PM): about 200 lbs
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:22:11 PM): and shits 2-3 times a day
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:22:33 PM): oh yes have her load up on food so she has plenty of shit to feed you
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:22:40 PM): btw do you consider yourself a pig? kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:23:00 PM): can you see my pic
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:23:09 PM): no i wonder whynot You have accepted the invitation to start photo sharing.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:23:41 PM): i am not big
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:23:49 PM): 113 lbs
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:24:11 PM): what i said was do you consider yourself a pig? not big.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:24:31 PM): o sorry not really just a toilet
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:24:58 PM): i want to see that gorgeous tummy pooching out, filled with Nigger Shit.
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:25:18 PM): it does sometimes pooch out
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:25:43 PM): call your lisa now and tell her to pig out and you wnat her to feed you three times tomorrow ok?
kate stevens(7/8/2007 9:25:51 PM): i just worry about being sick eating and liveing on shit
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:26:55 PM): you will be fine
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:27:07 PM): i haveto go to bed now, ok?
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:27:11 PM): let's chat tomorrow.
jessica johnson (7/8/2007 9:27:12 PM): ok?