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Chapter 16
[February 17th, 2015 - Melting]
"Page ninety-two." I heard and it snapped me out.
"Wh-what?" I asked, looking from Jordy's lips to his eyes, which were now looking at me.
"Ninety-two, that's where the exercises are." he said and seemed to be expecting an answer from me. "The exercises...? Math...? For school...?" he added teasing me, as a small smile started showing.
"Oh yeah, sorry, I..." I started fumbling through my book's pages trying to find the right one. "Twenty-two?" I asked him.
"Ninety. Ninety-two." he said softly and then I felt him rest his hand on my forearm. "What's up with you?"
My hands stopped moving when I felt him touch me and my eyes shot up to his.
"Nothing, I'm just..." I didn't know what to say. The truth is that I hadn't been able to stop thinking about Saturday night at my place. I'd been longing for Jordy's touch more than I thought possible. I wanted to feel his lips on mine again. I wanted to be wrapped in his arms once more and feel his soft skin against mine.
Being so close to him only made me want him more. I could only smell his natural scent mixed with his usual perfume. I started thinking this is what he must have been feeling a few months back when he confessed he had a crush on me. I'd come to his house for homework as usual, but I started wishing we would spend the afternoon in bed the second we stepped in.
We looked into each other's eyes for a few seconds and I felt like I was totally open to him and he could see all of me in that one look. My feelings must have been showing on my face and I was trying to figure what he was feeling in return. He had a kind look on his face as was usual of him, but I could see a twinkle in his eyes as well.
Just when I thought it was going to be too long without any of us saying a word, he leaned towards me. I met him in between and we pressed our lips against each other's. It seems he was able to see my feelings after all.
I immediately felt like last Saturday all over again as his lips started sucking gently on my smaller bottom lip. I sucked back at his upper lip and I felt warm all over. We kissed for almost a minute, our tongues occasionally brushing the other's lips and tongue. His breath getting faster as his nose blew hot air on my cheek.
We broke the kiss but our faces stayed close, his eyes piercing through mine. I was taken back to last year when he came out to me. I found myself again wishing this had happened right then. But luckily, it still felt like we picked up where we left that day.
However, he sat back up, as he seemed to snap out of what he was doing.
"Um..." I started to say. Somehow I felt that I had to say something.
"Sorry, I..." he said, looking at the table and rearranging himself in his chair.
I was taken aback by his apology.
"What are you sorry about?" I asked him.
"That's wrong, we... We shouldn't." he explained.
"What do you mean?" I asked, lost.
"You're with Abby."
"But we've kissed before, it's no big--" I was saying when he interrupted me.
"It «is» a big deal." he stressed. "It's different when it's about... sex, you know?"
I stopped to consider what he was saying. My eyes going back to my papers in front of me, as I let that sink in.
For some reason it felt to me like Abby was allowing me to do this. To kiss Jordy. But when I thought about it, it's true that we'd only talked about doing sex stuff when it came to friends outside both of us. And it's also true that what I was feeling for Jordy right then wasn't only sexual. It seemed that was the case for him as well.
"Do you... feel... stuff for me?" I asked slowly as the words had a hard time pushing through.
"Well, yeah..." he started. "I never stopped. Even though I told you in hopes of letting it cool down... We haven't exactly been pulling away."
Hell we hadn't. We'd gotten closer than we ever were.
"I'm sorry, I don't think it's a good idea to keep having sex with you." he continued. "I feel like I'm trying to push you into things you don't want, you said you don't like me like that and I understand. I'm just being selfish here--"
He was going too fast now and I had to cut him off.
"I «do» like you." I raised my voice over his.
He pulled his eyes from the table and back up to meet mine, staring at me in silence for what seemed like ages.
"I can't stop thinking about last Saturday. I feel like hugging you and kissing you all the time." I added.
That took a lot of energy to get out of my mouth. I was almost shaking nervously as I pondered what I'd just said to him. I purposely left all the dark feelings out. I just wanted to bury them and pretend they never happened, and instead focus on what he was causing in me right then.
I was having a hard time holding his gaze. His eyes were quickly going from my lips, to my own eyes, back down to my lips. It was my turn to read his feelings on his face. I felt like I was being pulled toward him with such force. It felt like any second we were going to collide.
And that's what happened.
Almost at the same time, we both turned in our seats towards each other and leaned over to meet desperately in the middle. Our lips mashed together as our faces pressed tightly. I realized I had closed my eyes and I heard his nose inhaling deeply, the air brushing my face.
I felt such joy at that moment. It was like finally getting a toy for Christmas that I'd longed for ages. How come I'd been doing anything else but kissing him all this time? Our lips weren't moving, but they were still tight against the other's. I heard a tiny whimper coming from him and I felt my cheek get wet as what was surely a tear ran down from his eye until it reached me.
That set off my own tears. I couldn't possibly understand what I was going through. It just felt like I belonged. I closed out everything but Jordy. I was feeling the heat from his body and his breathing on my face, as he was surely feeling my own breathing.
He moved his hand up to the back of my neck and started softly stroking my hair. I put my arm to his side and pulled him closer as best as I could in our sitting position. Just then, like magic, our lips started moving at the same time, slowly sliding against each other.
We kissed very slowly, never letting our lips part. I was enjoying the closeness, as putting our faces together felt to me like one of the most intimate displays of affection two people can experience.
I don't know how much time passed, but our hands were now roaming the other's body slowly, kind of going at the same speed as our kissing. I don't remember ever kissing someone this slow.
About a couple of minutes into it, he pulled back from my lips but pressed his forehead to mine. Then he started rubbing his eyes on my cheeks tenderly. Finally our noses also rubbed together. I'd never done this before and it felt almost as good as actually kissing him.
"Let's go to my room?" he asked after pulling back a little to look at me.
I'd forgotten where we were. His house was empty for at least an hour longer, before his mom came back from work.
"Yeah, sure." I replied softly and then couldn't help but break into a smile.
He smiled back and I felt warmer. I had a nagging feeling at the back of my mind that I knew I was going to have to address rather sooner than later. But for now, I let his warmth envelop me, both figuratively and literally, as he hugged me softly once we stood up from our chairs.
We entered his room and he left his door open. We stood briefly and then we hugged again. We pulled each other tight, as our heads rested on the other's shoulder and leaned against each other. I was a little taller but we fit perfectly.
At this point I realized my cock was straining inside my pants and it had probably been so for quite some time. But I went back to ignoring it, as I focused more on being close to Jordy. I couldn't help but feel that his pants were also tight and his bulge was pressing against me. I ignored that too for a minute.
I pulled back and he did the same, allowing for our mouths to lock together. Our lips now parted slightly as I sucked on his and he sucked on mine. His lips felt just a little wet on mine and I tried brushing my tongue along my lips to make them wet as well. But I ended up licking both his and mine. This elicited a quiet moan from him and a few seconds later I felt his tongue doing the same. Just as easily, we were playing with each other's tongues while still sucking on the other's lips. He tasted different from Abby.
Abby!
That was the nagging feeling at the back of my head. I immediately felt torn inside as what Jordy and I had spoken earlier remained every bit as true. There was no explicit permission from her to be doing this. I wanted to say that I didn't need it, that we had been kissing other people, our friends, and this was just more of the same. But the truth was that this wasn't just kissing. And I knew it.
I was letting my attraction to Jordy run free and wild. And in that process I was finding stuff that I didn't know was in me. I wanted to justify what I was doing and maybe find a way to allow myself to explore this without thinking that I'd be upsetting her.
I started comparing this to how it went with Abby and it felt very similar in a sense, but also very different. I felt a similar attraction to both of them. The need to be close was very relatable with both her and Jordy. But there was definitely something different in what I got back from Jordy. I felt like he was comforting me, like I wanted to be wrapped in him and taken places. Whereas with Abby I wanted to be the one to comfort her, to feel her whole body against mine and possess her.
I couldn't decide which I liked better, if any. But I knew I wanted to live with both for sure.
Jordy moved his hands down my back and rested one of them on my ass. This brought me back from my thoughts and I started kissing him now more intently. We were both emitting quiet moans in each other's mouths as our lips seemed to glide together with just the right amount of wetness.
I thought back to Saturday and how I'd been jealous of how Jordy and Aaron were connecting. I certainly didn't want to go there again, but it helped me feel better now, as I finally felt like I could have him all to myself. I didn't even know I wanted Jordy all to myself! This now felt a little less confusing than three days ago.
I let my hands slide under his sweatshirt and t-shirt, reveling in how soft his skin was and how much I loved feeling his strong belly under my touch.
Things never sped up. We were just exploring our bodies patiently and also never stopped kissing. Our moans got a little more insistent and louder as we both seem to want the other to know how good we felt. I know I did. Our tongues were now sliding together more often and I finally started paying attention to our crotches pressing hard.
I felt a thrill when I remembered having his huge cock in my hands last Saturday and I imagined grabbing it again. I kept one of my hands stroking his waist and chest, while I let the other go down to the front of his pants and felt his bulge.
It was massive under my hand. It felt like it was even bigger in his pants today than it'd been in the open the other day. He moaned definitely louder after my hand started massaging his shaft through his clothes.
He kept a hand on my ass as he took the other hand to my own crotch and found my aching cock. I moaned into his mouth as he grabbed and squeezed my shaft. I was impossibly hard and his own cock felt to my hand like it was harder than I'd felt it before.
He pulled me with him as he slowly walked back to his single bed and he sat down, then scooted back before lying down. Our lips broke apart for an instant as I followed him, kneeling between his legs and leaning over him. I immediately placed my mouth back over his and we started kissing heavily, my body slowly resting on top of his as we lined up perfectly.
I started grinding my pelvis against his, as I was straddling one of his legs. He moaned loudly into my mouth and started pushing his hips up against mine, which in turn made me moan in response to the electricity rising from my groin and irradiating to my arms and legs.
Soon we were humping each other in a good rhythm, as I lay on him and he wrapped his arms around my back and waist. I felt like we locked perfectly together, like we could move in sync and I wouldn't fall off him because he held me in place. I could picture myself cumming in my pants soon if this kept up. That's when I noticed the wetness in my glans, surely staining the front of my boxers.
I thought we should get rid of our clothes and pulled back slightly to suggest so. But before I could say a word, I got lost in his eyes as he opened them to look back at me. It was but a second, but it felt like time had stopped and I was aware of the warmth enveloping us, both physically and emotionally.
"Let's get these off." he said, clearly reading my mind. "I want to feel you."
We scrambled to push our own pants down and off, together with our shoes. Then I tugged at his shirt and pulled it up, before he did the same with mine. His body looked very inviting as he laid back down in only his boxers and looked at me. I seemed to take a second too long to stare at him, since he smiled at me and extended his arms to me.
I started shaking nervously. I felt that I was being given more than I could handle and I couldn't control my hands. My breathing got heavier as I dove down into him once again and pressed my naked chest to his, our legs sliding together and our boxers doing a poor job of containing our boners, especially his.
As we kissed passionately, I moved a hand to his waist and gently started lowering his boxers. He quickly lifted his ass off the bed covers to allow me to push them down. Now they were only held by his tenting shaft and I lifted myself off a little to finish pulling them off.
This was really hard to accomplish with my hands shaking so badly! I felt his cock slap my stomach as it jumped out, which made my own cock twitch in my underwear. I could still not grasp how big his cock was and it seemed today it was even thicker, with veins clearly visible on it.
He took the opportunity to push my boxers down over my ass and did the same to me, unhooking them from my cock. I finished pushing them off my legs as he did with his.
When I lay back down on top of him, the hot feeling coming from his crotch pressed with mine stole all my senses. It was both soft and very hard against me and I shook harder as I couldn't help but start humping him again.
I hadn't felt this nervous and excited at the same time since the first time I had sex with Abby. Only this time it felt even more intense, but I couldn't really place where it was coming from. I just knew that this was different and it felt new.
Both our cocks were pressed between our bodies and as we both moved, it started hurting a little. We were leaking quite a lot, but it still wasn't enough to allow us to slide our cocks as easy as I would like. I stayed still for a moment, letting my hands roam his body as steadily as I could. He grabbed my ass and pulled me hard against his own body as his hips humped me, sliding his cock up and down against my stomach.
"Unghh." came from his mouth as his eyes pressed shut.
Then he open them and looked into mine as he said, "We're too dry."
Before I could reply, he pushed my side as he scooted from under me and I fell on my arm on his bed. As he was now leaning over me I got the hint and properly laid on my back, as he brought his knees up and his mouth to my right nipple.
"Ummmmm." I involuntarily moaned as his lips and tongue played with my very hard nipple.
He took some time before moving to my other nipple and I noticed how he was shaking as badly as I was. I'd never seem him like this in our previous encounters, when it wasn't just us. He then kissed his way down to my crotch quickly before grabbing my shaft and, holding it upright, he enveloped it in his mouth and started slobbering all over it.
"Ahhh fuck!" came my reply as I expecting it to feel so soft and hot.
He gently moved his mouth up and down my shaft sending waves of pleasure all over my body, ending in more moans out my mouth. I could feel him moaning softly around my cock, seemingly from just sucking on me and maybe hearing my own moans.
Before long he came back up to me and I was frozen. I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I just felt the need for his body to crush me under him. He clamped his mouth to mine for a second and I responded by sliding my tongue against his, my wet cock being caressed by his powerful tummy.
He pulled back and licked his hand, making sure to let enough spit on it, before slathering his very fat cock. I just watched in awe at the way he handled it, feeling the urge to grab it myself and bury it in my mouth and throat. Before I could think any longer he laid back down on me and pinned me to his bed as I felt our cocks now gliding against each other so easily, I couldn't help but moan out loud.
He muffled the sound when he pressed his mouth to mine once again and started humping me steadily. His belly resting on me made me feel like he had some power over me and I still hadn't moved since he rolled us over. I let myself get lost in the pleasure of Jordy's body being rubbed against me head to toe, as his rhythm got more assertive and I started feeling my cum build up.
I wanted to protest since I hadn't even touched his cock yet but his escalating moans let me know he was also working toward his climax. So I held my mouth pressed to his as best as I could and started humping back against him, trying to hold his pace. My own moans got higher in pitch in perfect harmony with his. My hands flew to his ass and I pulled him tighter against me if that was possible.
"Let's cum together." he breathed out. "Are you close?"
"Yeah." I replied, having trouble finding my voice.
"Oh yes." he moaned as he kept humping me. "Cum with me."
I felt us both wrapped together on a higher level, above our physicality. What our bodies were doing together, felt like an improvised dance, out of the need to express what I felt was happening to us. The fact that he wanted us both to experience this together, united us farther than what his bed could allow.
"Mmmmmnnghhhhh..." I let out as I felt my cock get impossibly hard, getting ready to shoot.
"Yes, yes, yes!" he exclaimed as his cock got hard as a rock against my stomach.
I couldn't hold it back any longer and humped him violently as my cum shot out between us. I felt him twitching against me and his cum flying up to my neck.
"Ahhhh!" we both moaned together, the space between us being quickly flooded with our combined cum, the glue that we seemed to be looking for finally merging us together.
We spasmed a couple more times, our mouths making soft noises as we both seemed not to completely grasp what we did.
"Mmmmmm..." he purred as he went back to kissing me, this time softly and almost just pressing his lips to mine.
I responded to his kiss, unable to open my eyes, trying to feel everything that was happening to my body at once. My mind was flying in circles above us, trying to come up with an explanation for what we just did. All I was feeling seemed to be summed up in the words that came repeatedly to my lips but I kept holding back... Until he pronounced them.
"I love you."
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