My name is ROBBIE. I'm 19 and have always had feelings for other guys. Until now, I've never acted on my feelings with another guy. I placed an ad on the www to find someone who would help me act out my feelings to be with another guy in a sexual loving way. I met Bob through the ad and through his support and advice finally experienced some of my fantasies. I'm still learning how to act on my emotions. This is the story of my excellent adventure so far.
I have been friends with Dave ever since junior high. We have fooled around a little, just experimenting and discovering each other's body. After Dave's friend Brad came for a visit, I decided to get involved with Dave and Brad, together. This is how things worked out.
On the first night of his visit, Brad was laying on the couch napping. Seeing him sprawled out in front of me in his cutoffs, got my juices boiling. I sat down next to him and ran my fingers up down the back of his legs. He did not stir, so I thought he was asleep and figured that this was my chance. I massaged Brad's back, legs and shoulders. He spread his legs letting me rub the back of his balls, then raised up and let me pull his beautiful dick back towards me and lots of slick precum came oozed out with each pull on it. I was afraid that he would stop me, so I ask him a few questions but he pretended to be asleep. I lowered my face and was able to lick the back of his balls up and down the shaft and kiss his two dimples that are located at the top of each hip. He did not come so I left him to sleep there the rest or the night. When he got up, nothing was said about anything. So I decided to try something bolder with him. I would like to get him naked under the sun in the warm desert with nothing but the warm glow of the sun. I could not forget the neat way he had of humping his little ass up towards my face, bringing it up to meet my lips and tongue. I want to lick his little pucker right square in the middle. Brad has a totally hairless body except for his pubic area and it is as soft as baby hair
Dave and I have made circles around each other's halos but never penetrated each other. I told Dave that I was gong to rub Brad's neck and shoulders go from behind and trace my fingers around his neck to his lips and see what he does with my fingers. I hope he parts his lips and ever so gently starts licking or kissing my fingers. My fantasy was to fuck Dave and suck Brad's dick at the same time?.
I was not feeling well so was lying on the couch. I had taken some Tylenol and was lying on my stomach, Brad sat beside me and started rubbing my back and shoulders I had a tank top on, no undies cause the tank top was long but I knew that the cheeks of my butt were showing about half way. Brad was rubbing not massaging my back, he started slowly going down my lower back gently brushing my hips with his hands, making circular motions. My dick started throbbing and I could feel cum building up. He stopped and started about 2 or 3 times I lost count. I was having the time of my life. He leaned over me and ever so gently kissed the back of my neck, and to my ear, cheek, then back to my neck. When I stirred a bit he stopped then started again. I lost track of the time, it seemed to last forever. I moaned like I was waking up opened my eyes and that was all he seemed to need, or want. I reached up and pulled him down beside me, he gave no resistance. We just lay there for a few minutes, then I said I had this feeling that there was good chemistry between us and I wanted to do things with him that only I knew. He laughed and said no shit? We joked for a while and he leaned over and gave me a small peck on the forehead, and I reached up and held him and rubbed his back and kissed him on his neck. He said no hickey please. I kissed his ear and lightly on the lips, I thought I would die. Did I dare to continue?, I wondered. Brad said he wanted me to undress him slowly. I did and what a body I thought I had seen him at his best but I never saw it like this. He was a warm 18 hot, breathing slowly and a 8" dick staring at me. I asked him if I could go down on him, and would he think less of me if I did, he said no and that he wanted to go down on me also. We got each other's dick hard, which took about 1 minute. Two throbbing hot dicks pointing up. We kissed and moved into a 69 position. What a beautiful tasting dick he had, so sweet. When I took him into my mouth, I started at the base and licked up the shaft to the head. Brad was doing the same thing to me as I did to him, movement for movement. We spent 35 minutes of sucking each other's dicks. We came at the same time, came up for air and kissed each other lightly I could taste my cum on his lips and he tasted his nectar on mine also.
Like I said, Dave is my best friend, the greatest friend a guy could have. So, I kinda felt guilty about what Brad and I did, even though that was purely physical and I wanted my first time with Dave to be emotional as well as physical; love. When he finally came over, I asked Dave if he thought we could ever be serious about each other in a sexual way. He said he didn't know and since our friendship is what we have now and I didn't want to loose him, I kinda sluffed him off, and mumbled can friends suck each other's dicks and do it with meaning and not hate each other the next day, he said what ? I repeated it to him this time where I knew he could totally understand every word I said. He looked at me and gave me this are-you-serious look. I told him there was nothing more I wanted to do than suck his dick with love and meaning. He agreed with me. But he wanted to wait until Brad was not around. We agreed to write our druthers and wants to each other over the next couple of days. Then we kissed and embraced for the longest time pushing our cocks into each other.
I didn't sleep well that night because I did a lot of thinking. Dave and I were getting closer to something good, to something we both wanted. Hopefully, it might be that evening. There are so many things I wanted to do to him, things he wanted to do to me. Things that had to be done together. Then Dave came over for our trip to San Diego. We went to the zoo and then to the campus that I would be attending next fall, then drove back home.
It was around 9:00 that evening. Dave said he was going to take a shower and Brad had already gone to bed, I used the other bathroom as I didn't want to push my luck with Dave. During my shower, my head and dick were beating and throbbing so hard with anticipation over what may happen, that I could hardly stand it. I dried off went into the bedroom and turned the bed down and was sitting in a chair looking out the window. Dave came into my room, he was beautiful. When he came through the door, he was wearing a pair of neat little bikini shorts with the lion on them and just smiled. We chatted about stupid stuff and about what a good time we had and how lucky we were to have Brad as a friend. I asked him if we could just hold each other in the dark and listen to some music. He nodded OK. I can't remember what music was playing but didn't care either. I had Dave in my arms. I had this feeling that I never wanted to let him go, just wanted to hold him tight to me. We started to lightly kiss each other ever so lightly on the lips then moved to each other's necks, I put both my hands into the back on his shorts rubbing his little small hips, as I did some times before, but this time it felt different. I seemed to want to do this with more feelings than usual. We had done this before, but then why was it different this time? He whispered to me in a very low voice that he never knew it was going to be like this. I agreed with him. He asked me to please take my time and make it count, I later told him all I could think of and what was going through my mind, was remembering our times together. We were always together from jr high school: in falls, sicknesses, family vacations together and trips even to the dentist and now this was going to finally happen. We were going to make love together and do it with meaning this time. We started exploring each other's body with hands feet and tongues, from forehead to toes, I did find out that he loves the back of his knees and right on his kidneys kissed and loves for me to run my tongue in a circular motion. Well that's what I did and after the long foreplay we started to suck each other's dick. We stood up in front of each other's face, exposing the full length or our dicks to each other. We ended up in the 69 position, the term I don't especially like. With Dave, I loved it. We sucked each other into cuming together at the same time, for some reason I knew his cum was going to taste that sweet. We lay there for about a half hour remembering things we did as kids and told each other how much we liked other, especially that we were such good friends.
The next morning was a beautiful day.. Dave was setting on the side of the bed with his knees pulled up under his chin, staring out the window, the sun was shinning right in on him and he seemed to be glowing. He smiled when I got up, we embraced and made love off and on, Dave was great in every way. Now I thought that I know what they mean by the wedding and honeymoon night. Dave makes my life so complete, oh I wish I could put into words what I feel.
I Told Dave my possible plans to get into Brad's undies, things that I wanted the three of us to do. But I didn't know how to get him involved. We hopefully would be able to come up with something. I also told Dave the things that I did with Brad, but explained that it was not out of deep sexual love for each other but something that we both wanted to happen in a purely physical way. I explained that Dave was my emotional rock, but I wanted to explore this new awakening some more. I thought we could be more open to our wants, likes and dislikes, to share together, he agreed. Now how we going to get Brad involved. Dave had some big marbles we were thinking of rolling them over each other's bodies for a starter. We had some lotion, nothing elaborate or too sweet or smelly like Old Spice . We also had some powder and really soft towels and pillows. I suggested that we see how many pillows we could get under Brad's front side, raising his little ass up to meet our tongues and lips. Dave wanted to fuck him in the ass. His dick is pretty big and Brad does have a small butt. I would love to suck the precum to the top of Dave's dick carry it on my tongue and lube Brad's little halo and gently guide Dave's dick into his waiting ass.
That was our plan, but what a time we had. We started with games, silly little games, poker and dice; off with most of the clothes and then Brad came up with the idea to tie ribbons on our dicks and the other's had untie them with our teeth and tongues, no hands allowed. Well Dave volunteered to go first. We took a ribbon and tied it on his dick, then mine where I tied the ribbon farther to the bottom of the shaft than Brad's. Then I was asked to start so I tried and tried to get the bow to come untied off Dave's dick. I could not manage so Brad said he would help me. We were face to face and Dave's throbbing precumed dick was between our lips. I said jokingly that I would have to swallow Dave's entire dick from the head back and go down the shaft. Brad laughed and said no way, this could not be done. He said Dave's dick was too long and I told him to watch and I would show him. Slowly, I started the same swallowing routine that I had done to Dave just last night and he started to moan but I made it to the bottom of his dick without even gagging and you should of seen the look on Brad's face. Dave loved every minute of this. I finally got the bow untied and Brad said he was surprised that Dave didn't cum. I was next and the same thing happened to me, but Brad was acting like he was afraid and Dave taunted him "cat got your tongue" or don't you want to play anymore? He opened that beautiful mouth and tried so hard to go down my shaft but couldn't. Dave told Brad he would teach him how to do it, later. Then, Brad was next, both Dave and I went down on him. Boy did we take our time. We Rubbed his beautiful dick and tied two sets of bows; one for me and one for Dave. We sucked long and hard together, and it was so quiet all you could hear was our breathing and Brad moaning. He grabbed the back of both our heads to stop our sucking and said he wasn't ready to cum yet and lets all cum together. Dave was starting to kiss us both, Brad and I joined in and some how all three of our mouths had dick, and cum in them. Brad came first and remained hard and would not let us stop. I caught his first load and Dave caught his second. He caught Dave's and kinda spit it out and then caught mine and held on to it I think.
Dave and I have been friends for a long time, but now were are even closer; And the adventure continues................ --------------------------------------
Bob sent me a video and I and Dave watched it together. In the video was a scene with a guy lying on his bed. Another guy comes into the room and when he sees the guys sleeping on the bed in only his jockeys, the second guy strips off his clothes and very carefully crawls on the bed next to the sleeping guy. Ever so carefully he slips downs the sleeping guy's jockeys and exposes his dick. The guy then plays with his dick and balls and as the dick starts to grow, he swallows as much as he can. The dick continues to grow in his mouth and he tries to take as much of it into his mouth as he can. The sleeper awakens and shows the intruder how to give a proper blow job. It reminded me of the time that I found Brad asleep. I did the same thing to him; lowered his shorts and sucked his dick and licked his balls. It was awesome but in my reality, Brad didn't wake up as fast.
The video also had a lot of good cum shots and my fantasy of a army recruit doing pushups over the hard dick of his drill instructor was also in it.
We don't have video stores in our area with good gay porno so if I want to rent them, I have to drive to another town and that's 2 and a 1/2 hrs drive one way and that sucks. Speaking of that I did have to jack off while watching the video, I don't know about Dave I think he came half way into it. His throbber can't take a whole bunch, he loved the precum shots and the making out. I like to make out like that. Speaking of tongues Dave has a way of making his tongue go like a snake and loves to go over and around my lips and force my lips open and go sucking after my tongue. We were really two hot and horny guys. The next day, Dave and I had dinner and sat on the patio, remembering the video and bringing up things that had happened when we were younger, like coping glances at each other's dicks, and he told me that when we would go into our own rooms, he would jack off he would always leave the door or window open enough so I could see him, and that he knew I was watching him, he told me he use to watch me and dream neat stuff about us. While listening to Dave talk about us being kids growing up together, got me kind of horny, so I started to rub his shoulders and it was really quiet, our breathing was all that could be heard. I ask him if he had a girlfriend back then and he said only to make his mom and dad happy, but his sister knew he wasn't that crazy about girls. I came right out and ask him did he think he was gay or was he gay. He said he didn't know then, also said he felt more comfortable with other guys. Then my cousin Tim came to visit. I wondered about him and whether or not we could have some fun together. So I let him read the story about what had happened when Brad came to visit. When he realized that he was reading about me, Dave and Brad, he was speechless. Bob had sent me a fantasy about cousins, so I told him I wanted to show him a letter a very good friend had written for me and I never read your letter about cousins before this. I pulled it up on the screen of my PC and asked Tim to read it with me, he read it with me. He said right off the bat "this is us, this is you and me. Who is this guy is he a psychic? I told him you were one of the very few people I call my friend and who I have told a lot to more than any other person in the world. You could be trusted, he had my word on that. Beautiful story. We just sat in silence for about 15 minutes, he asked me if I remembered a game we use to play and he reminded me how it went and we started rolling shirts up and shorts down. We played around for about 10 minutes like children and I got tired of that and came right out and asked him if we could get naked and jack off each other like we used to. He said we were older now and could cum, what were we to do with the cum, jokingly. I told him we could figure something out. We embraced and rubbed each other's dicks hard and his dick was lovely. About 6", not to fat, not to skinny. He said he use to jack off thinking about us when were we were young and how it would be if we did this when we were older. I am not one who likes to jack of a long time but Tim does he likes to get to the point of cuming and then stops, he did this over and over again. He ask me if we were going to suck each other off? I said if he wanted to. He said never done this before, I said lets do it together, for someone who had never done this before he sure swallowed my dick right to the end of the shaft. He started humping my face like a dog in heat I mean hard and fast I could hardly breathe. He didn't fool around with the head as much as deep throating me, my god I never knew this could feel so great. I remembered that Rob told me that during sex with a guy, have him play with your nipples. When Tim he had them in his fingers, it was all I could to hold back the load. I came up for air and told him I couldn't hold on for much longer he said we could both cum together We sucked each other into the most lovely climax I had ever dreamed to have had. It was exhausting, we were sweating and I tasted his sweat on his upper lip as I gently kissed him and thanked him for making my night, a night to remember, he smiled and said making our night a night to remember always. I was exploring my new-found sexuality. Shortly after my time with Tim, I tried to fuck Dave with my cock but his little ass was too tight. Then I tried to get my finger in his ass first. We went into the shower and I soaped him down real good, and began to slide my finger into his butt. He slowly spread his legs and made it easier, we had some dove body wash in the shower and that lubricated my hand somewhat. Slowly I got 1 then 2 and didn't try for 3. Dave said it hurt a bit. By the time he loosened up a bit, my dick was throbbing and all lubed up with precum . I ask him to let me do it all and he said to go for it. Slowly I grabbed my dick and pushed the head forward and it was so tight I actually hurt my dick. Slowly I rubbed the head against his ass again and managed to get the tip in and he started to relax, slowly allowing me to get a little at a time in until I had the head in. I had never felt such a thrill as this, there was this tingling in my dick I was having exactly like the first time I came. I never wanted it to stop. He said do it slowly and leave it in and let his ass fuck my dick not my dick fucking his ass. He said it didn't hurt, just keep what ever I was doing up. We fucked for about 20 minutes and he ask me to take it out as he wanted to cum and felt the urge but when it came time to cum he couldn't cum, said he felt pressure and couldn't cum. So I jacked him off and he shot a load over his shoulder and I kissed his shoulder and tasted his cum. I guess we are finally growing up and he is already saying how he can't wait to get into my cheeks, he said that he will lubricate me with his tongue and will part my cheeks with it also.