Author's note: This is the fifth chapter! Thanks to everyone who read the story and another to everyone who send me feedback! I LOOOOVE THAT! ;)
I don't know any of the BSB, 'Nsync, their manager... In short, you know the deal... If I hope? Well, saying 'no' will be a BIG LIAR from me, hehe. Don't read if you aren't older enough or/and if you don't like homosexual stories.
NOTE: Well, most of you know that I'm French. So, I want to say something: Sometimes, my English sucks, I know. But not only because I made grammar errors. You know, even if I use American English, sometimes I use European English. Why? It's because the English teachers that I had didn't use the same English. Several of them used American English and the others European English. So that's explain why several of you may not understand several words that I use and/or will use. But don't worry, I do everything I can to write in American English. And as for the grammar errors... well I do everything I can to avoid them.
Check these stories out, there're really good! Watch out, the list is long: "Nick and Brian", by JC Vascardi "Open Arms", by Carter "Because I love you", by Lucas Thompson "The Body Switch with Nick Carter" by Sher (Your story rocks, buddy! Continue it!) "The Project" by Adam "Any Path", and all the sequels, and "Interludes" by Dara Lynn "Star Crossed", "Sucks to Be You" and "I Need You Tonight" by Jo Beth Hill "It's Gonna Be Me" by Jamie "Say my Name" by Jo Beth Hill and Colleen "Heaven in yours eyes" by Beck "Question of Faith" by Nathaniel O'Leary "Chances are" by Red "Josh and Just" by AJ Shukla "Just One Call" by Sarah "Tearing Up My Ass" by Rick Chasez "Kevin and Dustin" by Nick Moore "Little White Lies" by Elly Iles "Calming Waters" by NCfan "Devotion" by Angel1313 "The Real Nick" by Kevin Michael "God Must Have Spent" by AJ B. "Secrets" and "Hands Of Time" by Mistress_n9 "Shape Of My Heart" by MJ and "Loneliness Knows Me By Name" by Cody
You can also check out my other stories "Together Again", "Fate Will Gather Us Together" and "Whispering Wind".
English isn't my first language... So I'm really sorry for all the errors I may did. (you read the note...?)
Send Me An Angel Chapter Five By Sophie V. (wind_phoenix@hotmail.com)
Brian opened his eyes and saw that he wasn't in the living-room anymore... but in the bedroom. "Nick probably took me there..." he whispered softly to himself. He then smiled as he remembered what they had done. He wasn't surprised why he felt asleep, after. Nick had a talent for turning him on so fast... he couldn't resist... well, he never resisted or tried to, in fact. He quietly giggled and turned around, expecting to see his Nicky asleep. His smile immediately faded as he didn't see him. He sat up and looked in the room. No Nick. "Nick? Baby, you're there?" he called as he got up. He received no answer. Sighing, he went in the bathroom to shower, not seeing the letter on the small table. "Probably out... but why without me?" he thought as he started to wash himself.
In the room, Tyke entered and crouched next to the bed, waiting for his master. He immediately stood as he saw something entered in the room by the door. It looked like red powder. "Wa! Wa!" he barked, feeling something wrong. But because of the water, Brian didn't hear him. Tyke walked backwards as the powder went on the table, where was the note. It went on the note, lighted it up and two seconds after the letter stopped shining, back to normal. As the sound of the shower stopped, the powder exited the room by the door, following by the small dog. The powder quickly went down the stairs and exited the house by going through the cat flap that Nick and Brian had made for Tyke. The dog exited the house too, but didn't see the powder anymore. There was nothing... as if nothing had ever happened. Tyke just whined slightly and went back in the house, wanting to go back to his master.
Brian exited the bathroom, dried, and walked toward one of the closet. He opened it and took one of his gray baggy jeans, a pair of white boxers and one of Nick's dirty white sweater. He quickly dressed and sat on the bed, waiting for Nick. "I hope he'll be there soon..." he said to himself. Then he saw his dog entering in the room, barking. "Hey, boy." he said, patting his head. "Hungry?" He got up and was going to exit the room when he noticed a letter on the small table near the door. He took it and recognized Nick's writing. "He probably says where he is..." he thought as he started to read the note...
"Come on, Justin, wake up!" said Joey as he shook Justin lightly, who was lying on the couch, unconscious. "Joey!" said Lance as he pulled him away "Don't be that rude! Remember what happened?" "Of course!" said Joey "I nearly had a heart attack!" "You weren't the only one..." said JC as he slowly lifted Justin's chest. He then sat on the couch and pulled Justin down on his laps. Justin hadn't moved, he was still unconscious. "Just don't make too much noise." JC said "He must rest." Then Jake, one of the producers, entered in the room. "He didn't wake up?" he said. "No." Sighed Chris "He's still sleeping... when the doctor will be there?" "In a hour or so." Answered Jake "He'll tell if Justin is sick or something." He then exited the room, leaving the guys alone. "This is so strange..." said Lance, frowning "He was in a happy mood, yesterday... And then... damn, this is disturbing." "Yes, it is." Said JC "Whatever is wrong with him, we have to help him." "You didn't notice something abnormal, lately?" asked Chris to him. "No..." answered JC "Well... except..." "Except what?" asked the others. "Well... this morning, he woke up while screaming... he had a nightmare..." "A nightmare?" said Joey. "Wait." Said Lance "Perhaps it made more sense." "What do you mean?" asked Chris. "Well... you remember earlier he said that he saw the accident in his dream... since then, he was like... disturbed." "Yeah, I saw that..." said Joey, shaking his head "He fucked up three times the same song, earlier." "Joey..." said Chris, looking at him a bit annoyed. "Sorry." Said Joey. "Well..." said Lance "Perhaps that he's disturbing because of that... and that he needs some time to forget this accident." "Perhaps..." said JC "Now that I re-think about that, he was closer to the accident than me..." "You think he needs to see a shrink?" asked Joey. "I don't know." sighed Lance "But I think it will be better if he won't stay alone." "I'd never let him alone." Said JC "We always want to be together." "Well..." said Lance "In two days, we have the week off... I think it will be a good idea if you took vacations with him... Perhaps it will help him to get better." "Good idea." Said Chris. "Yes, it is." Said JC, stroking Justin's curls. "It will be better... I hope."
Brian, Listen, it isn't gonna be easy for you to understand that, but I need to tell you something. I'm fed up with my game, it's not funny anymore... well it was at first and for me, of course, but now I think that it's time for me to end that, since we're 'supposed' to be engaged.
"What does he mean? Why 'supposed'?" wondered Brian, frowning.
So I suppose you're wondering which game, uh? Well, listen it's easy to say: I don't love you.
"WHAT?!" screamed Brian, shocked.
That's it, I said it. But I have to give you some explanations. Several months ago, I decided to end my loneliness... but I didn't know how. I couldn't find someone right for me... I was fed up with all my one night-stands. Then I felt something in you. Something strong and different from friendship. Then the idea came in my head. Why I wasn't trying to get you? After all, I know you were very romantic and I knew that gay sex would be interesting. I know that, I saw a gay porno movie one day and I found it very exciting.
"No... it can't be true..." whispered Brian as tears started to stream down his face.
Anyway, I had a good time with you. But now, I move on. I'm actually out to buy a ring for my current girlfriend. I know that you must be angry, but, oh come on, it was fun, wasn't it? You know, I can act very well so I'm not surprised that you didn't see it before. You're probably not believing that this is happening but I'm sorry... it's all true. You're probably wondering what I did that to you, uh? Well, I couldn't let you so miserable, praying that one day, I'd love you back. I guess that everyone else will be angry against me, but they'll forgive me... and I hope that you will too. You're strong, Brian. I'm sure that you'll find one day someone who will really love you. Bye, Nick.
The letter fell slowly on the floor, along with some tears. "No..." sobbed Brian "Tell me it's not true..." He fell on his knees and quickly read the letter one more time, silently praying that he imagined everything. Through the many tears that streamed down his face, he still read the same words. He couldn't say that it wasn't Nick who wrote this. It was his writing. And even if Nick liked jokes, he would never do something like that. "NOOOOOO...." screamed Brian as he collapsed on the floor "Nick... tell me it's not true..." He sobbed his eyes out, his heart breaking into little pieces. It hurt so much that he couldn't move. After a few minutes, he crawled over the bed and plopped on it, crying really hard on the pillow that Nick had slept on last night. He cried hard, his head buried in it. It wasn't possible for him to stop. It was hurting too much. So much that he faint a few minutes later...
"Mmm..." JC, Lance , Joey and Chris immediately looked down at Justin, who was mumbling in his sleep. "He wakes up..." whispered Lance. "Yeah we saw that..." said Joey, rolling his eyes. "Shhh..." said Chris, Lance and JC at the same time, mentioning to him to be quiet. "Sorry..." whispered Joey as they all looked at Justin. "What did he say?" whispered Chris. JC raised his right hand, motioning to the others to be quiet. He bent over Justin's mouth so that he could hear him. "Again..." was what JC heard from his boyfriend. JC frowned and waited for the next part. "Nick... find him..." was what Justin mumbled before he fell asleep once again. JC looked up, a bit confused, and was met by three questioning faces. "So?" said Lance. "He said: Again... then Nick, find him..." said JC. The others looked at each other, VERY confused. "What's that mean?" said Joey. "I don't know." said Chris, scratching his head. "Nick?" said Lance. "Who is Nick?" asked Joey. "Well... except Nick Carter, we don't know many Nick... except Nick Lashey, but I really doubt that it's about him." Said JC. "Why he said his name?" said Lance. "Wet dream?" joked Joey. He was met by three angry faces. "Come on, guys, I was just kidding!" said Joey, putting his hands in front of him. "Well, I don't think it's time for that." snapped Lance. "We must find out what happen with Justin." The others nodded and looked back at Justin who was still asleep...
Brian woke up a moment later and found himself on the bed, wondering what happened. He got up and looked at the mirror of the room. His face was red and covered by dried tears. He then remembered... the letter. "Oh my god... I hope it was only a nightmare..." he said as he quickly looked for it. He found it on the floor. He took it and read it. Unfortunately, there was the same things written. "No..." he moaned as he burst into tears. He sat on the bed and cried, cried... A few minutes later, he took his phone and dialed a number. He needed to talk to the only person he could talk to when he had a problem, if it wasn't Nick... "Hello?" said a voice. "Kevin..." said Brian in a voice full of pain. "Brian? Are you okay?" asked Kevin, starting to worry. In answer, he heard Brian crying really hard. "Kev... I..." was all he could say before he continued to cry. "Oh god... give me a few minutes, I'm coming, okay?" said Kevin, panicking. "Yes..." whispered Brian, tears streaming down his face, as he heard the line went out. He hung up and pulled the phone on the bedside and lay on the bed. It was only a second later that he restarted to cry.
"My ass is itching..." Nick nearly burst out laughing as he heard the thought of a man that he had just crossed in the street. It was getting funny to him. He heard a lot of funny things since a moment. "I must say that to Brian..." he thought "Even if he'll think I'm insane, I must do it." He continued to walk quietly and a few minutes later, he arrived near the beach. Now, he could see his and Brian's house. "Back home..." he said, smiling, as he walked toward it. He saw that the front gate was opened, causing him to frown in wonder. As he passed the gate, he spot a car outside the garage. Kevin's one. "He comes to visit us? That's kind." He thought. "Nick!" he heard. He looked at the door and saw Brian walking toward him, smiling. "Hey, sexy." Said Nick as he put his arms around him. There was nobody on the street so he could do what he wanted. "Kevin is here too?" "Yes, but before we see him, why you don't give me a looong kiss?" said Brian, smiling. "How could I say no?" said Nick, also smiling, before he pulled Brian in a deep kiss. The kiss was getting more and more passionate... Nick was so lost in the kiss that he didn't feel that the man he was holding was changing form...
"No... I can't believe it! Nick can't do that! It's not him!" said AJ, angry as he went down the stairs with Kevin and a sobbing Brian. "You see the letter!" said Kevin also angry. "It was his writing! No doubt! And even if this is a joke, I'm going to beat his ass so hard that he won't be able to walk for until next week!" "Why he did... that?..." moaned Brian before he buried his face in Kevin's shoulder, crying really hard. Kevin immediately calmed down and hugged his young cousin. "Shh... Brian, calm down... it will be okay..." he said softly. "No..." sobbed Brian "The man I love used me... god, please, I want to wake up..." Kevin sighed and hugged him tightly. He wished, too, that it could be a dream. But it was too real to be a dream... well, a nightmare, actually. AJ looked at them, feeling really sorry. He knew he couldn't do something until Nick went back. Yet, he knew it was a good think that he decided to visit Brian and him at this moment. Brian really needed them now. He sighed and opened the front door, wondering if Nick was coming back. His mouth dropped opened as he saw Nick locked in a very passionate kiss... with a girl. "YOU ASSHOLE!!" he screamed really hard. Nick immediately looked up, slightly afraid by the tone of the voice, and saw a very angry AJ staring at him. He frowned in wonder and looked at Brian... to see, in his horror, that he was holding a girl with long brown hair and brown eyes who was smiling at him. He pushed her away and looked at her, very confused and shocked. "But... it was Brian!!!" he thought. "How could you?!" he heard a different voice saying. He looked back at the front door and saw, with AJ, a very angry Kevin and a really sad Brian. "Guys..." he said. "How could you use him like that?!" screamed Kevin with anger "He loves you and you decided to play with his feelings?!" "What?!" said Nick, shocked "No, I never did that!" "Don't lie!" snapped AJ "I just saw you kissing that girl!" "No!" said Nick "I don't know her, I..." "We know you know her!" said Kevin "The letter wasn't a sick joke! You use Brian all this time and we all thought that you loved him!" "But I do love Brian!" said Nick, feelings pain in his heart. "No, you don't..." said a weak Brian. AJ took him in his arms and let him crying on his left shoulder. Nick immediately started to walk toward him but stopped as he saw an angry Kevin walking toward him, while looking at him straight in the eyes. He started to tremble from fear. It wasn't a good sign. He was right. The next thing he knew was that he fell on the ground, feeling a big pain on his left cheek. Kevin had just slapped him... and he never did that before. "Get out of here and don't come back." He said, trying to control himself. "Kevin..." said Nick, with his left hand on his cheek and tears in his eyes. "I SAID TO YOU TO GET OUT!" screamed Kevin. Nick stood up, a bit slowly because of the pain, and looked at Brian, who was still crying on AJ's shoulder. "Brian gave you anything!" said Kevin "Love, your house, body and soul! Everything! And you... you gave nothing!" "Kevin... I don't understand." Said Nick "Which letter?... and... I think that this girl was Brian..." "Don't be much silly than you already are, Nick." Said Kevin, holding the letter. "You said everything!" Nick took it and read it. After reading, he looked up, tears streaming down his face. "But I never..." he started to say when Kevin took something from the ground. A small white box that Nick immediately recognized. In it, was the engagement ring he bought for Brian. It must had fallen from his pocket when he fell on the ground. Kevin opened the box and saw the ring. He closed the box and looked up at Nick, anger on his face. "So, this is the ring for your 'girlfriend'?!" he said angrily, emphasizing on 'girlfriend'. Before Nick could say anything, Kevin gave him back the ring. Nick took it, very hesitantly, and said: "Kev... it's not..." "Just get out of here, Nick." Said Kevin in a calm voice. "Find another place to stay... away from my cousin." "No... I love him..." said Nick, crying. Kevin looked at him in the eyes. Nick knew he couldn't say anything. They caught him kissing a girl. But it was Brian at first... it was so confusing to him, he didn't know what to do. Nick looked at Kevin then at Brian and AJ before he walked out, crying silently. Even if he showed what was wrote in the ring to them, it wouldn't be a good proof. The kiss was to explain. "But what happened?" moaned Nick "I love him..." He cried and cried as he walked away from the house and from the man he loved more than anything... During the argument, neither of them had saw that the girl had left quietly...
The girl, who was with them earlier, looked from behind a tree, not far from the house, everything that happened. She then walked away and as she walked in a small desert street, she changed form and became... a man with a red cape.
Justin's eyes abruptly went opened causing his band mates and boyfriend to jump a little in surprise, not expecting that. He sat up and breathed slowly. "Justin! You're okay?" asked JC as he massaged his shoulders. "What happened?" asked Lance. "You had a dream?" asked Chris "Or a nightmare?" said Joey. "Jee... calm down, guys." Said Justin, frowning, his right hand on his head "My head hurts..." "Lay down." Said JC softly as Justin lay back on his laps. He closed his eyes and opened them, looking at JC. "What happened?" he asked. "You don't remember?" said Chris. Justin shook his head 'no'. "You screamed when JC put his hand on your shoulder and then you faint... you were speaking during your sleep and then you wake up." Said Lance as the others nodded. "Ah... yes." Said Justin "I'm sorry..." "Can you just tell us what happen to you?" asked JC. Justin closed his eyes and opened them, staring at the ceiling of the room. "Guys... this is so hard to explain..." he said. "Try." Insisted Joey. Then, Jake entered in the room with a man following him, holding a suitcase. "Justin, I'm glad you're up." He said "This is the doctor Huston. He's going to see if you're in good health." "But I'm not sick." Said Justin. "No, but you seemed to have fever earlier, so it would be better if a doctor examined you." "Oh, okay." Sighed Justin. He looked at the doctor, shyly, and asked: "Can one of my friends stay here?" "Yes, if you want." Said the doctor, smiling. "Josh..." said Justin, looking at him. "I stay, don't worry." Said JC. "Well... we'll see you later." Said Lance as he and the others exited the room. "You'll explain everything later, okay?" said JC softly as he helped Justin to sat up. "Okay..." said Justin.
**************************************************************************** That's all for now! Thanks for reading, guys!:) All your comments, bad or good, suggestions and questions are welcome! Sophie V: wind_phoenix@hotmail.com (write SMAA or the entire title, as you wish.)