Disclaimer:
All characters and situations are fictional. This story is intended for adults interested in homosexual erotica. If that is not something that you want to read or that is illegal for you to read, please stop.
Also, this chapter is comparatively short but I hope you enjoy it anyway.
Chapter 18
"I hope he wasn't too rough!"
"Well, he was rough", I said. The rest of my night with him had gone similarly to the first round. But I quickly added: "But I kind of liked it. Like, I don't need that all the time. I prefer your kind of silent, matter-of-fact kind of domination where you don't have to be harsh. You simply know that I do what you expect of me. But it was a fun, different experience. And he did know how to fuck."
"Well, I'm glad to hear that!", Greg said and unzipped his pants. "Because it really turned me on to send you over to him to get used."
The rest of the week was fairly normal. Sucking cock, sucking on ice cubes that still refused to grant me release, uploading videos and describing my experiences on tumblr. All the while, I kept listening to the hypnosis tapes. By now, I was in a deep trance every time I listened and I was certain that they were doing something to me. From time to time, I would pause and examine my feelings about my predicament and I was positively surprised by how relaxed I had become. It wasn't that I wasn't horny or that I didn't ache for a release. But I kind of lost the anxiousness around the subject. It felt like a normal part of my life that I got to enjoy.
Which is why I was skeptical when Greg announced that he had thought about the hypnosis sessions a bit more and that he would like to change a few things. Of course, since it was sort-of therapy-like, he couldn't demand anything but he had a few suggestions.
"I just noticed how well the hypnosis works on you! Maybe you didn't think it was noticeable but it is just so obvious how much easier you approach your whole sexuality and your needs. Given that, I thought we could expand a little bit on the goals of your sessions. Keep all the sex positivity and confidence parts but add a few that will help you delve deeper into your goals of submission."
I shrugged my shoulders a bit. "I guess. What did you have in mind? I'm not really sure what to ask of him."
"Well, if you're okay with it, I thought that could be my role. I'd prepare a few things and talk briefly with him before he puts you under and gives you the instructions."
It was a weird thought. I hadn't really known about the text in the first session either but then Neil had basically improvised it based on my needs. Now Greg wanted Neil to feed me hypnotic instructions of his choosing? But what did I have to lose? One session wasn't going to be too impactful anyway and I would get the recordings afterwards. So, I agreed.
To Neil's credit, he didn't simply accept Greg's wishes. Instead, he asked me to clearly state that I was comfortable with this and only after a thorough discussion, he proceeded. The rest of the session went on as usual and I walked out of there without feeling much difference but I certainly felt curious.
At home, after a passionate fucking from Greg where he told me repeatedly how horny it made him to have me accept his commands like that, I played the audio recordings. I skipped the induction so that I would know what was being said and began listening to the instructions. First it started with what I was already familiar with. All the affirmations and positive reinforcement that I was right in choosing to express my sexuality, yadda, yadda, yadda. I fast forwarded through that.
When it came to the good stuff, I took out a cum cube out of the freezer and popped it in my mouth. With one load in my mouth and one up my ass, I lay down on my bed and began listening to Neil as he talked about Greg's vision for me.
"You love locking your cock up. It feels natural and right to you. You crave the feeling of the metal confining you. You enjoy the control your keyholder holds over you. You want others to decide about your sex life. You need that control and domination. Your cock should absolutely be locked up. It is meant to be denied. You know that your cock is meant to be soft and caged while other cocks are hard and ready to be serviced. That contrast is an important aspect of your sexuality. Your insignificant, little dick being ignored while you take other men's big, hard cocks inside your ass. Your pleasure comes from servicing other people. It comes from getting fucked and sucking cock. Those are your primary sexual needs. Getting off yourself is irrelevant. With every day you spend in your cage, this becomes clearer and clearer. Your cock is irrelevant. To you. To your partners. To your sex life.
The only use your cock has for your sex life is to provide a demonstration of your roles. Your tiny, limp cock bouncing around shows your submissiveness and your destiny to be a complete bottom. You enjoy seeing how tiny it looks in its cage while huge cocks ram in and out of your ass. You crave that contrast. You need to feel like a complete and total, submissive bottom.
You enjoy nothing more than taking care of other men's cocks. You love touching them, sucking them and getting fucked by them. The more cock you get, the more cock you need. It is your primary concern to satisfy the men in your life. To get them off. To let men fuck you as often as possible. You will dedicate your sex life to becoming a perfect bottom slut for the men around you. Your keyholder and your partner will be your primary sources of pleasure but you will enjoy pleasuring others just as much. You will always crave more.
You like to show the men around you this side of you. You enjoy sharing your submissiveness with as many people as possible. You are proud of your status as a submissive bottom. Whether you share it online, in a conversation or whether you share your holes with a new man that you want to please. It fills you with joy and pride to live your live openly as the slutty, submissive, locked bottom that you've always known you were meant to be.
You enjoy following the orders of your keyholder. It fills you with a pride like nothing else. You are fulfilling your purpose in life when you are following his commands and are servicing his every need.
You want to be locked for more and more time. Every day in the cage makes you want to be locked for longer. Still, being locked will keep you horny and on edge. Even if your cock stays soft after a few weeks, you will absolutely keep getting hornier and hornier. It will be difficult and a challenge. It will be almost unbearable but it is exactly what you want and crave and you will succeed. When you are unlocked, you will miss the cage. It is a part of you and you will miss both the physical feeling as well as the emotional connection to the cage. You will crave being locked up again and when that lock will finally click shut again, an intense wave of joy and relieve will wash over you."
Fucking hell, that was intense. I expected some new stuff but this was pretty heavy. I tasted the rest of the cum cube and took out the key. Greg wasn't really holding back. It was clear what direction he was wanting me to go. But to be fair. It wasn't exactly opposite of where I wanted to go. Actually, I felt like it was kind of eerily close to those unspoken feeling inside of me. I took the key out of my mouth and laid it on my bedside table. I would try it the next morning.
Now I wanted to properly listen to those files again, in a deep trance.
Well, I hope you guys still enjoy my stories. New chapters are in the pipeline, so keep checking back.
Other stories:
http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/college/roommate-keyholder/
http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/authoritarian/sixty-five/
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