NO NUT NOVEMBER - CHAPTER 5
It took me a couple days to come to terms with the fact that watching my roommate Ryan jack off had actually helped me. That I had actually felt sexually gratified when he came a huge load on his chest. But I did. I imagined having a cock as big as his and shooting a load as massive as he had. And a part of me wished I had a video of that to watch. Watching him live had satisfied me more than any random porn video did. I didn't know what that meant, but I just came to accept that in this crazy hormonal no-nut state I was in, it was true.
I felt confident that after November, when I could finally nut, I would go back to normal. Stop thinking about my roommate jacking off, etc. Go back to pleasuring my own cock and watching porn normally. But I still had a couple weeks to go.
And a couple days after seeing Ryan nut, I remembered he said I could watch him again. And so I did. The same thing happened where Bobby wasn't home (this time he was sleeping over at a girl's house) and Ryan started jacking off in the bottom bunk.
This time I didn't say anything, I just crept down off the bunk and stood watching him. Then he told me it was weird for me to stand over him like that and that it would be better if I was on my knees. So I knelt on the carpet once again and watched my roommate jerk off. He came another monster load, and it felt good to see him feel so much pleasure. It seemed like he had a really good orgasm. I slept great that night.
But a few days later, Bobby had been sleeping in the room every night, and I was starting to get crazy horny again. I brought it up to Ryan, asked him if he was gonna jerk off in the room sometime soon. He told me he usually jerks off in the shower, as I know. And then: "You could watch me there if you want?"
So one night, we went to the showers, towels around our waist. Nobody else was there. And when Ryan pulled back a curtain to step into one of the four stalls, I stepped in with him. He pulled off his towel and hung it.
"Where should I stand?" I whispered, nervous.
"In the corner, just kneel over there out of the way. Give me your towel so it doesn't get wet."
I pulled off my towel and felt a bit of embarrassment at seeing his big free cock so close to my own caged one. Ryan had the key, and until he unlocked me, I wasn't going to get to cum. Luckily, though, I could watch him cum in the meantime.
Ryan turned on the water and rinsed off, going through his normal shower routine while I knelt naked in the corner. He shampooed, conditioned, soaped up... it felt kind of humiliating to be kneeling on that cold tile. I didn't sign up for a full shower routine, just the masturbation part. But I guess he had to shampoo and all that at some point.
Finally, he turned his attention to his cock. "Finally," I muttered. Ryan looked at me. "Just kidding," I whispered back. Ryan laughed.
I was way closer to his cock than I had been when he jerked off in bed. The shower stall wasn't that big and as much as I tried to stay away in the corner, I was only a couple feet from him. Ryan started off by standing in profile so I could see the full length of his rod.
"Have you ever measured?" I found myself asking.
Ryan chuckled. "It's big, right?"
I nodded.
"Eight inches." He flashed his dimples as he smirked at me. Then turned his hips square to me so his dick was pointing at me. He kept jerking while I watched, imagining it was my dick.
"So hard right now," he muttered, looking at me. "Like a fucking rock."
I saw veins on the side of his dick throbbing, he really was hard as a rock. I wondered what his dick felt like, being so hard and thick right now. I wondered if it felt similar to mine. Probably similar, but his was thicker.
"Fuck I'm getting close..." he muttered breathily. We were about to get our nut. I kept watching his dick as he furiously stroked it. He kept spitting on his dick for lube, and I felt flecks of water hitting me and wondered if some of it contained his spit.
"Oh yeah... here I come... fuck... fuck!" And a massive shot of cum rocketed out of my roommates cock and splashed onto my face.
I instinctively closed my eyes and yelled "Fuck!" Just as another rope of cum hit my open mouth, a strand of Ryan's warm cum landing on my tongue. I was backed into a corner as rope after rope of Ryan's hot cum sprayed onto my face and chest.
I tried spitting out his cum, but couldn't get it all out. I didn't want to open my eyes because I could feel cum on my eyelids. "What the fuck!"
"Shhhhh!" Ryan said and put his hand over my mouth. Then I heard him suppressing a laugh. "Didn't think I was gonna shoot that far... sorry bro!"
I felt a stream of hot water hit me as Ryan directed the nozzle to drench me and clean the cum off me. Unfortunately it got caught in my eyebrows, in my dusting of chest hair, and coagulated in this gross way. I stood and grabbed my towel, trying to wipe it off, but I literally couldn't get all of Ryan's cum off me.
Then I felt Ryan's hand on my shoulder. "Seriously, I'm sorry bro. It won't happen again."
I looked into his eyes, the eyes of the boy who had just cum all over my face, whose cum I could still taste in my mouth. "Why didn't you turn away?"
"I seriously don't usually shoot that far. I guess because I had an audience I felt like I had to show off," Ryan said, shrugging.
So he came harder than he usually does because I was watching him? "So like... that was better than when you usually nut?"
"Yeah, bro. Way better." Ryan ruffled my hair, grabbed his towel, and left me alone. I looked down at my knees, which were red and raw from kneeling on the shower tile floor. The tile floor that countless guys in our dorm had nutted all over. And I'd just kneeled down on that floor and let one of them nut all over me.
Ryan said he wouldn't let it happen again. I hoped he wasn't lying about that, because if it happened more than once, if I allowed it to happen more than once... I dunno. Like, it sounds like I'm gay if I let a guy nut all over me. Right? But I didn't let him this time, he just did it without asking. Fucking Ryan.