NO NUT NOVEMBER - CHAPTER 11
When I got home from Caleb's house, I immediately went to my room. I stripped off Caleb's tanktop and shorts so I was just wearing his white briefs. I flexed in the mirror and wondered if Caleb thought my body looked wimpy compared to his. I was always more of a runner, so I never had the kind of muscles that he had. But I did look good in his tight briefs. My cage made my bulge look pretty pronounced.
I reached into my dresser drawer and pulled out the dildo Ryan had given me. It was wrapped in his dirty boxer briefs that I'd stolen before going home. I found myself smelling Ryan's underwear, and a little wave of excitement ran through me when I recognized the scent. It was the same scent I experienced whenever I was on my knees in front of his big cock. It was musky and manly and a little bit sweet.
I wondered what Caleb's cock smelled like up close. I dropped down to my knees on the carpet of my bedroom and closed my eyes, imagining Caleb was standing in front of me in his wrestling singlet. Imagining he nervously pulled the singlet down to loose his cock, not wanting to make eye contact as I took it into my mouth.
As I imagined this, I raised the dildo to my lips and tasted the latex. Caleb's cock would taste much better, though the dildo was actually probably about the same size as he was. Ryan's, of course, was much larger.
I slowly wrapped my lips around the dildo and pushed it deeper into my throat until I gagged. I imagined Caleb, eyes closed, jaw open as I sucked his straight, wrestler cock.
Fuck. I opened my eyes. I needed to take a shower and chill out. I was way too horny right now.
That night, I was in my room after dinner bumming around the Internet. I found myself looking through Caleb's social media, lingering on shirtless pics he posted. He had a lot of pics or videos of him wrestling. I felt like I would be so nervous to get a hardon if I were wrestling a guy like that. And then everyone would think I was gay.
And then Ryan texted me. A big smile crept across my face. He said he'd been watching porn and needed to nut and would let me watch him again. He insisted on video-conferencing on our laptops instead of our phones this time so we could be more hands-free.
When I answered his video call on my laptop, I saw a shirtless Ryan with messy hair drinking a Bud Light.
"What's up, little bud?" he said, smirking.
"Dude, you have no idea how much I need this right now," I blurted out. I'd been so worked up since coming home from Caleb's.
"Oh yeah? What have you been up to?" Ryan asked.
I told him about the party, that I'd gotten incredibly drunk and woken up in Caleb's backyard. Ryan nodded, idly playing with his own dusting of chest hair, leaning back. He looked oddly stone-faced.
"So what did you end up doing with Caleb, then?" he asked.
"Uh... what do you mean?"
Ryan narrowed his eyes. "I know when you're hungry for something, Ethan. There's a little spark in your eyes that goes off. I see it every time you look at my cock. And I saw it just now when you were talking about Caleb."
My voice caught in my throat. Was Ryan some kind of mindreader? "I, uh..."
"You can tell me. Did you suck Caleb's cock?"
"No! I didn't. I really didn't."
"So you just jerked him off?"
I stared down at my lap, not responding. I felt like I was in trouble for some reason. But why? So what if I jerked Caleb off? "I thought I was supposed to focus on other guys' nuts to help relieve myself?"
"Yes... that's true... it's better than you jerking off your own cock, that's for sure. But you can't just go around jerking guys off without asking me," Ryan said.
"Why not? I mean, not that I want to jerk a bunch of guys off, I just--"
"Who controls your cock right now, Ethan?" Ryan said forcefully.
"I dunno..." I said bashfully. I knew he wanted me to say that he controlled my cock, but that sounded so pathetic. I controlled my own cock. I was my own man.
Ryan brandished the key to my cock cage and waved it in front of the camera. "Maybe I should just throw this away."
"No! Ryan, come on..."
"Who controls your cock, Ethan?"
"You do. You control my cock." I absent-mindedly reached down and wrapped my fingers around my cock cage. Fuck. I couldn't get out of this thing if I wanted to.
Ryan smirked, then suddenly sounded more upbeat. "Okay, I'm a little upset, but you can make it up to me if you help me get a really good nut, okay?"
I nodded, relieved Ryan didn't sound mad anymore. "How can I help?"
"Take off all your clothes and get your dildo," Ryan commanded.
I gulped, but obeyed. I stripped down so I was just in my cock cage, and held my dildo in my hand. Ryan was still shirtless in sweatpants. He reached a hand into his underwear and started jerking himself.
"Can I see it?" I pleaded.
"You have to earn it," Ryan teased as he lowered his sweatpants a bit to reveal his trimmed pubes and the base of his cock. My own cock stiffened in my cage a bit. "Put your feet up on your desk on either side of your computer."
I sighed, realizing this was a bit of a compromising position... with my feet up on my desk, my asshole was open wide and exposed to the camera. But I quickly forgot about my own body when Ryan pulled off his sweatpants and underwear and unleashed his massive, perfect cock. I smiled. He grabbed his cock by the base and wagged it in front of the camera.
"Suck my cock, Eth," he said. "Put it in your mouth."
I instinctively raised the dildo to my mouth and sucked on the tip. I licked it from the base to the tip like I knew Ryan liked.
"Mmmm... that's good, you like that, don't you, Ethan," Ryan said as he spat on his cock a few times and started stroking the shaft up and down.
I bobbed my head on the dildo, imagining it was Ryan's cock and I was making it feel good.
"Now put it in your hole."
I looked pleadingly at my computer screen. I knew it was going this direction as soon as Ryan had instructed me to put my feet up on my desk and expose my asshole. But it felt so... personal... to just expose my asshole to Ryan and then to shove something inside it. I mean, I had put the dildo inside briefly before, but not with someone watching me... I felt so self-conscious.
"What are you waiting for, Ethan? I know you've put it inside yourself already."
"H-how?"
"Because I knew you wouldn't be able to resist experimenting. You're nervous, I get it. But the only way I'm going to forgive you for playing around with Caleb without my permission is if you put that dildo in your asshole for me right now."
I gulped and put the tip of the dildo against my asshole. I felt my asshole twitch a little bit. Ryan started jerking his cock faster. He was watching my asshole right now. He was watching me about to penetrate myself with a fucking dildo.
"Stop hesitating, bro. Just push it in." Ryan commanded and waved his hard cock in front of the camera. I pressed the tip of the dildo into myself and winced in pain, biting my lip. I heard Ryan laugh and take a chug of his beer. "Good, now work it in and out, in and out..."
I focused on my breathing as I slowly eased the dildo deeper into my ass. I became very aware of the green light next to my computer camera indicating that Ryan was seeing all of this. I looked at my camera preview in the corner of my screen. My legs up on the desk, exposing my ass, my cock hidden in its cage, my stomach caved in as I leaned forward to keep looking at the computer screen... it was not a flattering position. And ontop of it all, I had a dildo inside my open asshole. Who the fuck was I? Ryan was miles away from me right now, and I was letting him watch me fuck myself with a fucking dildo? I was doing this voluntarily? And yet I kept easing the dildo in and out, focusing on Ryan's perfect cock.
"How does it feel?" Ryan asked.
"It hurts," I said truthfully.
Ryan laughed and kept jacking himself off. "Push it in all the way. Now."
I braced myself and pushed the dildo all the way into my hole. "Fuck!" I winced and whined a little bit. I breathed more heavily. I didn't understand why gay guys would ever enjoy being fucked. It hurt so much. Like a stinging sensation almost. "Are you close to nutting?" I asked.
"Shut up and keep fucking yourself. Imagine it's my cock," Ryan ordered.
Fuck, I hadn't thought of that... imagining it was Ryan's cock inside me? That he was the one making me wince in pain, that he was the one shoving his dick in and out of my virgin hole? I focused on the camera where Ryan licked his lips as he continued masturbating for me.
"Mmmm..." I moaned a little bit. I think my hole was relaxing a little bit.
"There you go, good boy, Ethan... I'm fucking you harder now, come on."
I moved the dildo more rapidly in and out of my asshole. Some of the pain was definitely subsiding. I could get through this until Ryan nutted.
"Who controls you, Ethan?" Ryan was fapping his cock really fast now, biting his lower lip and smirking at me.
"You do," I moaned, and just as I did, I witnessed Ryan's big dick pulse and shoot a massive rocket of cum that landed on his shoulder.
"Fuck take that fuckin' load, Ethan!" he said and continued shooting his warm cum all over. I watched, leaving the dildo inside my hole as he finished.
"C-can I take it out?" I asked, looking at the dildo in my asshole.
"Yes buddy. You can take it out," Ryan said, almost laughing. Why was it funny? I pulled the dildo out and my asshole felt weirdly empty for a minute. "Did that help?" Ryan asked.
I nodded. "So you're not mad at me or anything?"
"You mentioned that Caleb leant you some of his clothes since you fell in the creek?"
I nodded. And I saw that signature smirk cross Ryan's face as the flash of an idea came to him. "I think it's time you give him a call."
A mixture of panic and intrigue swept through me. Ryan definitely had an idea.
Thanks for reading! I love hearing from you about what parts of the story help you nut. You can reach me at ethanjsharp@gmail.com
Next chapter will be out soon :)
-Ethan