Hey, this is a story with male/male sex, female/female sex, and male/female sex, and sex of all kinds and fetishes. Don't like it, stop reading. It also has drug use. What do you expect from a story called "Rock Star"? Well, here it is. Any emails are appreciated, its like my way of getting paid for writing. I love my emails. So if you take the time to read this, please take the time to tell me about what you thought of it. This is going to be a story, always more to come. My email is twilightki@hotmail.com
Rock Star
I had a really strange childhood. My father was a strange man. He used to give me and my brother beatings at least once a day. He shut us off from everyone, it was just me, my brother, my mother, and him. He used to threaten our lives all the time. He was such a recluse he used to lock himself up in his room for days. Well, one day he decided to bang my moms head into the stove until he was tired. Well, she died. He was put on death row with no chance of getting out. A few years after that happened, my brother died in a car accident on his way to his friends house. And this leads me up to where I am now. I'm 17, I have no friends, and im in highschool.
I find it very hard to get close to people. Everytime someone makes and attempt at getting closer to me, I shut them out. Ive been told I do this because im really afraid of them hurting me, that if I let myself get attached, im also giving them an opportunity to hurt me. I don't know if this is true or not, I don't really care.
My body is covered in homemade tattoos. Done badly, hurt badly when it happened, and not representing anything good. That can also be a metaphor for myself, I guess you could say.
The alarm went off. I immediately thought, "where am I?", but then that thought faded as I looked at my surroundings. My cheap apartment. I have a crappy job stocking shelves, but I choose to live cheap so I can support my needs. I can really afford anything I want, even though I don't want much besides alcohol and the occasional drugs My face is tired looking, and aged, so I guess I can pass for 21. Today was going to be sort of new, im getting transferred to another school because they felt my education could be better at this school, I think they were just afraid of me. Think of it, I don't talk to anyone, I do my work, I always look gloomy. Compared to the rest of the school I look like Satan.
I got up and put on my black jeans, hoody, cowboy boots, dog collar, sunglasses, and black ski hat. I walked out the door and headed for the new school, it wasn't that far away from my other school, about the same walking distance. Once I got there I saw a bunch of kids hanging out front. I just put my hands in my pockets and walked past them. I went all the way inside and looked for the cafeteria. I went in and sat down at a table and waited for the first class to start. I thought about some stuff, how the classes would be and stuff.
I didn't even notice it, but a girl came and sat down next to me. She had short cut green shorts on and a pink tanktop on, two colors wouldn't think matched, but somehow the shades made it look good.
"Hi" She said.
"hey" I muttered.
"You're the new guy right? I want to introduce you to my friends, by the way, my names Katie."
She held my hand and walked me over to a guy and a girl, her small group of friends. As she held my hand, it felt really good. I can't remember the last time someone has put that kind of trust or love into me. Something like that may no mean alot to someone, but for some reason it had a profound impact on me.
"This is Jake, and Melissa. We think you're cute."
"Oh shutup!" the timid, somewhat weak looking guy said. Thats what I like in a guy, im very picky when it comes to them, but Jake seems to be pretty perfect.
Melissa just smiled. She was pretty good looking herself. A rather short, but in shape, gothic girl.
"Hey....uh....you wanna hang out with us afterschool? We're going to go to Jakes house and we were wondering if you'd like to get to know us better" Katie smiled at me.
"uuh, sure, I don't got anything I have to do."
The bell for homeroom rang and they ran off together laughing. All day I thought about it. What the hell was that about? Are they going to play some kind of trick on me? What's going on? Well, I guess theres only one way to find out. I mean, seriously, how could they hurt me? I'm just going over, and im too strong to get attached to them.
Once school was over I headed out the door. And there was Jake, Melissa, and Katie were waiting for me. Before I went over to them I put my hand in my pocket looking for my flask of whiskey, I pulled it out and took a swig. I put it back into my pocket and went over to them.
We walked to Jakes house, it was like, right next to the school. When we got inside Jakes mom greeted us, and gave me a warm hug despite looking at me funny when I walked in. I guess my new....friends.....are loving people.
It crazy. We went into Jakes room and he locked the door.
"My mom will be gone in a little bit, she has to go to work, then we can do whatever we want." Melissa grinned, and Katie bit her lip. I just stared blankly. "PARTY!!!" katie said, a bit too loudly.
"What do we do in the meantime?" I asked.
Jake slipped under his bed half way, and took out a bottle of wine.
"I took this from my dad when he had a party with his friends one day, they had like, five of these, they didn't even notice." We were drinking straight from the bottle, all of us.
After Jakes mom left, Melissa was on the phone calling up all kinds of people. Soon after all kinds of people were coming. Soon the house was almost filled with people. I was going to ask Jake what was up, and what if his mom was back before they all left, but I decided not to and just enjoy myself.
People were arriving with all kinds of beer, pizza, and other stuff. We put on some loud music, and had a good time. I immediately started drinking my ass off. If these people were going to abandon me, I might as well get something out of it. Then out of nowhere Jake grabbed my hand and had me follow him up to his room. I was tripping up the stairs, Jake was laughing the whole time. We went inside, and Melissa and Katie were naked, making out on his bed. Instant erection. Jake licked his lips and started undoing my pants. He took out my cock and started licking it. It felt so good. The only sexual attention I get is from my hand. He took all of it inside his mouth, moving his head slowly, up and down my shaft. As he did that I took off my hoody, I didnt bother taking off my sunglasses and ski hat, I felt better with them anyways. Jake stopped and took off my boots. Melissa came over to me and started rubbing against my body, I felt her nipple gently slide across my chest. It made me shiver. Katie just layed on the bed with he ass facing me and her hand rubbing her asscheek. I had to do it. I jumped on to of Katie and slipped my cock into her warm pussy. Mixed with the alcohol and lack of sexual attention, this was equivilant to a religious experience. As I slid my cock in and out of her pussy Jake had his finger in my ass, and Melissa was kissing Katie. I started pumping fast until I came. I immediately got a burst of energy. I remembered a little bag of cocaine I had in my hoody, I took that out and ran downstairs. I poured it out on the counter. I didn't have an addiction to coke, I like to do it, and if I feel myself get addicted to it, I stop for a while. But right now, I would have sniffed anything in front of me, strangest feeling. I took a knife from the drawer and cut it into five lines. I sniffed them all. I was in a euphoric state of mind. Everything was cool, my heart was racing, and I needed to get this wonderful energy out of my body. I burst out the back door and started yelling, some guy told me to stop.
"Hit me in the face"
"What?"
"Hit me!"
"dude..."
"FUCKING HIT ME!"
He pulled his arm back and gave me a good hit in the face, oh, it felt so fucking good. I jabbed him in the stomach, elbowed him in the face, and tackled him into the side of the pool. It was above ground. So the whole thing came crashing down. I layed there, feeling good with the mix of pain and cocaine. The guy was laying next to me, curled up in a ball. I felt good.
"hey dude....you sing? I got a band, and you sure got the energy for it, you wanna, uh, try out?"
TO BE CONTINUED.....