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It was Halloween night and as usual all I was doing was sitting home in my room staring at the screen on my computer. I had decided to check my email and all I had was the usual load of crap that everyone always gets. All these offers about how to enhance yourself whether it be your cock or your breasts. It seemed that if you were male you got the latter, and if you were female you got the cock enhancements. Things like that were always weird but you have to wonder who sends the crap.
I went down through the screen checking each check box there was before finally hitting delete. This got old and boring very fast. Outside through the window you could see people getting ready to go Trick-or-Treating. Kids were running around in their yards as their family tried to help them with their last minute touches to their costumes.
My little brother Dylan was downstairs getting ready to go out himself. Mom was no doubt trying to keep him in one spot so that she could make sure he was ready. He had gotten her to agree to take him last week and they made plans on where they were going to go and which houses they were going to hit.
I guess it would be wise to tell you a little bit about myself. My name is Jared but everyone calls me by my nickname, JT. It stands for Jared Thomas which is my first and last name. I'm 18 years old and just started college. I'm going into the Nursing program at the advice of my aunt who is a Registered Nurse. She never quits talking about the money that you rake in from the field. Back to telling you about myself I live with my little brother who is twelve and my mother who works as a waitress in a diner. Her name is Tonya. My father doesn't live with us as him and mom have been divorced for almost two years now. Mom does the best she can raising two boys on what she pulls in from the diner. You couldn't ask for more honestly.
I help her with the bills, what little I can. I know it isn't much but it's a help. While taking classes to be a nurse I had found a job in a rehab center as an aide. Before you get the wrong idea on what kind of rehab I work in, it's a Physical Rehab center. I help with people who have been in accidents and need help with their daily lives. I guess you could say I would be more suited as a Physical Therapist but I'm not. Maybe I could always do that as my second major. I work around twenty hours a week and that's enough to give me spending money for new clothes and stuff that I would like to have. Speaking of which I need to take Dylan to the mall sometime to get him some new clothes as well. Fall is almost here, you can tell the moment you step out the door.
I continue to watch kids get ready as I hear the phone downstairs ring. I have a phone in my room as well but I have my own number branched off of my mom's account. That way I can still have my dsl Internet and own phone-line so I don't tie up the house phone. I hear my mom call for me from downstairs.
"Jared, can you come down here a second?"
I get up and flick the screen off on my computer before walking over to the stairs that lead down to the living room.
"Would you take Dylan out trick or treating? I told him I would take him but that was Kathy on the phone from the diner. A girl called in tonight and she wants me to come in and cover her shift. We could use the money" she said with a tone that you could tell that she didn't want to do it but she was thinking of the family instead of just herself.
"Yeah, I'll take him tonight" I say smiling down at her seeing the smile return to her face.
I don't really want to do it but there is nothing else to do around here. Besides that I need to help out as much as possible. Yeah call me a momma's boy if you want to but there is absolutely nothing wrong with it. Some people have to learn to be responsible instead of going through life partying their life away. Not to say that there is anything wrong with partying.
Before I forget to mention there is a big thing about myself I forgot to mention before when I was telling you about myself. I'm gay. I've found it is much easier to tell myself than it was to tell my mother. I've already came out to her and she has grew to accept it. I know it hurt her at first. I was scared to death when I told her and her reaction hurt me more than I've ever been hurt in my life. She looked at me without saying a word and walked off to her bedroom. I heard the door slam right after she was up the stairs. Later that night I could hear her crying from her room. I sat at the door to my room and thought about what would have happened if I hadn't told her.
The next morning I was jarred awake by mom shaking me. I had fallen asleep in the hallway outside our rooms. She had knelt down to me and I remember the words that she said to me this very day. It is the words that are etched into my soul and I will never forget. She said 'Jared, you are my son and I will always love you no matter what'.
She accepts me for me even though some of my friends didn't at the time. Before you think anything I don't make it well known to everyone. I choose who I come out to and that's where the line ends. Anyways that's enough reminiscing.
I went over to my closet and pulled out my blue jean jacket sliding it on. Walking down the stairs Dylan ran up to me and threw his arms around my waist hugging me.
"Thank you for taking me" he said.
I could see on his face that he was worried that he wouldn't get to go after she was called in to work.
"No problem squirt" I said ruffling his hair a little bit. "Get you a jacket on, it's going to be a cold one out there tonight.
Dylan ran off to his bedroom the cape he was wearing blowing in the wind. After taking him to see the movie 30 Days of Night he had decided that he wanted to go as a vampire and that's what mom painted him up to be. She had done the blood on his face and everything that went along with it. He came back and was at the front door with his bag ready to go. I grabbed a couple more bags in case he was to fill up one before we got finished. Taking hold of his hand we walked down the driveway and decided to walk from house to house and hit our neighborhood. If we wasn't tired then we would hit the sub=division below our neighborhood and see what we could get there.
I waited at the end of the walkway at the houses as Dylan ran up each drive and got him some candy. I was glad to see he was enjoying himself and I watched all the other people out taking their kids or siblings. Seeing all the other couples walking along the street holding hands I couldn't help but feel alone. I snapped out of my thoughts though as Dylan announced that he was ready to move on to the next house.
We went for at least two hours if not a little while longer. We had covered our neighborhood and the subdivision next to us before calling it quits. We walked home as he looked through his bags seeing what he had collected. He had about three bags total which was really good. Better than what he had gotten last year. Reaching our house I pulled out my keys and opened the door throwing my coat on the chair where mom usually threw hers after a long day at work.
Dylan took his bags to the kitchen table and dumped the candy all over it.
"Don't eat anything until I take a look at it" I called as I headed to the bathroom.
When I got back to the table he had listened to what I said and hadn't ate anything. I shuffled through the candy taking a look at it making sure that there wasn't anything in any of it that would hurt him or make him sick. Deciding it was safe I gave him the clearance to go ahead and eat some but not to eat to much.
I looked through our cabinets to find something to fix for dinner and decided on a lasagna bake. Getting everything that I needed to fix it I started preparing dinner hoping to have it done before moms evening shift was over. I pulled out my ipod and put an earphone in my ear to listen to some music as I finished up what was left to get done before mom got home.
Dylan had already retreated to the living room and was playing his PS2. I sat all the dishes out that were needed and started putting the food on the table. Soon enough headlights washed over the roof of the living room and kitchen as mom pulled into the driveway.
I called Dylan to the table as mom made her way through the door. She looked into the kitchen and smiled as she saw we were waiting on her. She walked by Dylan and patted his head before kissing his forehead.
"Get you some candy tonight" she asked him.
"Three bags" he said proud of our accomplishment.
"Wow, that's pretty good for one night."
He had already started digging in so he didn't say anything else.
"Thanks for fixing dinner sweetie" she said kissing my forehead now before sitting down and fixing her a plate.
I grabbed myself a plate and started getting me something to eat sitting at the chair across from mom and next to Dylan. We sat around talking about random things nothing in particular. After dinner mom told Dylan to take him a bath and get ready for bed. I sat down and started playing the game that Dylan had started before dinner was ready.
Mom looked over the homework that Dylan had finished up earlier to make sure that he hadn't overlooked anything. She wanted to make sure that he continued to pass his homework so that he finished the year on a good note. Last year was a struggle and she didn't want this one to be the same way.
I went into the bathroom and waited for my turn to get into the shower. I shed my shirt and gathered up the towel and washcloth that I was going to use. I could feel my brothers eyes on me.
"What's up squirt" I asked once again using my nickname for him.
"Nothing" he said continuing to bath.
When he was done he got out of the tub and started drying off. I shed my jeans walking over to the shower. I took off my boxers and stepped into the shower once again getting the feeling my brother was looking at me. I looked over to him and he quickly turned his attention towards the mirror looking at himself. I closed the curtain wondering what he was thinking about when he looked at me. I heard him do a few more things in the bathroom before calling to mom that he was going to bed.
"Okay hunny, I'll be up in a minute" she called to him.
I could hear her so he must have not closed the bathroom door. When I was finished I knew it was okay though because I could hear mom in Dylan's room talking to him. I quickly towed off and threw on my boxers making sure mom didn't see me without any clothes on. That would be pretty embarrassing if she had.
I went into my room and threw on some pajama bottoms before sitting down at the computer. I refreshed my screen and sure enough more spam just like before. I sat there lost in thought as I daydreamed about what my day was going to be like tomorrow. I had to work right after classes. I was so lost in thought that I didn't even hear mom come into my room to tell me goodnight.
I felt the hand rub my upper back and I looked up to see her standing over me.
"Don't stay up to late Jared, you have to work tomorrow to."
"I know mom" I said rubbing a hand through my hair.
"What's on your mind" she said taking a seat on my bed after tossing some dirty clothes off of it.
"Nothing" I said not really telling her that being alone was bothering me. Ever since I came out it seemed that I couldn't find anyone else that was gay. I don't know if it was just because there wasn't anyone else gay in this area or if maybe they were just afraid to be associated with me due to the fact that some people knew about me.
"I can tell that something is bothering you" she said getting up from the bed. She knew that I wasn't going to tell her what was bothering me.
She kissed my forehead and said, "goodnight Jared. You'll find you someone, I promise you" she said with a wink before turning to walk out.
I looked at her without saying anything and wondered where that came from.
"Mothers intuition" she said as she smiled to herself knowing that she could basically read me like an open book.
She closed my door and proceeded to her room to get some rest. She had to be back at work in the morning to help open the diner. I shut my computer off and decided to turn in myself to get me some sleep.
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I have part 2 ready to post so please let me know if you really want to read it or not. If I get someone who wants to then I'll gladly post it up on Nifty!