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I was speechless. I had never imagined I would make him cry. During the whole time I was at the hospital, he had shown me nothing else but kindness, love, support... being there daily, not missing a single moment at my side. He helped me so much in trying to help me to recover my memory.
I suspected he had kept a strong attitude with me. It had not been just an attitude, it was more. He had been strong for me, point final. I hadn't asked him to do what he did. He did it out of pure and uninterested love. Yes, his love was unconditional, but now that we were alone in the intimacy of our home, he broke down. I suddenly became conscious that the whole situation had been quite stressful for him and just now, I was egoistically wondering why he didn't take me in his arms.
He knew I didn't remember any of our relationship. On top of that, I had not mentioned I was bit by bit falling for him again. I guessed I had shown it, but apparently I had not succeeded. He dried his tears and went to the kitchen. He prepared some coffee. He handed me a mug and my coffee was exactly how I liked it. Even I had forgotten how I liked my coffee, but he didn't.
We sat down on the sofa and once again he left some space between us. I didn't know if it was his normal way of doing or if we normally would sit close to each other. Those were little details I had to learn again. Nonetheless, I sat closer to him till our legs were touching. The only thing I could do, was following my instinct. I had nothing else to refer to. I put my arm on his shoulders and he fell onto me, with his head on my chest. I could feel my shirt was getting wet and that told me he was silently crying. I tried to find my softest voice.
-Robin... I am so sorry that you had to go through everything in the last two months, almost three. My heart breaks to see you like that. Tell me what I can do to make you feel better...
-Recover your full memory ? Remember what we had ?
-Oh Baby... I can assure you that it is my biggest wish ! But right now, you are in pain and I want to take that away... Tell me what's on your mind.
-There is so much Al ! When I heard the explosion at the airport, I was running to baggage claim to be in your arms. You don't know it, but it was a total chaos. There was smoke everywhere, a completely destroyed arrival hall, people screaming and a total panic. I searched for you, but couldn't find you till I lifted a piece of what seemed a publicity board. I thought you were dead, but my instinct told me to search if you still had a pulse that would tell me if my fear was justified or not. I could feel your heartbeat in the veins of you neck and started to call for help. Fortunately, the medical help of the airport was there and they took you to the hospital. I was lucky enough they allowed me to go with the ambulance although you didn't recover consciousness. All the way I held your hand, praying to God that He wouldn't take you away from me...
It was the first time I heard that part of the whole event. It was so hard for Robin to live the whole event again. In each and every word I could feel the immense love he had for me. Even if I didn't recover my full memory, I was determined to love him as much as I could. After a little pause, he went on.
-When the doctor arrived, he said he couldn't give me any information as I am not family related to you. Fortunately, that was the exact moment your parents arrived as I had called them. You should have seen your father ! He almost grabbed the doctor by his blouse and told him I was more than family to you. He even lied a little saying we were already married. Anyway, he made his point clear and the doctor gave in. When I heard the word "coma" for the first time I was worried, yes, but at the same time relieved as it meant you were alive. At the hospital they discovered you were a doctor and it was as if suddenly you became a VIP, being one of them. The first forty-eight hours you were in Intensive care. Then, as they saw you were stable, they moved you to the room where you woke-up a month later, thirty-nine days to be exact. I warned Rudolf I wouldn't be available immediately.
-Who's Rudolf ?
-Rudolf is my new boss. I'll explain it to you later. He has been absolutely wonderful. I was everyday at your bed, taking your hand and talking to you non-stop. Days and weeks went by and it was the longest wait I have ever experienced. Doctors did everything they could but warned me that there were risks. The only thing they didn't expect or warned me about was your amnesia. You probably don't remember that I am not really religious, but I prayed... I prayed so much to any possible God and any Saint in heaven. If it wasn't for your mother, I wouldn't have eaten at all. Every day she brought me meals, insisting that I had to be strong and healthy for when you would wake-up. You mother is a Saint indeed.
I could only try to imagine how it had been for the people who were waiting for me to wake-up from my coma. I suddenly felt so fortunate to be loved by so many people.
-When you finally woke-up and you didn't even recognize me, I was devastated. I couldn't believe it. I hated your neurologist who said to me to have patience. I didn't have patience. I just wanted to have you back like you were before. It wasn't like that. You were cold and distant towards me. All of our families and friends tried to comfort me saying that it was just a matter of time. You can't imagine how scared I was. It is your sister Rose who gave me the most strength, telling me that our love was so strong that it was impossible that you wouldn't remember it. She even suggested to immediately start seducing you all over again. She was the one who suggested to show you our photo album and that is what I did as you know. I also wanted, no... I craved to take you in my arms again, but as you were so distant, I didn't dare to do it. I wanted to respect your rhythm, give you time... When you told me you were going to be released from hospital, I half expected you to go to your parent's place although I was hoping you would want to come back here. I was overjoyed when you said you were coming here, but at the same time,I was terrified once again. What would happen if I would lose control and take you in my arms and kiss you ?
-I'd love that !
-... and that you ... Wait ! What did you say ?
-I would really love it that you take me in your arms and kiss me.
-You really mean that ?
-Robin, I have to tell you something, because I want to be hundred percent honest with you. I had a night nurse with whom I had sex. I allowed it because at that moment I didn't know you. In my mind and in my heart I was not unfaithful because there was nothing that connected us and I had been too long without having someone touching me in a sexual way. After the third or the fourth time, I started to feel guilty about it, because of... you. You have been so kind to me, so patient and you showed me so much love, that I started to fall for you all over. I can't say "fall over again" because I didn't know you and the old Robin and I is still not back in my memory. I'm sorry. For me, this is a new story till I recover my memory completely, but yes, I am falling for you. With everything you told me about us, I know we are compatible. I know we started something very special and my mother told me we are even getting married. So, I am not afraid of my feelings for you and I know they will grow. I don't know if I'll recover my memory, but for me it has no importance as I want to start something new with you.
Tears were rolling down Robin's cheeks. I wiped them off with my thumb and could detect they were to tears of despair or sadness. They were happy tears, but he still stayed like marble, not moving a bit. I guessed I would have to make the first step and was happy to do so. I pulled him into my arms and our lips met for the first time in several months. It was just a little kiss, grazing each other's lips. I stood up and pulled him up with me, leading him to our bedroom and stopping at the edge of the bed. I took his face in my hands and kissed him again, pushing my tongue against his lips, asking permission to enter his mouth. As soon as our tongues met, the kiss became feverish, frenzied and passionate. While kissing, we simultaneously unbuttoned the other's shirt. He knew what he was going to find, but for me it was new once again. I marveled at his chest with its fine hairs covering it. I was mesmerized by his beautiful nipples and softly caressed them, triggering a reaction I had not expected. His nipples were oversensitive. I let my hands roam over his soft skin. Yes, it seemed familiar, but nothing more. For me it was new and I loved what I felt at my fingertips. Robin wrapped his arms around my neck and looked me deep in the eyes. For the first time in months I allowed myself to see the love he really felt for me, but I also saw a hungry lust. I let my hands travel down and opened his jeans, discovering a very sexy black and red underwear. I suddenly had a flash, seeing this underwear in my head and I let my hands wander to his butt-cheeks to confirm something I had in mind. Indeed, the fabric didn't cover his bubble butt. Robin kicked off his sneakers and stepped out of his jeans. Seeing him naked with that underwear dazzled me. I just knew I had seen it before. The black fabric barely covered what seemed to be a very hard erection, wetting a spot just under the red waistband. I got crazy with lust. I caressed the fabric-clad cock, feeling it pulse under my touch. Robin threw his head back ... Wait a minute ! I had another flash and knew it was Robin's way to indicate he was about to get an orgasm. It was beautiful to see how his whole body shuddered and as I pinched a nipple, he cried out loud and I could see his juices seep through the black fabric as he was ejaculating forcefully.
I got on my knees and licked the semen on top of his briefs. I loved how he tasted. I hooked my fingers in the waistband of his underwear and pulled it down teasingly slow. His still hard manhood came into view, glistening with the remains of his orgasm. I licked the tip of his cock that was still hard and then engulfed it in my mouth, twirling my tongue around the head and letting his shaft disappear between my lips. A long, deep and guttural moan came from his throat. I knew I had heard such a moan before. I worshipped his stiffness, bathing it in spit and then slipped down to his scrotum, taking first one and then both his balls in my mouth. Once again, it felt so familiar as if I had done that a thousand times. I pushed Robin on the bed and got naked myself. I covered his body with mine and our lips met again. It was an earth-shattering kiss that woke-up feelings deep inside of me. I was overwhelmed by an incredible desire. I wanted...no, I needed to feel him deep inside of me. It was automatically that I opened the drawer of the night-stand and found a tube of lube. How did I know the lube was there ? I straddled Robin's hips. I coated his cock with abundant lube and put some on my ass as well.
I carefully sat down on his steel-hard rod. Did sphincter-muscles have memory ? I didn't know, but they opened easily to let him in. I had to be at the perfect angle. I looked at Robin's face while his cock entered me inch by inch. It was a pure ecstasy expression I could see. I pushed down even more till I felt his pubes tickle my ass-cheeks. That triggered another flash. Those pubes had tickled my ass-cheeks before. I started an instinctive up and down movement on Robin's erection, when suddenly a jolt of pleasure went through my whole body. I had pushed my prostate on his cock-head. And there, without the slightest warning, I orgasmed like never before, because my memory came back full force. In that precise instant, I received thousands of images in bulk. I remembered how Robin used to make love to me and I to him. My orgasm caused my ass-muscles to spasm around Robin's shaft and he reached a second climax in less than half an hour time while I coated his chin and chest with my cream.
I collapsed on Robin after that. My head was in his neck. I kissed his ear and softly whispered in it.
-It is all back, my Love !
-What do you mean Al ?
-My memory !
He took me by the shoulders, lifting me up so that he could look in my eyes. I saw he had problems believing me.
-Ask me whatever you think you haven't told me in the last month, but that I would remember if my memory was intact.
-Ok... What did your sisters gave us for Christmas and what did you give me ?
-That's easy enough ! My sisters gave us identical leather jackets and I gave you an engagement ring.
That was when I looked at my hands and saw that I had not my ring on. I started to panic, thinking I had forgotten it at the hospital because I didn't even remembered then that I had one. Robin showed me his hand and I could see he was wearing both our rings. He took one off and slipped it back on my finger.
That Robin was overjoyed would be the top of the top of understatements. He literally beamed. He grabbed me and turned me on my back and kissed me like never before. I guessed I had just made him the happiest man in this world !
-You are really back !
-Yes, I am !
We laughed and rolled over the bed. Our happiness knew no end. Even I thought it was good to be back ! I was so happy to finally remember that part of my life that I thought was completely gone. I even started to remember things that happened during my coma. It was now as clear as water that Robin had indeed been talking to me all the time I was unconscious. I could even remember that his training had gone very well and that Rudolf had given him time to take care for me. He had even told me that Randy and Ray were covering for me at the medical center and were doing a damned good job.
I needed coffee. As we were naked, we first looked through the windows to see if there were any indiscrete eyes. The only thing we saw was the police car that kept away the reporters. My first call was to my doctor at the hospital to tell him the good news. He was genuinely happy for me, but nonetheless wanted me to drop by at my best convenience to tell him how it had come back. Robin and I used our family Whatsapp-groups to tell our respective families. Then I called Randy and Roberta to tell them I would soon be back. After talking it over with me, Robin then called Rudolf to say he was finally ready to start his new job properly. It downed on us that we still had a couple of days to enjoy each other. We almost ran to the bedroom.
That whole adventure, if we can call it that, made me realize, and Robin as well, that we can't take anything for granted. I had been through the eye of a needle. First of all I had survived a bomb attack which was not the case of many others. We see those things on television and never think it can happen to us, but it can and it does. I survived a deep coma and almost lost everything as my memory wasn't working anymore. I had taken my happiness for granted and nonetheless almost lost it. Fate, or Destiny, or whatever you want to call it, had sent me clear signs that everything could change in a blink of an eye.
My feelings for Robin got even stronger than what they were before the events at the airport. I had the incredible opportunity to fall in love twice with the same man. My sister Rose said my love never ended even if I was not conscious of it. I loved the idea of falling twice in love and stuck to it. Robin was also conscious that he had almost lost me completely. If it wasn't for his perseverance, he might have lost me indeed, but for once his stubbornness had played as an advantage.
We were in the mood to throw a huge party to celebrate that we overcame this difficult moment in our lives. Of course, it was not possible as the Covid was still in the air despite the vaccinations that had massively started, but we were still not at the required seventy percent, although the drastic measures from the beginning were fading bit by bit. We could always hope that by the time we would get married, we could have the party that we wanted.
At the medical center, we had a meeting with Randy and Roberta as to decide what we would do with Ray. Would we end his practices or would we give him a contract ? Randy and Roberta were unanimous to keep him. He had done a fantastic job while I was out of order. As soon as he was finished with his current patient, we called him into the meeting room.
-Ray, we have decided to end your practices, I said.
I waited before going on, to see his reaction. He put on a poker face, but I could see he was upset.
-We would advise you to take some time off after the months of hard work you delivered.
His poker face didn't change, but if his eyes had been machine-guns, Randy, Roberta and I would have been dead. Roberta couldn't stand it.
-Come on Al, don't tease the man !
Turning to Ray she went on.
-Come by my office to sign your contract !
His poker face disappeared and he smiled broadly. The tension in his face and body relaxed.
-I meant it Ray, you should take some time off as you have done an excellent job while I was in hospital. We can't thank you enough for your efforts and I even heard that some patients really like you. Congratulations !
We then went over the work schedules. Once Ray would have taken some holiday, it was Randy's turn to have some time for his own. Ray came up with a request.
-If you guys agree with it, I really would like to do the complete guards every weekend. There is nobody waiting for me at home on weekends and I could use my weekly free days to do my shopping and other necessary things that are closed on weekends. I could have my "weekends" on Monday and Tuesday or whatever two consecutive days during the week.
It was not a bad idea at all I would say. Randy and I would have the traditional weekends for ourselves, although we would always be available by phone if Ray had a problem. I asked him what he meant with the fact there was nobody waiting for him at home on WEEKENDS.
-Well... he said, I met someone and that person is always working during weekends as well, having free on Mondays and Tuesdays.
-Does "that person" have a name ? I asked.
-Yes, his name is Rafael. I met him at the hospital while visiting you Al. He normally seen does night shifts, but they changed him of service and now works during the day.
-Does he happens to be fashion model material ?
-He sure does !
-I probably know him then. I had him as a night nurse quite often.
-Yes, I know, he told me.
My God ! How small is our world ?
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