I was checking out a new web site, ok it is a lesbian site but when I got there I had to fill out the same old bio, do you know what I mean? I filled in the details of my life, who I am and what I am interested in, and anticipated the usual pay to play message. I was surprised instead of that I got total access and no emails or come on's or anything. I was pleasantly surprised. I went through the photos and was almost through and quite disappointed by all the butch women and the lack of Lipstick lesbians, when I reached the last page which featured seven other photos. I opened one small thumbnail and thought possibly she had potential and when it opened full size, I nearly wet myself. Have you had non descript sexual dreams only to try and go back to sleep and remember the woman of your dreams in the fantasy? Well when I saw her photo, I knew that was the woman of my dreams, no if ands and buts. I was excited beyond belief. She had my heart in her hand and did not even know I exited. I immediately wanted to send her a heartfelt email but when I tried, it said I had to build up credits first by searching the site and contacting other women. I had to build my reputation by waiting. The next twenty four hours were hell, pure hell, I could only imagine myself in bed with my dream girl, and all the wonderful things we could do to each other .I will not lie, I went back to her photo a hundred times and let my fantasies run wild. My fingers eventually wondered south and I found myself willing and eager, so I went with my fantasies and soon she had me in a state of no return. I saw her blonde bush and wide legs open to me and inviteing my mouth in, I saw us french kissing for long periods and our breast on each others. I saw her drop down on me and bring me to near orgasm before moving her body up to bring out loins together and our pussies to one another and felt her wetness against mine. I felt a release like I had not had in months..My leg was damp and my fingers soaked, she had brought me to climax without a word, what could she do if we met?
The next day I had 20 credits and nearly ran to the site of my desire. I found her photo, opened it and wrote a heart felt letter, I am afraid it was too forward, but my love and admiration knew no bounds. I told her of my true and unapologetic love and told her I was hers for the taking, in lesser terms of course. I poured out my heart and soul and hoped she could feel my passion through the email.
Days went by, I checked my web address twice a day waiting for my queen to contact me and not a peep was heard .I had no less than twenty orgasms in her honor, just seeing her photo before me, yet not a peep. I accumulated multiple points on the web site and decided to send her yet another email with another approach. I was as tactful as my emotions would allow but still received no response.
Here I am four weeks later in a state of erotic mania and yet she never responds. I am not a woman who finds her self out of control often but I am now. I can only hope she emails me soon as I am in a desperate way, I am trying to connect with the woman of my dreams and wondering if that is against the grand plan. I know without doubt that she would make me happy and fulfilled but yet there is zero communication. Please Write me lover, I need you, you are my life.
Violet