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Roses are Red
bye: Monchito
Chapter 3
I couldn't believe I was kissing Alex. His kisses were so tender and soft that it made body melt. While I was kissing him on the couch I was rubbing my hands all over his back and he was running his hand threw my hair at the back of my head. We let go of each other and then he grabs me and lays me down on the couch. He climbs on top of me and starts to kiss me again. I start moaning while kissing him back. Man I was in heaven at the moment but I stopped him before letting him go any further. I needed to get things straighten up.
"Wait Alex. Wait." I said to him while moving him away so I could sit up.
"Um....why were you all of a sudden kissing me? I mean it was good but... um." I couldn't think after what just happened. I have dreamt of kissing him and it finally happened... but I felt weird.
"Well, I just wanted to know what it's like to kiss you." he said.
"Ya, well now you know. But what now?" I said. Okay so he is gay. But I needed him to tell me that. He better not deny it because if he wasn't gay he wouldn't of kissed that way or even kiss at all.
"So this means that your gay too? I asked him.
"Yes , and there's something I gotta tell you Ben." he said while looking at me and holding my hand. I looked into his eyes.
You know when your with somebody that you really like a lot and your talking to that person. Everyone and everything else around you just disappears. Only you and that person is all you see. I waiting anxiously for what he had to say as he took a few minutes to think.
"Ben, you and I have been friends for so long and the past few years have been different." he said.
"Oh really, how different?" I asked. Oh god, I hope that he's gonna tell me what I think he's gonna tell.
"Well, I've been having feelings for someone and uh...sigh...that person is ....you, Ben." he said. Holy shit, I couldn't believe what I was hearing. The man that I secretly had feelings for and, just a few minutes ago had confessed to him ,was telling me he like me as well. I put my hand against my chest feeling my heart beat while looking at him with a little smile on my face. He wasn't finished though.
"Ben, I have always liked you and I wanted to tell you before but I just couldn't find the strength to do it." he said.
"Ben....I ..." he continued but I stopped him from finishing by kissing him. We kissed passionately as I put my arms around his shoulders and putting one hand on the back of his head and the other on the back his neck. He put his arms around my waist as we started to kiss aggressively. We move towards french kissing and man, it was it great. He was a great kisser and I'm glad that I got to experience that.
It was starting to get late and I had to go home because it was a school night and my mom of course would get worried. But I didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay in his arms for ever. I got up from the couch and headed towards the entrance to put my shoes on. After I had my shoes on, I looked at Alex.
"I gotta go but now that me and you know the truth about each other...does that mean that you and me are ......you know." I said hoping for something good to hear.
"Are you saying that you want us to be something?" he said.
"Well..." I couldn't say that I wanted to him to be with me as like boyfriends. I wanted him to say it.
He came up close to me and put his arms around me. I felt so good in his arms as well feeling safe.
"Heheh.....are you saying you wanna be boyfriends? Sure.... why not." he said and with that he kissed me and I put my arms around his neck. After another passionate kiss I was out the door. I left his house feel so good and happy. I have waited for this moment and now I finally got him. All the bitches that wanted him...too bad he's taken. Taken by me.
The next day at school was a day that I couldn't wait to be with Alex. Hey, I'm not dick whipped. Well, at least not just yet. The mourning classes went by pretty quickly as it got to lunch time. I was at my locker putting my books inside and thinking about Alex and what happened last night. I was smiling as I couldn't stop feeling good. As I was about to close my locker I felt a light tap on my shoulder and then turned around.
"Hey I forgot to give you back your pencil. Sorry." It was the guy from my art class.
"Oh..uh..thanks no problem." I said and then he walked away. As soon as he left I saw Lucia.
"Hey ben. Where the hell were you last night? I was calling you like so many times!" she said as she was giving me an evil glare.
"Oh you were. Shit, I was at Alex's house." I said.
"Oh what were you doing there huh? Getting your freak on wit' him?" She started laughing after she said that. I wanted to tell Lucia what happened but I didn't want to at the moment. Maybe I didn't want to tell her at all because it was between Alex and I.
"Shut up we didn't do anything we just chilled, aight!" I replied. I closed my locker and we head down to the cafeteria.
When we get to the cafeteria we decided not get food right away because there's always a lot people and it gets so crowded. We decide to go outside for a walk. We head out some doors to an open area which is behind the school. We see some benches and go to them to sit. When we're sitting down, I start to think about Alex. I think about us being boyfriends and about last night. We can definitely become something. I started to day dream about me and him being together and how it would be a great impact in my life. Lucia ruins my daydream when she spoke.
"Hello! Earth to Ben. Wake up!" said Lucia. I come down to reality and look at her.
"What?" I said to her.
"Why were you day dreaming?" she asked.
"I don't know it just happened and no it wasn't about Alex. Okay bitch!"
She rolled her eyes, "oh sure. I bet you cannot stop thinking about him and how you would love to have mad sex with him." she said as I gave her a dirty look. I didn't want to tell her the truth because I was not sure about me and Alex.
"Hey listen, my girl is having this party on Friday. I think it's a back to school party or something, I don't know. But do you wanna go?" Lucia asked.
"A party.. sure! And who's this girl or yours?" I said. I wasn't sure if I wanted to go because usually parties finish in a fight or something goes bad.
"Oh you don't know her? Her name's Brenda I met her over the summer. She's cool." said Lucia.
"Brenda..hmmm...never herd of her."
"She's latina and she has a brother that goes to this school as well. He's fine too!" she said.
I thought to myself that I guess I could go to a party and have fun. Lucia was a mad party girl and when she's on the dance floor she grabs the hottest guy she sees and totally backs it up to him. She's crazy sometimes but I still love her.
"So are you gonna go?! You know you have a right to get ur' party on. Plus ese, Alex will be there." she said.
"Oh you asked him already?" I said hoping that she'll say yes.
"Well no but I'm pretty sure that he won't hesitate to go." Man if Alex was gonna be at that party then I had no choice but to go.
Before I could answer yes to Lucia I felt some hands on my shoulders. I looked at Lucia and she smiled. I turned around and it was Alex. Alex was looking good. He wore a pair of bagging denim jeans and a black wife beater.
"Hey Alex. Finally you show up." I said.
"Hey you guys. Sorry if you didn't see me I had some business to take care of." He said. Business to take care of. What kinda business I thought to myself.
"So Alex you comin' to Brenda's party right?" Lucia asked. This party sounded like it would be of the hook since everyone was gonna be there.
"Oh yeah that's hector's sister right?" said Alex.
"Ya! Don't say no... it'll be fun. Everyone will be there ..even Carlos."
"Ok sure why not." replied Alex.
Now who's hector. Both Alex and Lucia were talking about people that I didn't even know and how come I didn't know. Brenda sounded like a famous girl or something and she had a brother named hector. How come I was never introduced to them.
"Okay hold the phone! Now who's Hector?" I said.
Lucia rolled her eyes at me and said, "Brenda's brother.. duh! weren't you listening?!"
"Well I still don't know who the fuck she is or whatever and if you guys know them, how come you never introduced me to them?" I exclaimed.
"Sorry.. I know her from the summer and Alex know's her brother from one of his classes. But what's the big deal anyway? You'll meet them!" said Lucia.
"Benito... relax man!" said Alex as he puts his hand on my shoulder.
When he touched me that send a chill down my spine and which mad me smile. I looked at Alex as he was looking so good. I wanted to kiss him right there but Lucia was present and I didn't want to ruin things with Alex. I got up from the bench to stretch my arms. Alex sat down and started to talk to Lucia. I was looking around at our surroundings and seeing all the people at our school. The back ground was big and from I distance I could see a basketball court with people playing. I saw people sitting on pick nick tables and people playing soccer in an open space. It was sunny out and the temperature was hot.
All of sudden I see girl from a distance who I think was coming our way. I think she looked attractive and tall as she was still far. She kept walking in our direction and reaching closer and closer. Okay I think she was coming over here.
She approached us and we all looked at her.
"Hey Brenda wassup?" said Lucia.
"Hey girl how you doing?" she said as she gave a cool hand shakes to Lucia.
"Oh! Brenda this is Alex and this Ben. Guys this is my girl Brenda." said Lucia.
The girl said hey to us. This Brenda girl was very pretty. She had light brown hair with blonde highlights in it. Dark eyes, a slim curvy body and about 5' 8 in height. She wasn't as pretty as Lucia though. Lucia looked natural and Brenda had a little to much make up on. But they both had the same body type and Lucia being a little taller then her. Brenda was wearing a blue faded jeans, a pink shirt and a pair of pink stilettos.
"Hey you like my stilettos? Their baby phat." said Brenda talking to Lucia.
"Oh my god! Their so cute how much?"
"About like 120." said Brenda. A hundred and twenty fucking dollars. They weren't that fine.
"I got some beige ones from baby phat too but they're not stilettos they're uptowns." mentioned Lucia.
I was beginning to think they were gonna have a little girl chat while Alex and I just sat there. I gave a look to Alex saying that we should leave them. He returned a look agreeing with me.
"Hey ladies, we'll leave you two to chat okay... so see ya." said Alex.
"Uh uh! Where you going!?" said Lucia.
Brenda was looking at Alex and said, "so you're Alex?"
"Yup!"replied Alex.
"I think I herd about you from my brother." she said as see was smiling at him.
"Oh ya cool! Well....me and Ben gotta go... so see ya'll later." said Alex.
She looked at me and gave me a distinctive look on her face. I was like saying 'what!' to myself. I think she was acting like she didn't see me and I think that I noticed something that she did. I think she was checking out Alex! I noticed she gave a little glare up and down to Alex as he turned around. Don't be staring at my man bitch. Well ...soon to be my man.
We left the girls having their conversation and me and Alex decided to walk along the outside walls of the gym that was on the other side of the school. Can't believe miss thang was checking out Alex and she was completely ignoring me. No, I don't want her to check me out just that she was ignoring my presences the whole fucking time. Anyways, when we got to the other side I looked at Alex. He was looking around. I looked around to see what he was looking at. I didn't see anybody so I turn my face to look forward. All of sudden I felt something on my shoulders. I looked and saw that Alex was right next to me with his arm around me. I looked at him and he looked at me and then he leaned in to give me a kiss on the lips. The kiss was so hot that I immediately popped a bonner. I kiss him back of course and then we let go of each other.
"Wow you kissed me here...at school!" I said to him being a little shocked.
"I've been dying to kiss you all day baby. I couldn't wait any longer." he said. I smiled when he said that and it felt really good.
We continued walking side by side around the gym walls to get to the front of the school. Something was on my mind that I kept thinking about so I needed to talk to him about it. We saw a small two step stair case the was in front of a door. On top of the steps was room to sit so we decided to go sit there and chat.
"So that Brenda girl. She's pretty." I said starting the conversation.
"Yeah she's aight." said Alex. I needed to talk him about my thoughts and get something clear about me and him.
"Hey listen..um.....about last night...uh..."
"Yeah what about it?" he asked while he interrupted me.
"Um ...did it mean something? I mean, I told you that I like you and you like me. So what I wanted to ask is..." I said but he interrupted me again.
"Ben......yes..... I want to be with you. There's something about you that makes me feel happy. I'm happy when I'm with you and I'm so glad that you feel the same way as I do." he said as he held my hand.
There's that moment again. The moment where everything just disappears and you feel like your up in the clouds with the one you like. My blood just rushed through my veins after he said that but I had to ask him one more time just to make sure.
"So you really want this? Us to be together as like ..uh..boyfriends. I mean ...I really like you a lot Alex and.....I ...I never wanna lose you." I said as a tear started to fall my from eye.
"Hey don't say that. You're never gonna lose me. I.......I love you."
"You what!?" I said in great shock.
"Ben... I love you. You mean the world to me." he said. My heart completely melted towards hearing those 4 words, ' I love you'.
"Oh my god......Alex!" I gasped after say that. I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek.
Now, he was definitely mine. I got him and I was never gonna let him go. Who ever else liked him was gonna have to fight me to get him. Before we could say or do anything else the bell rung. It was time to go.
The rest of the week went by quickly. I had great times with Alex as we would hide out in the school to get away from people so that we would make out. We weren't doing any freaky stuff yet but just kissing him and being close to him was sexual enough. It finally got to Friday, the day of this Brenda's party. I kinda didn't like her because there was something about her that I didn't like. But I was still gonna go because everyone was gonna be there. After school, Lucia agreed with me to meet me at my house around nine so that we could go together to the party. I talked with Alex and he said that we should meet up with him have way. We all agreed with each other and it was set. I hope to god that nothing goes wrong tonight.
It was around 6:30 when I was at home eating supper with my mother. We talked about school and how grateful that this school year was my last year. Honest to god I'm not gonna miss high school. I hated it. It was so boring and the people I had to deal with made it miserable but that's another story.
Anyway, when I was done eating I decided to watch tv for a bit. I lay down on the couch, grab the remote and start flipping through the channels. I stopped on much vibe to watch videos since there was nothing else to watch.
After a good 30 minutes of watching music videos I lay down on the couch on my back and stare up at the ceiling. I started to think about the party. I thought to myself that I would just have fun with my friends and there would no bullshit to deal with. Soon, something hits my mind. I close my eyes slowing but then immediately open them again. I see a little vision. In my vision I see a beautiful red rose and the background is white. All the petals are closed up against each other but then they start to move as the entire rose blossoms. It become even more beautiful. Then all of sudden the rose breaks in half. The outside petals start to fall down as the whole piece of flower falls to the ground. When it hits the ground it shatters. The what I see right beside the fallen rose is a gun. I hear some foot steps that sound like some one is walking away then everything disappears. A white flash strikes out as I wake up.
I get up from my couch and start to shake my head. I didn't know what the hell that was. 'What the fuck' I think to myself as I start to think about what I just saw. Did that vision mean something. Was it telling me something. Man I don't know.
After a while of pondering I look at the clock on the wall. Shit it's 7:40. Lucia was coming soon and I looked like shit. The vision slid out of my mind as now I was thinking of what to wear. Yes, I do care of how I look. You thought that only girls have trouble on deciding what to wear. Girls say that being a girl is not easy. Well......being gay ain't easy either. I have feminine quality too. Any way, I raced upstairs and ran into my room. I immediately look into my closet and grabbed some clothes out. I lay them over my bed and think of what to wear. I grabbed a pair of khakis that looked baggy on me. I put them on and then grabbed a white under shirt and a navy blue Sean John hoody. I put the under shirt first then the hoody. I had a pair of white timberland shoes so I put those on and looked at myself in the mirror. I was looking good. Navy blue goes with beige and white shoes always look good with anything. I was thinking that I should try something else just to experiment.
As I turn around I saw something that scared the shit out of me. You know about the rose that I have in my room. Well it was broken. I gasped when I saw it broken. One piece of it's green part was in the vase and the rose part was on the ground. There were petals all over the night stand where the vase stood. 'Who the hell fucked up my rose' I thought to myself as I pick up the part that was on the ground. Then it all came back....my vision. I was little freaked out and pissed that I had to get a new one already. But what does this mean! I keep having weird dreams and visions and this broken rose... was a deja view from my recent vision. Man all of this was driving me insane. When I get to the party tonight, I 'm gonna get totally wasted.
That's the end of chapter 3. Don't be mad get glaad. LOL. The 4th chapter will be hot and a little crazy so please look forward to it. Again my e-mail at obando@rogers.com . Or you can also e- mail me at my second account at da_ill_mafioso@hotmail.com. Chapter 4 will be soon.