Well, wasn't that last one interesting? You know how I love the cliffhangers! So, once again, on with the show!
NY
"What do you mean you think we should break up?" Justin said confused, hurt and upset.
"I.. I.. I don't know... I just think we should!" Jay said painfully.
"Why??" Justin said getting angrier.
"Why don't you tell me! That's what you were about to do right?" Jay said defensively.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"Oh come on Justin! Oh.'I've been thinking a lot about us lately', that's standard break- up line #1!"
"I wasn't going to break up with you!"
"Whatever! Here I am in New York waiting patiently till the end of school so I could spend my summer with you, and you're off going around the world doing all this shit and goin to parties and having the time of your fucking life and I'm here doing nothing! So come off it! If you're gonna break up with me at least have the balls to do it already!"
"You wanna break up? FINE!! Just so you know, I didn't come here to break up with you! I came here to tell you I love you! But since you feel it's over then I'm gone!!" Justin yelled getting up from the floor and heading towards the door.
"Justin wait!" Jay yelled realizing what he had done.
"Fuck off!" Justin said storming out the door forgetting his coat in the bedroom.
Jay got up and ran after him. When he got in the hall, Justin was already heading down the stairs.
"Justin wait!!" Jay yelled again.
Justin kept walking and tears began to fall.
"I come all the way here to tell him I love him and he wants to break up! I should've never listened to Rob!" Justin said in anger, pain and disbelief.
"Justin!!" Jay said running up to him and grabbing him by the shoulder.
"WHAT?!?"
"I'm sorry! I.. I didn't mean it!"
"Bullshit! All this time I've been stressing out and grieving cause I wanted to tell you how much you mean to me and you just fuck it all up! I thought you cared for me! Boy was I wrong!"
"Don't say that! I do care for you! I love you!"
"Too little too late!"
"JUSTIN!"
Justin left the building and started walking up the block.
Jay fell to the floor of the lobby and started to break down into tears. He couldn't believe that he had just let the most important thing in his life get away like that. He couldn't believe how he pushed him away. After a half-hour of crying on the floor, he got enough strength to make his way back up to his apartment. Once he got inside, he closed the door leaving it unlocked, fell to his knees, leaned up against the wall next to the door and continued to sob uncontrollably.
Miami
"So, here we are." JC said pulling up to a Chinese restaurant.
"Whoa! This place is nice!" Melissa said commenting on the oriental style exterior.
"Wait till you see the inside!"
They walked inside and were seated immediately. They ordered their food and were making small talk while they waited.
"So, how are the guys?" Melissa asked.
"Well, Justin and Lance are both miserable cause they miss their men. Joey and Chris are their usual selves. And me, I've been missing you!"
"Aw, how sweet! Justin and Lance are miserable!"
"Oh, thank you so much!"
"You know I'm kidding! You know, you are so romantic! Nobody has ever done this for me!"
"Well, this isn't the first and it certainly won't be the last!"
Orlando
"And what do you have in mind young James?" I asked as he led me into my bedroom.
"What did you call me?" He asked.
"James, why?"
"No, it's just that you've never called me that."
"You like?"
"Say it again."
"I love you James, Lance, Lansten, Scoop, Mr. Bass!"
"You're cute!" He said laughing as we fell on the bed.
"I know."
"Oh, conceited now, are we?"
"Never!"
We both started laughing and I gave him a long hug.
"What was that for?"
"I thought I would be alone for Valentine's Day."
"Now would I ever let that happen?"
"Of course not." I said as we both lay down on my bed.
"You realize that we've only been going out for a month?"
"I know, it seems longer. Wow, never thought I'd fall in love so fast again after what happened!"
"Same here!"
"I think that's why we fell so fast though."
"How?"
"Well, we both didn't expect it, we both had our hearts broken, and since we had so much in common, we naturally went towards the companionship and filled each others lonely hearts."
"Fait right?"
"Hell yeah! I believe everything happens for a reason. It's no coincidence that we found each other."
"To think my dad thought that you were only using me until my mom told him how much we really loved each other."
"He thought that?"
"Yeah, only cause of what happened with me and Trey. Now he can't wait to meet you."
"When is that gonna happen by the way?"
"I dunno, whenever we get off enough time to actually go."
"How's the video coming along?"
"Cool, but let's not talk about work!"
"What do you have in mind?" I said as we both turned to each other.
"This." He said coming in to kiss me.
"I like!"
"Shhh!"
NY
Justin walked along the cold streets of NY and went into a nearby coffee shop to get out of the cold. He had $5 on him, the rest of his money, along with his cell phone, his plane ticket, and the present that he had bought for Jay were in his coat, which was back at the apartment. After 2 cups of hot chocolate, he thought to himself,
"Well, I guess I have to go back. I need my stuff, but then I'm out of there! I'm goin back to LA, where it's nice and warm! Fuck him! I don't need him!"
After that last thought he started to cry quietly in the booth that he was in, in the back of the coffee shop.
"I gotta get out of here before somebody recognizes me! That's the last thing I need!" he thought to himself.
He got up, paid for his 2 cups of hot chocolate and made his way back to Jay's apartment. As he got closer, the more he wanted to turn back but at the same time the more he wanted to go back. What was normally a 5-minute walk took him over a half- hour.
After an hour of crying his eyes out, Jay fell asleep up against the wall. He was awoken by the front door opening. There in the doorway stood Justin.
"Justin!" he said with hope, sorrow and love in his voice.
"I just came back to get my coat." Justin said fighting to hold back the tears.
"Wait! Please, let me explain!"
"Save it! You made it perfectly clear what you want!"
"I don't want that! Please let me just explain!"
Miami
"I wonder how Lance and Justin are doing." JC said as their food came.
"What do you mean?" Melissa asked after thanking the waitress.
"They went to surprise Jay and Rob. We've all been planning this since we got back to LA."
"Oh really?"
"Yup!"
"Well, I'm sure that Mr. Rodriguez and Mr. Torres will not be happy about that!"
"Who?"
"Rob and Jay!"
"Oh! Torres? Whoa, I never knew his last name!"
"Yup, Jason Torres, known to everybody as Jay."
"I thought he was white!"
"Half. He's half Irish and half Puerto Rican."
"Oh! Justin never told us. Neither did Jay or Rob."
"Well, now you know."
"And knowing is half the battle!"
"G I JOOOOE!!"
They both started laughing.
"Oh god, I've been hanging out with Rob too long!" they both said at the same time, which made them laugh even more.
After they calmed down, they began to eat.
Orlando
After a half-hour of making out, I took control of the scene and started to unbutton Lance's shirt revealing his sexy upper body. I started to kiss, lick and nibble down Lance's hairless upper body. Lance moaned in pleasure. It had been a long time since we had made love to each other that was about to change tonight. I moved back up to his lips and teased him by kissing his lips and moving back before he could kiss me back. I then moved down to his neck and teased him some more. While working on his neck with my lips, my hand was toying with his nipples. My hand then slowly made it's way down, taking my time and feeling my blonde god's body. I unbuttoned his pants and stuck my hand in between his pants and boxer-briefs. He moaned louder and in more pleasure and I rubbed his straining cock through the fabric. I pushed my wrist up causing his zipper to be undone. I then got on top of him and kissed him again on the mouth. He grabbed me and started to feel my bare back.
NY
"You got 5 minutes!" Justin said as a tear escaped his grasp.
"Can we go sit down?" Jay pleaded.
"I'm fine right here!"
"Ok, ok." Jay stood up, grabbed Justin's hand and Justin pulled it away.
"Four minutes!"
"Look, I don't want to break up! I.. I just thought that that was what you were doing, so I said it before you could do it to me! I was scared! I've just been so lonely and scared without you! I thought you would forget about me and go off with somebody! And the constant rumors of you dating Brittany Spears kept getting to me! Then all these girls were sweating you and saying how much they wanted you and I thought how much you get that on the road and that you might do something then leave me here all alone, in love and then break my heart the next time we saw each other! But please! I love you and I don't want to lose you or break up! I didn't mean what I said before!"
"Why should I believe you?"
"Look at me! If I wasn't telling the truth, would I be crying like this or be practically on my knees saying how sorry I am?"
"Why would you even think those things? I'm gay! I don't like girls! I like guys! I love you! Why would I come here on Valentine's Day to break up with you? Why would you ever doubt me?"
"I... I don't know. I just wasn't sure if you felt the same way about me that I feel about you!"
"I've never felt this way before about anyone! You're a lot of firsts for me! Do you really love me? I want to believe you! I don't want to think that you're just saying this to get me back!"
"I do! I love you more than anybody I've ever loved before! This is all so new to me but it feels so right!"
Justin didn't say anything. He just went into Jay's bedroom and got his coat.
Miami
"I'm glad I came!" JC said.
"Me too!"
"I've never really had someone to spend Valentine's Day with in a long time."
"Me either. I mean, I've had boyfriends on Valentine's Day but it wasn't special."
"She's so beautiful, I'm lucky!" JC thought.
"So, any other surprises?" Melissa asked.
"Huh? Oh, that depends on you."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, if you're not too tired, I wanted to take a walk along the beach."
"Well, I don't have to work tomorrow, and my first class isn't until 1."
"Perfect. That's the same time I have to leave. I'm gonna meet Lance and we're gonna catch the flight back to LA together."
"Ok. Well, let's go."
"Ok, let me ask for the check."
Orlando
Lance rolled me onto my back so he was now on top. It was his turn to tease me. He started to nibble on my nipples as he licked his way down, he pulled my pants off and massaged my inner thigh. He licked the head of my penis and sent shivers up and down my spine. After causing some pre-cum to ooze out, he eased my misery, or should I say, our misery. He took my dick in his mouth and sucked it for all it was worth. After five minutes of sucking, I was about to cum when he stopped.
"I want this to last!" he said with an evil, seductive grin on his face.
Before I could say anything he silenced me with a kiss. I grabbed the back of his head with one hand and his back with the other. I turned him onto his back and was on top again. I pulled his pants off and played with his balls while blowing air on the head of his dick. He moaned and I knew he was mine. I licked up the underside of his huge cock and put the head in my mouth. While twirling my tongue around his head in my mouth, I continued to play with his balls with one hand and with the other I slowly started to jerk him off. After a while of doing this, he grabbed the back of my head and moaned,
"I'm gonna come!"
NY
He came back in to see Jay still crying. He helped him up off the floor, caressed the side of Jay's face, kissed him and said,
"Happy Valentine's Day."
He pulled out a small black box and handed it to Jay. Jay with a loving, happy, and greatful grin opened it. In it was a gold plate that had the initials JT inscribed in it. Jay's shocked face was all the thanks that Justin needed. He put his coat down, stepped behind Jay, undid the clasp of his chain, took the plate, put it on the chain and put it back on Jay's neck. Justin led Jay to the mirror by the door and showed him how it looked. Jay responded by giving Justin a kiss that meant a million and one things. After they parted Justin said,
"Jay Torres, or Justin Timberlake?"
"Justin Timberlake!" Jay said.
"Good answer! But to others it's Jay Torres."
"It's perfect!"
"Now look at me!" Justin said turning Jay's face so they met each other's eyes, "I would never hurt you! I love you! I realized it the minute I left New York! Only Rob knows. I didn't even tell JC or Chris! But when I get back they're all gonna be psyched!"
"You too huh?"
"Whatta yah mean?"
"As soon as you left, I realized it too. I only told Melissa and Rob."
"That explains why Rob was so eager for me to tell you!"
"Same here!"
"Forget them! Come here!"
Justin pulled Jay into a long kiss that had new meaning, it was a kiss that showed each other how much they loved each other.
Orlando
I decided that I wouldn't stop cause I was having too much fun. I stroked harder and licked faster. Within 2 minutes, he was filling my mouth with his sweet seed. I swallowed it all greedily. After he was drained he said,
"I want you to make love to me!"
I complied by giving him a long tender, loving kiss and reached into my nightstand drawer and took out a condom and some KY jelly. I turned him around and put some on his hole. I put some on my condom covered dick and then turned him back around. I lifted his legs over my shoulders and slowly entered him. He let out a gasp of pain and pleasure. I let him get used to my size then when he nodded I built up a slow rhythm.
Miami
"Luckily there's nobody out here!" Melissa said.
"Well, we're not on the main part of the beach. See those rocks behind us?" JC pointed.
"Yeah."
"Starting behind there is where the main section of the beach starts. They rent this part out to people."
"You didn't!"
"Yup!"
"So I could do this and not worry about any fan getting psycho on me?" She said pulling him into a kiss.
After about 20 minutes of kissing, JC parted and said,
"Yup!"
"Good!"
"And look what we have here!" JC said pointing to a blanket that was set on the beach.
"You didn't!"
"I did!"
He led her over to the blanket, on the blanket was a pair of candles, 2 glasses and a bucket with a bottle of champagne sticking out. They both sat down and he poured some champagne into the glasses.
"Happy Valentine's Day!" he said.
"Happy Valentine's Day!" she replied.
"Look at all of those stars!"
"They're beautiful aren't they!"
"Not as beautiful as you."
"Aw." she said blushing.
"I could gaze into your eyes forever!"
She started to giggle giddily and he put his hand on her cheek and stroked the side. He just looked deep into her eyes and she returned the gaze. He grabbed the bottom of her chin and pulled her into a kiss. They sat on the beach and kissed under the night's sky.
NY
Justin led Jay back into the bedroom and they sat down and began to make out again. Justin put his hand on Jay's thigh and started to rub upwards.
"Justin, wait." Jay said pulling away.
"What? What's wrong?" Justin said with concern in his voice.
"I.. I just don't want to ruin the moment. We've been through a lot within the past few hours, so could we just go no farther than kissing?"
"Oh! Is that all? I thought something was wrong! Sure, we don't have to have sex. I'm happy just being here with you."
"Are you mad?"
"No! Why would I be?"
"You sure?"
"Positive!"
"Ok."
"Come here!" Justin said pulling Jay into a hug.
After a little while of just holding each other, Jay looked up to Justin and pulled him down into a kiss. They sat there kissing and after 10 minutes, they were laying on the bed making out. Jay rolled over on top of Justin and started to kiss his neck. Justin moaned in pleasure and closed his eyes. Jay unbuttoned Justin's shirt and Justin said,
"What are you doing? I thought."
"Shhh!" Jay said putting a finger up to Justin's lips then kissing him.
Orlando
After making love to my beautiful man, we lay in the bed holding each other.
"Today was perfect!" I said.
"Just like you!" Lance said.
"Aw." I said blushing.
"I've missed you!"
"Shh! Let's not think about that! We're here together now and that's all that matters!"
"I love you!"
"I love you!"
We lied there for the rest of the night and soon fell asleep in each other's arms.
Miami
After 2 hours of looking at the stars, Melissa fell asleep against JC's chest. It was getting late so he decided to take her home. He packed up everything, then picked her up and carried her to the car. She didn't wake up once on the way home. Once back at her place, he put her in her bed. He wasn't sure whether to put her in some pajamas or just leave her in her dress. On the one hand, she'd probably be uncomfortable in that dress, on the other, he'd feel really embarrassed if she woke up while he was doing it.
"As long as she has underwear on, it's cool!" he thought to himself.
He went to her dresser and found a long t-shirt. He remembered that she said that that was what she slept in. He took his chances and slipped off her dress. Luckily she was wearing underwear. He put the shirt on and laid her back down on the bed. He was surprised that she didn't wake up throughout the whole thing. He kissed her on the forehead and went into the living room to sleep on the couch. Once she heard the door close, Melissa smiled, got up, took off her bra and went to sleep. Josh figured out before he fell asleep that the couch was a sofa bed. The sheets were already on the bed and he used the pillows from the couch to sleep with. He didn't have trouble sleeping the only thing was that he didn't have a blanket. Melissa got up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom. After she was done, she went in the living room to go check on Josh.
"He's so sweet! I would've let him sleep in my bed with me. He must be cold, I'd better get him a blanket." She thought to herself.
She went to one of the closets and got out an extra blanket. She went back into the living room and put it on top of JC. She gave him a kiss on the cheek and went back to her room. Josh opened his eyes and smiled as soon as she was gone.
NY
Justin and Jay lay in the bed after what was the best sex either had ever had, it was more than sex it was love. They lay in each other's arms silently thanking god for bringing one to the other. As they fell asleep, they both knew that nothing could ever come between them again.
After the 3 guys left, Melissa, Jay and I were all thinking the same thing. We had to tell each other. I called Melissa first after JC and Lance had left. She wasn't home so I tried Jay. He was home and in the greatest mood I've ever witnessed. We stayed on the phone for an hour and he called Melissa cause he had 3-way calling. She was home and the 3 of us stayed on the phone for hours. We were all so giddy. After we hung up, I got a call from Lance. He called to tell me that he got in ok, that he loved me and missed me already. He didn't stay on the phone long because he was really tired from the jet lag. I told him to go to sleep and he reluctantly agreed.
The next day I began recording my first, well second really, single on my album. We had started production and it was all going good. We got the chorus and the bridge done the first day, the first verse done the next, the second verse the day after that, and the background vocals done that Friday.
This weekend I spent with Lynn, Paul, and Johnathen. They are all really nice people and Lynn has become like a surrogate mother during my time in Orlando.
The guys went back on tour. I'm going to LA to record some more of my album. It's already 2 weeks into production and I've already got 2 1/2 songs done. I'm leaving tomorrow and coming back next week. I've never been to California. I'm gonna be staying with my aunt who lives in LA while there.
My aunt is doing great! She finally got herself back on track. She's doing hair and make- up for the show "Boy meets world" I got to go on the set and meet the cast. I was especially "interested" in meeting Danielle.
"Rob, this is Ben Savage, Rider Strong and Danielle Fischell!" My aunt Paula said, "Guys, this is my nephew Rob!"
"Hi!" They all said.
"He's a singer! He's here on business, to record some songs for his upcoming debut album!"
"Calm down titi!" I said.
(NOTE: Titi (thee thee) is another word or Tia in Spanish, which means Aunt. That is all!)
"What? I'm proud!"
"When is your album coming out?" Ben asked.
"It should be out in late April, early May."
"Cool, anybody gonna be on it?" Rider asked.
"Yeah, I already did a song with N Sync," I said looking straight at Topanga, "and there are some negotiations going on now about working with Aaliyah, Mariah Carey and possibly the Backstreet Boys."
"Cool!" The enemy said.
"We've met the guys from N Sync." Ben said.
"Oh really?" I said playing dumb.
"Yeah, they're really cool guys!" Danielle said.
"I know."
"Well, we gotta go rehearse this scene. If you're around afterwards, maybe we could all go hang out!" Rider said.
"Aight, cool!"
Once their backs were turned I gave Danielle a dirty look. My aunt then introduced me to Mathew and Will. After meeting them and hanging around a little, I decided to call Lance and see what he was up to (just hoping that Topanga would walk by and see me). As I dialed the number on my speed dial, they were finishing up their scene.
"Hello?" Lance said picking up the phone.
"Hey Lance, baby!" I said.
As soon as I said that, I noticed Danielle looking over at me. I think she either heard me or read my lips, and she got a strange look on her face.
"Hey Rob! I was just thinking about you!"
"When are you not?"
"True!"
"Anyway, you'll never guess where I am!"
"LA?"
"How'd you know?"
"Management told me."
"Oh, well besides that, you'll never guess where I am!"
"Where?"
"On the set of a little show, you might've heard of it, it's called `Boy meets world"."
"What?!?"
"Yup! My aunt, who I'm staying with out here, does hair and make-up for the show."
"Oh, really?"
"Yeah!"
"Cool!"
"What's the matter? You sound a little worried."
"Oh please! Don't even go there ok! You know I told you that she is only my cover story!"
"I know that, but does she?"
"Yes."
"Then you won't mind if I tell her then."
"Nope."
"Ok then."
"Why are you doing this?"
"Doing what?"
"Gettin all jealous when I told you there's nothing goin on between us!"
"Ok, ok! You don't have to get all bitchy on me! I just wanted to make sure!"
"Isn't my word good enough?"
"Yeah but.."
"Do you trust me?"
"Yeah but..."
"Then you shouldn't have to make sure!"
"Ok, ok. I'm sorry! I can't help it! Can I help it if my boyfriend is cute as hell and I get a little jealous when I hear that he's dating somebody else!"
"I told you this would happen and you said that you wouldn't get jealous!"
"I'm sorry! I know, it's just hard!"
"I know it is! And it's gonna get harder. But if you can't accept that then how are we gonna get through this?!?"
"I can. It's just gonna take some time to get used to!"
"Yes it will, but we gotta stick together!"
"I know. And we will."
"Ok, well, I gotta go, we have to go to sound check!"
"Ok, I love you!"
"I love you!"
"Bye."
"Bye."
I sat there in the last row of the audience seating section with my hands on my forehead.
"So, you're that Rob huh? I knew your name sounded familiar." Danielle said sitting down next to me.
TBC..
Another cliffhanger! Ooooh! Danielle's in the picture now! What's gonna happen? Well let's just say not what you're thinking! The only way to find out is to stay tuned. As usual questions comments all welcome! Email me at Papito6187@aol.com.