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Roses Are Red
by bonito
chapter 1
He held the gun straight at me while I looked into his eyes. I could see the anger shining in his eyes. My body was shaking as I was standing in front of some one and I didn't know who it was but I was protecting him from getting shot. We're standing in the middle of a street while it's raining really hard. My heart beats faster at every thought of him pulling the trigger. " Please stop this....please!" I said in great fear. " How could you do this to me after everything I gave you. I love you!" said the person pointing the gun at me. " Please put the gun down you're making a big mistake!". The fire in his eyes gets stronger as I could feel my heart beat speed up. I start to cry and say, " why are u doing this...can't we talk about this!!"
" I'm not letting you go with him... never!!" The sound of a click from the gun goes off as the bullet is ready to fire. " NO..you're not gonna kill him you asshole!!" The person behind me yells out as he grabs me and puts me behind him. Now the person that I was protecting was going to get shot. " You fucking psycho! If you want to kill him you're gonna have to shoot me first!!"
"NOOOO!!" I yelled out and as I tried to move him there was a sound of a blast. It was dead silent for a few seconds and then I gasped as I was looking at the person who had a very shocked look on his face and his wide mouth opened. Soon after that there was a huge white flash....
I rose up quickly from my bed to the sound of a very annoying alarm clock. I sighed as a smack my hand on top of the alarm clock to turn it off. My body was practically sweating. I rub the back of my hand against my forehead and sighed again. " Da' fuck.....sigh it was only a dream." I get out of bed feeling all puzzled and weird after that dream. The hell kind of dream was that. Man, I'm having the most screwed up dreams ever and why do I keep having this same one over and over. Anyways, hi my names is Ben and I'm 18 years old I'm a senior in high school and I'm half latino half white. Ok......ok.....
Still thinking about that dream I get ready for school. It the first day and I'm really excited because it's my last year and can't wait to graduate. After I fix up myself I head down stair into the kitchen for something eat. As I search for something in the fridge I get startled by a familiar voice. " hey Benito , did you have a good night sleep?" it was my mom. My mother always spooks me in the mornings when I'm in the kitchen.
"oh hey mom! And no I didn't."
"you didn't what?"
"have a good night sleep."
"why not?"
"um.....I guess I had a nightmare."
My mom looked confused. Hey I was confused myself.
"what was it about?" my mom said.
I thought hard about the kind of dream I had and I didn't really want to tell her about it.
"I don't know," I replied.
She gives me a weird look on her face and with that I turn my head around.
"You had a nightmare and you don't even know what it was about?......ok."
She shakes her head and turns around and goes into the living room. I was thinking that she thought that I was the weirdest son she ever had. Oh well.
The Hispanic part of me comes from my mom and the white part of me was from my dad. My dad is not living with us because he walked out of our lives when I was 4. I never really got to know my father and plus I was only 4 so I didn't understand anything. But I'm ok. I still got my mom and that's enough for me to handle life. Being half Hispanic and half Caucasian made me feel different because some of my friends were pure Hispanic and sometimes I would get discriminated due to the fact that I was only half. Whatever I'm proud of who I am. Oh yeah, did I forget to mention earlier that I'm also gay. Yep that's right ese! Anyways back to the story.
After I finish eating I head upstairs into my room to get my stuff and back downstairs to say goodbye to my mom. "Okay well bye I gotta go now." I said. 'Okay sweety have a good day at school and don't attract to many girls!" When my mom said that I started to giggle. "Okay mom." Okay I'm not that attractive but people say I'm good looking and 5'11 is tall enough right? Anyways, after I say goodbye again I leave my house and head to school. Can't wait to see all my friends.
I get off the bus in front of the school and head in through the main doors. West High School. Population= 3000. The school is a bit large and 3000, I guess, is enough people. When I'm inside I pull out my timetable to see which locker I have. Every year they always change the damn assigned lockers. And where the hell was Alex. I go upstairs and search for my locker there. When I'm walking through the hallways, as I think I found my locker, I hear a familiar voice behind me.
"Hey Ben how you's doing?!" I recognize that voice and I turn around.
"Hey Carlos, I'm good...you?"
Carlos is one my close friends. We met in grade nine. He's crazy but at the same time he's cool in his own way.
"How was your summer?" said Carlos.
"It was shitty, I had to work. But the money was good."
"Hey me too!" he laughs as punches me in the stomach.
That crazy ass. "Oh found it...ugh, finally!" I sighed after finally finding my locker all the way at the end of the hall way. We continued talking about the summer and stuff and tell each other what classes we got.
Now by the sound of another voice the interrupts our conversation and this one I definitely recognize.
"Hey, hey, hey, chico how are ya?!!"
"Oh my god...Lucia! Heeeeeeeeeeey!!" We both say hey at the same time. Lucia is my best friend and a wild girl is she. She my home girl and I'm her home boy as what we call each other. I met her in a awkward way back in grade 7. I was sitting on floor against my locker when all of sudden she comes up to me and start talking to me. I was depressed about something and with her soft, sexy, feminine voice and nice caramel eyes I felt comfortable enough to tell what was on my mind. Ever since then we grew close and became best friends. Anyways... back.
"Damn boy, how long has it been....2 years?!" she said.
"Uh....2 month. Why you acting like we haven't seen each other at all during the summer. We practically hanged all the time with Alex!" I replied given her a playful dirty look.
"I'm just joking! Anyways I got so much things to tell!" and with that me and her started talking and not noticing that we were completely ignoring Carlos. Still ignoring him at the back of my mind I was think about Alex and where the hell was he.
"Uh, hello pasmados...am I invisible hear!" Carlos stood in front of us while interrupting us. "Oh shit...sorry Carlos." said Lucia and she gave him a hug while saying hi. "Oh porbresito....were you feeling left out?" I said while padding his shoulder and saying it's ok. He shrugged my hand off and gave me the finger. I started to laugh. Carlos stood at 6 feet with some fierce dark eyes that could kill you but I was never intimidated by him.
"Well I gotta get to class so I'll see you guys at lunch ok." said Lucia as she was leaving but I stopped her. "Wait girl!" I said. "What?"
"Do you know where Alex is? I can't find him."
"No sorry. I haven't seen him yet but he better be here today!"
"Yeah!"
"So what class you got first?" I asked her.
"Oh, gym.....ok I gotta go see ya!" With that she leaves.
Carlos is still with me so I get my books for my first class, English. Carlos already had his books and we have English together. "Come on lets go we'll be late." Carlos demanded and soon after I close my locker and we start walking to the staircase to head up to the third floor. As we get to the doors of the stair case someone grabs me from behind and pulls me towards a corner and says, "give me all your money fool or I'll stab you!" I kinda hit my head against the wall which hurt a little and which got me a little ticked off. I saw Carlos laughing at me and pointing at me.
"Listen I don't got any money. Just a gum, a loony, and um.....let me check......oh ya a pen." I said still having the side of my face against the wall. " don't fucking lie"....