River Cabin

River Cabin 3

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River Cabin 3

Wally and I rode off on our bikes. We had been friends since first grade. He played a guitar really well. He struggles with math so I help him. He can draw great. He wasn't sporty like me and Robby at all. He was thinner and narrow and shy and quiet expect around me. I always kept him safe from the knuckleheads in school.

We were riding along blabbering and his voice cracked a bunch of times.

We laughed and joked and were comfortable and relaxed a couple buddies and lifelong friends.

We got to the creek and sat on the log. The log is where we solved all our problems shared our dreams and complained about life as we understood it.

He finally said he really likes Melissa but she just turned up her nose at him. He said she talks about me to her friends but won't talk to me. Give it some time I tell him we are all confused and uncertain about how things work.

You been hanging out with Will lately right. Yea I said I stayed with his family while my brother went to college get acquainted weekend.

Oh he said you could have stayed with me he said. I thought and said well it sorta happened , he's friends with Robby was over and when the college thing happened he offered and my mom and his mom talked and set it up.

Oh now I get it he said . He's sorta weird sometimes said Wally. I looked at him like I was confused. He said that a while back he started to hang out with some kids at the park and well I heard he tried to touch a boy you know down there. You mean his wiener like . Yea said Wally leaning close, I'd be super careful around him.

Wow I said I had no idea he's never been weird with me but I've only been around him a few times. Well he said just be careful.

Do you ever wear shoes said Wally looking at my feet. I hate shoes I said . He said I have weird feet he said. You have feet I said just like everyone else. He wriggled his fingers and said my toes are long and skinny like my fingers . Yea I guess my hands and feet sorta match too.

I got up walked by a tree and took a leak. He got up and stood on the other side of the tree and peed too. I leaned a bit and his wiener was long as crap.

Jeez Wally that things huge yea he says I'm a freak. Don't tell no one ok it's embarrassing. That was that we chased tadpoles and splashed I even got him to take off his shoes and socks. Sure enough he has freaky long toes just like his fingers. We squished mud and laughed and it was a fun time. Just boys doing boy stuff riding on the cusp of all that changing.

It did me good to step away from my new weirdness to just be a kid.

We drug outa the woods gathered up our bikes. He headed to his house and I headed to mine.

My feet were filthy and when I got home I turned on the hose and washed them. Mom came out and fussed with being mad about how filthy I was.

I stepped in the laundry room stripped to my briefs and ran upstairs. I showered and remembered to use deodorant . Robby looked sorta sullen laying on his bed. I asked if he was ok. He said I'm excited and scared he said. Robby wasn't ever scared of anything.

I sat on my bed and said isn't that sorta normal. Yea I suppose so new place new things I've never slept with anyone but you and now I have to figure out all these new folks.

You are always so confident and relaxed just be you I added .

I know you will be fine. Thanks CJ I appreciate your support.

We had dinner and Robby was fidgety and unsettled . He and dad went to the den after dinner and mom said I should go for a bike ride.

I left on my bike and rode to the ball field . Some guys were shooting hoops so I jumped in with them . One of the guys asked me if I was Robby's kid brother and I said yeah. We did some three on three and I held my own with them barefoot. We did high fives and parted I rode home.

So I slipped inside and they were sitting in the den no TV on . I hollered and ran upstairs . I grabbed a shower and slipped on pajama bottoms over my briefs. I went downstairs got some milk and cookies.

I used a napkin to hold the handful of cookies and I stepped in the den. Can I come in here or do I need to go somewhere else I asked. Robby said sure if you share them cookies. I sat beside him and he scooped up three cookies. Hey no fair I said and he took my milk. We laughed and he said I'm gonna miss you squirt.

I'm gonna miss you too blockhead. The folks smiled at us and mom got up and went to the kitchen. She came back with cookies on a plate and the jug of milk. Help yourselves boys eat all you want. Robby and I looked at each other then at Mom then Dad and we asked in unison is mom ok. Everyone laughed and it felt great.

I went to bed before Robby and I crashed hard . I never heard him come in the room. When I woke up his bed was empty and the house was quiet. I went down fixed a bowl of cereal and some tang. All the cars were gone again this morning.

No note or instructions were left for me. So I ate and read the sports page .

I went in the half bath and took a dump. Then I went upstairs and trimmed my fingernails and toenails. I heard a door and then the bedroom door opened up and Robby came in saying what ya doing squirt. Trimming my toenails doofus. What's it look like I'm doing. Stop being so sensitive kid. I hate doing that he said . I will do it for you if you want.

I guess that would be super nice of you. I've been running so they might stink. I smiled and said I don't mind . I don't get you sometimes.

He pulled off his shoes and socks then his shirt and running shorts. I'm hot he said . Might as well release the beast I said and he said close the door then. I got up closed the door and sat at his feet on his bed.

I slipped a finger to dig out the lint and grime and then used the damp cloth I used on my feet to wipe his down. He's got real athletic feet narrow heels spreads to a wide platform and his towers are evenly spaced and symmetrical. I dig under the nails then trim them like mom taught us . I Emory boarded the edges and stuff. When I switched to the other foot his arm was over his eyes and he may have been dozing. I treated his other foot with the care I gave my own . I was pleased with my work.

He was sleep I was sure. I wanted him inside me like Will took me.

I slipped out and got the lotion he keeps for his hands and got my butt hole ready. I slid my hand up and down his dick and he responded fast. I crawled up on him careful not to sit on him. I pushed his spongy head up inside me and he was thicker that will and longer. I breathed deep and slow and sat all the way down and he was staring at me wide eyed.

Jeez CJ what the heck!

Shhh I said enjoy and I bounced up and down. His animal instincts win and he grabbed my hips and thrust and thrust and thrust. I flogged my dick and cut loose with a good load onto his chest and face. He got the tight squeeze that happens and he thrust up and growled and flooded me fully.

When it was don't I slowly pulled up off him and got off the bed and he turned his back to me.

I went to the bathroom and cleaned up . He came in and softly said where did you learn to do that. I shrugged and said I sorta just figured it out on my own. Bullshit he said not mad at me I felt just concerned . Didn't you like it I asked . Jeez kiddo don't ask me that. Your a kid you shouldn't know all these things . But Robby I like this stuff and I really like it with you .

I grabbed some TP and wiped his tip off. He jumped it needs washing I said.

He stood at the sink and washed the goo off his pecker. I wiped my butt and flushed. I'm gonna shower and you probably should too he added. Can I shower with you I asked. Well why the heck not he said sounding sorta beat. Jeez promise me you won't do this with anyone else ever.

We showered up and we toweled off when Mom got home she yelled I need help with groceries boys.

We slipped on shorts and carried in the sacks. She got ice cream and more cookies.

Might as well spoil ya for a few more days and she got all wet eyes. My baby is growing up and almost a man. She got all weepy and hugs.

She gathered up herself and dabbed her eyes straightened up and marched into the kitchen.

We had been carefully raised with limited emotional contact and we both were hungry for it I supposed.

Robby went to meet up with some guys that were going to the same college. I rode to Wally's and he was in his room. I spoke politely to his mom and went upstairs.

What ya doing I asked , drawing he said from behind his pad. Can I see I asked and he said I guess so but I don't like what I draw talked about . I'm ok with that I swear I won't ever tell no one. I know you won't silly you are the only person I really trust.

I was sorta taken aback by his comments. Why me I asked. Well you seem all perfect life and perfect family on the outside but I know there's turmoil brewing inside you. You just to have enough faith in anyone to open up. Jeez that was some deep thinking I said. You avoided my comments he said and deflected.

I did not I said firmly but I knew I had done what he said.

We been friends as long as I can remember said Wally. I know somethings bugging ya if you feel ok talking about it I swear on my Mom it's our secret. I just can tell somethings up.

I gave it some thought and before I could muster up a suitable reply. He reached beside the bed and handed me a tablet. Have a look he said then you will see how much I trust you.

Inside the tablet were pencil drawings of naked men. He was incredibly talented and I was surprised how detailed the drawings were.

Then he said did you get to swim in the pool . I spun and stared at him giving away everything with my surprise. We all have secrets CJ I can see yours he said because it's the same secret I hold. He stared at the drawing as he spoke and told me that the summer before he was the eye of Wills lust. He became a sex toy for the older boys needs . He visited the pool and swam and frolicked .

I stared wide eyed and scared he'd tell my secret to another. I've never told a single person about it. If I hadn't seen him look at you the other morning like he looked at me I wouldn't have figured it out. But then I knew and I asked questions and the answers told me it was so. I gushed out the details of my encounters with Will. I kept the secret of Robby a secret.

Have you done things with anyone else. He laughed and said nope have you and I shook my head a no.

We talked and talked and then he said let's devise a plan to catch him.

I was not sure about that having real fear that the secret wasn't a secret anymore. I told Wally I would be afraid to tell the story to anyone.

How about if we figure out a way so that we aren't a part of the news.

I sat solemnly and said I don't want any of this to ever come out.

Wally sat close to me putting his pad aside and said the Jeanie is out of the bottle. It's up to us to deal with this the best way we can. He made me feel special and important then he dumped me for a new toy.

I've tried to talk to my folks about it and couldn't . When I saw him at your house I started to come up with a plan. He can't keep doing this .

He showed me a letter he'd written to his parents. Even mentioning a scar I'd not ever noticed on his buttock. No names other than Mr.E and the pool . We spent days scheming how to write it and we decided to use a typewriter at the library.

Robby asked me what was up and why was I so preoccupied. We hadn't messed around for several days and while I wanted to I also didn't want too. He said man I know we shouldn't and all but I really wanna if you do .

I maybe almost could tell him no but I wouldn't. Sure I knew we shouldn't and I shouldn't but man he had this hungry needy look about him and well I'd never say no to Robby.

I grabbed my towel and laid it on the floor and said ease outa bed quiet like. I grabbed his hand cream and squished some up in me. I spread some on his penis and I crawled up on him. I bit my lip as he entered me so I wouldn't cry out or gasp. I sat fully on him man sided penis and trembled. He just looked astonished and smiled after a bit and we rocked together trying our best to be quiet.

He and I rocked in unison for a while then the waves rushed through me and I pushed down trembled and began blasting out streams of jism. One hit him on the lips and he didn't fuss or nothing.

I settled a bit then went back to rocking on him and he grasped my hips and went real fast then he swole up and grunted and grunted . His load made me all wet and squishy.

We finished up and I wiped him off with the towel then myself and I slipped on my briefs after stuffing tissues in my crack and went to the bathroom.

Mom asked if it was ok and I said I had to go . Do you feel bad she asked me . No Mom I just need to go ok.

I came back in the room and Robby was laying on his bed arm over his head . He quietly said , I feel bad when it's over but not so much before.

I know I said kneeling beside him. Do you enjoy doing that. Yea I said I do like it a lot. I know it's weird but man it feels great.

Just keep this between us then ok he asked me and I said I ain't telling no one nothing. He hugged me and said we should go to bed.

I slid into my bed as quietly as possible and was asleep in a flash.

Me and Wally went to the library and asked to use a typewriter to do a summer paper. The lady showed us to a room and we carried our binders in with us she said if we needed any help she was at the desk. Her eyes twinkled when she spoke to us.

We slowly put the letter together. Wally typed and I watched. When we finished it we read it again checking for spelling and punctuation. Wally said we couldn't make dumb mistakes. We don't want them to know for sure kids wrote it.

We addressed the envelope with the typewriter and sent it to the Parents of .

I had been avoiding Will for the past days quite successfully. I did my best to be out of his sight.

We and Wally were beside ourselves in anticipation of the outcome.

It had been about a week and Robby came in from his early exercise routine and he said hey Mom did you hear. Hear what she asked Will has joined the Marines he leaves for boot camp in a week. His folks signed the waiver to get him in before his eighteenth birthday. Well I'm sure they have a good reason. I heard from the guys that his mom told Ralph's Mom he was up to no good then she clammed up and went to crying.

Mom said we don't participate idle gossip. Well somethings up he's to much of a crybaby to be a Marine.

Well let it go she said best not to meddle in affairs like this . Affairs like what I asked and what's an affair I asked grabbing a bowl and milk.

Robby said excitedly that Will joined the Marines and was leaving as soon as he gets processed. I lowered my head smirked and rubbed my feet together.

I finished up my breakfast went upstairs and Robby came in wrapped in a towel. You sure seemed pleased that Wills leaving town.

I promise one day I will tell you why. He grasped my shoulders and he said if that piece of crap hurt you I'm gonna get him good. I wrapped my arms about his narrow tight waist and squeezed mightily. I didn't want to give him my burden a few days before he left for college. Best to let the Military and the war deal with him.

Aren't you guys adorable said Mom from outside the door. Awe Mom jeez said Robby. I got dressed and headed to Wally's with the news.

When I got to his house it was mid morning and his mom said go wake him up he stays in that room drawing way too much . I need to run some errands so if you guys go out leave a note.

I watched her head out and I went upstairs to Wally's room. I opened the door and slipped in and eased it closed .

He was in a tight ball on his side , part of me wanted to jump on the bed and wake him up and part of me wanted to crawl up next to him and hold him. I choose the second option. I slipped under the covers slid up close and wrapped an arm over him. He sorta pressed back a bit then he relaxed and breathed a big sigh. Then he jumped with a start and I said relax it's me . He turned his head on that long skinny neck and just flopped back. Jeez CJ you freaking scared the bejesus outa me. Yea I was gonna jump on ya but this work just as well.

Your moms out running errands if we leave we have to leave a note.

We shared secrets that most boys haven't a clue about so being this intimately close normally wouldn't ever happen with us touching calmed us. I told him that Will was joining the marines. That he would be leaving as soon as he got processed. We got him he said. We laid on our sides facing each other and Wally said can I be honest with you , like brutally ugly honest. Sure I said we are best friends what we talk about is between us always.

He said I hate what happened but I also really liked it. I think about it all the time. I look at girls and try to look at them the way all the boys look at them but I look at boys like I think they look at girls. Yea I said I used to think it was a phase or something that it was part of puberty. That sad part said Wally is before I got messed up with Will I thought like that.

Yea I understand me too. Are we fairy boys or queers he asked. Heck I don't know about any of these things I just know for sure that I'm not like the others . I just stuff it deep down inside and do my best to come off like the rest of the guys. We all put on acts don't we . Wally said yea we all put on acts for sure. I fight these demons and my secrets and for the first time since it began I feel alive again.

The weird part is when we are hanging out I feel safe and normal cause we share the same secrets . I've struggled with the why me, why did he pick me why why why.

I thought and said laying on his bed so close I could smell his breath , maybe he knew and picked us because we were the easy targets. Maybe he knew to pick us because he is one of us. He told me stories about his past that he used to make it seem ok. The brother stories asked Wally. Yea I said, yea he used them on me too said Wally. How many more of us are out there. Well we won't know unless we make a huge scene about it and it will create havoc for our families . I said Wally I guess this is going to be our burden to carry. It will devastate my brother and my parents. And I added I hope you understand .

He slipped a arm over my waist and said yea we will be fine as long as we have our friendship I suppose.

Wally asked will be regular like everyone else you know meet girls get married kids.

Man who knows mostly I'm concerned that school won't let me go barefoot. We giggled and laughed and that melted the tension.

Wally said do you like me CJ . Sure I said , No said Wally do you like me you know that way.

I hadn't thought about Wally like that , we been friends forever we hung out did sleepovers and school projects and were best buds. I sorta looked at him at that moment differently. I knew he was watching me look at him and he said just forget it CJ I was dumb to ask.

I slipped an arm up onto his bony hip and with my other hand slid the back of my fingers along his narrow face. I never realized how dark your eyes are till just now and that your eyelashes are super long. You have little dimples when you smile. I leaned in closer and brushed my lips against his and he trembled . Then he kissed me back fiercely and grasped ahold like he was afraid of falling.

We mashed out lips and our tongues wrestled and clothes and covers flew different directions. His chest was small and he has a sunken spot in the middle. We were opposites his arms and legs slim and slender his whole body smooth except for pubes and pits. He smelled like guys smell that boy funky smell .

His penis was long and thick longer than Robby for sure and hefty. His nads were hanging and swinging.

I pushed him down and lowered my lips to his tiny nips and flicked them with my tongue. He squirmed and groaned . I licked along his tummy but he laughed hard. I put his swollen dick in my mouth and swirled my tongue about the flaring head and he grasped hands full of my blond mop of curls and pulled me onto his meat.

I bobbed up and down steadily and enjoyed how he kept a hold of my hair and thrashed about. He arched up and unleashed so much sperm it flooded out of my mouth and choked me a bit.

I lapped up the spilled milk and slid up beside him and said was that the answer you were hoping for. He jumped and dove on my penis and played with my balls and rubbed my butt hole.

I said hey relax go slow enjoy it if you want to and he settled down to lap and explore a bit . Don't rush it ok. He moved my penis side to side looking and then my drawn up tight balls he licked them.

He put me back in his mouth and slowly bobbed up and down he reached up and flicked my nipple with a finger.

I just humped slowly as he sucked me and when I felt I was getting close I said I'm gonna cum. He went faster and deeper. Then I grasped his head and blew off jets of cum. He pressed his face fully to my pubes and I throbbed in his throat I guessed. He slid up my shaft sucking all the moisture away.

He slipped up beside me and rested his face on my chest. I don't feel weird or scared right now. Me either I feel really great Wally.

Dad Wally and me went to the river cabin to cut the grass and check on things . Wally and me were always bunched up anyways so it was normal. Robby was busy trying to get ready for school and Mom was in the way trying to help him. We planned to stay the night and just escape the all Robby show.

Dad tinkered with the door on the shed while we cut the grass. After that we washed the boat and dad said if you boys wanna take it out for a spin go ahead.

Dad was tinkering about the cabin. We lowered the boat and checked the tanks. We carried empties to the back of the car we had a single full tank. Dad said he was going to run to the store and fill them up. I grabbed coppertone for Wally he's way to pale.

We putted out the creek waved to Mr. Wilkins he's camped out in his swing as usual.

Who's he asked Wally and I explained that he's a single dude makes models of ships and has a guy visit on weekends that he pays for sex. He has all sorts of sex magazines in his house that he leaves out to be found. It was like he and Will sorta knew each other somehow.

Wally asked if he ever tried to mess with me and I said no but when me and Will were there they talked borderline sex talk. It was weird unusual but sorta not . The guy stopped on his way to Mr.Wilkins place but he's passed me with only a wave. Then he showed up at the cabin and I think he peeped in a window while we were sorta doing it. Wally laughed and said well when you are around Will doing it never stops.

I'm really trying to just focus on the positive parts and not the bad crap. Sometimes I struggle figuring out the difference. We putted along headed out into the river. There were boats all about and folks water skiing and fishing and hanging out.

A boat raced up towards us and slowed then stopped . It was a couple of Robby's river buddies they had been drinking I guessed . Where's your brother they asked . Back home I said getting squared away for college I added. Lucky bum one of them said I gotta work on the farm. We gotta go and they spun the boat around and raced away.

Wally said who were they. Some of Robby's river buddies . Local farm boys I think. He hangs out with them and they drink and stuff.

Your straight laced good boy jock brother drinks asked Wally. Yea he's pretty good at hiding it from the folks but I knew .

We putted along some more and the engine quit. I tried and tried but it wouldn't start. This family stopped and asked if we were ok and well they pulled our boat back to the boat house.

Dad offered them money and they politely refused saying it could be us next time.

We dug the boat trailer out and me and Wally paddles down the creek to the ramp. He used the twins dads tractor to pull the boat out. The Cadillac doesn't have a hitch.

We got invited to dinner at the twins and family and well it meant no fried hot dogs .

We just hung around with them us boys went to the tadpole creek . Randy and Reilly kept a never ending stream of narrative and we were lucky to get a word in from time to time. They finished each other's sentences and seemed to be always thinking the same thing.

Wally asked me if ever stopped talking and Reilly said nope never, and we all laughed. I remembered the last time we were here at the wide shallow spot and how we jerked off and I wondered if it would come up again.

I wasn't sure how it would go with Wally but hey he would win the size challenge. Well it didn't come up and I was happy . We heard the boys dad whistle and we headed back. Baked spaghetti and salads and it was delicious. We the boys ate like farm hands.

The dads sat on the porch sipping brown liquor and the twins mom had a glass of wine.

We , the boys headed off to our cabin to play a board game.

It was a fun time just us being boys laughing telling tales and bragging.

Dad came in and said that we could all sleep here tonight . I dug up some extra pillows and blankets. It was after eleven and dad said time for bed guys. The twins wanted to sleep in bedroom with us. So we shuffled things and we decided that two each would share a twin bed.

The twins got Robby's and Wally and I got my bed.

We eased the door shut and sorta settled between farts and giggles and belches and giggles . Dad yelled enough !

We calmed down and it got quiet. Then I heard it and Wally poked me. It sounded like the twins were jerking off. Listening turned us on and I felt Wally log growing in my back. I eased my briefs down slowly and quietly and grasped his meat and put it in my crack. He slid it slowly listening to the fap fap in the bed beside us and then he spewed all up my back . I just kept squeezing my boner and I spewed out my load I was dripping cum but sated and happy.

Dad popped open the door but didn't come in or say anything . I smelled coffee and bread . I figured some can glazed buns. We got up and I made Tang and we polished off the buns and spam. The twins dad had a cup of coffee and they left. We straightened up I stripped the beds with Wally's help .

We got home and Wally and I walked to his place. I wasn't supposed to hang out but we went to his room. Once inside we started to make out. It got all hot fast and I sucked him off on my knees him standing in front of me. When he shot off another massive load we switched and he sucked me till I shot off.

His mom yelled that I needed to head on home . We used a old shirt from the door and wiped up .

When I got home dinner was on the table and Dad said I told you not to go there and hang out didn't I. Yes sir I'm sorry it won't happen again. Robby gave me the look of tread carefully. We sat and ate dinner and most of the talk was about school and had Robby finished all his questionnaires and stuff. Oh you got your class list Saturday in the mail CJ. Where's it at I asked and mom said on my writing table and I jumped up to get it . I showed it to Robby and he said you're gonna get it easy you have all the best teachers.

Mom and Dad seemed pleased and I once again had met with Robby's approval.

We watched tv and the Sunday night movie then we headed up to bed. I showered first then Robbie. Mom and Dad had their own bathroom. We kept clear of their room all the time. I was laying on my bed when Robby came in the room in his towel. Wanna he asked me smiling. Sure I said he laid the towel on the floor and and pulled his hand lotion out . I got on my knees and put him in my mouth. He went from sorta hard to rock hard in a flash. His sculpted teen body and that fresh soapy smell and how perfect his penis fit my mouth. He whispered can we do the other thing he asked. I grabbed the bottle and squished some of the cream up in me and laid on my back raising my legs up. He got on his knees and pushed me back lined up and pushed in . I almost screamed but didn't . Easy I said hissing . I was all stingy and on fire . He pressed much easier this time and while I hurt it wasn't fire hot . He built up a tempo and there was some slap slap going on not loud loud but not quiet.

We heard the door and scrambled to our beds when our door opened up and mom said what's going on in here boys. The towel and hand cream were on the carpet . Y'all need to stop this foolishness and go to sleep. If she saw it she didn't say anything. We laid there silent as cats for a long time and Robby slipped off his bed and said my balls are aching so badly. I rolled on my side and mouthed his penis and he blasted away a nice thick load. He grabbed up the towel and cream and eased back into bed.

The middle of august Robby was to leave for school. He got a letter from college telling him his room assignment and it was Rafi his guide for orientation. He seemed pretty ok with that. He explained our parents that if he roomed with a boy from town it wouldn't be the same and to be with a kid from another country would expand his horizons.

Mom like that comment and then he said Dad you travel all over the world for the metal company you get it right. He nodded and said I'm all for it your mom has reservations but she will adjust.

The next few days were wild as heck. We me and Robby walked over to wish Will well and he said something and Robby punched him in the face. He leaned down and said next time I will fucking kill you. His dad came running out and Robby squared up and said get him away from this town. His Dad looked beat. He snatched up Will his nose bleeding badly and drug him in the house.

Robby's knuckle was bleeding and when I asked him what started that he was angry and said for me not to worry over it but that punch was long overdue. I hope I never see that scum again. I said quietly I agreed. If he hurt you and I find out I will kill him. I said he would be the first person I'd tell .

We went home and Wills mom had called our house saying Robby had broken Wills nose.

Dad asked him as mom cleaned up his hand , you have a good reason son . I did dad and that is all I'm gonna say . Dad pondered a moment as mom stared at him then Robby and said well that's good enough for me then it's over and done .

We ate cake and ice cream and things settled for the evening. Mom gathered up the plates and went to the kitchen then Dad said you guys sure are making a bunch of noise at night . It's my fault Dad we been wrestling and other dumb stuff I sorta don't want Robby to leave so I've been acting the fool. He smiled and said I understand but please it's driving your mom nuts and keeping me awake cause she keeps hitting me. He smiled and said it's ok I got that way when my brother went away too.

I felt Robby Pat my leg softly and he smiled at me and mouthed a thanks.

We headed up for showers and Mom said no wrestling tonight.

We showered up and had pajamas on came down kissed them goodnight and mom got all weepy a few more days and my baby won't be kissing me goodnight.

We escaped the den ran upstairs and crawled into our beds. I slipped out and was beside Robby's bed and asked why did you break his nose. He's a punk and he got angry.

No one talks bad about my brother.

He's a weird one for sure. Robby said he got caught messing with a boy over at the big house with the pool is the rumor. That house is for sale and now he's headed to the marines. It's all rumors and such but Billy's Dad and Wills Dad play poker and are buddies and well he told Billy's dad Will was in trouble and this was the best solution.

Did he mess with you at all. I lied and said nope he tried but I wouldn't do that stuff . It's only for you. Mom opened the door and asked what we were doing . Life lessons only a brother can give a brother he said . She came in kissed us both and said good night I think she was crying.

Promise me CJ that you won't do that anymore. I got all choked up and said I can't promise you that Robby. I don't get it and I hope it's a phase or something but I don't like girls like you like girls. I will promise not to mess with anyone older then I said real quiet except you.

Jeez kid I don't know what to do with you. Well I said I'm gonna tell you a secret please don't tell mom and dad. I really like Wally and he likes me.

He seemed shocked then said well if it makes you happy I'm gonna be ok with it.

I reached for him and he grabbed my hand and said not tonight ok . He kissed my forehead and said he loved me.

The house was a whirlwind of commotion and that weekend arrived and we packed up the wagon and Robby and I rode in the convertible and mom and dad in the wagon. Campus was a mess of parents siblings and guides. We met Rafi and mom loved him. He poured on the charm. We moved in Robby and mom fussed and fretted and finally Rafi whispered to Robby and then Robby said it's time for you guys to go. I need to get settled in and it won't happen till I'm alone. Dad peeled Mom away and we got in the station wagon. The ride home was quiet and I think Mom was crying.

I had a couple magazines to thumb thru. Dad finally asked me if I knew why Robby hit Will. I said I didn't all I know is we walked over to wish him well he leaned in whispered something to Robby , pow he was on the ground bleeding.

Mom turned in the front seat and said as long as he never touched you in your private spots . He didn't ok .

They seemed relieved by my steadfast answer. There was no way I'd bring all that down on the family . He's headed away and no one knows.

We got home and I said I'm headed to Wally's ok . I got a grunt of acknowledgment jumped on my bike and left. Wally was in his room drawing as usual and I sailed onto his bed. Dad gone it CJ he wailed at me . What I said I missed you.

He smiled and set his pad aside. How did it go he asked me . Mom cried a lot . His roommate is super cool he's got shiny black hair and creamy brown skin. He's speaks really good english but it's not like us talking . Yea that happens when you are born in a different country.

Wally Mom came in the room and said it smelled like stinky feet and sour clothes. She said clean it up or all the drawing stuff gets locked up.

She left and we got busy picking up and changing sheets. Wally was surprised I could make a bed. My mom makes us do many chores , I know how to run a washing machine. He dug out some tall athletic socks that were super crusty. We loaded a couple of pillow cases with his clothes and went to his basement and started washing them.

We went to the kitchen and his mom said hang out all you want that's the easiest I've ever gotten him to clean up his room. She announced that she was headed to the market .

Wally's Pops is an accountant and works long hours six days a week. Wally and him look much alike.

She left and we headed upstairs I said you need a shower man . He slipped off his clothes and went to the bathroom . Since we had been hanging out he had become relaxed around me and seemed calmer. I had stopped being anxious about some of the things I'd done .

I followed him into the bathroom waited a moment and slipped behind the curtain. I knew you couldn't keep away he said his back to me and soap in his hair.

I started to wash his hair gently and he leaned back against me.

Are we like boyfriends he said to me. Well I said to him I told Robby before he left for school I really liked you a lot and that you liked me a lot. He said that if it made me happy he was ok with it . So yea I guess we are boyfriends.

You told your brother he said to me wide eyed. Yea I told him I added. He's not mad or nothing. Naw he's not like that.

I told my Mom after she asked me why I was so upbeat all of a sudden. She hugged me and said that it will take some getting used too. Is that why she was all flustered with me this morning.

Are you going to tell your parents. I suppose so I said washing his back. Seems only fair after all your mom knows . Word will get out I suppose I don't want my folks to learn second hand. That wouldn't be right.

We faced each other and he said I wanna be with you if that's ok . We stood facing each other soaping our wieners slowly staring at each other. We came on each other letting the shower wash it all away. We dressed and went back to my place.

Mom and Dad were in the den when we sat on the sofa holding hands. Dad raised and eyebrow and Mom held three fingers to her mouth.

She softened her faces and smiled and got up and hugged us .

We told our story, all of it , to my parents. My father kept his face calm and steady as we replayed the story.

Mom sat with us on the sofa telling us that as far as me she's always known something hoped and prayed she was wrong. But she said we are who we are the path won't be easy for us but it's a path none the less.

Have you spoken to your parents Wally my dad asked him. My mom he said I seldom ever see my dad .

My Dad said we love you and support you but society won't be so open how will you guys deal with that.

Wally said low key all the way for now. Honestly with all that's happened we had to open up to someone and well we told you things we hope to never share with anyone else.

This is going to be a shorter story than I've been doing. It's developed as far as I want to take it. Thanks for taking the time to read it.

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CJ