Kino lived in a small house ten minutes or so down the narrow alley in a direction away from the bar. As I followed him, occasionally stumbling from a combination of the beer and the uneven pavement, it occurred to me that I was, literally, entering into a world of dark unknowns. All I knew about this man was what wonderful things he had put me thru at the bar. As I replayed the events of the last few hours in my mind,
I sensed just how dependant on him I had become, and I also realized that I would do just about anything he asked, or wanted, of me. For the first time in my life, I felt truly submissive to another man. It would not be the last.
Kino introduced me, briefly, to his wife. She didn't seem to react in the way I imagined she should have, meekly appearing and then disappearing into the darkness of another room as Kino and I sat on the straw matt that seemed to form the living room of his small house, sipping beers.
"You rike Kino home?" he asked.
"Um...yes, it's very beautiful." I had never been inside a real Japanese home, and the simplicity of it had made an impression on me. Or was it just that I was sitting here with the man who seemed to hold the key to my emotional balance? Either way, I was enthralled by it all, and I made a mental note to keep all of this from Jake's prying questions. He needn't know about my private life. Ha, private life? Jake had seen me do things that no one else had, filmed me in the most revealing of situations, and had used it all to his, or the Navy's, advantage. No, Jake didn't need to know about this. He knew enough already. I could have a private life, and I would prove it to him. To myself.
"Ahso Resri" he continued as he set another ice cold Orion in front of me "you reary spook? Or you no ter truth?"
"No...I mean, yes and no. I'm a spook, and no I'm not lying" I wouldn't lie to him, and I wanted him to know it.
"But you say...GI can no be spook and sissy boy same time?"
"No...I mean, yes. If the Navy knew I was ...I mean what I am...I mean they would fire me. Worse."
"Worse?" he questioned.
"Yeah, worse. They would court marshall me. Kick me out of the Navy."
"Oh...so you say this be secret. We know ter. OK? I no want Resri in big trouber."
"Good. Yes, it has to be a secret. Otherwise, yes, I would be in real trouble."
"Resri, does anyone know...I mean, what you are?"
"Well, no. Not really. I mean, yes, a few know. But they won't tell."
"You mean rike Rarry? And his friend?"
"Yeah. And...well...and your friends."
"No one erse?" I didn't get his line of questioning, but then again the beer was working overtime here. I thought about the Air Force...ex Air Force now...guy I had been with just a short week ago. And the cab drivers. And Jake. And ONI.
"No one else" I lied.
"So you keep big secret, huh?"
"Yeah...well, it's better that way. Ya know?"
"So...you want Kino to keep your secret, nei?"
"Yes" I admitted.
"So what you do for Kino if I keep you secret?" I thought he must be joking. But I decided that I would play his little game just the same.
"Anything" I answered faintly, searching his face, trying to figure out where he was going with this.
"Anything?" he questioned.
"Anything...and everything" I said, looking into his eyes in order to make my point crystal clear. "Whatever you want me to do."
"Joto" he whispered firmly. He sounded impressed at my answer.
"Come" he instructed me as he stood and made his way thru a curtained doorway into the darkness. I stumbled along behind him as the darkness was broken by the faint light of a small lamp on the floor beside a thick mattress. I could just make out the form of his sleeping wife curled on the mattress under a think blanket. Kino roused her and whispered something in Japanese, to which she replied meekly and moved off to the floor near the foot of the mattress, pulling her blanket tightly around her body and curling up in a ball. She seemed to be asleep again immediately, and the absurdity of the situation dawned on me. Here her husband had just kicked her out of their bed so he could use another man on it, and she put up no resistance at all. Like it meant nothing that her husband preferred to take another man in their bed. The only thing that would have been more weird would have been for her to have shared the bed with us. But in the drunken stupor that was fast overtaking my mind, the weirdness seemed appropriate.
Somehow I got undressed without falling all over the place. Somehow I crawled on the mattress and lay on my side trying to make out the details of Kino as he also undressed. The dim light from the lamp gave the room an erie, un natural appearance that seemed to cast Kino's form in a surreal, larger than life way. I couldn't really focus sharply and my mind seemed to drift from point to point around the room as the ceiling and floor appeared to switch with each other.
The firmness of his body next to mine stopped the spinning and brought me back to earth. His hands were on my hips as he pulled me to him, crushing my face in his chest. My arms went instinctively around his neck and I nuzzled my head into the junction of his neck and chest as he held me tightly. God, I was in some kind of nether world now, caught up in the headiness of what we were doing, and where it was all leading me. I gave my emotions completely to him as our bodies came as close together as they could. The excitement was mutual as I felt his rigid penis press into stomach. I moved my hand down to explore it, touching the warmth of his manhood, letting my fingers play gently along the shaft and taking the exposed head between them. Pulling, pushing, jacking slowly until he was rock hard and my hand was slimy wet from the precum that oozed out in his excitement.
Kino pushed me over, first on my side, then further until I was laying on my stomach, with my face in the soft, flat pillow. He fumbled with something beside the bed and I felt the cool wetness of what must have been lube as he applied it to the tightness of my puckered asshole. He swirled it around in my crack and finally, gently, pushed a wet finger in the hole, which yielded involuntarily to the welcomed intruder. It had a mind of its own, and that mind decided to cooperate fully and completely. I felt the telltale signs of accepting the inevitability of what was going to happen as my sphincter relaxed and sucked the tip of his finger inside. The lube was cold inside me for a second and I caught my breath as his finger continued to penetrate until he was completely inside me. I held him there even as I continued to relax and open for him. He pulled it out completely before slipping a second finger beside the first and pushing them both up me. The initial resistance disappeared and I relaxed to accept the size of his two fingers. He repeated the motion, slipping three fingers inside now. A little more resistance, and then a little more stretching, and then complete acceptance again as I found the feeling heavenly as he spread his fingers in me and my muscles went limp. He pulled out, and to my utter disbelief, I felt his little finger join the other three. A slight bit of pain, a sharp gulp of breath, and then again the acceptance, all resistance melting as I found myself pushing back to help him. As soon as he felt my sphincter relax completely he began thrusting slowly, almost gently, in and out of my gaping hole. His finger tips reached deep inside me now, and it wasn't just my sphincter that was stetched. My entire anal cavity was loosening up as a result of the finger fuck he was giving me.
I moaned, aloud, into the pillow and my hands came up to grasp the top edge of the mattress as I spread my legs as far apart as possible to give him unrestricted access. He had me loose to the point that I think he could have gotten his whole fist inside me, but he stopped at four fingers, convinced that I was prepared for what was to come next.
I could feel him moving between my legs, positioning his knees at just the right spot, steadying himself with one hand beside my head as he withdrew his fingers from the loose, lubed up mush my hole must have been. They made an audible plop as he pulled them out, and I could feel that I was still gaped open, ready for more.
It was quick in coming too. He no sooner withdrew his fingers than I felt his cock head push against my brown spot and, meeting no resistance, push past my loosened sphincter and into the love canal that was my anal cavity. The feeling was infinitely more satisfying than his fingers because I knew we were one now, joined together in a way like no other union could touch. I received him. No, I devoured him with that part of me that stood as the ultimate gift I could give. I was giving up to him the true essence of my passion in a way that a mere blowjob couldn't compare to. And he took me in the same spirit. I was his, giving him anything he wanted, and this was what he wanted. To be inside me, like nature had designed us -- one to give and one to receive. I honestly couldn't think of anything I wanted as much as I wanted to give myself, completely, to this man.
He came down on my back, curling his arm around my neck, and burying his cock in me. I felt the head push deep inside me, deeper than anyone had been before, and the feeling was like nothing I had ever experienced. As loose as I was, he filled me to overflowing with his manhood, stretching my insides til they clung to every inch of his cock as it slid slowly in and out. The membranes of my anal cavity gave way to the thrusts and clung on as if to keep him from withdrawing, creating a warming friction that turned my insides into a boiling cauldron of physical excitement. My cock, rock hard just minutes ago, was soft and docile now as my body concentrated all its attention to the welcomed intruder in my ass.
I pushed my butt up and back in an effort to meet his thrusts. It helped, and we finally worked into a rhythm of fucking and being fucked that allowed Kino to withdraw his cock completely before plunging back in to the hilt. I was so loose and stretched, and my hole made such a big target now that he didn't even have to use his hands to put it back in me.
And then he hit that spot inside me, somewhere in the upper reaches of my cavity that made me feel hot and cold and wet and dry and everything all at the same time. My dick sprang rock hard and before I could do anything I experienced one of the most powerful orgasms of my life, shooting spurt after spurt into the mattress and onto my stomach. I must have shot ten times if I shot once, and it seemed as if I emptied a gallon of warm, sticky fluid there. It was smeared all over my stomach.
The intensity of this made me realize that even though I had been fucked before, this fucking made the ones that came before it pale in comparison. It was as if those times were just kids play, and I was truly losing my virginity only now. I don't know, maybe those were more experimental. I mean, I had enjoyed them, but now...well now I had something to measure everything by. Kino had obviously done this before, and he was very, very good at it. Perhaps it was his skill that impressed me. Perhaps the tender and loving way he approached it. Whatever it was, it moved me in a way that I had never been moved before, and made me realize what I really wanted.
He wasn't thru with me, although I thought he was when he pulled out, his cock making a loud wet plopping sound as it came out. The rush of cold air that replaced his cock in my gaping hole caused me to catch my breath from the sensation of it. He lay on his back, beside me, and indicated that I should get on top. Putting a knee on either side of his hips, I rose above him. He positioned my hips with his hands and guided me down on his hardness, letting me slip a hand down to correctly position the head in my hole before sitting down and taking the entire length back inside me. It slid in without the slightest hesitation or pain. I was loosened to the point that I could have take two of him.
His hands pulled at my hips til I rose again, then pulled me down til my parted cheeks were resting against his pubic hair and his cockhead found that deep spot inside me again, driving me to raise and lower myself on him again and again, driven by a purely instinctive feeling of animal passion. I found the position allowed me to open myself to him completely and I enjoyed actively giving him pleasure as opposed to just laying there and let him bang in and out of me. I felt more in control this way, and I bent to the task with all the energy borne of discovering something new and exciting.
"Unnnggggggghhhhhhh" I moaned as I rode him harder and harder, bucking up and down and taking him deep inside me. I could feel his cockhead deep inside me, and whatever it was massaging was going to make me cum again, I just knew it. "Gggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh".
Kino lay on his back and let me do the work. Well, that's not fair, he did half the work. I mean he was hard, and that was half the work. We couldn't have done this if he hadn't been.
He indicated that we should shift positions again, this time he rolled me over on my back, spread my legs, and positioned himself between them. He grasped them by the knees, and pulled up. As he did, my ass came slightly off the bed. As they bent at the knees, he pushed them past vertical til they were folded back along my chest, my asshole tilted toward him. He crouched on his knees, still pushing my thighs against my sides and I reached under my butt with one and and guided his cock to my waiting hole. It went in, again without the slightest resistance and he leaned forward to push it further.
In this position I was entirely at his mercy, and the feeling of helplessness suited me just fine. He began to rock back and forth, burying his cock deep inside me and hit that magic spot again which made my dick rock hard from the sensation.
Kino was breathing hard now and each thrust seemed to bring him nearer climax. I tried to help him, but in this position about all I could do was lay there and take it. My entire insides opened for him as he drove in and out, close to climax myself.
I came first, again, shooting a powerful stream of jizz that arched up his stomach before succumbing to gravity and soaking my stomach and chest. It was entirely involuntary. Kino's body stiffened perceptively and I knew he was going over the edge himself. His breathing stopped as he tried to hold on for another millisecond before he gave himself up to the inevitable orgasm that crashed over him like waves on a beach. It wasn't a powerful orgasm but I could feel the telltale warmth inside me that meant his semen was filling my insides. I have never wanted anything as much as I wanted him to give me his seed, and when he did it moved me in a way that I had never been moved before. I was bringing him pleasure and the final measure of that seemed to be accepting his semen. After the first few spurts, I began clinching my insides as best I could to milk him dry, and he fairly collapsed on me from the pleasure of his climax.
He lay on top of me, perfectly still, as I continued to tighten my sphincter around his slowly softening cock until he finally softened to the point that it slipped out. I felt as if I had lost a piece of me when it did. I was still stretched to the point that there was a tremendous void where he had been. He rolled off of me and shuffled into the bath to clean up as I lay there, unable to move.
Returning from the bath, he roused his wife and she spread the think blanket over me before coming to bed with us. Kino lay in the middle, with me on the left and his wife to his right. I don't know how she accepted me, but she was the farthest thing in my mind at that point. As I lay on my side, Kino reached over and patted my behind affectionately. Within seconds his breathing took on a steady rythm that told me he was asleep.
I lay there for what seemed like hours, trying to drift off but my mind kept replaying the events of the last hour. I had never experienced anything like the emotion that gripped me now. My whole being was effected in a way that's, still to this day, hard to put in words. I felt wonderful. I felt dependant. I felt blessed. I felt.........well to be honest........in love. In love with this man, and in love with what he did to me, how he made me feel. In love with a desire to do whatever it took to give him the same degree of pleasure as he gave me.
I don't know when I finally went to sleep and I don't know how long I slept.
I thought I was dreaming, but when I came out of the haze I realized it wasn't a dream. It was real. When I regained some measure of conciousness I realized he must have rolled over behind me while I was asleep and decided to take advantage of the easy target that lay before him.
I guess I was still stetched from our lovemaking and the remnants of his orgasm provided all the lubrication needed because his entering me didn't wake me. When I awoke, his cock was deep inside me, sliding slowly in and out as he quietly fucked me awake. I managed to fold myself over in order to push my ass back to him and before I knew it he had gripped me by the hips and was emptying another load of warmth inside me. When he was finished he withdrew, patted me on the shoulder, and went back to sleep. As I lay there with his semen slowly seeping from my love hole, I decided I wanted nothing more than this for the rest of my life.
To Be Continued lesli99@hotmail.com