Obedience Training, Part 3
Saturday
Cumsucker YOUR PUNISHMENT Here are the details of your sentence as promised.
THE PLACE.I daresay you have a favourite, hidden place in a ravine or dry gully or behind boulders where you have occasionally stripped naked, splayed yourself against sun-warmed rocks and jerked off. Am I right? If not, find such a place, for that is where your punishment will be enacted.
THE PREPARATION. You will not masturbate that morning.
THE SENTENCE. Because you have to carry out the sentence yourself, the target will be your tender, inner thighs. You are to take three lashes with each of two implements on each thigh - a total of twelve lashes in all.
THE IMPLEMENTS. One will be a drive belt, cut open to reveal the internal ridges. The other length of strong cord with three knots at the end spaced 1" apart.
THE OBJECTIVE. You may be surprised by the small number of lashes specified. Don't be. The objective is to inflict pain. Real pain. The target area and the two implements are chosen to help you achieve that. Nevertheless you will not find it easy to strike really hard, especially if the first strikes are genuinely painful. The temptation to ease up will be strong, so you must ask yourself "Would that be hard enough to satisfy Hugh?" knowing that if I were actually there, each thrash would be laid on SAVAGELY and you must steel yourself to match that. The secondary objective is to mark your thighs with clear, easily read weals. I don't want a general mess of bruising after a few days. I want you to savour your punishment for at least a week by reading off each individual welt as a reminder that you must obey orders - like them or not!
THE METHOD If you are right handed, stripe the right thigh first, keeping most stripes parrallel and spaced out between knee and groin, but ensuring that the last two CROSS previous welts so that you are not just whipping flesh but whipping WHIPPED flesh! (The prime objective, remember, is to inflict pain. The more, the better.) You will find it harder to lash the other thigh with your other hand so you will need extra vigilance to ensure that this is not used as an excuse for less pain. Strike hard boy, real HARD!
THE EVIDENCE I expect you to be able to read six separate weals on each beaten thigh and to identify which implement made each. To this end you will make strenuous efforts to obtain/borrow a digital or Polaroid camera. Ideally I would like to see follow-up shots taken one week later to see how much bruising remains.
TIMING. Like all my orders this one should be executed as soon as possible after receipt. But you may have a stay of execution of up to seven days. Do you have any questions? H.
Sir, No, sir, no questions. I know I earned the punishment. You gave me a week to take my punishment, but I will do it tomorrow. I will take it cause I promised but I don't think I will be able to take the public humiliation. It's really hard on me AND I REALLY HATE IT. Maybe someday when I got more experience I can be a better slave. Cumsucker.
Cumsucker, What are you saying here, boy? That after taking your punishment you will nolonger be my slave? Is that it?
I am so glad the public shame really screws you up. That is exactly the mind-fuck I intended. But your reaction seems excessive. Your anonymity is secure, only your self esteem is damaged AND SLAVES DON'T GET TO BEALLOWED SELF ESTEEM! You will simply do as you are told. You don't have to enjoy it. You don't even have to like it. In fact I prefer it if you don't! Being a sex slave ain't an easy option. It's hard. It's tough. It's MAN's work. If you can't stand the heat, get out of the kitchen. But for now, send all this to nifty. That's an ORDER! H.
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- Sunday AM
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Sir, I am going to carry out my punishment on this morning after Mass. I will beat my thighs just as you ordered and then send the report to Nifty even though I don't want to do it. Cumsucker
Sunday PM Sir, I drove myself out in the desert where there is a canyon I know about that's a long ways from town. I hiked into the canyon and found a place between some bounders where nobody could ever see me. I got off all my clothes so I was naked. I didn't cum last night so I was very hard, even though I was nervous about beating myself. I got an old fan belt and cut it so I could use the ridges to hit myself with it. And I got a piece of rope and put knots in it. I was sweating but it wasn't really that hot.
It was hard to get the right position but finally I just laid on my back and raised my right leg up with my knee bent. I held my balls with my left hand so I didn't bust them. I hit as hard as I could inside my thigh with the fanbelt. It really hurt a lot and turned red. I aimed lower on my thigh and hit it again. That one wrapped around my thigh and really hurt the back of my leg. I was shaking pretty bad and wasn't the best whipper because it was awkward. But I gave myself the third one right above my knee. The one that burned the most was the highest one that was close to my balls.
I got some water and laid there rubbing my thigh where it stung. Then I whipped my left thigh the same way, only I didn't do a very good job of it because my left hand isn't as easy to use as my right one. When I was done, both of my thighs were streaked and I had about welts up in the soft part of my thigh.
I got up and walked around carrying the rope with the knots in it. I lost my hard on from the pain of the first stripes, and I didn't feel much like taking the rest of my lashes. But I finally went back and did it. This time, I was standing up and I put my right foot up on a boulder and gave myself 3 very fast and very hard lashes with the rope. It was too long and it got the back of my leg too. Then when I was still hurting and breathing hard, I did my left thigh the same way. It hurt me but it also felt numb and started throbbing instead of burning. I made sure that the rope sometimes hit a welt from the fanbelt.
Then I threw the fanbelt and the rope as far as I could and just sat down between the boulders and held my thighs where they were hurting. I know I didn't do a very good job, not like you would have done to me. It was hard to hit myself really hard but I tried. I know I always pulled back a little right at the end of each lash even though I didn't want to. So to be honest with you, you would be disappointed if you saw what I did. I don't know how the penitents in New Mexico do it when they flog their backs and make blood come. It's really hard to torture yourself I think, at least it is for me.
I have been obedient and taken my punishment but I feel pissed for punishing myself. I don't think I'm a very good slave because I get resentful and stubborn, but that's just me I guess.
I will send this to Nifty now so you don't have to.
Cumsucker Filth