Ricks Diary

By Ben Ng

Published on May 6, 2012

Gay

Mike Found Out

I was in heaven. Ben, the super jock and star quarterback, just gave me a blowjob! It was what I've been wanting, for years! My plan has been coming to fruition. Ever since high school, I've been secretly in love with him, but because I didn't want to mess up our friendship and risk alienating him, I took things slowly. We progressed from jerking off together to tag-teaming on girls. The logical next step is sucking, which I have started on him, but only now has he reciprocated. In any case, this is a good sign. He has expressed to me he didn't want to label his sexual orientation, that he just loves sex. That means he is open to all kinds of sexual acts. So, the next step would be fucking, but I didn't want to rush things.

You see, when he sucked me, he was hesitant. He didn't like the taste of cum. His reaction was like a typical straight guy being forced to suck, although he was ok with just sucking and not swallowing. Mainly, I think he did it so that I will continue to suck him. It wasn't something he would take the initiative to do, which tells me he's just a horny guy who would do something only to get something in return. If I just suck him without asking him to suck me, I would soon become his personal cocksucker. He would demand me to suck him whenever he is horny. I know this because I know him. The same goes with fucking. Although I love him and want him to fuck me, I don't want to become his sex slave. In fact, I want him to make love to me, not just fuck me.

So, it's not hard to get him to do sexual things, but it's hard to make him love me. He still treats me as just a friend who he can mess around with. I want him to treat me like a boyfriend, but I think that's too much to ask of him. He's just not there yet, and I have to take things slowly. I'd have to be content with us sucking each other, for now.

So, after the first time, Ben and I suck each other regularly. Sometimes we ask girls like Daisy to come and we tag team on them, other times when girls are not available, we suck each other. Ben's cocksucking skills improved somewhat, but he's still not crazy about it. I, however, greatly enjoy sucking him off and I often make it fun and sexy for him, teasing him endlessly by licking his cock head and tickling his underside while playing with his balls. I like to see him squirm and beg me to finish him off. He was starting to warm up to my teasing. We were usually so turned on after a while he would grab my head and shove it down his cock because he couldn't take it anymore, which I would then suck him hard and make him cum. By the time we finished we were usually laughing and panting. I have developed a technique whereby I would hold on tight to his cock after he climaxes and keep sucking him until he goes soft in my mouth, which would drive him nuts because his cock would be so sensitive after cumming. I would mercilessly tickle his underside with my tongue while creating a strong suction with my mouth. He usually would thrash around trying to push me away, but I would hold on tight. In the end he knows his struggles are futile as he weakly pushes at my head while he breathlessly watches me suck him dry. He would be so exhausted afterwards he would just lie back and pass out, but not before cursing at me for torturing him.

As you can see, I had a lot of fun sucking him off, and he tried to do the same for me. Gradually, he learned to enjoy sucking. I wanted him to be completely comfortable with it before moving to the next step. In my mind, two questions remain. When will he be fucking me again? Will I ever get to fuck him? But I knew it would take time. Suddenly, I remembered Daisy told me she wanted to see Ben and I suck each other, so I told Ben about it. He thought about it for a second and said, "It'd be hot, why not?"

So, I arranged for Daisy to come over. I again told her I had a surprise for her. When she came, I reminded her that she had said she wanted to see us suck. She was excited and she found a good spot to sit and watch. She started putting her hand inside her jeans and rubbed herself.

"Do you want to suck first or you want me to?" Ben looked at me and asked.

"No, we are doing 69." Ben raised his eyebrow. We haven't done it before. Daisy said that would be hot. I could see Ben was a little uncomfortable with it but he went along. We both got naked and went on his bed. I positioned both of us so that we were staring at each other's cock. Then I started sucking him. I took his entire cock in and Ben inhaled sharply. For some reason, he didn't suck me right away. It took him a while to get used to this position but he finally did. It was great sucking him while getting sucked. It's double the stimulation. Meanwhile, Daisy has taken her clothes off and was moaning while fingering herself. Her sexy voice made us suck harder.

Ben was getting into it, slurping and sucking my cock. Sometimes I would do a certain move, like rubbing his balls, and Ben would copy me. It was great, because whatever I wanted done to me, I only had to do it to him. I think this way he learned much faster. In no time, he has licked my cock head, used my precum to massage my entire cock, rolled my balls in my sack gently, stroked me up and down, poked the area between my balls and my anus, engulfed my cock with his mouth and deep throated me. Daisy was really getting into it as well because we could hear her moaning loudly, and wet sounds were coming from her pussy.

Performing sixty-nine was new to us, so it was extra exciting. Having double the stimulation, we approached our climaxes quickly. I could feel Ben's balls tightening and his muscles contracting, so I knew it was close. I was the same. I started sucking him faster and harder, creating a strong suction with my mouth. Ben returned the favor, sending me over the edge. In one last move, I deep throated Ben. I wanted to have all his cock in me when he shot. As we both reached our orgasms, we shot violently in each other's mouth at exactly the same time. Releasing cum from my cock and receiving cum in my mouth at the same time felt so surreal. It was as if I was sucking my own cock. It was a full circle: I gave him my cum and he gave me his. Both of our essences were deep within us.

Before he finished shooting, I pulled his cock out so I could taste him. I wanted to roll his cum around in my mouth and feel him, taste him. I wanted to savor his essence. It was such a turn on. I slowly swallowed his cum, enjoying every drop. I knew he wasn't a big fan of swallowing, but he didn't spit it out. I could hear him gulping so I knew he swallowed. It was actually a big step for him. So far, he always spat out my cum while I swallowed his whole every time. Meanwhile, seeing us cum, Daisy has fingered herself to a climax and she was moaning and panting while we were shooting.

"That was hot!" Daisy said breathlessly while she came down from her climax.

"Yeah, and Ben actually swallowed my cum!" I laughed as I looked at him. He had a weird look on his face.

"Yes, but it still tastes weird!"

"Have you tasted your own cum?"

"No, not really. Why?"

"Because we taste the same! You just have to get used to it!"

"I just don't like it! Why must I get used to it?"

"Because... it's etiquette! It conveys that you accept the other person." Ben frowned. I immediately regretted saying it.

Daisy looked at me for a moment and said, "I think the rumor is true. He loves you, Ben." I was so embarrassed. Ben looked at me, at a loss.

"I mean... I mean I swallow yours and I'd like you to swallow mine, that's all." I was desperately trying to avoid the topic of me loving Ben, especially in front of Daisy.

Ben just looked at me for a moment, deep in thought. Then gently, he said, "Ok, I'll try. May be I'll learn to like it." At that instant, I just loved him even more.

Daisy smiled while looking at us. I was certain she knew what's going on in my mind, but she didn't say anymore. "Ok, boys, thanks for the hot show. I need some cocks in me now!"

She came to the bed and lay between us, on her side. She was facing me while her back was facing Ben. She announced that she wanted to be fucked in both holes again. She leaned towards me and whispered in my ear, "I know you love Ben. You want me to help?" I quickly shook my head and signaled her to keep quiet. The last thing I wanted was some busybody coming in trying to help but most likely screwing things up and making it awkward. Daisy just smiled and shrugged. She opened her legs for us to enter.

Although I just came, it didn't take me too long to get hard again having a pussy presented in front of me. We started caressing each other's bodies while our cocks slowly rose to attention again. When we were ready, we pushed into the holes in front of us. In this position, both of us could thrust freely, unlike last time, when Ben was on the bottom. This time he really got into it, thrusting hard and fast. I played with her breasts while I pushed in and out of her pussy, feeling Ben's cock right next door. I looked over and saw Ben's face, full of concentration, with a serious look as though he was working on something delicate or artistic. I wanted so much to stroke that face and kiss his lips, which were slightly open, breathing quickly and looking so sexy.

Daisy just looked at me and smiled. In all the time I was fucking her, my eyes were fixated on Ben. Normally she'd be pissed but she just found out I loved Ben. She was enjoying the little secret and watching my tell-tale signs. I looked at her and smiled back, again putting my finger to my lips to ask her to keep it to herself. She smiled and nodded. Then she just messed with me. She held my head, pulled me to her and French kissed me. She stuck her tongue in my mouth and kissed hungrily. I broke us apart and frowned. My facial expression told her that I clearly disliked it. She couldn't help it and laughed. Ben didn't see my expression as he was behind her, but he knew she just kissed me and now she's laughing.

"What is it?" He asked.

"Nothing. Just an inside joke." Daisy said.

"What are you two keeping from me?" Ben sounded jealous.

"Nothing. Really!" Daisy laughed and said.

"You are not going to tell me?" Ben said in a challenging tone and he started thrusting even harder. Daisy let out a yelp.

"It's really nothing!" She was laughing hysterically by now. Ben didn't answer; he just kept thrusting harder and harder.

"Oh my God you are making my ass sore!" Daisy pleaded.

"Then tell me!" Ben demanded.

"Rick's just a bad kisser, that's all. I laughed at how he sucked at kissing!" Daisy just wanted Ben to stop pounding her so hard, so she made something up.

"Oh, that's it? Looks like you got to work on your kissing while I work on swallowing."

"Yeah, that's a deal." I answered while I winked at Daisy.

"Ok, should I help you practice more?" Daisy smiled while saying to me, clearly still messing with me. I gave her an angry look and pounded her harder.

"Ouch! You boys should learn to be gentle! I'm a lady!"

"More like a tramp!" Ben said.

"Hey, I resent that!" She said in a flirting tone. Clearly she was not offended.

"Why don't we pound her as hard as we can, Rick? Ready? 1, 2, 3, go!" And we thrust hard. Daisy screamed while we both laughed hysterically. We kept thrusting as hard as we could until we reached crashing orgasms. We both shot a huge load in her, and I could feel Ben's cock pulsating next to mine. Cumming with your best friend together in the same girl is such a rush, I could hardly describe it. We looked at each other, a mischievous grin on his face and I'm sure on mine as well. We both locked eyes as we continued to shoot inside Daisy, enjoying each other's satisfaction. We both sighed when our climaxes were over.

"You boys are naughty, naughty, naughty!" Daisy exclaimed while she came down from her own orgasm. While we thrust so hard into her, she couldn't help but climax. She tried to use a scolding tone but clearly she was ecstatic. She loved a good fucking. We were all out of breaths as we've never fucked so hard. Ben always tried to pace himself and never fucked at full force until the last fifteen minutes, but this time, we gave our all and it was over in ten, but those ten minutes were really intense. We were sweating all over, like we just ran a marathon. It took us a while to catch our breaths.

When we recovered, Daisy got dressed and said she was leaving. Ben had passed out as usual, and I got dressed to go back to my room. When I opened the door, Mike was right outside. He saw Ben naked on the bed and Daisy and I getting ready to leave. Ouch.

"What were you doing in there?" Mike asked Daisy, clearly pissed.

Before Daisy could answer, I responded, "Daisy knew Ben since high school, remember?"

"Were you fucking Ben in there?" He already knew the answer and he turned to me. "Rick, you knew about this? Did you fuck her too? Were you having a threesome?" He wasn't giving us time to answer, but those were rather rhetorical questions. When he saw that we were silent, he knew he was right.

"And you are doing this behind my back, Rick?" He looked at me with an angry yet sad expression. I could tell he was hurt, not so much that Daisy had a threesome with Ben and I, but the fact that I kept him in the dark for so long. He just stormed away. I felt so guilty. I wanted to say something but he was already gone. Daisy just shrugged and left.

Next: Chapter 18: The Fallout


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