This report was created at the request of an online Master, on FetLife, some time ago and was posted on my profile in that community. My Master has received a suggestion that the report be shared with the larger community of Nifty.org. I therefore present to You this account of my journey to servitude and to the position i currently hold. This is a true account of my development and have not changed any names or details.
When i was instructed to recount my journey to my present status as a servant of Men, it made me realize that i had never reflected on my own history. i had never examined which decisions led me to this honoured position. But upon such rumination, i realize that the seeds of my destiny were apparent since my childhood.
i was a small child. i was not particularly tall and was quite slender. And like any boy, i was drawn to the popular boys of my class. But it seems i may have been abnormally dedicated to these boys.
At the age of 10, i can recall doing whatever i could to be seen by the older boys in the school. i would volunteer for sporting activities as a bat catcher or water boy and would do my best to impress these boys with my efficiency. i would surround myself with 12 and 13 year old boys and do whatever i could to be noticed and appreciated.
During games of war or cops and robbers, i would find it exhilarating to be caught and imprisoned. i would run as fast as i could, but would always be caught by the older, bigger and faster boys. i recall fighting back, obliging them to be more forceful with my capture. Any opportunity was seized to escape which required physical force to hold me in position. This was quite exhilarating for me.
At the beginning of and throughout my adolescence, the pattern persisted. i continued to volunteer my services in the older boys' sporting events. At the age of 14, my friends were 16 and 17 years old. To impress these older boys, i played every sport i could and strove to excel at these. When i proved to be a strong player, the older boys would welcome me as their young admirer in their games. They would look out for me and take me under their guidance and protection. i was included in their activities as they found it delightful that i would flatter and revere them and do whatever i could do to please them.
Looking back now, i realize that i was fortunate to have fallen-in with a good group of boys and was not exposed to drugs or illegal activities. i continued to be the younger brother of these good and impressive young Men.
But eventually, my thoughts turned to sexuality. And the fantasies of submitting to the sexual needs of these young athletic Men began to consume my world. i did my best to dismiss these, hoping that by surrounding myself with older boys, their lurid talk of girls and sex, would correct my aberrant fantasies. This plan was thoroughly unsuccessful.
The realization now comes to me that i acknowledged my desire to submit to strong boys before i came to terms with my own homosexuality.
i followed these older boys into the high school gym where they mentored me in the science of fitness. My slender and trim frame began to grow. We rough-housed and wrestled and i relentlessly challenged the boys who could best me. They pushed me around and tussled with me as older brothers would. i was reaching a level where i could physically and athletically vanquish boys who were a number of years my senior. i pursued the company of those who could defeat me physically and on the playing field. i learned and developed with these young athletes. And i continued to be the younger and weaker member of this powerful and popular group of Boys.
Finally a senior at my high school, my primary group of friends continued to be the older Boys, who were now in college and university. They continued to physically dominate me in the field and in the weight room and repeatedly wrestled me into submission. i bore the pain and the taunts and i fought through the contests and the challenges; all in an effort to prove my endurance and my right to be with them.
I adored these impressive young Men and did whatever i could to be among them. And my sexual fantasies continued to feature them as my dominants.
To please these young Men, i would be the beer fetcher at the parties, the designated driver when they needed a ride home and the porter during outings. They would dominate and embarrass me in an effort to impress girls and they would be rougher with me on the field and knock me down during a game to prove their strength. Those Young Men knew they could call me, day or night, and i would loyally acquiesce to their every request.
Recent conversations with some of these old friends have confirmed that they understood exactly what was happening. From my absence of girlfriends despite being an attractive young man, this group of Boys had correctly deduced that i was homosexual. And they saw the desire that i exhibited in wanting to please and impress them. They nonetheless loved me as a younger brother and enjoyed the attention. Many of them had known me since childhood and were true friends. These Boys were understanding and accepting of my homosexuality before i was.
Once i arrived at University, my own sexuality became evident to me. i accepted my homosexuality and began to truly understand that to obtain satisfaction and pleasure, i needed to find opportunities where i could be sexually submissive to strong Men.
In residence and through my involvement in sports, i managed to find fit Young Men to play with. True dominants were a rarity but i delighted in pleasuring athletic and rough Men. In my last year as a university student, i lived off-campus in a one-bedroom apartment. My building had 5 floors and i lived on the highest one. i continued to have exciting sexual encounters, sometimes finding myself in relationships. But the day an incredibly attractive Young Man moved in the unit across the hall from me, i was single.
In July 2005 we began a life-altering friendship. i spent a lot of time with Him, did Him favours and did my best to impress Him. He could always defeat me on the playing field and could always best me in the weight room. He was confident, intelligent and popular.
Within a few months, it was revealed to one another that we were both gay and in an evening of beer and sweat, we revealed our true natures to each other. In the bedroom, He took control of all activities and i happily relented to His commands. As of that night, we entered a relationship that would forever define me. i had found my rightful position at His feet.
He was a Man who could physically control me, forcefully enact His wishes and impress upon me His superiority. We fell in love with each other and with our respective positions. i delighted in His absolute control over me and learned to be a slave to His dominance. The physical challenges of pain that i endured served to prove my devotion to my Master. Torturous punishments provided discipline for incorrect behaviour, which moulded me into a better companion for my Supreme Master. i became a better fit for Him and our compatibility for each other neared perfection.
After graduation, my career led me away from that small city where He still resides. But i continue to serve Him, from wherever i am. At least once a month, i make my way to Him and serve Him in His home.
In February 2008, i signed a contract which forever bound me to His service. Since then, i have completely and utterly surrendered my existence to Master Mike and proudly accept His ownership over me.
If a stranger were to look at my current position at Men's feet, they might find it odd that a man would willingly surrender himself to the service of another. But my growth and decisions have led me to this obvious place. And having found true happiness, i am sincerely grateful of the journey that i have undertaken.
This report was the result of an order sent to me by a Superior Man. Please contact me, my Master or my Online Activities Supervisor if You would like to request other reports from me:
My Email: zn_83@hotmail.com
My FetLife.com Handle: say_hi_to_zach
Master Mike's Email: trip_there@yahoo.ca
Online Activities Supervisor's FetLife.com Handle: capt_jon