Secret Rebel Romance By Alexander McCannon
This story is copyrighted to the author Alexander McCannon and cannot be published anywhere else without my permission. This story is based on true events that occurred in my life. There are sexual explicit scenes which maybe in inappropriate for minors under the age of 18. Enjoy the story :)
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Special thanks to Nifty Stories for Publishing my story. I've been reading these stories for at least 5 years now. This will actually be my first time submitting.
Secret Rebel Romance
Ch.19 Aftermath
The next morning, I'm awaken by the sunlight peaking through the drapes of the parents of a mystery man. My head was throbbing and then I realize I was still a little incoherent. I was completely oblivious as to how I got in this room, in this bed, completely naked. Then, I rolled over to all of the answers to my questions. Tom was cuddled against me completely naked and passed out. There was no doubt in my mind that Tom and I had sex.
My reaction disturbed Tom from his sleep and shortly after he awakened. I wasn't sure if Tom was as drunk as me and remembered everything. I hoped he wasn't to let me know how everything was initiated, but then again, I wanted this to be a drunk mistake and it never be spoken about again.
"Sorry, did I wake you up?" I asked.
"Nah you're good bro. What time is it?" Tom asked anxiously.
"Going on 7:30" I replied.
"Okay, you ready?" Tom asked.
"For what?" I asked.
"You mean to tell me you don't remember what we discussed before we went to bed?" Tom asked incredulously.
"Would you be upset if I told I didn't?" I asked.
"No... But I've got some explaining to do. But just follow me and go with the flow. Okay?" Tom demanded.
Tom and I got up from the bed and started putting our clothes back on. My eyes couldn't resist scanning Toms hot, toned, muscular body. But I was still left in a quandary as to how we got to this point.
Tom began by guiding me down the stairs really slow and telling me not to make a sound. He held on to my hand as we slowly walked down stairs to the second level, where the rest of the bed rooms were. I didn't know what he was up to, but I knew there was a purpose behind it that'll benefit the both of us.
Before heading downstairs to the main level, Tom stopped to listen very carefully. I assumed he was listening for any talking or movements. He squeezed my hand with his sweaty palms and began guiding me down the stairs.
As we got to the main level, Tom peeked in the living room. I had no idea what he was looking at and whom he was trying to avoid. So, I took a look into the living room as well. There I found my answers and everything made perfect sense. In the living room laid Anika, Joey, and Adrian on the couch still asleep. My heart began to race as I realized what was happening in the matter at hand here.
Tom guided me out the back door and into his jeep. At this point, I was at a lost for words and couldn't believe what I've done.
"Okay, so what's the last thing you remembered?" Tom asked anxiously.
"I remember winning the game of beer pong. I remember finding Joey and Adrian taking shots upstairs. Just little bits and pieces." I explained.
"Okay well we had sex.. Quite amazing sex if I do say so myself, but we both agreed to contribute. I don't want you to think I took advantage of you or anything" Tom explained.
"I kinda figured that. It would be nice if I could remember it" I laughed.
"I remember everything. You were amazing" Tom said smiling ear to ear. "However, we discussed how we would keep Adrian in the dark and how he could never find out. Can you commit to that still?"
I certainly didn't want to lose Adrian, ever. I knew if I wanted things to remain the same, I would have to keep yet another secret from him. I then realized how stupid and inconsiderate my action are since I moved to this town. I felt as if it was changing me before my eyes.
"I kinda have no choice. I don't wanna lose Adrian" I replied.
"I understand. Don't worry. Everything's gonna be fine." Tom said comforting me. "The plan is that I picked you up from your house to get breakfast this morning and you don't remember how you got home last night."
"Okay cool" I replied.
Tom got out of the car and started walking to the house. Here I was, following the footsteps of a manipulative, yet considerate, dirtbag whom I had irresistible feelings for and who still genuinely cared about me, guiding me to go lie to the boy whom held my heart in a jar glass. I didn't know if I was capable of holding my composure.
Tom held the door open for me and and gave a really comforting look as he put his hand on my shoulders.
"Wake up shit heads!" Tom shouted.
Toms shouting caused a chain reaction within mere seconds. Anika, Adrian, and Joey then started to awaken. As Adrian becomes more coherent, he realizes that I'm standing right over him. He grew excited instantly.
"Babe!! What the hell? Where'd you go last night?" Adrian asked holding his arms out, reaching for a hug.
"I think I got sick and someone was cool enough to drive me home. I don't really recall a lot that happened last night" I replied falling into Adrian's open arms. Little did he know he was holding nothing but a hallow person.
"I missed you a lot. I had to sleep next to joeys ass all night" Adrian said kissing me all over.
"Sounds like fun" I laughed.
"I am starving" Anika said.
Everyone was beginning to fully wake up and was more active. We started recapping the night, but there wasn't much for me to say, since I didn't remember a lot and from what I was told, I was better off staying quiet. Then finally, the mysterious host of the party finally reveals himself after being isolated throughout the whole party.
"There he is! Who put a roofie in your cup?" Tom laughed.
"Real funny dude. How's everything?" Frank asked.
"Take a look around. Everything's perfect bro" Tom said. "Oh these are a few of my buddies I invited. They're pretty cool."
Tom then began introducing us to Frank Maglione. His nick name was either franky or frank the tank. Franky was in fact a tank. He wrestled for JFK high school and played football. He was tall and toned with jet black hair and bright eyes. His muscles were huge but for some reason I didn't find him all that attractive.
"Hey what's going on guys? Enjoyed yourselves last night? Adrian I know you did" Franky asked.
"Yeah, man thanks for the invited us. Much appreciated" Joey said.
I stood there in silence still taking in everything that happened last night. How could I be so foolish? How could I let my lust over power my love? I was in a small room and the walls were slowly, but surely closing in.
Tom took notice to my unusual behavior and couldn't help but to worry. He didn't want me to break down and expose everything that happened between us. I wanted to, but I knew that would only make things more complicated than it needed to be. I needed sometime by myself.
"I don't feel too good guys. Can you take me home Tom?" I asked.
"Yeah sure. You guys can stay here. I'll be right back" Tom replied.
"I'll come with" Adrian added.
I felt as if my heart was sitting in my throat. My intentions were to get away from both Tom and Adrian but they were too attached to me for that to happen. We began walking out to the car and I would normally sit in the front with Tom but I thought it would be better to just sit in the back.
I got in the car and faced towards the window. Tom and Adrian then got in the car as well, except Adrian decided to sit in the back seat with me. He knew something was bothering me really bad. He was concerned and determined to find out what was up with me. I couldn't look Adrian I'n the face or else Id start crying.
"Baby what's wrong?" Adrian whispered in my ear.
"I think I'm still a little drunk. I didn't get that much sleep" I lied.
"Maybe you shouldn't drink anymore" Adrian suggested.
"Yeah, I don't think I'm qualified" I added.
The whole ride home Adrian held my hand and tried to comfort me while I was in a deep trance of pure, utter guilt. Overall, I needed to go home to gather my thoughts because I did something I entirely regretted but I also wanted to have sex as much as Tom did. So it wasn't entirely his fault.
Tom arrived at my house and I couldn't wait a second longer to get away from everyone.
"I'll see you later babe?" Adrian asked.
"I'll call you. Thanks for the ride Tom" I said storming off.
"Anytime.. Feel better" Tom said.
I couldn't tell if Tom was being genuine or manipulative again. His last words sent chills up my spine and I was lost in a deep sea of emotions.
"Dude, something's totally up with Al" Adrian said in concern.
"I just think he drank too much. He'll be fine. Trust me" Tom replied.
"Trust" Tom utilized this word a lot but was one of the most disloyal person. It was ironic if you think about it.
I walked inside of my house and headed straight to my room. Mom wasn't home yet, so I had sometime to myself for a while. I decided I would take a nap and settle my mind first. I had really high anxiety and didn't know what to think about first.
I awakened to a pitch black room, it was already night time by time I awaken. It was perfect for gathering my thoughts. I didn't even bother to check what time it was, my phone, or anything. I just wanted to get to the bottom of this.
Tom did in fact manipulate me. He knew about Adrian and I being in a relationship and supposedly "respected" our relationship. But couldn't resist trying to get in my pants. That's when Tom screwed up and that's where I have the right to be upset.
I then realized I couldn't play the victim for logical and emotional purposes. I wasn't going to take the easy way out and just blame everything on Tom. It was a cowardly mechanism and I had more strength than that. Nevertheless, Tom did ask me if I wanted to hook up and I gave him the green light. It's not like he initiated it all by himself.
I was left in a quandary and came to the conclusion that I couldn't figure this out by myself. I needed advice from someone I can trust from the bottom of my heart and there was only one person that I felt this way about... Anika.
It was 2:30am I had no idea what time Anika would usually go to bed, but I really needed her. I put on some basketball shorts and a hoodie and began sneaking out of the house.
I walked the short distance to Anika's house and began knocking on her window. Luckily, Anika's room was in the basement, so she was isolated from her mother.
It didn't take Anika long to realize someone or something was trying to get her attention. She went to go investigate and she finally noticed it was actually me who was trying to get her attention. She then finally opened her window.
"What the hell are you doing?" Anika asked incredulously.
"I really gotta talk to you. It's an emergency and I'm freaking out" I explained.
"Are you okay?"Anika asked in concern.
"Not really, can you meet me over my the rocks?" I asked.
"Yeah, give me a second." Anika replied.
The rocks was a the hangout spot around my complex. It was In the corner of a huge corporate building, hidden by limited trees. It's where all of the high schoolers get drunk at on weekdays. For me it was a place to gather my thoughts. It was nothing compared to my spot in Pennsylvania, but I was open to compromise.
I waited there for no less than 5 minutes before Anika showed up. I was more than grateful to have such a good friend who was always there for me.
"What the hell is going on?" Anika asked anxiously.
"I fucked up big time Anika" I said.
"What do you mean?" Anika asked.
I began explaining to Anika the establishment of mine and adrians relationship. After, I explained the sexual attraction Tom and I had for each other. Then, I explained our first sexual intercourse and all of the emotions attached to it. Finally, I explained the huge problem and asked what'd she think I should do.
"Wow.. You're right, you did fuck up." Anika sighed.
"Tell me about it" I mumbled.
"Well, first things first, you're not in a real relationship, if you have to hide it. So I can see why you did what you've done the first time. But you told Tom about you and Adrian and he eventually confronted Adrian and was cool about it. Which would've been perfect if Tom wasn't trying to get into you're pants." Anika explained.
"I know all of this already. What should I do?" I asked.
"Who do you like more?" Anika asked.
"I value Adrian's love and toms friendship is worth a million. He has done a lot for me."
"Well I guess that's just something you'll have to decode on your own. But my advice to you would be to just keep a secret if you really value Adrian." Anika explained.
Could I really do this again? Keep another secret from my boyfriend? The simple thought left me in a ocean of guilt. I've never sunken sow low in my entire life, but it was happening right before my eyes. I figured what Adrian doesn't know, won't hurt him.
Anika hugged me and wished me good luck before heading back inside to go to sleep. The whole walk home I convinced myself to just put on a poker face. No matter how guilty I felt about it. I didn't want to hurt anyone's feeling, but at this point it was inevitably already happening.