Not His Real Name By Adam Stewart
Ray jogged along the embankment by London's River Thames thinking about his long day at the Ministry of Defence. His duties were classified so he couldn't talk about them outside work. He also had a past which he didn't want to talk about. As such he had few friends because people generally found him secretive. He was now twenty five and had come out as gay at the age of sixteen but had never had a regular boyfriend.
It was now late evening and dark but even though he'd got home late and not yet eaten, he decided to go for a jog because he enjoyed regularly exercising his firm slim body. Once home in his smart apartment that overlooked the river, he'd stripped off his work clothes and donned a T shirt and jogging pants, not bothering with underwear. He loved the freedom it gave him as he ran with his bits flapping.
He could see ahead of him a guy standing on the embankment wall with his head in his hands; it looked as if he was about to jump into the fast moving water below. He pondered what to do as he got closer and whether he should intervene. He decided he had to, rather than ignoring someone clearly in distress. He slowed down and casually moved up beside the guy.
"Can I help?" he asked gently not wanting to scare him. The guy turned towards Ray and even in the low evening light he could see the guy had a dark complexion and eyes that shone. He could also see the young man had tears in his eyes. "Why not come down and talk things over with me; I'm a good listener."
The young man paused and looked at Ray for a moment deciding what to do. Ray held out his hand inviting him to take it. He eventually did and Ray helped him down. Once on the ground he collapsed into Ray's arms. Both felt a pleasurable sensation shoot through their bodies. It even caused Ray's cock to react which he couldn't understand why when all he was doing was saving a guy from jumping to his death.
Seeing a bench nearby, Ray gently led the young guy over to it and sat him down. He sat down beside him and took hold of his hands.
"My name is Ray, what's yours?"
"Toby"
"So what's troubling you Toby?"
It was the first time anyone had stopped to ask him that or show any interest so for a moment he just sat there but the touch of Ray's hand made him feel good. He eventually explained that he'd lost his job due to cut backs where he'd worked and now his landlord had evicted him from his bedsit because he was several weeks overdue with his rent.
"I'm at a loss to know what to do; I don't have any qualifications, don't have any money and can't find a job."
Ray said he lived nearby so invited him back to his apartment. Toby just nodded and stood up. Ray's presence caused something inside him to stir and he liked the feeling. Ray also felt a similar feeling as he placed an arm round Toby and gently led him back the way he'd come. His run would have to wait having decided this guy needed his help. Toby was unsure about accepting the invitation having had bad experiences with guys he'd met before but decided there was something about Ray which was different so agreed.
When they got back to Ray's apartment Toby gasped. He'd never seen such a beautiful place. Compared to the shitty room he'd just been evicted from, it was a palace. Okay it did have three bedrooms, a modern bathroom that had been made into a wet room and a spacious open plan living room with a kitchen area off to one side.
"Can I ask how old you are Toby?"
"Eighteen. My parents threw me out when they found out I was gay. That was two years ago but I really thought things were looking up having got a job, even though it was low paid but it was better than nothing. Now the bastards have made half the workforce redundant so fuck knows what I'm going to do."
"I noticed your T shirt and sweatpants were damp from the rain earlier; would you like a hot shower and a change of clothes?"
Toby said he would so immediately stripped off not bothered about doing so in front of Ray. He'd sold his body to anyone who was prepared to pay it for the first year he'd had to fend for himself so he was used to guys looking at him.
"Wow, you're beautiful" Ray exclaimed and felt his cock jump to attention. He too was feeling in need of a shower after his short run so asked if Toby would mind if they shared one. Since the shower was an open area any number of guys could shower at once, and had done since he'd owned the apartment. Toby said he wasn't bothered so Ray stripped off and Toby noticed his excited state.
"Nice cock" Toby grinned and felt his own react. "I take it you are gay having seen the artwork on the walls" Toby giggle.
Ray said he most definitely was gay and the photographs of naked guys were his own work since he was a keen photographer. When Ray had hung Toby's clothes on a clotheshorse to dry off, they made their way into the bathroom. Toby let out a low whistle as he took in its magnificence. Ray pressed a switch and a jet of water sprayed over them. He then lathered Toby's naked body enjoying the sensation it gave him. He'd been looking for someone to love for many years but had never found the right guy. He knew he was not easy to get on with and most guys decided he was out of their league when they saw his pad and heard about his background. He came from a wealthy family whose home was near Stroud in Gloucestershire. Both his parents had been in the secret service which was where they met but his father had been killed in service when Ray was eight years old.
He loved his mother despite her controlling ways and whenever he wanted advice or assistance, she was the first person he called upon. He too had been accused of being controlling and even domineering at times which was another reason why he had very few personal friends and found it difficult to form relationships with guys. He'd known he was gay since the age of twelve or thirteen and when he told his mother she wasn't the slightest bit bothered. The fact that Ray was her only child and she wouldn't have grandchildren didn't bother her in the slightest.
"Do you have any brothers or sisters?" Ray asked as he gently soaped Toby's naked body.
"An older brother but he's even more homophobic than my parents. When he heard I was gay he told me he never wanted to speak to me again and if I ever embarrassed him by admitting I was gay in front of his mates, he'd kill me."
Ray felt immediate sorrow for Toby and hugged his body against his own to console him. The only problem was that just feeling his nakedness against his caused his cock to shoot up straight but when he glanced down he noticed Toby's had done the same.
"Sorry, but you really turn me on Toby."
"No problem; you do the same to me."
When they'd finished their shower and dried off, Ray gave Toby a bathrobe to wear and he did the same. He had a feeling they'd end up in bed together once they'd eaten so decided there was no point in getting dressed. They returned to the living room and Ray set to and made them both a meal. He was now starving and so was Toby who'd not eaten anything all day. He offered to help and Ray was pleased to see how adept he was with culinary matters so between them they soon had a meal on the table with a bottle of wine. He lived well despite his loneliness but he had a good job which paid him well. As they ate, Toby casually asked what Ray did for a living.
"I work for the Ministry Defence but most of the things I do are classified so can't talk about them." Toby nodded having understood why. "What did you do before you were made redundant?"
"A boring job in a warehouse; it was a shitty low paid job, working for a shitty boss in a shitty company but it was better than nothing I suppose. To be honest I wasn't that bothered about being made redundant but trying to find another job seems impossible."
Ray gave him a sympathetic smile. He'd done well at school and with the backing of his mother had obtained a secure job which he enjoyed, with good pay. "Life can be so fucking unfair at times can't it" he commented.
"Tell me about it" Toby sighed. "This pasta is brilliant so thanks; and thanks for coming to my aid. You're the first person who's ever shown an interest in me and it makes such a difference."
Ray patted Toby's hand which sent another ripple of excitement through his body causing his cock to jump to attention. He couldn't make out what it was about Toby, but there was definitely something about him that excited him and it wasn't purely sexual. He'd had loads of sex with guys over the past seven years so knew what turned him on. Toby not only did that but made his whole body sit up and say `hello there's something I really like about you'. Unbeknown to him, Toby was feeling the same way but the more he heard about Ray, the more he realised they were in a different league. In no way would Ray be interested in him because of their different social levels, unless of course he just wanted a fuck buddy but he wasn't sure he wanted to settle for that despite his current situation.
When the meal was over Toby helped Ray clear away the dishes, not that there was much to do since most of them when into a smart dishwasher which was something else Toby had never used before since his parents also had little money so didn't have such luxuries which upset him even more that they'd despised him because of his sexuality.
As Ray dried his hands, he smiled at Toby wondering whether it would be too forward to suggest they went to bed. He was dying to feel the young man's naked body up against his again and hopefully fuck him. Something told him that Toby would be a bottom and enjoy a good fuck.
"Fancy going to bed?" he grinned hoping against hope that Toby would say yes.
Toby grinned and nodded. He too couldn't wait to feel this guy's beautiful body up against his. Ray had blond hair and blue eyes which gleamed whenever he smiled and made his whole body become jelly. He on the other hand had a dark complexion with dark green eyes and some guys had told him that when he had a little stubble, it made him very sexy so he deliberately didn't shave every day, not that he could at present in view of being homeless. All his landlord had allowed him to take was a small bag with a few personal items such as toiletries and his phone. He wasn't even allowed to take the few clothes he owned, not that they were up to much so he wasn't bothered but it was the principal. He'd been told that this was illegal but the landlord was a crook and not the kind of guy to argue with. Toby sensed the guy knew he was gay and would have roughed him up given half the chance.
When he'd banged on the door early one morning, almost knocking it down, Toby had been naked in bed. He always slept naked so went to the door in that state to open it. He was told to get out immediately so he grabbed the few things he could, slipped on a T shirt and a pair of sweatpants with nothing else and scarpered before the guy could give him a good beating. The burly guy had said he had five minutes to get out and if he wasn't out by then he'd throw him out on the street naked if necessary. Toby decided not to argue and got out.
They moved into Ray's bedroom which overlooked an inner courtyard. There were Venetian blinds at the windows but they hadn't been lowered so Toby could see across the courtyard into other apartments.
"There's a guy over their fucking a woman on the bed" he chuckled as he watched the guy's arse pump up and down.
Ray chuckled and moved over to the window placing his arms round Toby. "They're always at it those two and never seem to bother that others can see them at it. I've decided they're exhibitionists and enjoy people watching them but the guy's got a gorgeous arse; such a pity he's straight."
As they continued watching the spectacle, Ray dropped a hand into Toby's crotch. The cock he found quickly reacted and was soon hard. He turned him round and pulled his head into a passionate kiss. Their hard cocks kissed each other and grew even more. The fact that they too were in full view of others to see didn't bother either of them. Toby had been in many situations where he'd been fucked whilst other guys watched, and so had Ray.
After a few minutes Ray gently led Toby to the bed. He threw off the duvet and they sank down onto the mattress. Within seconds Ray had moved down to Toby's excited cock and taken it into his mouth. It was large and wasn't cut which he much preferred since foreskins were so much more fun to play with and it also meant the large head would be sensitive. He slipped his tongue round the head, rolling the foreskin over it then dipping his tongue into the hole. He then ran it underneath the skin, making Toby's hips buck. He pulled the skin back and sucked the sensitive flesh beneath. Toby cried out, shoving his cock further into Ray's mouth as he jerked. Ray loved to hear those cries, knowing that what he was doing was pleasing the guy he was working on.
He took the cock to the back of his throat and clamped his lips tightly round it. Toby was now shuddering with ecstasy and it made Ray feel powerful and in control. He mouth fucked the full girth, stretching his jaw to get more of Toby down his throat. He let him work his gag reflex for a few moments before working his hand up and down the shaft. Toby yelped as Ray took the whole length right down to his balls. He was determined to make him lose his mind but he had no intention of letting him go over the top, at least not yet. He glanced up and grinned as their eyes met. There was something about those eyes that made Ray know that this guy was special and he wanted to keep him.
"Can I fuck you?" Ray asked having released Toby's cock. Toby nodded so Ray lifted his legs right over his chest holding them against the head of the bed. He was tempted to restrain them since he loved having guys tied up whilst fucking them and was even into BDSM, although he'd not practiced that since the terrible event just on a year ago. He looked down at the beautiful guy beneath him and he couldn't quite believe he was there with him aching to be fucked, since he was sure that was what Toby wanted. He looked at the gorgeous puckered hole and let out a long "Ah yeah, beautiful" as he ran a wet finger across it. He grabbed the lube which was always at hand, and gently slipped in a lubricated finger. The hot flesh inside caused his whole body to shiver with excitement; he also felt a dribble of pre-cum oozing from his excited cock. As he watched Toby's face, he knew he was enjoying it, especially when he hit his G spot causing his whole body to jump off the bed. He hadn't had sex for several weeks and certainly not with a guy as beautiful as Toby. Despite the hard life he'd endured to date, he seemed to have a look of innocence about him which made him look younger than his eighteen years.
Ray could wait no longer and ached to feel his cock inside this beautiful hole. The problem was he so much preferred bareback sex; in fact he even belonged to a group of guys who fucked each other without protection. They all tested regularly and knew the risks but it didn't deflect them from fucking each other that way. Ray paused and looked into Toby's eyes.
"I know we shouldn't and all that but I much prefer bareback sex, would you be willing for me to fuck you without protection?"
Toby grunted his approval because he so wanted to feel Ray's thick cock inside him; he was past caring whether it was protected or not; besides, his life couldn't get much worse so what the hell.
Ray grinned telling Toby he wouldn't regret that decision as he lubricated his thick cock. He then grabbed a bottle of poppers and took several deep sniffs before passing it to Toby. He loved the effect it had on him as it made his head buzz whilst he fucked. He'd frequently done drugs which had similar effects and loved living dangerously. His father had always told him "Life's too short to bother about what and what not to do so get on and enjoy it". Ray had done precisely that ever since.
Toby watched as Ray's swollen head slowly breached him. He was certainly big and he felt his arse stretch wide open to accept it but once inside it felt so good. "Oh fuck; yeah fuck my arse Ray, fuck it real good."
Ray grinned. He loved hearing dirty talk whilst he fucked a guy and it made him fuck even harder. Toby suddenly realised how thick Ray was as the rest of his shaft moved inside him but he'd taken cocks this big before. "Fuck, Ray" he cried out, "Yeah fuck me; I like to feel it; make me feel it."
Ray put his hands round Toby's thighs, gripping them like a vice as Ray thrust into him. Nothing else was important and his mind could only focus on Ray and his cock that was now fucking him. Ray took his time, groaning and telling Toby how good it felt and how tight he was. For a moment, Toby felt like a whore, which of course he had been before he'd found the job he'd just lost.
"Yeah fuck me Ray; fuck me good."
Ray smiled as he ploughed into the beautiful arse, thrusting his cock and rutting Toby's body like an animal, claiming and owning every inch of him inside and out.
"You're so beautifully tight" Ray managed to gasp as he continued fucking. He'd always been able to fuck for a long time before reaching his climax and this was no exception. Finally Ray did come and filled the lad's beautiful arse with his thick creamy cum. When he was done, he slumped over Toby's body with his cock still deep inside and kissed him. Toby wrapped his legs tightly round Ray's hips, clamping his ankles together and holding him as close as he could. His own cock was aching to release its load and Ray sensed his need so he slipped a hand between them and gently rubbed the rampant organ. Suddenly Toby came and shot his load between their naked bodies. It was the most intense climax he'd ever experienced.
When Toby woke in the morning he found Ray smiling at him.
"If I had the time I'd fuck that gorgeous arse of yours some more but I've got to get to work."
They got up, showered and had breakfast. As they did so Ray was wondering whether Toby would stay; he so wanted him to do so. Toby was thinking the same but was convinced that someone like Ray wouldn't want a loser like him hanging around. He'd saved him from committing suicide so decided that was all he could expect.
When it was time for Ray to leave he took Toby into his arms and kissed him.
"Thanks for everything, I'm really grateful."
"You can stay if you wish; I don't mind and I'd love you to do so."
Toby looked at Ray and then the wonderful surroundings. Ray was well beyond his league. "Thanks but I'm not very good at relationships; besides I need to find a job and somewhere to live."
"Okay but promise me not to do anything stupid" Ray replied.
Toby smiled and promised but knew things could rapidly reach the same level of desperation he'd been in when this gorgeous guy had rescued him. With sorrow in both their hearts they said goodbye. Ray set off to work wondering whether he'd ever see the beautiful Toby again; he so hoped so. Not only did his cock confirm that fact but his whole body ached for it. As he made his way to work he kicked himself for not being more persuasive.
In the meantime, Toby slowly wandered along the embankment, kicking himself for declining Ray's offer. He knew he'd fallen for the guy and ached to see him again. He mooched aimlessly around all day although he did look into the job agency to see what was on offer. There was one job being advertised that he knew he could do so called them using the last few pence on his `pay as you go' phone. They told him to go along that afternoon so he did so. Not having enough money for the bus he walked. When the guy asked for his address, he paused before admitting he was homeless.
"In that case you can fuck off; we don't employ vagrants here."
Toby swore under his breath and left. He was hungry having not eaten all day because he had no money so he wandered back the way he'd come. He knew he could go to a hostel but the last time he'd had to use one he'd been raped by two guys when they realised he was gay so he wasn't going through that again. He suddenly found himself back on the embankment crying his eyes out. He desperately wanted to feel Ray's gentle arms round him again and kicked himself again for not accepting his generous offer to stay that morning.
"You're fucking stupid" he shouted out loud which caused a passerby to look at him. He apologised for his outburst saying he was talking to himself. When he reached the bench that Ray had sat him on the previous evening he stopped and sat down. "Perhaps he'll find me again" he tried to convince himself.
Ray hadn't stopped thinking all day about the beautiful guy who'd spent the night with him. He was so distracted that his boss noticed, stopped by Ray's desk and placed a hand on his shoulder.
"Have you found the man of your dreams?" he smiled. Ray looked up and nodded. His sexuality was generally known by most of the office and nobody was bothered. "Why the glum look then?"
"Like an idiot I've let him go and probably won't ever see him again."
"Oh dear, not sure I can help you with that one but I do rather need that report you've been working on all day."
Ray grinned and got back to work trying his best to put Toby out of his mind.
That evening he didn't have to work late so left on time. As he walked along the embankment he saw in the distance a guy he was sure he recognised even though he had his head in his hands. His whole body shook with excitement and his heart pulsed. He quickened his pace and by the time he was in shouting distance of the bench he was running.
"Toby" he called.
Toby looked up and a big broad grin filled his face. He'd decided to sit there just on the off chance that Ray would come along. Like an idiot he hadn't taken a note of the number of Ray's apartment so couldn't call on him even if he'd had the nerve to do so.
"Have you changed your mind?" Ray grinned when he reached him.
Toby stood up and fell into Ray's arms. As they kissed, tears poured down his face. Ray tried to placate him feeling his own hard cock pressing against his work trousers.
"What's happened?" he asked gently.
"The usual crap; went for an interview but the bastard said they didn't take on vagrants so I looked for another room but with no money that was a fucking waste of time."
Ray gave him another kiss which soon became passionate. A woman walked by as they did so and muttered "Disgusting".
"So are you" Ray called out as she walked away which made her hurry on.
"Come on you're coming home with me."
"You don't want a fucking loser like me in your life."
Ray took Toby's face in his hands and looked straight into his dark green eyes. "I decide who I want in my life and I want you, so cut the crap and come home with me. I won't accept no for an answer."
Toby grinned. He loved seeing Ray's dominant side and felt his cock rise. "Okay, just for a while."
Ray smiled, took his arm and led him to his apartment. As soon as they were inside, Ray pulled him into his arms again and gave him a kiss. It soon became passionate and they were each feeling one another down below enjoying the hardness they found. Ray lifted Toby's T shirt exposing his beautiful chest that had a line of black hair running down it which teasingly disappeared beneath the waistband of his sweatpants. Toby meanwhile was unbuttoning Ray's shirt and unfastening his suit trousers. Ray lifted the T shirt right up inviting Toby to lift his arms so he could take it off. He did so and Ray plunged his lips onto Toby's nipples which stood out like large peaks aching to be licked. Toby had now fully unbuttoned Ray's shirt so was pulling it off his shoulders and off each arm. He almost ripped the fly zip open so the trousers would fall down his legs. Once round his ankles, Ray stepped out of them kicking off his shoes as he did so. Ray was now working on Toby's sweatpants pulling them down so they too would fall round his ankles. When they'd done so, Toby stepped out of them leaving him stark naked. All that now remained were Ray's sexy briefs but they were soon despatched. Their naked bodies pressed against each other and their stiff cocks kissed as their lips continued to be locked together.
Not bothering about the discarded clothes in the hallway, Ray led Toby into the main bedroom. Once there he pushed him back on the bed and covered his naked body with his. As they kissed, they felt each other's nakedness causing their cocks to jump with excitement. Suddenly Ray twisted Toby over onto his stomach and straddled his body.
"I'm gonna fuck this cute arse" he said excitedly as he grabbed the lube. Once his thick cock had been lubricated, he plunged it into the beautiful arse. Toby let out a loud "Ah, fuck; yeah, fuck my arse". Ray plunged deep into the gorgeous channel and thrust back and forth with all his might. Toby loved rough sex like this so was in his element not knowing that Ray loved being the dominant person and in full control so they were well suited.
Ray continued fucking for what seemed like eternity. With each fuck, Toby thrust his butt upwards so as to feel Ray's cock deep inside him. Eventually Ray let out a long gasp of joy as he felt his climax overtake him and fill the gorgeous guy's arse with lovely creamy cum. He was so sexually charged that even when he'd shot his first load, he continued fucking. Toby was more than happy to let him do so enjoying every second. Ten minutes later, Ray was shooting his second load of hot creamy cum into Toby's arse.
Finally he came to a halt and collapsed onto Toby's back. "Ah fuck, that was the best fuck I've had for a long time."
"Same here; it was fucking beautiful and the feel of your hot cum up my arse is out of this world" Toby replied. Even though Ray had clearly enjoyed fucking him, he still couldn't see why Ray would want a loser like him to stay.
Toby turned over with a big grin on his face so Ray knew he'd enjoyed what they'd just done as much as he had. They kissed some more before getting up and having a shower. Once clean, they put on their bathrobes and adjourned to the kitchen to prepare a meal. Toby hadn't eaten all day so was starving. Just the smell of the chicken pieces that Ray was now cooking made his stomach rumble. Whilst Ray cooked the chicken, Toby prepared the vegetables so they worked as a team. As they did so they sipped a glass of wine. On an empty stomach, this was not a good idea and Toby was soon feeling tipsy. Every so often he'd move up behind Ray and press his semi hard cock up against his butt, put his arms round him and feel Ray's cock beneath his robe. Ray loved it and encouraged him. He knew without doubt that he wanted this gorgeous guy to stay with him permanently but he had a feeling he had a lot of persuasion to do yet.
"We work well as a team" Ray commented when they were finally sitting down to eat the meal they'd both prepared. Toby nodded but made no comment. It was on the tip of his tongue to say `You don't want a loser like me hanging around' but he bit his tongue because he so enjoyed Ray's company and didn't want to do anything to spoil the moment.
When the meal was over and they cleared away the dirty dishes, Ray sat on the sofa with Toby lying across him with his head in his lap. As they each sipped a whiskey, which was something else Toby wasn't used to, Ray casually opened Toby's robe and played with his cock. It was soon showing interest and before long it was fully erect. Toby was feeling so happy as well as slightly pissed because he wasn't used to drinking so much alcohol not having had the money to do so in the past. All he'd ever done, was have the occasional beer with mates from work but money being short, he never had more than one unless someone else was paying. As he lay there he imagined living with Ray on a permanent basis but quickly put the thought out of his head, guessing that Ray would soon tire of him so would want him gone.
Keen to have more sex with the guy who'd fallen into his life, Ray suggested they go to bed early. Toby grinned guessing what that meant but he was up for it as was his cock which was still hard. With the lights turned out, they removed their robes and tossed them onto the sofa as they made their way to the bedroom.
"Those two are at it again" Toby giggled as he glanced out of the window.
"They never stop, lucky bastards" Ray giggled and moved up behind his naked Toby. Even though they were standing right in front of the window in full view, Ray put his arms round Toby and had a good feel of his hard cock. As he gently massaged it he kissed the back of Toby's neck causing him to lean into Ray's body. The fact that any other neighbour could see them standing stark naked there and Ray playing with his cock, didn't bother Toby in the slightest, in fact it turned him on. He twisted round and pulled Ray into a passionate kiss. As they did so, Ray gently walked Toby right up to the plate glass window. When his naked butt touched the glass, it sent a shiver of excitement through Toby causing his cock to become fully erect. Ray turned him round and pressed Toby's body up against the glass. He wanted the world to see his beautiful Adonis and didn't care who did. Besides he knew all the neighbours were open minded like him and enjoyed their sex whatever way it came. His own cock was now aching to fuck Toby again so he reached over for the lube, slicked his erection and slipped it into Toby's arse.
"Ah fuck" Toby yelled, enjoying the feel of Ray yet again inside him. As Ray fucked, Toby's body was pressed more against the window making his cock become even more excited. Ray reached round and massaged it as he continued to fuck. He wanted them both to reach a climax at the same time; his inside his lover and Toby's all over the window; fuck the mess it would make; that could be cleaned up tomorrow.
"Ah fuck I'm coming" Toby yelled as Ray increased his fuck and the massaging of Toby's cock.
"Ah yes, fuck" Ray shouted as he went over the peak and filled Toby with another load of cum. Just as he was doing so, Toby shot his load all over the window. He looked at the couple across the way as his whole body jerked and noticed that the guy over there was frantically thrusting his butt up and down, finally coming to a stop so guessed that he too had shot his load.
"That was fucking brilliant" Ray giggled once they'd both come down from their high. "I hope you're going to clean that fucking window tomorrow morning" he laughed.
"Yes sir" Toby giggled having enjoyed the moment immensely. For a moment all his past miseries melted away as if they'd never happened. He turned to Ray and kissed him gently on the lips. "Thanks for saving me" he whispered.
"Would you have jumped if I hadn't come along?"
Toby nodded feeling the tears well up.
Once in bed they snuggled up together both enjoying the feel of their naked bodies against each other. Ray was feeling so happy and knew without doubt he'd found the man of his dreams but in Toby's mind it was all a dream waiting for that moment when reality set in and his disastrous life would be back again.
The following morning, Toby had to convince himself that he was actually beside the guy he'd fallen in love with. He looked at Ray peacefully sleeping and shook his head. The guy will never want me to be a part of his life, whatever he says. Within a week or so he'll realise what a loser I am and want me out.' He was just thinking these thoughts when Ray woke. Seeing the man he'd fallen head over heels for looking at him made him smile. Oh god that smile; it makes me go weak at the knees', Toby told himself.
"Morning; how's my gorgeous man this morning?"
"I'm good, how's mine?" Toby replied.
"Never felt so good; waking up with you beside me has made me the happiest man in the world."
Toby leaned into a kiss which like all the others soon became passionate and cocks rise. Things took their own course after that and it wasn't long before Ray was satisfying his morning erection by fucking Toby whilst bringing his off to a satisfactory conclusion.
"That will get me through the day" Ray laughed when he'd finally left his morning spunk inside Toby.
"Glad to be of service" Toby grinned.
"You're more than that, I can assure you."
When they'd showered, dressed and had breakfast, Ray took Toby into his arms and looked him straight in the eyes. "When I get home this evening, I shall expect to see you here with a big smile on your face and happy to see me."
Toby laughed. "Yes sir; anything else you'd like me to do?"
"Firstly you can clean the window you splattered spunk all over last night, secondly you can go shopping for tonight's meal, and thirdly when I get home I'd like to see you in your bathrobe ready and waiting for me."
Toby gigged. He reckoned he could do that, at least until Ray became tired of him. When it was time for Ray to leave he gave Toby a bit wet kiss. "And don't forget what I've told you."
"No sir" Toby grinned rather enjoying the game they were playing, because in his mind that's all it was for time being.
Ray almost danced to work and throughout the day kept thinking of Toby. Every few hours he sent him a text saying `I love you and don't forget what I told you'. Toby did as told and having cleaned the window he went shopping using the cash Ray had left him to buy some fish for that evening's meal. In the afternoon he went for a run along the embankment past where Ray had rescued him telling himself he was a fucking idiot and when he got home he stripped off and had a shower to make him smell nice for Ray's return. When he heard Ray put his key in the door that evening he went out to meet him with his robe flapping open.
"Mm, now that's what I call a welcome" Ray grinned as he took Toby into his arms to kiss him.
It was the weekend and Ray and Toby spent most of it having sex in every conceivable position. Ray never tired of fucking Toby and he never tired of feeling Ray's thick cock up his arse. Ray was besotted with Toby and wanted him to live with him as his lover but he still sensed that Toby was unsure. They'd spent most of the time naked because Toby's few clothes needed washing. When Ray came to dry them he realised how shabby they were. He took Toby out on the Sunday and purchased two pairs of designer sweatpants, T shirts and trainers despite Toby's protests.
"Come off it Toby, yours are full of holes; you need new ones so let me get them for you."
"But" Toby started to say.
"No buts; I want to do this for you; I not only earn good money but I come from a wealthy family so can easily afford it. Besides, I want to, I love you."
In the end Toby reluctantly agreed. He hated feeling beholden to people, especially someone he too had fallen for although he didn't tell Ray that.
Toby mooched around whilst Ray worked during the rest of the week. He did the shopping using the money Ray left him each morning and went for a run each day because he liked to keep his body trim. Often when Ray came home he'd go out for another with him because he too liked to keep fit. They'd come home, have a shower together during which Ray would fuck him, and then prepare their meal together. Ray was so happy and by the end of the week he really thought Toby was too. Then on the Saturday morning he noticed he was deep in thought..
"What's the matter?"
Toby looked at him for a moment wondering how to put what he knew he had to say. Over the past week Toby had looked back on his life. He kept asking himself why he'd made such a mess of his life yet Ray had been so successful.
"I know the past week has been good but it won't last you know. You'll soon get tired of having a loser living with you and you'll want me out. I'd rather leave now before we're both hurt."
"What the fuck are you talking about? I love you Toby and we make a perfect couple. Of course I won't get tired of you. And you're not a fucking loser. You're a kind loving guy and just the person I've been searching for. Okay, life's been hard for you but that can change if you stick with me. I've got more than enough money for both of us."
Toby thought for a moment. Ray was right they were a perfect couple. "It's just I don't like being beholden to others. I have no money and no prospect of getting a job. If I stayed with you I'd feel like a kept man."
"Is that such a bad thing?" Ray smiled.
"It is for me."
"Do you mind what kind of work you do?"
Toby shook his head and said he was prepared to do anything.
"Okay, how about this. I'll pay you a monthly sum and in return you'll do the cleaning, the washing, ironing and the grocery shopping. You'll have free board and lodging which will be reflected in your pay and we'll prepare meals together. Oh, and one other thing, you'll sleep with me and let me fuck you whenever and wherever I like. Would that make you feel you're not a kept man?"
Toby smiled and having thought the offer over for a moment, he accepted. Ray was physically relieved. The thought of losing this guy didn't bear thinking about. He pulled Toby into his arms and kissed him. Both their cocks became hard and within minutes they were naked. Ray first went down on Toby's erection to give it a suck, and then they changed over. They moved to the bedroom and Ray told Toby to go on his knees.
"I'm gonna fuck this arse until you beg me to stop" he giggled. Within seconds he'd lubricated his thick shaft and stuffed it into the beautiful hole. For the next ten minutes he slammed in and out causing Toby to cry out with pleasure. When Ray finally came, his ribbons of creamy cum seemed never ending.
Finally he calmed down, turned Toby over and clamped their mouths together. Tongues fought each other as the kiss progressed. Ray felt so happy and so did Toby despite his earlier concerns.
"Has that convinced you that you've made the right decision?"
Toby nodded and gave Ray another passionate kiss which eventually led to Ray giving him another fuck and depositing another load of cum up his arse. Afterwards they cuddled together in each other's arms. As they did so, Ray pondered whether to mention his interest in BDSM but decided not to do so for the moment. He hadn't participated in such activities for almost a year so decided not to say anything in case it made Toby run a mile. He'd persuaded Toby to be fucked bareback so decided he'd mention the bareback group he'd formed a while ago and which consisted of seven members. Tim, one of the earliest members, said he had two new guys who'd asked to join so wanted to come round the next day to give Ray their details and the results of their STI tests which all members had to undergo before each meeting. Tim was thirty years old and had met Ray at a gay sauna several years ago. It was them who'd set the group up inviting guys they knew who'd be keen to join.
"Would you be interested" he asked Toby, "if so, the guys would love to fuck you."
Toby said he loved the idea of being fucked bareback by nine guys so readily agreed. With Tim coming round the next morning, Ray knew he'd have to show Toby a room that he always kept locked. It was in fact the third bedroom but he'd asked the builder to leave out the fitted cupboards that would have gone down one wall. This meant he had a large open area to do as he pleased so he'd bought a fuck bench, a large leather sofa and a PVC mat on which guys could have fun. He'd also fitted strong hooks into the walls from which he could shackle a guy when undertaking BDSM. Toby had noticed the locked door but had assumed it was a cupboard. When Ray unlocked it and showed him in he gasped.
"Wow, a sex room; fucking brilliant" he exclaimed excitedly as he inspected each item inside the room including the array of sex toys and spanking paddles, on a shelf. Ray explained this was where he held the BB group meetings but left out that it was also where he'd undertaken BDSM sessions with guys in the past. He was still not sure about mentioning that. Toby checked out the fuck bench noticing the hand and ankle restraints. He looked forward to being shackled to that whilst the guys fucked him. He then picked up a leather collar from the shelf of sex toys. He held it round his neck and asked Ray what it looked like on him. It had a few small bright steel studs and he liked the feel of the soft leather round his neck.
"Do you reckon this would suit me?"
Ray took an intake of breath. Ever since he'd first met Toby he'd dreamt of fitting a leather collar round him to indicate he was his to be used as he wished. Not that he was into the whole Dom and sub scene but he loved being in control and having a guy at his mercy.
"You want to try it on then?"
Toby nodded so Ray gently fitted the collar round his neck and locked it with the small padlock.
"I love it; can I wear it all the time?"
"If you want, but you do realise when you wear that it will mean you're under my control at all times."
Toby said he loved the idea of being under Ray's control all the time and it would make him feel he belonged. Ray pulled him into a kiss and as usual it soon became passionate with cocks rising high. This led to Toby being stripped naked and being bent over the fuck bench with his hands fastened on one side and his legs spread wide apart on the other with his ankles fitted into the clamps. Ray then stripped naked and opened up Toby's hole before thrusting in his hard cock. As he fucked, Toby let out cries of joy as the thick cock thrust in and out. Ray kept going for a long time before he finally let rip and deposited his load of cum.
"Just think, at the BB meeting you'll have nine cocks up your arse all depositing their load. We'll see how many loads of cum you can take during the twelve hours or more the guys are here."
Having been admitted to the block, Tim made his way up to the one and only penthouse on the sixth floor. When he walked out of the lift he saw Toby waiting to greet him by the open front door. He immediately noticed Toby's leather collar and the fact that he was naked apart from a small apron covering his bits. As he followed Toby in, he admired the young guy's naked butt which immediately caused his cock to jump with excitement. Ray was in the living room and gave Tim a hug and a kiss as usual before introducing Toby as his boyfriend.
"Mm, lucky you; where the fuck did you find him, he's gorgeous."
Ray was tempted to reply `about to the jump into the river' but didn't want to remind Toby of that night as he seemed to have got over the level of desperation he'd been in and appeared to be enjoying life. Instead, Ray ignored the remark and offered Tim a drink. As they sat down, Ray indicated to Toby to remove his apron now the kitchen chores were completed. He did so much to Tim's delight and snuggled up against Ray on the sofa.
"So who are these two guys who want to join our BB group?"
"Vincent and Kyle, they're both nineteen and delightful guys who are Brett's friends" Tim said as he passed over the details with their STI results.
Ray read them and decided everything looked in order so agreed Tim could advise both guys they were now officially members of the group and could attend the next meeting in two weeks. He also noted from their photographs that both were attractive guys so would be a nice addition to the group. He then noticed Tim having a good look at the naked Toby beside him. Since being fitted with the leather collar, Toby had decided he wanted to be naked indoors and only wear the apron when doing things in the kitchen. Ray certainly didn't object and he could see that Tim didn't either from the bulge now showing in his sweatpants.
"Toby's a bottom so loves being fucked" he grinned.
"Is that an invitation?"
"Before you answer my love, be aware that Tim has a very thick cock" Ray giggled.
Toby said he loved thick cocks so the three of them moved to the sex room where he was laid over the fuck bench. Tim and Ray hastily stripped and were sporting erections ready for action. Tim first fingered Toby to open him up before thrusting in his cock.
"Ah fuck" Toby exclaimed as the thick cock breached him but once fully inside he enjoyed the sensation. "Yeah, fuck my arse" he yelled.
"Don't you worry lad, that's what I'm gonna do until I've filled your beautiful arse with cum."
For the next ten minutes, Tim thrust in and out of Toby's arse enjoying every second. He loved fucking young guys like Toby so made the most of it. Finally he shot his load but continued fucking for several more minutes. Meanwhile, Ray was mouth fucking Toby with his cock. By the time he was being filled with Tim's cum, Ray was shooting his into the other end.
"He is fucking gorgeous" Tim exclaimed as he pulled out and gave Toby's arse a large slap, "the guys are gonna have such fun fucking that beautiful arse".
As Toby was lifted off the fuck bench, he saw Tim standing naked nearby. He looked at the thick cock and grinned. He certainly enjoyed the feel of that inside him; in fact he liked the look of Tim all over because he was a strongly built guy with a hairy chest and a thick matte of brown pubic hair. He made Ray look petite by comparison and his own body even more so.
After Tim had left them, Ray said they were visiting his mother the following weekend. She still lived in the large family house near Stroud in Gloucestershire. He explained he'd mentioned Toby and she'd like to meet him. Toby was concerned she wouldn't like him and would think he was a loser since he didn't have a job so was worried.
"She won't think you're a loser and she'll love you" Toby told him as he pulled him into a hug.
"But what if she asks what kind of work I do and about my family?"
"Tell her the truth; say that as you were made redundant we've made an arrangement that you look after the apartment and do the shopping whilst I'm at work and that your parents are homophobic and threw you out when they found out you were gay. She has no issues with me being gay so she won't with you. Don't forget she too was in the secret service with my father before he was killed in action so she'll soon seek out the truth."
Toby wasn't sure that put his mind at rest or not although he always knew he wasn't good at hiding the truth from people. As a result over the next few days he went over and over in his mind how he'd word his response to the inevitable question.
On the Saturday morning they set off in Ray's smart Audi to do the three hour journey. Toby had never learnt to drive but was happy to sit back and be driven. Every so often Ray put a hand into his crotch to have a feel which he never minded. Since Toby only had sweatpants and T shirts, Ray had taken him shopping one evening to buy a smart pair of jeans and a shirt to wear so he felt fit to meet Ray's mother.
Almost as soon as they pulled up outside the large house, a guy came running out to greet them and take their overnight bags.
"Good morning gentlemen"
"Hi Kieran, how are you?"
"I'm well thank you and I assume this is Toby."
Ray made the introduction and explained to Toby later that Kieran was his mother's manservant. "Basically he runs the house and cooks the meals for mother with local help from the village for cleaning and gardening. He's also gay so has no problem with us."
Kieran told Ray that his mother was in the sunroom at the back of the house so Ray led Toby through the living room to find her. Toby stood back whilst mother and son kissed and hugged each other and it made him think of his own parents. `Why the fuck can't they accept me like that' he thought as he watched them.
"So you're Raymond's young man; I'm Barbara so pleased to meet you Toby."
For a moment Toby was taken aback at the warm response he received as they shook hands and he gave her a kiss on each cheek. Kieran had now appeared with a silver tray on which there was a pot of coffee. The others sat down and watched him pour three cups before disappearing again.
"I understand from Raymond that your parents didn't react that well to your sexuality." Toby nodded not too sure how to respond to that. "I can never understand why some people can't accept difference but be assured Toby that I have no problem at all. As long as Raymond is happy then so am I." Toby thanked her and relaxed slightly as he waited for her to ask what he did for a living. "And I also understand you were made redundant from your work; that must have been very upsetting for you."
Toby said it was but before she could ask the inevitable question about what he was now doing or planning to do work wise, Ray chipped in and explained their agreement about Toby looking after the apartment and do the shopping whilst he was at work. Barbara agreed that sounded an excellent idea so that was the end of that conversation much to Toby's relief. After that he relaxed and enjoyed the banter between mother and son.
The following morning the sun was shining so Ray and Toby decided to go for a run. Having put on their sweatpants and T shirt they set off down the narrow lane off which the house was situated. They soon found it was too warm for their T shirts so those were removed. As usual they'd also discarded their underwear so running along caused their cocks to get excited. Further down the lane, Ray took a path into the woods. He'd explored these parts as a child on many an occasion so knew the area well. After a while Toby rested by a tree as he was panting. Ray moved up behind him and kissed the back of his neck. He loved Ray's affectionate attention and of course it made his cock immediately go hard.
"I love you so much" Ray whispered into his ear. As he did so he ran his hands over Toby's smooth chest, feeling each nipple as he did so. "I should have brought the lube with us then I could have fucked you right here" he giggled. Toby giggled too, enjoying the attention. His cock was now fully erect and straining to be released from his sweatpants. He could also feel Ray's hard cock pressing against his butt so slipped a hand round to feel it. Ray slipped his hand down inside Toby's sweatpants and felt the naked flesh.
Toby let out a long "Ah, yeah" and Ray pulled the sweatpants open and hooked them beneath Toby's balls. His cock was now standing out erect for all to see but others seldom used this path which was why Ray had chosen it. He massaged Toby's aching phallus slowly and deliberately until ribbons of creamy cum were shooting out. Toby watched it slowly running down the bark of the tree and giggled. When he was spent, he turned round and brought his lover's mouth to his. The kiss was intense and lasted several minutes. Hands were now exploring each other's body and sweatpants were pushed down their legs. They rubbed their still excited cocks together until Ray had shot his load and Toby another. When they were both spent they grinned at each other.
"That was beautiful" Ray said before giving his lover another kiss after which they pulled up their sweatpants and slowly walked on.
"When you lived here did you know any other gays?"
Ray smiled and related his time as a young boy. He'd realised he was gay by the time he was twelve or thirteen and had a school friend who felt the same way. They'd come into these woods and run around naked so they could enjoy each other's nakedness. As they got older they explored each other's bodies and one day sucked each other off but it wasn't until he was sixteen that he met a lad who worked on one of the local farms and they had a fling together for a year. They'd come into the woods or find a barn where they'd have sex. Even at that age, Ray knew he liked being in control so the lad was always the bottom.
"How about you, did you have any friends who were gay whilst growing up?"
Toby said he knew several but they all had to be very careful what they did or said. "I was fifteen when I lost my virginity and that was with an older guy who picked me up in a toilet. He was nice and very gentle. Since then I've always loved being fucked and let others take control."
"Had a nice run?" Barbara asked when they returned to the house. Toby nodded not daring to look at Ray, knowing what they'd done.
After lunch, they said goodbye to Ray's mother and set off home. Despite being worried about meeting her, she'd been very nice and made Toby feel very welcome. Kieran had also been very nice to him and once or twice gave him the impression that he fancied him. He asked Ray how long Kieran had been working at the house and he said about ten years. He then asked whether anything had ever happened between Ray and him. Ray smiled and replied nothing sexually had taken place but when he was in his teens he frequently walked about naked just to tease Kieran when his mother was out at work.
Over the following week, Toby made preparations for the BB group meeting which would commence at midday on the Saturday and go on to the early hours of Sunday. Ray always provided food and drink for guys to help themselves when they wanted so Toby said he'd prepare items that could be heated up on the day as well as cold buffet dishes. He also ordered a crate of beer and a range of other drinks to be delivered. Guys loved their drink whilst having sex and several would partake in drugs too although Ray and Tim never did apart from poppers. They took the view that what guys did was their affair provided it didn't impact on others but they always kept a tight watch on things. So far they'd never had any problems with guys going over the top having carefully selected the members to avoid such problems. As Toby made the preparations, he kept thinking about being the bottom for the nine guys attending. Just the thought of having nine cocks up his arse several times over made his go rock hard so as he worked, he had a stiff cock.
Finally Saturday morning arrived so Ray and Toby laid out the food in the kitchen along with the drink on offer. Food and drink weren't allowed in the sex room so had to be consumed in the kitchen since the living room and main bedroom were out of bounds.
At bang on midday, the first member arrived and was greeted by a stark naked Toby. All members had been told in the email confirming the meeting that Toby was Ray's new boyfriend and was available to be used by everyone.
"Hi, I'm Frank; you must be Toby."
The two shook hands and Toby indicated the guest room where everyone would leave their clothes. Frank was the oldest member at aged thirty five and also had a hairy body with a thick cock. As he undressed he licked his lips at the thought of fucking the nubile young man standing naked watching him do so. Doug was the next to arrive; he was thirty four and a close friend of Frank. He too had a hairy chest with a short thick cock. Sam and Josh were close behind. They were boyfriends with Sam being twenty three and Josh twenty six. Both had long thick cocks with stunning bodies which really turned Toby on. Tim followed and then Brett arrived with the two new members, Vincent and Kyle. Brett was twenty five with a medium sized cock and as Tim had said, the other two were nineteen and very good looking. Vincent had a thick cock and Kyle a long slender one. They too eyed Toby up as they stripped off and looked forward to giving him a good hard fuck although they both knew they too would receive plenty of fucks from the other guys.
Having assembled in the kitchen, Ray welcomed everyone and invited them to help themselves to food and drink. Half an hour later, they all moved into the sex room for the fun to begin.
"Okay Toby, over the fuck bench so we can all fuck that gorgeous arse of yours" Tim told him. Once there he gave Toby several strokes with a spanking paddle but Toby didn't mind. In fact he found it rather erotic and felt his cock go hard. Ray lubricated Toby's entrance and invited Frank to be the first to fuck him and deposit his load. Frank was already hard so squirted some lube over his thick cock and slipped it in.
"Yeah, fucking gorgeous arse to fuck" he cried as he thrust in and out. Toby loved the feel of his thick cock inside him so was in heaven. Brett meanwhile had thrust his cock into Toby's mouth to get it hard since he wanted to fuck him next.
Whilst these two serviced Toby, the new members were told to bend over and offer their arses to the other members. Cries of delight were heard as each one was fucked and it didn't take long for Frank to be depositing a large load of cum inside Toby. Brett immediately took over and thrust his cock into the nicely opened hole. Like Ray, he was only a top so loved fucking a guy. When he'd spilled his load inside of Toby, Doug took over having got him to suck his cock whilst he watched Brett.
Over the next hour, each of the other guys fucked Toby depositing their load of cum. Once all nine guys had done so, Ray told Toby to have a rest. "You've got nine loads of cum up your arse but I reckon you can take a lot more before we see it dripping out" he laughed. He went to the kitchen with him and once there gave him a big kiss. "I'm proud of you my love; the guys just love fucking your cute arse." Toby said he was in heaven and never minded how many cocks he had up his arse.
When he was suitably fed and watered, Toby went back into the sex room for another session. He was immediately sprung upon and laid over the fuck bench. Cock after cock penetrated him, each depositing their load of creamy cum. By the time he'd received another nine, sloshing sounds could be heard as each cock fucked him. Every so often, Ray held a bottle of poppers to his nose and he had two long sniffs. His head was soon spinning but he still wanted more cocks to spill their load. Vincent and Kyle also had their fair share of cocks inside them and Ray noted they were being supplied with drugs by Brett so were on a high. When Toby had taken eighteen loads of cum up his arse, Ray again gently lifted him off the fuck bench and took him into the kitchen.
"Are you okay my love?"
Toby grinned, "Yeah, it's fucking awesome; I just love all those cocks up my arse and the spanking paddle on my butt."
Ray smiled. He hadn't realised Toby was such a sex slave but it suited him and gave him ideas of what else Toby might like to experience. By one in the morning, Toby had received another nine loads of cum inside his arse. He was so full of cum that it was now dripping out of him and guys were licking his arse telling him to squeeze it out. Finally, the guys got dressed and made their way home leaving Ray and Toby to clear the place up.
"Come on, let's go to bed and do that later" Ray grinned as he put an arm round his gorgeous Toby. "I might even give you a fuck to even up the number of loads of cum you've taken."
"Can't wait; your cock is the best of all" Toby giggled. He'd probably drunk too much and certainly sniffed too much poppers but he'd never felt so happy. He couldn't wait for the next BB group meeting in a month's time.
When they woke up it was late morning and both had a hangover but they decided having had such a great time with the guys, it was worth the pain. After they'd showered and grabbed some breakfast, they set to and cleared away the debris of the night before. Toby worked naked as usual and so did Ray rather enjoying the freedom of no clothes.
Within two hours they'd cleared away all the dishes, tidied up the kitchen and given the sex room a good clean so everything was back to normal. When they finally sat down, Toby snuggled up beside the guy he loved so much and enjoyed the warmth and comfort of his naked body.
"How's your arse feeling now?" Ray giggled.
"Fucking brilliant" Toby laughed, "it's still got a lovely warm glow".
"So you enjoyed it then."
"You bet; can't wait for the next one to see if I can beat the record of more loads of spunk up my arse."
Ray laughed and said he was sure the guys would be happy to oblige. He then asked if Toby had enjoyed being spanked. Toby said he loved it and found it very erotic. In fact just the thought of it made his cock go hard as did Ray's.
"Perhaps I should shackle you to the wall hooks and give your arse a good spanking before I fuck it" Ray laughed.
"Fuck, yes, bring it on. I'd love that" Toby screamed with delight.
It was two weekends later when Ray finally got round to fitting leather wristbands to Toby and tying them to the wall hooks with his arms outstretched. He then fitted similar leather bands round his ankles and tied them to lower wall hooks so his legs were wide apart and his back slightly bent over.
"Yeah, that's a lovely sight" Ray giggled as he picked up a spanking paddle. "Are you ready for this?"
Toby nodded and felt his cock go hard at the thought of being spanked. Ray told him to shout if he wanted him to stop. He then lined the spanking paddle up with the globes of naked flesh and proceeded to spank his lover's cute arse. It caused his own cock to go hard as he spanked and both guys loved the action. Toby's flesh turned a rosy red but still he wanted more so Ray continued spanking until he was aching to get his cock into Toby's gorgeous arse. He threw down the spanking paddle and gripped Toby's waist with his hands. He'd prepared the entrance with plenty of lube beforehand so he slammed his hard cock inside.
"Ah fuck" Toby cried out, "Yeah, fuck my arse; fuck it real hard" he yelled. Ray grinned as he slammed his hard cock in and out enjoying the action. It also brought back memories of his BDSM days although his last BDSM experience just on a year ago was one he didn't want to remember.
As Ray fucked, he slapped the side of Toby's butt making it even redder. He then grabbed Toby's erection and furiously massaged it until he'd shot his load over the PVC matting he was standing on. When he reached his own climax he felt ribbons of cum shooting into his lover's arse.
"Am gonna fill this arse with more cum" he cried when he was finally spent and continued pumping furiously.
"Yeah, fill my arse up with your lovely cum" Toby shouted, enjoying the roughness of Ray's fuck.
"Ah fuck" Ray cried out a while later as his second load spilled out. Once he'd stopped shooting, he pulled out and gave Toby's arse several more strikes with the spanking paddle. He then sat on the floor between Toby's legs, grabbed hold of his erect cock and thrust it into his mouth. He sucked the beautiful organ until he could taste his lover's hot creamy cum fill his mouth. Toby's whole body was jumping up and down with ecstasy despite being restrained by his shackles. Finally he was spent and Ray licked the sensitive head causing Toby to jump and down some more. Just when he thought Ray had finished, he felt his arse being pulled wide open and Ray's hot tongue licking him out. Eventually he was done and released the guy he loved so much.
"Now lick your cum off the mat you messy bitch" he laughed and pushed Toby's head into the pool of cum. Toby licked up the mess he'd made on the floor with vigour enjoying being told what to do whilst Ray lightly spanked his butt which still glowed from the earlier spanking.
When he was done he looked up to see if Ray was pleased with him. The smile he received filled his heart with joy. Ray gently pulled him onto his feet and kissed him passionately as he tenderly rubbed his hand over Toby's glowing buttocks.
"Me thinks you enjoyed that" Ray giggled. Toby nodded enthusiastically and said he wanted more.
Toby quickly settled into his new life. He loved Ray and he was happy doing the household chores. Often if he had time, he'd go out for a run in the morning whilst Ray was at work even though he'd join him for another when he came home. Both liked to keep fit and they enjoyed doing so.
Several weeks after the first BB group meeting, Toby went for one of his usual runs. He followed the usual circular route that he and Ray always used which involved crossing the river by bridge to the south side, running alongside the river for most of the way before crossing back to the north side and running beside the river back to the apartment. As he was running along the south side he was aware of a guy running behind him at the same pace. This was not unusual since runners often paced themselves against others but this guy seemed closer than normal. He decided to stop as if having a rest to see if the guy ran past but he didn't.
"Hi, I'm Carl; I've seen you running along here on several occasions with a guy; I assume he's your boyfriend."
Carl's confrontational manner made Toby apprehensive so he decided not to introduce himself or admit that Ray was his boyfriend. He also recognised the guy as being someone he'd noticed on previous occasions when he and Ray jogged and each time he'd run behind them at the same pace.
"I am right aren't I, you are Matthew's boyfriend" Carl said having now moved so close that Toby could feel his body heat.
"His name's not Matthew; besides, what the fuck is it to do with you whether he's my boyfriend or not?"
Carl bristled and grabbed Toby's bollocks. "Mm, nice; I can see why this flaps around so much when you're running" Carl smirked as he gave the large cock now in his hand a good squeeze. As usual it immediately reacted much to Toby's dismay. "I bet Matthew loves this up his arse."
"The guy I live with is not called Matthew and I don't know a guy by that name so you're barking up the wrong tree mate, now fuck off."
"Ah so you do live with the guy I've seen running with you" Carl smirked and Toby immediately kicked himself for letting that slip. "I know he's called Matthew" Carl said now leaning into Toby's face with a defiant look "and you'll regret doing so because whatever name he's given you is not his real name. If you take my advice you'll get away from him as soon as you can. He kills guys."
"You're fucking mad" Toby spat in Carl's face, "now leave me alone". He pushed Carl to one side and sped off even though he was shaking like a leaf.
"We'll meet again; you can count on it" Carl shouted after him.
Toby ran as fast as he could, peering behind him every so often to see if Carl was following but it seemed he wasn't. He continued at that pace until he was safely on the north side of the river. Having satisfied himself that Carl hadn't followed he paused to catch his breath before gently jogging the rest of the way home. Once there he stripped off and showered with Carl's words going through his head. Was it possible that Ray's name was really Matthew? If so how come his mother called him Raymond? The more he thought about what Carl had said, the more he realised the guy had mistakenly identified Ray for someone else so put the whole episode out of his mind.
As it happened, he and Ray didn't go for another run using the same route for a couple of days but when they did, Toby immediately saw Carl following them once they were on the south bank. He pondered whether to mention it to Ray but decided not to. Carl just followed them for a short way before disappearing off the route they were following. Over the next two weeks, Toby noticed Carl stalking them several times and was tempted to say something to Ray but Carl didn't' bother them so he let it pass. Then one morning when he was running on his own again, he sensed Carl running very close behind him. Toby decided to ignore him so continued along his route hoping that Carl would veer off at his usual point. However, on this occasion he didn't and continued to follow Toby.
Further along he had to take a narrow passageway to connect to the road that took him to the bridge he used to cross the river back to the north bank. As soon as Carl saw him take the passage he smiled to himself and increased his pace. He was now only a few strides behind Toby. Just before Toby reached an alcove that had once been a doorway to an adjoining building, he grabbed Toby and threw him up against the wall.
"What the fuck" Toby cried out as his arms were pulled up behind his back. He tried to struggle but the more he did the further up his back his arms were pulled causing him extreme pain. Carl was an expert at one on one personal combat so was able to grip Toby's wrists with one hand. He used his other to reach round and grab hold of Toby's balls and squeeze them tightly until Toby felt the pain shoot through him.
"Now my friend, it's time to talk so listen to what I have to say and don't try anything stupid; otherwise you'll end up with two broken arms and balls crushed to pulp. Toby stopped struggling having decided he was too weak for Carl so just listened without saying anything.
"Your boyfriend Matthew, or whatever he's changed his name to, killed Phillip, my boyfriend, and he's going to pay for it. I don't know what he did with the body because it never serviced but I know Matthew was into BDSM and somehow trapped Phillip into joining him for some bizarre sexual act. So, you can tell your kinky boyfriend that unless he pays me half a million pounds I shall cut your throat and dump you in the river so he'll know what it's like to lose someone you love. And don't think you can hide from me because I'll find the pair of you like I've already done, even though it's taken me a year to do so."
"You've got the wrong person" Toby squeaked because his heart was now pounding.
"Okay, let me give you some facts that will convince you that I'm not mistaken. First, your boyfriend has a sex room in his apartment which contains a fuck bench and some hooks on the wall from which he can shackle guys; secondly he has a scar on his right buttock which was caused when he was a child. And if you're wondering how I know these things I'll tell you. Phillip kept a diary of everything he did and everyone he met; in that diary he describes the sex room in great detail and the guy he frequently visited to have BDSM sex because I refused to participate in it even though we both loved each other. Now do you believe me?"
Toby nodded suddenly wondering that perhaps he didn't know Ray as well as he thought. The description of the sex room was pretty accurate and Ray did have a scar on his right buttock although he'd never thought to ask how or when he got it.
"So, I take it you'll pass my message on because if you don't, the next time we meet you'll end up with your throat cut unless you come with half a million smackers in a bag. I'll give him a week to come up with the money; I know he's a wealthy guy so shouldn't have any problem in coming up with that kind of money."
"How will I know when and where to meet you again" Toby asked.
Carl felt the pockets of Toby's sweatpants and pulled out his mobile phone. Using one hand he sent a text to his own phone so he had Toby's number. Having returned the phone to the pocket he then slipped a hand inside Toby's sweatpants and grabbed the naked flesh hanging between his legs. He squeezed the balls hard making Toby squeal again. "I'll text you; any further questions?"
Toby shook his head still feeling the pain shooting through his balls. "Good; oh and one other thing, you can tell Matthew that if he fails to pay up, then before I slit your throat I shall rape you until you're begging me to do so."
Suddenly Carl released Toby's arms, pulled his sweatpants down his legs and ran off leaving Toby shaking with fear. Having made himself decent he peered out of the alcove and on seeing the passageway was clear hurriedly made his way. One thing he was convinced about was that Carl didn't know where he and Ray lived otherwise surely he'd have come round to the apartment. Even so, he made sure Carl wasn't following him as he made his way home and made several detours as he did so.
As soon as he got home he showered since his whole body felt contaminated with Carl's hands. Once done he routed through Ray's personal papers to see if there was any sign of him being a Matthew or any mention of a guy called Phillip. Having spent an hour going through all kinds of things, he found nothing to that effect although he did find Ray's birth certificate which clearly showed he'd been named Raymond John Finlay. As he prepared that evening's meal, he was convinced that Carl had the wrong person since he'd found no mention of a Matthew or a Phillip. Okay he knew that Ray had been into BDSM since he'd mentioned that and he himself had encouraged him to shackle him to the hooks on the wall and spank him but he could never imagine Ray doing anything that would result in the death of a guy. Ray was far too gentle to do anything as extreme as that.
As soon as Ray arrived home he sensed something was wrong. "What's the matter my love?"
Toby tried to waive the question away and got on with final preparations for the meal but Ray wouldn't accept that. He knew something was wrong since Toby hadn't rushed up to greet him like he usually did. He'd lived with the guy long enough to know all his foibles and could read him like a book which was what made him so attractive. He switched off the hotplate which Toby was using and turned off the oven before gently leading his lover into the living room. Once there he sat down and told Toby to sit on his lap. As usual, Toby was only wearing an apron so the sight of his almost naked lover caused his own body to react despite his concern.
"Now, tell me what's wrong because I know something is."
Toby looked into Ray's eyes and felt tears welling up. Ray hugged him wondering what on earth was causing Toby to be so upset about. Eventually Toby told him all about Carl and how he'd seen him following them on several occasions whilst they were jogging, how he'd stopped Toby the first time and about the assault he'd made that morning. For a moment, Ray froze having suddenly realised the incident that had occurred just on a year ago had come back to haunt him. He'd thought the matter was over and done with but clearly not.
Ray hugged Toby and told him he loved him very much and wouldn't let any harm come to him. However, he knew he'd have to come clean about what had occurred a year ago with Phillip.
"I met Phillip in a gay sauna and he said he was into BDSM. He came here on several occasions and I fucked him whilst tied over the fuck bench or shackled to the wall like you were but he was never satisfied. Whatever I did, he wanted more and to go further. Then one day he arrived with a latex hood with an inflatable penis gag built into it and a fucking machine which was like an electric drill with an enormous dildo on the end. He'd sealed the nose holes on the hood because he wanted to feel what it was like to be fucked by the fucking machine whilst he couldn't breathe. I told him he was mad and refused to cooperate at first but he insisted I did otherwise he'd do it on his own without me present. Like an idiot I let him do what he wanted so I helped him into the mask and fucked his arse with the fucking machine. We'd agreed a safe word and a safe gesture he'd use if he wanted to stop but he kept on going despite me constantly asking if he was okay.
Suddenly I realised he'd stopped breathing so I stopped the fucking machine and ripped off the mask. I gave him mouth to mouth resuscitation but couldn't revive him. As you can imagine I was in a panic. I felt his pulse and there was nothing. I dragged him out of the sex room and laid him on the bed wondering what to do. I knew I should have called an ambulance but I also knew he was dead so what was the point. I knew if I had called an ambulance they'd probably call the police and I'd be suspected of causing his death since they'd soon work out he'd been fucked and involved in some intense sexual activity. I was also concerned it could affect my job if that kind of thing got out so I called mum. She told me to do nothing and sit tight.
Within half an hour two guys from the secret service arrived. One was a doctor who examined the body and he said Phillip had died of a heart attack and not asphyxiation. They then took the body away and I later found out it had been cremated. The problem was that Phillip had nothing to identify him, not even a mobile phone so we had no idea who he really was or where he lived. I'd used a false name to hide my identity, and chose Matthew. I'm so sorry my love; I've got you involved in something you should never have been caught up in. As it's now a year since it all happened I assumed it was history."
Toby had sat quietly through Ray's explanation and when he'd finished he wrapped his arms round his neck and kissed him passionately. When the kissed ended he looked into Ray's eyes.
"I still love you and always will but what do we do about this fucker Carl?"
Ray thought for a moment. Could he involve his mother again because in no way was he going to stump up that amount of money only to have the guy come back for more and possibly blackmail him. The only solution was to deal with this Carl guy once and for all.
"Can you both be available tomorrow?" Barbara asked having heard a brief account of what had happened. Ray said he'd email his workplace and say a family emergency had cropped up so had to take an urgent day's leave. He'd deal with the fallout of that afterwards but he knew his boss would understand provided he came up with a convincing reason.
With that organised, they ate the meal that had now spoiled slightly but neither of them were bothered about that. As soon as they'd eaten and cleared away the dishes, Ray took Toby to bed and they made passionate love.
The following morning a guy called Blake arrived. Ray recognised him as one of the two guys who'd come to Ray's apartment the year before to remove Phillip's body. Blake was a good friend of his mother and still in the secret service.
"Hi Ray" Blake said warmly as he shook Ray's hand. "I thought we'd buried this problem once and for all" he chuckled.
"It seems not and now Toby my boyfriend has a death threat hanging over him unless I pay this fucker half a million."
"Yeah well, he's got another think coming but first I need every detail so I can decide how to deal with the fucker."
They sat down and Blake asked Toby to tell him the whole story right from the beginning.
"Before you begin Toby, I want you to know that I'm also gay so nothing you tell me will shock me."
Ray smiled because the last time he'd met Blake he had a feeling he was gay but he was too distressed to think anymore about it. He'd estimated Blake to be in his mid thirties and he certainly had a fine body which turned Ray on.
"This Carl obviously thinks Ray is responsible for Phillip's disappearance and has assumed he killed him" Blake said having heard the full story from Toby. He then thought for a moment and smiled having worked out a plan. "I'm not going to tell you what the plan is because neither of you will be involved. That way you can honestly say you know nothing about what happened to this fucker Carl. All you guys need to know is that you won't be paying the fucker the money and once I've dealt with him he won't be bothering you again."
Ray felt relieved and invited Blake to stay for lunch. Blake said he'd love to having taken a fancy to the younger guys. Whilst Toby prepared the lunch, Blake commented on how sexy Toby looked.
Ray grinned. "You want to fuck him then?"
Blake felt his cock twitch at the thought of doing so. "I wouldn't say no; consider it as recompense for what I'm doing for you." Ray said that was a good deal and would fuck him if he wanted. Being versatile Blake accepted the offer.
After they'd finished lunch Ray asked Toby if he was up for being fucked by Blake. He agreed of course! They stripped off and went into the sex room where Toby was bent over the fuck bench and given a long hard fuck by Blake. When he'd satisfied his needs he changed places with Toby and Ray gave Blake a long hard fuck.
Later that day Toby received a text from Carl giving him instructions on where to meet him with the bag of money. The following day, Blake called Ray to say his plan was in place. He also told Ray and Toby to be out of London for a few days before and after the night in question. This way they could prove they had nothing to do with what was to take place should it be necessary to do so, although Blake assured him the chances of having to do so was extremely remote. Since Ray's mother was going to Paris that week, it was agreed that Ray and Toby would stay at the house. Kieran would be there to look after them and would provide proof they'd been there for the week if required. So, the day before the night in question, Ray and Toby drove to the family house near Stroud making sure they stopped for petrol on the way and kept the credit card receipt to prove they'd done so.
In London, Blake and his mate Ryan lay in wait for Carl at the location given to Toby. Ryan, aged thirty, was also gay and had worked with Blake for several years. They were also fuck buddies and when Ryan heard Blake's plan for Carl he became very excited, especially between his legs. Carl had told Toby to meet him at a disused warehouse late at night which suited Blake's plan perfectly. They arrived well before the appointed hour so lay in wait for Carl. When he arrived just before the time he'd given Toby he stood in the shadows waiting for him. Suddenly he found a cloth being pressed over his face and within seconds he collapsed into Ryan's arms as the drug soaked rag had the desired effect. Within minutes he was bundled into Blake's car and Ryan emptied Carl's pockets to find his address. Once found, Blake drove them to the council block where Carl lived.
By the time they arrived, Carl was slowly coming round from the drug he'd been given although he couldn't work out what was happening. Blake parked the car round the corner just in case nosey neighbours were looking. They helped Carl out of the car and Ryan, being a tall burly guy, put his arm round Carl's waist and walked him to the front of the block whilst Blake walked in front of them. Once inside the block they found Carl's ground floor flat, used the key Ryan had found in his pocket and let them in. As soon as the front door was closed behind them, Blake blindfolded Carl. They led him into the bedroom, stripped him naked and handcuffed him. Blake opened the rucksack he'd brought with him and pulled out the mask that Phillip had been wearing when he died. He'd kept it along with the fucking machine; quite why he wasn't sure but just looking at the items turned him on.
"This is the mask that Phillip was wearing when he died from his heart attack" Blake whispered into Carl's ear as he fitted it over his head "but I've opened up the air holes that your stupid boyfriend sealed so at least you'll be able to breathe whilst you feel what he experienced. You got it all wrong; the guy you thought caused your boyfriend's death had nothing to do with it so you're going to pay for stalking his boyfriend and threatening to kill him."
Carl groaned; he knew Phillip had bought the mask and had wanted him to try it on but he'd refused. As Blake fitted it he pushed the inflatable dildo into his mouth. When it was inflated, it filled Carl's mouth so he couldn't speak. He was lifted onto the bed and placed on his knees with his butt high in the air as he rested on his shackled hands. The drug was still causing his head to spin so in no way could he struggle against his captors.
"He's got a nice arse" Ryan giggled.
"You want to fuck it then?"
Ryan nodded feeling his cock go hard at the thought of doing so. He unfastened his trousers and pulled out his erection. They'd come prepared so Blake passed him a condom and the bottle of lube which he used to prepare his cock. They were already wearing latex gloves to avoid any finger prints. Once ready he thrust his cock into Carl's arse and fucked him hard. Carl groaned since he hated being fucked. In his relationship with Phillip he'd been the top and his boyfriend the bottom since he loved his arse being well used.
Ryan continued fucking until he'd reached his climax and filled the condom with cum. Just watching his mate fuck the guy caused Blake to go hard so once Ryan pulled out he thrust his prepared cock inside and gave Carl another roasting until he too had shot his load.
"Now you're going to feel the fucking machine your boyfriend so loved" Blake whispered into Carl's ear. Carl felt his heart sink and remembered the item well. He'd told Phillip at the time that he was mad and refused to use it on him but his boyfriend loved intense sexual activity including being whipped until blood had been drawn. He felt the dildo being thrust into his arse and then the motor switched on. His whole arse felt on fire as it pumped back and forth. Ryan felt his cock go hard again as he watched the full ten inches disappear inside Carl's arse and give it a good fuck.
Carl was in agony but helpless. Eventually he passed out so didn't feel the needle that Ryan used to inject the drug overdose.
"He's gone" Ryan said after a few minutes as he felt Carl's pulse and listened to his heart.
They turned him onto his back with his knees in the air. Ryan put the syringe into his hand so his fingerprints were on it and left it by his side. They did the same to the fucking machine and reinserted the dildo. It was one in the morning as they crept out and closed the front door. They found a rear entrance and made their way back to the car. Later, Blake sent a text to Ray saying `You can tell your gorgeous boyfriend that he can jog without fear of being stalked or threatened again.'
The following morning Ray read the text and showed it to Toby. They were both relieved that the ordeal was over but didn't question what had happened to Carl. After breakfast they stripped naked and went to find Kieran in the kitchen. He let out an audible gasp when he saw two naked guys standing there. They were even more beautiful than he'd imagined.
"We thought we'd do some nude sunbathing in the garden; do you have a rug we can use" Ray asked with a big grin on his face. He knew Kieran would enjoy seeing them naked.
"Um, yeah" Kieran spluttered as he gazed at the two gorgeous cocks. He scuttled off to get a rug and returned to find both guys sitting on the bar stools looking very seductive which did nothing to quell the bulge inside his trousers.
"Why don't you take time out Kieran and join us for some fun" Ray asked as he moved up close to him and started unbuttoning his shirt. Kieran gasped having a naked Ray so close and just stood there letting him slip his shirt off. Ray admired the hairy chest and rubbed his thumbs over the large nipples enjoying the obvious reaction it was having on Kieran. He then moved his head forward and kissed him on the lips. Kieran had longed to kiss Ray so grabbed his head and pressed their mouths together. As they kissed, Ray felt the bulge inside Kieran's trousers which caused the kiss to become intense. Ray unfastened the trousers and they fell round Kieran's ankles. He felt the bulge inside the thin briefs causing Kieran to make further audible gasps. Suddenly Ray squatted, exposed the erect organ and sucked it. Kieran was in heaven having never thought this would happen. Just as suddenly, Ray stopped and grinned at him.
"Come on, let's go and have some fun."
"I dread to think what your mother would say if she knew."
"Since she's in Paris she's never gonna find out is she, unless you tell her" Ray laughed.
"Do you think I'd tell her I've had sex with her son; I don't think so."
They walked into the garden and enjoyed the warmth of the beautiful June sunshine on their naked bodies. Since the house was surrounded by fields and high hedges, there were no neighbours to worry about so they chose a patch in the middle of the grass to lay the rug down. As soon as Kieran had lain down, Ray knelt between his legs, sucked and lightly bit the erect organ inside the thin briefs. Kieran was again in heaven having not had sex with a guy for a long time. Ray slipped a finger inside the legs of the briefs to tease the cock which made it weep all the more. He finally pulled them off completely and tossed them to one side. Ray went down on the long thick organ and took the whole length into his mouth. Kieran's whole body jumped up and down with excitement as Ray sucked. He then licked the oozing slit and inside the foreskin making Kieran cry out with pleasure.
"Toby loves being fucked; you want to do so?"
Kieran again gasped. He'd dreamt almost every night of fucking the gorgeous teenager ever since he'd first met him so immediately said he'd love to.
"Okay Toby, get your butt in the air so Kieran can stuff his long thick cock in you" Ray laughed knowing that his boyfriend wouldn't object.
Within seconds Toby was on all fours offering his arse. They'd come prepared with condoms and lube so Kieran quickly prepared his erection and gently slipped it in.
"Oh god yes, that feels so good" he cried as he slowly thrust in and out. Ray loved watching guys fuck his boyfriend because he knew how much he liked it. After Kieran had fucked Toby for a minute or so, Ray slipped a lubricated finger into his arse. He wasn't sure if Kieran was versatile or not but worked on the basis he'd soon say if he wasn't. Kieran let out more groans of pleasure so Ray slipped in a second finger to open him up. It was clear the guy liked what Ray was doing so he hastily prepared his own erection and slipped it in.
"Ah fuck, yes, that feels good; not had a cock up my arse for such a long time."
Ray chuckled and increased the pace of thrust. All Kieran could now do was keep his cock embedded inside Toby whilst Ray fucked. Several minutes later Ray let out a long `ah fuck' as his climax came and he filled the condom with cum. When he was done he pulled out and watched Kieran fuck his boyfriend until he'd done the same. Once satisfied he turned Toby onto his back and sucked him off.
"That was fucking brilliant guys; thanks for letting me join in."
"Do you not have a boyfriend Kieran" Toby asked.
"Not now; I used to be very friendly with a guy in the village but he wanted to move to a big town and for me to go with him but I didn't want to leave my job here so he went off without me."
"So you're all on your own" Ray teased him.
"Yep; only got the five fingered widow to keep me company now" he laughed.
"You could always come and stay the night with us in London when you have your two days off; I'm sure Toby and I could satisfy your needs" Ray grinned.
Kieran looked at him. "Are you serious?"
"Of course; you wouldn't mind would you Toby?"
"Fuck no; I never object to being fucked."
Kieran said he'd certainly accept that offer so it was agreed he'd come down on his next two days off.
"I think we'd better keep this from your mother; I'll make out I've met someone."
Ray agreed since he wasn't sure how his mother would react to her manservant being fucked by her son despite her acceptance of his sexuality.
Over their remaining days at the house, the three of them had many more sessions of sex and they spent most of their time naked with Kieran wearing just an apron when he was cooking.
Kieran became a regular visitor to London and always enjoyed his time with the two younger men. Since he never had sex with other guys they agreed to adopt bareback sex which Kieran loved. He eventually became a member of the BB group so enjoyed being fucked by the other guys.
Ray and Toby continued their jogging but changed their route having decided they didn't fancy running along the south bank where Carl had stalked them. Two weeks later, Blake sent Ray a newspaper clipping. It reported that a man had been found dead in his flat after a neighbour called the police having seen the curtains closed for several days and post left stuffed through the letterbox. The police concluded the man named Carl, had undertaken intense gay sexual activity on his own whilst on drugs. He'd died from an overdose and no other person was thought to have been involved.
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