First, let me shout out some love to all of you wonderful people! I heard your words of encouragement and I have appreciated every bit of it. You are all amazing people. My technical issues have been solved, which leads me into my shout-out this week! Thank you from the deepest part of my heart, Cory H. For those of you wondering why this man deserves the shout-out this week, he has cured my issues with funding almost all of my new laptop. I cannot thank him enough, and cannot wait to have a meet up with him. Maybe we'll have to do a bonus chapter. Cory, you are a god among men! My E-Mail address is sexychrispylove@gmail.com. I absolutely LOVE receiving all of your messages, pictures, videos, and support. I'm very much enjoying just how large (this goes to you Dan) and downright sexy (and this one's to you Steve) some of you are. You're all fantastic and beautiful people! Happy New Year!
Here are scenes from the last chapter. If you haven't read it yet, now might be a good time to go back.
"I'm not ready for a blow job yet, but I at least owe you a surface to paint on after you've swallowed my load."
Matteo looked around again and leaned forward like he was adjusting items in the cart. He made a quick movement up and grabbed hold of [my dick]... Matteo laughed, "I'm a dick who just touched your dick. Be happy."
Mid-fuck, Eric entered the bedroom and watched for a moment. Cary turned back, never losing his rhythm, and told him to take my mouth.
I stayed there, in their arms, until they began to wake up.
Part 5
Jake woke up before Matteo. I pretended to be asleep and he slowly slid out of the bed. I could hear his piss stream from the bathroom. Matteo began to stir next to me and sat up. He rested his chin on my chest and watched me.
"I know you're awake."
I sighed, "How?"
"You basically lived with me for a year; we spent a lot of that time in bed. I know what you look like when you're sleeping and faking." He repositioned himself and kissed me softly. "I love you, Chris."
"Do you ever miss those days when I would sneak in through your basement window because your parents would have gone into a rage? I just can't believe we never got caught down there. I mean... we fucked all the time."
"I do. I miss you, too, you know. I just wish I had been enough for you."
I brushed my fingers through his hair and pulled him in for a kiss. He hesitantly kissed me back. I grabbed hold of him and flipped our position so I was on top of him. I slid my hand down to his pants and rubbed him. Matteo slid his hands along my spine, sending chills through my body. I was hard and ready to go, so I began rubbing my hard on against his groin. He let out a soft moan as I kissed down his neck to his chest. I slid his shirt off of him and continued my trail of kisses down his stomach to above his pants.
Matteo suddenly sat up and pushed me off him. "Stop! I can't do this."
"Matty, I can feel how much you want this. Please!"
"You've hurt me too much. I can't let it happen again." Matteo got up and put on his shirt. He turned back, and then walked out.
I got out of bed and went to take a leak. I walked out into the kitchen where Jake was sitting, sipping coffee from a mug. He was wearing only some tight boxer briefs.
"How are you?" He put his hand on my back when I sat next to him.
I reached out and gave him a hug. He hugged me back. "I need you to fuck me."
"What?" Jake looked surprised and pulled back.
"You said you'd do anything to help. I need you to fuck my pain away." I pleaded.
"You know it's a hard pass on fucking."
"I need this. I need you. I hurt so badly right now. I can't hold in my hurt. I need to release it and I need you to fuck me."
"Chris, I'm not going to fuck you. Why don't we go for a run or something?"
"I don't need to fucking run. I need sex... now."
"Well, I can't help you with that." Jake got up from the counter and walked into his room.
I sat there, moping, and drank from Jake's cup of coffee. After about ten minutes, Jake came out of his room and walked over to me. Before I could say anything he grabbed my arm and shoved me up against the counter. I grunted from the force and was ready to lash out, but then he pulled down the back of my underwear and rubbed his hardening dick against my ass crack. I grabbed hold of the counter edge and grunted as he poked at my hole, trying to enter me dry. He finally buried himself inside of me. The painful pleasure exploded through my body and out my mouth through a groan. I had never had sex with no lubrication whatsoever. It was incredibly painful but felt fantastic.
Jake was fucking me hard and fast. With each thrust, he let out a small grunt of pleasure. Meanwhile, I was loudly moaning and begging for more. I was getting too weak in the legs from the forceful fucking I was receiving, so I stood and told Jake to lay on the floor. He did and I straddled his legs, and then sat on his dick. The pain was explosive again. I began riding him fast and hard. Jake's hands were resting on the tops of my legs. His eyes were shut and he was biting his lower lip. After a few minutes of riding him he was more noticeably strained and began to moan.
"I'm gonna cum!" He shouted between moans. I continued and he opened his eyes. They had a wild, almost feral look to them. "Fuck! I'm cumming!"
He dug his nails into my legs and began pushing himself up into me as he exploded into my ass. I threw my head back and cried out as an orgasm ripped through me. I wasn't even touching myself when I blew my load all over Jake's chest and stomach. I lifted myself off his cock and fell back on the floor. I felt like I was high. The world was spinning around me and all of the misery I was in before was lost in the painful pleasure I just experienced. My asshole was raw and sore, but my spirit was happy again.
Jake got up off the floor and walked into his room. I laid there on the floor for what seemed like an eternity, before going into the bathroom to clean myself up. I walked back into the kitchen and cleaned the cum that leaked from my ass before I got up off the floor. I was still naked and riding the high I felt. I went to my bedroom and passed out on my bed. I woke up in a groggy state a few hours later. My ass was still sore and it hurt some to walk. I've never had sex with absolutely no lubrication of any sort, whether it was spit, pre-cum, or lube. I slid on some basketball shorts and walked out to the front room. Jake was lying on the couch and I delicately sat on the chair to the side of the room. He was wearing blue boxer briefs and a tank top.
"Are we good?" I asked.
Jake sighed and ran his hands through his hair, "Yeah. We're fine. I get that you're upset."
"You seem unsure..." I worried.
"If I didn't want to fuck you I wouldn't have. And really, it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be."
"My ass is sore as hell right now," I laughed.
"Is my dick too big or something?" Jake looked confused.
"Your dick is fine... perfect, even. It's because you were rough with no lube or anything. I've never had it like that."
"How does my dick compare to other guy's dicks? I know I can't be the biggest, but I'm nicely above average, right?" He had a curious tilt to his eyebrows.
"Definitely above average from who I've been with. I've only been with a few guys that I actually worried about having inside me. Actually, Peter is one of the bigger guys I've been with. He has to be right at eight inches, hard."
"Jesus! I'm only like six and a half! I knew he was big, but not like that." He looked surprised. "So, what's the deal with you and Matteo?"
"Ha! There's enough shit between the two of us to fill a book. Long story short, I have an undying love for him and would kill to be with him again. He does not feel the same."
"Are you sure? He seems like he's into you, too. I mean, one of you calls and the other is there with no reservations."
"We have been through a lot together. For at least a year, I secretly lived with him. I couldn't stand being at home, so I used to do a lot of running and I would hang out at the library or some other place all day and then I would sneak into his window."
"Where did you keep all of your shit?"
"I left it all at home. Matteo and I are about the same size, so I would put on his clothes and go home every morning, early enough so that my dad would still be sleeping. I'd shower, change, and get whatever I needed for the day and then I'd go." I started to cry. Thinking of my dad was always a difficult thing. Now that he was dead... I didn't know how to feel.
"I'm sorry. If you want to stop talking about it, we can." He was sitting alert, unsure of what to do.
"No. He's dead and it's exactly what he deserved. I know it sounds rough... but that man put my mom through hell before she died, and then transferred his rage to me. Matteo has been there for me through some of the worst times. Plus, he's been sick for a while. It's no surprise. Plus, family isn't just your biological lineage; family is the people who are there for you through thick and thin. Matteo has been my only family for a while. I'd include you in that short list, too."
Jake smiled, "Thanks man."
"No problem. Aside from all that, though, Matteo was my first. I mean, I had fooled around before him, but he was my first true sex. With us, it was never just fucking. It sounds corny, but whenever we were together, we made love."
"With all of that, why aren't the two of you some power couple?"
"I fucked all of that up. I'm a sex addict and he put up with a lot of shit, but in the end, I picked sex over him."
"Isn't every guy a sex addict at this stage in life?" Jake joked.
"You don't understand. He found out about a guy I was with. We fought and I thought it would break us, but we overcame. He knew that I was still with this guy... he didn't like it, but we were solid. Then, we got to college and he found out that it was not just that guy. I fucked anyone that wanted it. From online hookups to random guys in bathroom stalls between classes. My first year of college, I was with over 200 guys."
Jake looked shocked, "Are you fucking kidding me? Two hundred? That can't be possible!"
"Oh, it's very possible. Some of them were regular guys I'd see, but there were many days where I'd get two to three guys a day. I don't blame him for not wanting that."
"I'm not gonna lie... I don't think I'd be up for that. I've had a lot of sex myself, but nowhere near two hundred ever!"
"I can't help myself. I get a hunger, for lack of a better term, and I can't function until it's fulfilled."
"But two hundred... that's just so much sex. And to be with some of them multiple times... On average, how much sex do you have in a day?"
"Oh god, it's a lot less now, but back then, I was having sex at least 5 times a day. Matteo and I would start and end the day with it, and then I would go get as much as I could during the day. It wasn't all penetration, though. A lot of it was blow jobs and hand jobs. And a surprising amount of those guys who didn't want penetration were straight."
"Seriously?"
"Guys are fucking horny. Shit, you just fucked me earlier today."
"That's different... I mean, we know each other. It's more of the whole you do all of you experimenting in college type thing for me."
"Yeah, that's probably what it is for them, too. Most of them would never want to let a friend of theirs know about their experimenting, though. You're an oddity."
"I guess. It's just so surprising. I never thought I'd do anything we've done." Jake laughed, "I won't lie, though. I haven't disliked any of it.
"Do you want to try real sex?" I smiled.
"My cock in your ass earlier wasn't real sex?" He questioned.
"That was a wham, bam, thank you ma'am kind of fuck. I'm talking about something more than you just slamming into my ass."
"I guess I'm game. Let's go until things get weird for me. I mean, if they do."
I stood and walked over to him, shedding my basketball shorts as I moved. I climbed into his lap and kissed his lips softly. He kissed back and slid his hands over my skin until he reached my ass. He slapped my cheek hard and I retaliated by playfully biting his lip. He grabbed hold of me and forcefully moved me so I was lying on my back. He slid off his tank top and I admired the beauty of his body.
"Goddamn, you have a perfect body!" I lightly dragged my fingertips down his chest and abs.
Jake smiled and dove down for a kiss. He grabbed hold of my stiffening cock as our tongues danced between our mouths. I grabbed a fistful of his hair with one hand and squeezed his ass, pulling him tight against me. Jake moaned softly into my mouth as he began to rub his hips against me.
Jake reached down and slid his shorts down just to his thighs so that our cocks mashed together as we kissed. He began to kiss down my neck. I moaned as he kissed down my chest and stomach. Before I knew it, he had reached the tip of my dick. He licked the underside of my shaft from balls to dick tip.
I got louder with my moans as he took my head in his mouth and sucked. He was slightly clumsy with his sucking and I definitely felt some teeth, but it felt fucking fantastic. Jake tried taking all of me in, but gagged halfway down. He sucked me for a few more minutes, gagging once in a while. When he released my dick, he wiped off his mouth.
"So, what'd you think about your first blowjob?" I asked.
Jake laughed, "I don't think it's my cup of tea."
I stood and walked toward my bedroom. "What, done already?" He asked.
"Not at all, let's move this in here. The couch isn't very comfortable."
Jake followed me into my bedroom. As soon as he was inside, I dropped to my knees and licked around his balls. Jake leaned his palms against my desk to support himself. His legs spread just enough for me to get full access to him. My tongue traveled down to his taint. Jake giggled and squirmed slightly as I began to near his ass. I grabbed his legs and made him turn. I licked all around his crack, and then spread his cheeks so I could tongue his asshole. He smelled and tasted like his almond soap. Jake was moaning loudly at this point and breathing heavily. I began kissing up the middle of his spine. When I reached his neck, I had my body pressed fully into his back and nibbled on his ear. I took his dick in one hand, slowly stroking his rock hard member. My other hand explored his muscular form.
Jake was completely lost in the moment when I whispered into his ear, "I want you inside me."
He turned and kissed me hard, pushing me toward the bed. I was in ecstasy. Ever since I first met Jake I had wanted to touch, fondle, kiss, suck, lick, and anything else he'd let me do to his body. I fell back onto the bed and Jake came down on top of me covering my lips, face, and neck with kisses, licks, and nibbles. He was powerful and forceful with his movements, covering my body with his. His hands caressed every part of my skin they touched. I reached over and grabbed the lube from my night stand. Jake took it from me and squirted some in his hand. He lifted his body from mine and I watched the view between our bodies as he covered his cock in the lube. I put some into my hand and reached down to massage it into my ass, poking my fingers inside my hole to get myself ready. I was still sore, but could not deny myself Jake's dick.
I let out a deep moan as Jake entered my waiting hole. Our eyes connected in a lust filled gaze. He bit his bottom lip as he slowly began moving his hips as I wrapped my legs around his body. Jake held himself up on his elbows and began pushing himself into me, slow and deep. I couldn't contain the need to have his lips on mine, so I grabbed his hair and pulled his face down to mine. We kissed passionately as he continued massaging my insides with his dick.
After a bit of the slower, more passionate pace, we changed position so that I was on my hands and knees. He knelt behind me and again, slowly entered me. As soon as he was fully inside, he began thrusting quickly into me. His moans, growing with every thrust, were driving me wild. I grabbed hold of my own dick and began jerking myself. Jake's breath was quick, his moans were loud, and his thrusting became erratic. I could tell he was ready to blow. A few quick thrusts and joyous moans later, Jake's body tensed and I could feel his load shoot into my ass. He collapsed onto my back, breathing heavily.
"Jesus, that was fucking fantastic!" Jake sighed as he slid his dick out of me.
I lay down on my back and motioned for him to come to me. He straddled my chest and I took his dick in my mouth while I jacked off. Jake had to use the wall for support as I sucked his softening dick clean of all the sex juice. He began moaning and oohing as I sucked his very sensitive post-fuck dick. I came quickly over my stomach. Jake came down for a heated kiss and then fell on the bed next to me.
"Fuckin' A!" He exclaimed, still out of breath.
"So, are you a gay, now?" I laughed.
"Not yet, but another round of that and I could be swayed," He joked.
I ran my fingers through the cum on my stomach and sucked them clean. "Does it taste good?" He asked. I dipped a finger in another cum puddle and fed it to him. He had a dissatisfied look and pulled up a corner of my blanket to lick the taste off.
"Well, shit. You'll get more cum from that than from my finger!" I joked.
"Yeah, I don't think I am a cum kinda guy."
"Hold on, let me clean up real quick." I jumped out of the bed and ran into the bathroom. After cleaning up cum from my abs and ass, I went back into the bedroom. Jake was laying across my bed, basking in the after-glow of a good fuck.
"I haven't cum so fast during sex since I was 15, you know," Jake thought out loud.
"Again, I have to ask. Are you a gay now?" I smiled as I climbed into the bed next to him.
"I think it's just that it's different. No way am I giving up the pussy... but I did enjoy this way more than I thought I would. And can I just say that when you ate my ass I almost came. That is a sensation I could get used to. I always thought it was kind of gross, but fuck if it didn't make my toes curl."
"Yeah, I think it's the pure intimacy of it. I mean, the ass is so... taboo; especially for straight people. It's a lost pleasure center you don't realize you have. And to have someone tongue fuck your ass is an experience like no other."
"Doesn't it taste like shit, though?"
"It only tastes like that if you don't stay well groomed. Believe me, I did a little sniff test before my tongue got anywhere near your hole. Some guys like it raunchy, but I definitely do not. You tasted like your almond soap."
He laughed, "I guess that's not so bad, then. I won't lie; this morning's fuck was rough and fucking sexy. But, this afternoon... my god, that was just about perfection."
"You weren't too bad yourself," I laughed.
"It's so different from girls. I almost always go for petite little things that feel like they're going to break if I go too rough. With you, things were so masculine and powerful. Like, I know that you're probably stronger than me, but in the heat of the moment it was like you submitted to me. Not just a dominant type thing, but more like we're equals who enjoy fucking. I don't know how to explain it."
"I get it."
"Have you ever been with a girl?" Jake asked.
"Nope, and I never will." I quickly answered.
"You're not even interested?"
"Vaginas look like evil lobster monsters waiting to munch on their next victim," I laughed.
Jake smiled, "But I've seen you watch straight porn before."
"I will watch just about any porn out there unless it involves only females. There's something really sexy about a straight, hot guy railing some girl. I don't know why, but I just find it incredibly sexy. Believe me, there were many nights I jacked out a load watching you fuck the girls you'd bring back to the dorms."
He laughed. "I knew you did. Your bed always gave you away. How often do you jerk off?"
"Rarely, if I am horny, I just fuck. Jacking off doesn't really do it for me. I watch porn like people watch TV. Unless there's someone to share the experience with, I find it wasted cum. You?"
"I do when I first wake up and right before bed just about every day. That is unless I've got a girl to help me. Don't you need to relieve something as soon as you wake up? I wouldn't be able to function!"
"I just go out and find action. You know that guy who works at the Stop N Shop? I usually go there and get a blowjob in the back room. If it's early enough and he's opening the store, he'll delay a few minutes so I can fuck him."
"He's gay? I would have never guessed."
"He used to try to convince me that he's straight, but he is a cum-guzzling machine. He likes it rough and for me to call him a dirty slut. If you ever have to release some aggression, go and tell him he needs a spanking. He loves getting spanked very hard."
"Goddamn, I would have never guessed!"
My cell phone alarm went off alerting me for show time. "Hey, I've got a cam show scheduled. Do you want to have some fun for money?"
"Sure!"