Passing time and writing it down.
Whenever I 69'd with a guy, I always liked being on the bottom. That way his cock always went deep into my mouth, especiallly with Vic whose cock seemed so big in my mouth that the only way I could breathe was to take it all into my throat and gasp for air inbetween the times it pulled out then pushed back in! Vic does have the largest cock I've ever had in my mouth, just about 6 inches, maybe a little more.
That makes me think about the cocks I have put in my mouth.
Steve's was 5 inches or so. I was 12 at the time and he was 15.
Ray's was 5 inches maybe, and uncut, the only uncut cock I've ever sucked. I was 12 and Ray was 14.
Bob's cock was fat, the fattest, but not too long. I was still 12 when I sucked his cock and he was 16.
Vic came next 5 years later. He has the biggest cock and the one I've sucked the most. I was 17 and he was 38.
Leo I sucked only once when we were drunk. Small cock. I was 22 and Leo 25.
Dick has a cock that turns towards him, about 6 inches, a bit less I think. I sucked his cock when I was 27.
No-name I sucked when I was 32. He had a real small cock!
George has a small cock, 5 inches at the most and less really! When I fist sucked his cock I was 35.
No-name 2 had a small cock, 5 inches at best. I sucked him when I was 37.
Lucky has a cock like most I've sucked, around 5 inches. I was 42 when I sucked him.
Billy has the second biggest cock of all. Probably 6 inches, but no more. I was 43 when I put his cock in my mouth.
Gerry also has a small cock, 5 inches. I was 44 when I sucked him.
There's a story that goes along with each of the 12 guys I've sucked. Or, something that happened which made it special enough for me to remember. I'll try to be short and tell you about some of them.
Steve first got his cock in my mouth by betting me he could wrestle me to the floor and stick it in. Of course he succeded. Steve had no trouble getting his cock in my mouth after that and he was the first one I asked to let me suck him. Once his grandmother opened the door and saw us. I was laying on the floor on my back with Steve sitting on my chest, his legs pinning my arms and his cock in my mouth. She just laughed and closed the door behind her.
Being the first cock in my mouth, there were other firsts that went along with it.
Steve was the first one I sucked with him standing and me on my knees.
He was the first guy I asked to cum in my mouth, but he never did.
When Steve asked me if I'd suck some of the other guy's cocks in the neighborhood I said no, and that was the end of that. At the time I didn't want anyone to know I had sucked a cock, but thinking back, I wish I had the balls to tell him I'd suck the other guys, because I probably would have ended up sucking 4 of them at the same time which I've never done.
I sucked Steve's cock, he never touched me.
On the 12 or so occaisions I sucked his cock, I'd say it went into my mouth a couple of hundred times.
Steve never came in my mouth.
Before I go on, I want to explain that even though I know it's impossible to really know how many times a cock has gone into my mouth, not how many times I sucked someone, I get a kick out of trying to figure it out. So, at the end of each person's story, I like coming up with a number!
Ray's uncut little prick ended up in my mouth shortly after I stopped sucking Steve's. The first time we took turns sucking each other's cocks, but somehow after that it was always my turn. I probably sucked Ray's cock 4 or 5 times, but other than the fact that it was the only uncut cock I've had in my mouth, I'll always remember the time I was with him in his house, Ray laying on the couch and me kneeling with his cock in my mouth. What I'll never forget, is that while I'm sucking his cock like that, a noise behind me makes me turn around real fast and I see his mother who had just come in. She had closed the door already and was standing inside the room, but looking down so as to make it look like she hadn't seen us. When she looked up I was still on my knees and Ray was pulling up his pants. Ray's mother caught me, there was no doubt about it, but she pretended that she didn't and never said a word.
Ray's cock crossed my lips 20 or so times I'd say.
Ray didn't cum in my mouth.
Bob, or Bobby which I called him, got his cock in my mouth when we were hanging around the tracks. Somehow we ended up betting on who could hit a can with a rock first. I all of a sudden said that if he hit it first I'd suck his cock. I had to miss it twice on purpose so he could win!
What I remember about Bobby is that his cock was real fat, not real long, real fat. After I lost our bet I pretended to challenge him with some fact about anything and as soon as I lost I'd say something like, "Shit! Now I have to suck your cock!". That didn't last long. In no time I had his cock in my mouth every time we were together.
Besides Bobby's fat cock, I remember the time we were in his room on the bed. The door was closed and Bobby was laying on his back reading a funny book. Everyone was home, his mother, his sisters, some of their friends and there I was on the other side of the door, laying on my belly between his spread legs with his cock in my mouth and sucking away! All of a sudden the door flys wide open and in runs his sister. Bobby covered his prick with the comic book instantly and yelled at her to never come in like that again, then told her to leave. She didn't say a word and I really don't know what kind of a look she had on her face or what she'd seen, because it happened so fast that I didn't have a chance to move. I only know that his sister ran into the room and saw Bobby laying on his back with the funny book over his crotch, and me laying face down between his legs with my face an inch away from the funny book. She never said a word about it to anyone.
Bobby never touched me. I sucked his cock and he let me. That fat cock slid along my tongue about 200 times I'd guess!
Bobby never came in my mouth.
Five years passed without me putting a cock in my mouth. When I did, it was the cock of an older guy I knew through high school,Vic, I was 17 and he was 38! He sucked my cock first after giving me 3 or 4 handjobs, then one day I grabbed his cock and we stood facing each other jerking on each other's cock. I didn't suck him that time, in fact it wasn't until another 4 times later that I did. He was real good about not making me uncomfortable. If I wanted to hold his cock while he sucked me it was ok, he didn't make me feel like I was supposed to suck him or that he expected it. Sometimes he'd suck me and then lay on his back while I played with his cock, then suck me again. Finally after a few times I put his cock in my mouth. At the time I had no idea that this would be the biggest cock I would ever have in my mouth, and the cock I'd have most in my mouth. It was also the cock I'd suck on and off for more than 30 years, and it got bigger each year!
So many stories! The first guy I 69'd with, one of only two and just once with the second! Vic and I 69'd alot when I was young, but after 2 or 3 years we seldom did it. While I'm reminded of this I have to tell you! Many years later when I'd been sucking Vic's cock for awhile, Vic got excited and jumped off the bed. He told me he wanted to 69 so I layed on my back and he knelt over me. Vic's cock had grown big by now, nearly 7 inches long, and he was so turned on, especially when he started sucking my cock, that his cock got hard as a rock and so big that I thought it would rip right through his skin. Well, I look up after his leg crosses my face and see this huge stiff cock swinging above my face. A second later Vic moves his hips, then drops it into my mouth! I'll never forget it! It was so big and my mouth was so full that I couldn't breathe. I stretched open my mouth, hoping to get a gasp of air, and as soon as I do Vic pushes it right down my throat! His crotch was pressed down on my face, I couldn't move, his cock was buried down my throat, all I could do was lay there with my mouth wide open and full! I felt my neck stretch and swell from his cock in my throat, it was like being nailed to the bed by my head and neck with a huge stake. When he pulled it out I got some air, I had to because as soon as he pulled his cock up to where the head touched my lips, he drove it right back down my throat with one quick push. I felt so helpless! But I'll tell you, I not only never felt like that before, or again, it was the best feeling I've ever experienced. I've never been taken like that!
Vic's cock went into my mouth so many times that it's impossible to evcn begin to count, at least 5000 times I bet!
Vic came in my mouth 3 times the first year I sucked his cock, but so little that I didn't realize he'd cum until someone really did cum in my mouth. It was the taste that made me realize Vic must have cum in my mouth.
Leo and I got drunk and I just told him I'd suck his cock after we started talking about sex. It was small and the only time. What I remember though, is about 10 years later, when I was with Leo and his girlfriend, she looked at me and said that Leo told her I gave better head than her. I was stunned and said nothing, then left. I now wish I'd joked about it with her, because I probably would have ended up sucking his cock right there with her watching! Leo did not cum in my mouth.
No-name 1 was a friend of Vic's. One day when I was over his house sucking his cock, Vic let him in and the 2 of them started kissing as they stood in front of where I sat. No-name was about 19 years old and I was around 40, and when I him take off his clothes and stand naked with Vic, I got off the chair and kneeled down. I started sucking Vic, then the kid, back and forth, but I stopped after 5 or so minitues. I would have gladlly blown the kid and let him cum in my mouth, Vic was getting old and I knew he wasn't going to cum in my mouth, he never did, I just sucked his cock, but the kid's cock tasted salty and I thought he was dirty so I stopped and left. No-name did not cum in my mouth.
Dick was an old friend I'd not seen for years. Then one day when I'm over his house, he tells me he likes men. He gives me a blowjob, but I leave without saying anything about me having sucked cock. I see him again a day or two later, and this time when he is sucking my cock I tell him I've done it too and ask him to let me do it to him. I sucked his cock but he didn't cum in my mouth, I'd cum twice in his mouth by now. Then the next day we're in his car and I tell him I want him to help me live out a fantasy of mine, I want to let someone cum in my mouth so I know what it's like. Dick does and I consider him the first guy to cum in my mouth even though Vic had done it before. But when Vic came I didn't even know it. I even had to ask Dick if he came the first time. He was offended that I didn't know. I think that had alot to do with the fact that after that time it was me sucking Dick's cock when we were together, he seldom sucked mine.
Dick had me suck his cock every time he saw me. At first he'd ask me, then after 3 or 4 times he'd just take his clothes off and tell me I could suck his cock. A couple of nights he had me suck him until he came in my mouth twice! Another time he took me for a ride up the highway and told me to blow him. I actually didn't mind! I just did what said without hesitating. After awhile I got used to him telling me what to do and ended up liking it. I always thought Dick got mad when I asked him if he came in my mouth that first time. He first started telling me to suck his cock because he was mad and he was getting back by taking control and using me. But when Dick saw I did what he said so willingly, I think that made him take control even more. Now he ordered me to suck his cock and I did, whenever he said, right then, even in the car. Without realizing it I liked it! Then after awhile I expected it! But Dick liked to rub my face into the dirt once in awhile to make him feel good. Once, when we were talking about how it felt to be fucked in the ass, I've never been fucked in the ass, he looked at me and snapped, "I only fuck girls!". Then without saying a word, he took off his clothes and sat down. I didn't say anything either. When I saw him undress and sit down without even looking at me, ignore me completely and start reading some magazine after he sat down, I stood there and looked at him. I remember saying 'fuck him' to myself as I stood there. Then, without a word, I walked over to him, knelt down and spread his legs with my hands, then sucked his cock until he came in my mouth and got up and left.
Dick's cock was in my mouth at least 400 times.
Dick came in my mouth at least 25 times.
No-name 2 I met at a bar after I caught my girlfriend making out with some guy. My real girlfriend was at home, we lived together, this one was just for fun. When I saw her with the guy, I went right to a bar I knew gay guys hung around and asked the first guy I talked to if he'd like to go down with me. I took him out to my van in the parking lot and blew him. He had such a small cock! I remember that after he came in my mouth I told him he tasted good! He gave me a real disgusting look and left.
George has a small cock, 4-5 inches, and it only came in my mouth once. But on and off for more than 6 years, I sucked and put it in my mouth.
Things I remember about sucking George's cock are many.
I was sucking his cock one night when my wife pulled up outside. I took his cock out of my mouth, went down and talked to her, telling her I was drunk and staying there, then after she left, went up to George's bedroom and sucked his cock again.
I sucked his cock in his room while people were in the room below us. Girls would come to the door while I was sucking his cock. He'd let them in and come back upstairs. I'd tell him to be still. I'd get on my knees and suck his cock for a minitue, then go downstairs and give the girl a hug and a kiss, telling them how great it was to see them!
There were times when George would sit downstairs naked in a chair while I knelt between his spread legs and sucked on his cock. The chair was right in front of the door, which would be wide open. Anyone coming up the stairs couldn't miss seeing us as soon as they got to the top. Most of the time it was dark outside when I sucked him in the chair with the door open, and the room was all lit up. Sometimes George would sit on the kitchen counter with his legs spread and me bending over in front of him sucking his cock. George was always naked when I sucked him and I was always dressed. The kitchen windows had no shades and there was a house next to his just up the hill. Anybody coming or going from that house had to come up the stairs and walk right by the kitchen windows. Every time I had his cock in my mouth in front of the open door at night, or in the well lit kitchen in plain view from outside, I thought about being caught sucking his cock by the girl who lived in the house, or by one of her friends. I knew if anyone came by they'd see me sucking George's cock for sure, but I sucked it anyway. I sucked his cock and liked the thrill of maybe being seen. I think I hoped somebody would see me, especially the girl. Nobody ever did!
I put George's cock in my mouth 1000 times or more.
Another thing was that I told Cindy, a wife of one of our friends, that I was sucking George's cock. He never knew and she never told anyone. But I liked telling her I had been sucking his cock, especially the times I was over her house and after calling George or Vic, tell her I was on my way to suck cock!
Lucky pulled his pants down to his knees in his attic with his wife and kids downstairs, which surprised me but didn't stop me from getting on my knees and put his cock in my mouth. As I was sucking his cock, his wife opened the door at the bottom of the stairs and started talking to him. The two of them talked back and forth with me sucking on his cock. When I thought I heard her start to come up the stairs, instead of pulling away, I turned him to the side so that if she looked over she'd see him standing there from the side and me kneeling with his cock in my mouth. But she didn't come up. A few weeks later Lucky moved out and I visited her. While I was fucking her I told her I'd sucked her husband's cock while she talked to him and she got a kick out of it. But she ended up telling people about it and one day a girl who I was about to fuck, asked me if I was gay. I said no, but if she'd asked if I'd ever sucked a cock, I'd have told her.
Lucky came in my mouth once. The son of a bitch came in my mouth, then sat there looking at me for 30 minitues and never told me there was a trail of cum running out the corner of my mouth into a bead on my chin. He just sat there naked, looking at me sitting with my clothes on facing him and the cum running down my face that he'd just left in my mouth. Actually, it turned me on! Had Lucky's cock in my mouth about 125 times.
Gerry's cock is not too big and I only had it in my mouth two different times. What is special about him, is that the second time his cock was in my mouth less than two minitues when he came. And, he came more than anybody had ever cum in my mouth.
I could go on and on, but I think I'll share some thoughts with you.
Regrets:
When I had the chance to suck one guy Vic introduced me to, who he'd brought over just for that, I didn't. I knew that if I did suck his cock, I'd end up going over his apartment across the hall and in no time be sucking him and his friends, probably everyone in the building. That turned out to be the only time that would have led to me sucking more than one guy at at time, probably 5 or 6, or more! I always wondered what would have happened if I did go with him.
One night when I was with a friend and his wife naked and the 3 of us having sex, when I told her I would suck her husband's cock and let her watch if she liked, she asked her husband to let me do it when she got him alone, but he said no.
Didn't go back and suck Gerry's cock to see if he'd cum as much as he did before.
That the night Vic told me he wanted to piss in my mouth, I didn't let him.
That the time a spanish friend of mine told me had a 7 inch cock and I asked him to let me suck it, he said no.
That all 12 didn't cum in my mouth.
Even though Gerry came more than anyone else, it never happened like I thought it would. I thought that when a guy came in my mouth, there would be gush after gush and fill my mouth so much that it ran out onto my face. It never happened, never came close.
No regrets:
That I told my wife I'd sucked Lucky's cock one night when we had a buzz on.
When she asked me if he came in my mouth I said yes. It wasn't true, but it turned me on to tell her he did and see her reaction. What's funny is that it turned out that I wasn't lying! Lucky did cum in my mouth, but after I told her he did.
That I've had the balls to suck cock!
All in all I have 12 different cocks in my mouth. Half of them came, the others I just sucked.
Six of the guys I've sucked have sucked me, but not as much.
With all the guys I've sucked, whether or not they sucked me, I did nearly all of the sucking.
The guy with me knew I was going to suck his cock, I was the sucker and I liked him knowing it.