OK, so here I am. I took a long hot shower, put some clean underwear on and now I'm kicked back in bed. My fist is wrapped around my hard cock and I' m beating that fucker to a happy ending. Spit slicks up my hand and my cock head leaks like an old facet. My underwear elastic waistband is pulled below my ball sack hugging them tightly. I arch my back off the bed as I feel my load coming up from the deepest part of my nuts. I know it's going to be a very intense climax; my balls have ached all night from lack of release. Just as quickly as I feel the movement of cum through the tube of my shaft it squirts out my cock head. My butt cheeks clinch as three strong squirts fire. Long white trails of cum land on my chest as the remaining cum puddles close to my belly button. My toes curl under as I moan low to myself. As the last remainders of my load leave my sack my hand slows down its pump action. I lay back as my mind goes over the events of tonight. I begin, as I sometimes do after such an intense cum, to doubt my actions. I wonder if I'm risking my career being so careless. As always these thoughts take away the "good feelings" I was feeling. Both my hands rub my face as I try to wipe away the desperation. I can feel and smell my load on my hand as it brings me back to reality. I sit up and cuss my own self. Leaning over the side of the bed I reach for one of my socks I wore today. Using it I dry my chest and cock head before pulling my boxers back up. I toss my wet sock to the floor and pull the sheet up and over myself. I try to go to sleep but my mind races. I can't believe how stupid and careless I get when it comes to sex with men. Well I can believe it, its just not the way I am usually. But I just sometimes cannot control my actions when it comes to sex. I beat myself up in my head as I tried to fall asleep. The "what ifs" keep coming to the front of my mind as I lay there. What if, these guys were using me and bragging to their friends about bagging a cop ass. Was it all a game to guys like that? What if I got caught having sex in uniform? Would they be having sex with me if I weren't a cop? Finally after a couple hours of tossing and turning, I came to a decision. I needed to back off on the sex thing for a while. Things were just happening too fast for me at this stage in my sexual awaking. If I couldn't control my dick talking for me I needed to put a stop to it all. I needed time to sort all this out. It made perfect sense in my tired mind as I slipped off to sleep.
Afternoon came all too quick as I raised my sleepy self from my bed. Dam I was tired and the lack of good sleep was evident. My ever-present morning wood pointed the way to the kitchen as I made some strong coffee. A few yawns and ceiling stretches loosened the tight muscles in my back. My jaw hurt slightly as I moved it back and forth. Forgetting for a few seconds how the pain could have gotten there before I remembered. I though of the guy I blew last night and had to smile. Was it morning breath or did I still taste his load. All too quickly my mind went back to the promise I made myself. I headed for the shower and took a long cold one to clear my mind. I could do this and I was going to do this!
At roll call today of course I was offered overtime at the road construction. It figures when I'm trying to change my ways, temptation calls. I was proud of myself when I turned it down but that made a few of my fellow brothers look concerned. As we made our way to our patrol cars Tony stopped me. He asked why I didn't except the easy money? He knew I was always looking to bring some extra cash home. I made up some lame excuse about feeling a little under the weather. He offered that I looked tired today as he patted my back and hoped I felt better. When I got in my car I felt good but at the same time I felt bad. Good because I got to watch Tony's beautiful ass move in his uniform, bad because I wanted to have sex with Mike and Bob. But I knew I had to learn to control my actions better. I was a law officer and I needed to start acting like one. Off I drove and tried to immerse myself in my work that night. I will say it worked and I was back on track. I could control this and I could handle this.
Two weeks past before I had the option for overtime again. When my name was called I accepted it. I will say I kept my hand extra busy during those two weeks keeping my nut sack empty. I had been doing good and I can say that temptation reared its ugly head a few times and I handled it well. Like what you asked? Well Tony and I showered together last Tuesday and I didn't get wood. Man I have to say it was hard not to, looking at that beautiful body. It reminded me so much of Bob's hairy frame. When he bent over to dry his legs I took a quick peek at his nuts hanging between his butt cheeks. I kept my eyes above his waist whenever we were talking, but I have to admit I looked lower every chance I had. I watched him shave from my locker as I dressed. He stood before the mirror with the towel hung low over his hips. Again, that tuff of black hair at the small of his back was showing! God dam, what a sight to see!
The other incident was while I was on patrol. I pulled this suspect over for speeding. He was acting weird so I had him get out of his truck. When I patted him down I found nothing. I asked and received permission to search his truck. In a pair of work boots inside the truck I found an ounce of pot. Well of course it wasn't his and I planted it. The same old line I always hear. Just once I would like someone to be honest! Well of course after he realized I wasn' t playing games he took a different stance. Had to admit he was my kind of guy, solid, kind of scruffy looking, looked like a hard workingman. He admitted he just got off work and that it was his. Wanted to know if we could work out some kind of deal? My eyes caught him adjusting his crotch as he smiled at me. The way he looked and acted, somehow I know he was offering sex. Then the words, "I don't have much to offer," "I barely make ends meet as it is with kids. " I knew I was right. I had been offered sex before from women, but he was the first guy I had encountered. When I didn't shout him down I think he knew what I was about. "On a tape measure I got about seven," came out of his mouth, and then came, "You should know right off its you on your knees." I had to admit I thought of it, blowing that guys crank would be an honor. I asked him to step to the side of his car along the shoulder of the road. I could tell he thought he had me the way he walked so cocky. When we both got to his passenger door he spoke again. "Bro we can't do anything like this here you know." I dropped the officer routine for a minute and spoke to him man to man. "Listen buddy I started, I'm not interested in doing anything like that here." "Don' t ever offer sex up to an officer again. Your lucky I don't run your ass to jail right now." He started apologizing fast, saying he was sorry. Saying he only wanted to get out of a ticket and going to jail tonight. I told him I understood and that I was going to cut him a break. He was real happy hearing me say that. I told him to get in his truck and watch his speeding. Before he left he asked if he could ask me a question. I said sure. "Were you ever thinking about doing it," he wanted to know? I told him, "Another time another place maybe." He smiled and we both walked back to the police cruiser. Before he walked away he thanked me and asked again if I was sure. I told him to go home to his wife. So you see, all it takes is will power!
So here I am on the way to the construction sight. The night air is cool after a long hot day. I stopped at the rest area and took a piss before I got there so I wouldn't need to use the porta-john. I was trying to do anything to keep myself out of temptations way. I pull in; relieve my buddy from duty as I settle in for the long three hours. Everything is going well, I'm getting paper work done, balancing the checkbook. The crew is working out of my sight tonight. Which I think will be good for me, no sweaty men to look at. The roadwork had moved along well since I had been here last. About 1:30 am I saw a construction truck driving towards me. The yellow warning lights were on as it approached. The truck pulled off the shoulder in front of my patrol car, leaving its yellow lights on. Someone got out of the trucks drivers door. As my headlights shinned through the swarm of insects the summer nighttime brings, I recognized it was Mike.
He waved to me just before he got to the front bumper. I lowered the window as he got to my door. "Fuck man, where you been," was his first comment to me. He reached in the car to shake hands as I smiled at him. It was good to see him I had to admit. My eyes went right to the front of his pants as I noticed he was already half hard. He put his arm on the window ledge and leaned in slightly as we caught up. A couple of times he adjusted his cock placement without thought. His work pants were really tight and I could see the outline of his cock head through the material. We talked for a little about everything. Soon he moved the conversation to the sex. He talked about how much he missed my tight butt and before I could stop him, "Man I'm looking forward to fucking you tonight," spilled out. I was taken back a little with his forwardness. I found the words I was about to say hard to bring up. "Sorry buddy I can't tonight, " I told him. His face instantly had a surprised look on it. "But man its been three weeks since I had some of you," he shot back. I tried to explain my lack of interest but he took it all the wrong way. "You got someone else plugging your ass now," he asked? He slammed the top of the police car with his fist as he barked, "Come on man, just a quickie." "I'm not asking for anything other then to get off." Well that didn't help his case any because hitting my car pissed me off. I told him, "Walk away now Mike before you do something you will regret"! I could tell he was fuming mad as he hitched his pants up and walked away. He never looked back and walked with heavy steps. He did flip me the "bird". When he started the truck up he gunned the engine hard and pulled out to turn around. As he drove off he spun gravel all over the cruisers hood.
About an hour later, just before I was to go off duty, I saw the same truck heading down the road towards me. I opened my car door this time and got out to meet it. I was ready for action and I expected it from Mike. The truck pulled off the road in the same manor as before but this time the overhead lights went off. I saw the door open and I couldn't make out who it was in the darkness. Out of the shadows appeared Bob. Man I had to say he was a sight for sore eyes. I walked towards him as he walked towards me. As I approached him he had a big smile on his face. When he got to me he started, "Boy did you piss off Mike." He was laughing as he said it. I had to smile with him because he found it so funny. He placed his hand on my shoulder as he went on, "That fucker was so mad because you turned him down"! "He wanted your ass so bad," he was still laughing. "He's been bragging to me for the last couple days he was going to bore you a new one when he saw you again." "I haven't seen him work so hard in a long time. Hell he's throwing shovels full of asphalt halfway across the new lanes, cussing the whole time"! As we laughed I took in all of Bob. He looked extra sexy to me tonight or was it that I was just so fucking horny.
When we finally had our laugh and calmed down there was a bit of uncomfortable silence. Both of leaning against the front fender of the patrol car I looked at him and he looked at me. It was time I told him I wouldn't be having sex with him either. So I spoke, "Bob I…" was all got out before he interrupted me. "I know man," he said. "Listen I'm real happy you don't want to have sex with him." Putting his big hands in his front pants pockets he went on, "Now its just you and me." If you kicked me in the nuts I wouldn't have been more shocked to hear him say that. At that point I didn't know what to do or say. He moved closer to me and talked in a much lower voice. "The way I see it I'll be the only one taking your ass now, right," he asked? My heart kind of skipped a beat hearing him ask me that. "I want you all to myself." He was right beside my head as he spoke again, "OK"? I looked him in the eyes as I answered quietly, "Yeah." He seamed real proud looking as he exhaled hard and said, " Wow, was kind of afraid there for a second." "I really missed you while you have been gone, I was worried about you." "Was maybe afraid you found someone else to take care of you." I kicked the loose gravel with my foot as I looked at the ground. "I missed you too I offered up shyly," as I looked up the road. "I did some serious soul searching these past couple weeks." "We can make this work," he said as he looked at me." "I want you to call me at home tomorrow and we will talk more, ok"? He didn't wait for an answer as he turned to walk away. "What time," I asked his back? "Sometime before noon," he said stopping. With his big hands still stuffed in his pants pockets he spoke again. "I want you tomorrow, you ok with that"? I just shook my head yeah to him. He turned and again made his way back to the truck. I heard the engine start and the yellow warning lights came back on. I then heard a loud high pitch whistle and looked to see Bob standing with the trucks door open waving goodbye. My cock was full on hard in my pants as I watched him pull away. My balls hurt like they did when I was a teenager. WOW I thought. This guy wants me all to himself. Maybe all this could work out for me.
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