I thought I would share this because maybe you're someone who can understand and appreciate it. At least I hope so. The events are completely true, and told in exact detail of how I am committed to my honest hunger of being raunchy. This is what I enjoy, and gladly accept. Usual disclaimers apply.
Since I was 18 and sucked my first dick, I've always loved taking cock in my mouth. I'm now 38 yrs old. I never ventured further, but have always enjoyed smelling my farts. About a month ago, I started rubbing my finger on my hole (ripe), then sniffing it and subsequently sucking the taste off in my mouth.
I found I very much liked the flavor, and have done it a lot since. The enjoyment I'm sure was partly due to the nasty action, but I was really getting into the taste of it. As I increasingly kept sucking my ass juices from my fingers, my appetite grew for more.
Finally, about a week ago, I stepped further towards my real desire - to taste actual shit. Instead of just putting my finger in my ass, I dug it up far until I felt my poop. As I realized, it was a turd I was feeling, I worked a piece off the end, and pulled it out of my hole. It was firm like clay, about the size of a lima bean. I raised it to my mouth, and put it on my tongue. I closed my mouth and just sucked on it getting my first taste of shit. I held it on my tongue, and I became more aware of the taste, the more I liked it. I sucked on the nugget for 2 minutes or so, reeling in the sensation, and pleasure of finally reaching my fantasy. I completely enjoyed the flavor, but chickened out, and went to the bathroom, and spit it in the toilet.
The next night, I decided to try again. This time, again my shit was firm, but the piece I plucked out was about the size of a quarter. I took it in my mouth and began sucking the flavor. I wanted more, so I began smushing it on the roof of my mouth. It began to break apart, and I kept working it around my mouth using my tongue. I was desparate to get the most taste of it, so I thoroughly worked it all over the inside of my mouth. I was reluctant, but my need overcame. After 3 or 4 minutes, the morsel was pretty much broken down, and I conceded to my craving, and swallowed the remaining chunks. I was so elated, to finally reach my goal and desire to eat shit. I made myself swallow all of it, and absolutely loved it. The taste of this piece was very rank and bitter, (unlike the piece from the previous night) but I hungered to go all the way. I did it, I tasted, savored, and took shit into my throat.
In the last 6 months, I've been increasingly attracted to the raunch stories, that I can find on the net. The more I read, the larger my interest grew. I have been beyond craving the taste of shit, and now I know why. I absolutely adore it. Even though it's taste was revolting, I don't care. I finally reached my goal, and plan to explore it much further.
The only way I could overcome my reluctance I should explain. I smoke crack on occasion, and it makes me extremely horny. I knew the only way I could experience my fantasy, was to be high on crack. That's how I did it. This is also the same way I started eating cum. I shot a load into a rubber, took a hit, and took the rubber off and sucked it into my mouth. Wow was I happy. I've done that a lot since then cause I worship the taste of sperm. I could easily become a huge pig for cum. I'd like to visit a gloryhole spot and eat loads all day and night. The only problem is, I'm hiv negative, and won't risk getting aids. Otherwise, I'd spend as much time on my knees getting fed cum loads as much as I could, cause sperm is scrumptious. I could eat it by the glass full - and would love too.
Back to the experience -- I took a big hit of crack and immediately reached in my butt to get the poop. Since the crack buzz fades quickly, I wasted no time. I quickly got my piece of shit while I was buzzing, and began my journey of being a shit eater. I truly love the action of tasting shit, and swallowing it down. I realize my true nature, it's eating as much sperm as possible, and chewing on logs of shit. These are my desires for sex, and am satisfied at the pleasure I get from it.
My next experience is to piss in a glass and drink it. I've tried a small taste, but didn't like it. I know however, I want to and will end up drinking lots of piss too. I only wish it was a guys dick pissing in my mouth instead of my own from a glass.
Someday, I hope to have a guy put his dick in my mouth and have me drink his entire load of piss. I'd also like to have a couple at the same time pee straight into my open mouth - each guy pausing as my mouth gets filled to give me time to swallow and then have them both resume until I'm able to drink every drop of their piss without spilling any. I also crave the day when a guy slowly pushes a firm log of shit out while my lips cover his asshole. I desperately want to feel a firm log slide into my mouth. I'll then suck on it like a cock sliding in and out of my mouth and then take nibbles off the end and try to eat the whole log. I now know I love chewing shit, and want more than my own. I also will spend hours on end in an adult store with gloryholes sucking as many cocks as I possibly can and eat at least 25 loads of sperm in a row. I so adore cum that I know I'll never get enough and will take each and every load that I can get. I know a couple places, and one always has big black cocks for me to suck. It'll take longer getting black guys to shoot, but I most love black dick, and will gladly wait the extra time to be fed black mens loads. I also would like to have forty or fifty guys at a party let me eat all their loads too. I want to have 2 or 3 shoot in my mouth at the same time. I also hope to have several one after the other shoot in my mouth and I'll hold it all until hopefully enough loads have been dumped in my mouth as to fill my mouth up full. What a dream come true - me have a completely full mouth of a bunch of guys sperm. I will close my mouth and swirl it around my tongue for a long time collecting as much flavor as I can. Then I'll gratefully swallow it all down and feel my throat get coated with all that sperm. I also want to have 15 or 20 guys shoot into a bowl so I can use a spoon to eat it. Then I'll lick the bowl clean. As you can tell I have an intense love of sperm, I accept it and look forward to when I visit the gloryhole to get fed.
In summary, I worship dick. From dick comes piss and cum. To suck cock is appropriate for me, but I've discovered that I need much more - lots of piss and sperm. Somehow, I've accidentally acquired a desire to taste and eat shit also. I'm basically a nasty faggot and get my satisfaction from being raunchy. I happily embrace this cause it all tastes good to me and makes me feel great. I have no desire to be any nastier than described here, I don't want spit, blood, puke etc., but someday I will have a guy pick his nose and I'll suck all his boogers from his fingers and eat all he can get me. I really enjoy being used to please men, and even probably will have guys spit in my mouth. After all, since I'm going eat boogers straight out of a mans nose, I might as well enjoy his spit too. I think I'll enjoy that too. Think about it - if this weren't true, wouldn't I exaggerate more? Ultimately, I hope to someday be a slave to a guy and hopefully he'll have me serve lots of his friends. I belong in front of a man eagerly eating anything he wants to feed me. That's my role, and I feel blessed.