Friday night was hard to keep myself from seducing Rusty.
After work we had dinner and did not talk much of what happened the previous night. I had some work to do, so, I was down stairs working. There was a knock on the door.
"Raji, are you asleep yet"
"No, I'm awake, come on down"
Emm, and I'm wondering what this was going to be about. Maybe he could not wait any longer and have it tonight??? Hurray....!
"Hope I'm not disturbing you but I wanted to let you know if you can make it to the therapist tomorrow afternoon at 2:30?"
"Tomorrow, yah! I'll be out in the morning but would be done by noon. So, that should be OK"
I asked Rusty what to expect from the meeting. He said,
"nothing directly relating to you, but I would just feel so much more confident of myself if he sees you, the therapist I mean. You know I've not had sex for almost 3 years and finally now I'm going back to having sex. Its just a comfort for me"
I smiled, OK!
"I really appreciate your understanding in this Raji"
"No problem, Rus, just want to be supportive but don't want any negative implication as well"
"Yah! I know understand"
He continued
"He is a handsome guy and maybe your kind of person"
I was quick
"How do you know my type Rusty" with a laughter!
"Well if you are into Martin and if you don't mind let me fuck you, I'm quite sure you'd let him do you too"
"Emm, you are quite sure of that?" I asked him!
"Maybe! We will soon find out, tomorrow" He smiled!
So I asked him
"So, what if I liked him"
"If you do, you can do something"
What "something" Rusty?
Emm I found that to be weird, and asked him why did he want me to do that!
He smiled and pulled a chair next to me and explained
"Raji, remember, I do think it is really kinky to have sex after you're being 'used' by someone else"
"So, you're setting this up so I get laid by this guy and then you start to have sex with me, is that it?"
He said
"no, not at all. But if you do get turned on by him and if he indulged into it, then it's OK with me"
"But you did not set this up that way, did you Rusty"
"No, I promise, I did not - but he knows that I like it and if he thinks its OK, he might indulge into it"
"Well, I'm just going to come with an open mind. No expectations OK"
I was beginning to feel as if this was getting complicated, but it could turn out to be interesting as well. And I must admit, I do like the idea of having sex with a therapist while someone is having a treatment! Could be interesting!
"Please Raji, you will not do anything that you are not happy with"
His arms were on my knee in a comfort pat by now. I smiled with an OK! and put my hands over his. Rusty smiled and said
"Honey, I managed to keep my juice in me last night, but I don't think I can manage that again tonight!"
I was showed exaggerated disappointment...
"Ooohhh noooo, not even a kiss"
"Just a small kiss honey, not more... otherwise, we won't make it to see him tomorrow"
" oooohhhhh kkkkaaayyyyyy!!! Kiss me"
We kissed but only a small very sloppy kiss and he pulled away before long and said good night!